The Imaginative

SoCal Dweller. NorCal Lover

[itsjustshleb]

Holy shit Tumblr its been many a years since I’ve been on here to post anything.

Well hello I’m 29 now. Fucking OLD!!! 

ALOT of life has happened since I’ve last been here. Maybe too much to fill all of you in on. 

Love

Loss

Being Hospitalized 

Adventures. many adventures.

Letting go of those people you thought were going to be in your life forever

Getting my ass back in gear and going back to school 

I think now I am finally comfortable in my own skin. After you realize you weren’t meant to be anyone else but yourself it becomes much easier. 

So heres to posting again! 

[itsjustshleb]

His voice always makes me swoon. ughhhh. haha.

[itsjustshleb]

Bathroom selfie life // The last night in Vegas called for the best dress. That is all. #vegashangs #becauseweliveinthematrix #shibuya ##thatsjustme #thatselfielife #vsco #vscocam

[itsjustshleb]

This song is <3

[itsjustshleb]

I am a decent person with a decent heart. Actually, no. I am an amazing person with an amazing heart. I will never apologize for who I am and what I feel. That is after all what makes us, us. It's funny how you can go on living in this world, this beautiful world, and not realize how awesome of a person you are. Sure people can tell you these things to your face and you can thank them for their compliments. That one moment though when you finally "wake up" and realize the shit these people you surround yourself are saying to you are actually true. That moment when you yourself finally realize that yes, I am a beautifully awesome person. That's when you are truly living. When you can say to the world "This is me and if you don't like it then fuck off." That's what we all hope to accomplish is our life, right? Than again i'm only assuming this because well, it's just my opinion. I'm sure this is no easy task as the world we live in, this beautiful world, is also cruel. It comes at us with everything it has. The hurricanes, the earthquakes, the tornados. We all go through them at some point. Some last longer then others. As much as I think that these "life lessons" are cruel and painful I also think they are necessary. You're probably thinking i'm some crazy girl who likes to hear that people are hurting. That's where you couldn't be more wrong. If we didn't go through these hurricanes and tornados then we wouldn't be us. We wouldn't have those people telling us how awesome we are. We wouldn't get the chance to "wake up". So I guess what i'm trying to say is WAKE UP and go tell this beautifully cruel world to FUCK OFF!! You do you! You sexy beast!

[itsjustshleb]

BlahH

I miss the comfort of cuddling True life

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ITS BEEN ONE OF THOSE NIGHTS

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[intrudings]

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[shananaomi]

You don’t have to make it a distraction. And the guys are gonna have your back. There’s plenty of stuff — and you can attest to this — ‘this stuff stays in the room, and nobody hears about it.’ And that could potentially be a case where, ‘listen, guys, I’ve got to tell you something. I’m gonna be straightforward with you and whatever. This is the situation. I don’t want to be a distraction. Keep it within the room.’ And I can almost guarantee it wouldn’t — unless the player decided that he wanted to go public with it, I would say that it wouldn’t make it out.

LA Kings goalie Ben Scrivens on how a hockey player could come out to his team, from the upcoming TSN docu-series ReOrientation. 

His big Bambi eyes! And Brownie being all thoughtful and protective, too!

“Hockey players in general are very unselfish, and maybe that is the thought process — ‘I don’t want to draw attention away from the team or the game.’ But I’d also like to think that hockey players in general are the type of guys who’ll back each other up.”

(Thx Bud has GIFs, too.)

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