Jess

vent blog 😮 not main blog follow @rainbowgaytrash

[valentina-poem]

[zahina-petite]

When does the “it gets better” start cause I’m tired of waiting

[humanpeoples]

[pedersxn]

[cherriblossumsblog-deactivated2]

My phone sits, forgotten in some other room, for the first time. I will halfheartedly search for it the next time I leave, long after my keys are in hand, and resent its weight in my pocket. A hundred contacts, and no holiday wishes, no new year greetings. My mind drifts to my father's gun. My mother hates a mess.

[nathanthemadscientist]

[lufronus]

How I'm feeling?

Non-existent.

[jeasme]

My desires. My dreams.

My feelings. My needs.

My body. My mental health.

Me, doesn‘t matter.

[celestiial-angel]

Once I'm dead everyone will start looking for signs and how they wish they knew... here is your sign!

Sad truth is nobody ever sees the signs when you're still alive.

I won't be for very much longer tho so if you stumble over this blog and find this post...take this as sign number 3658

[pluto-drawz]

Y’know... mental health is just so hard because in the abstracts it seems so... contradictory.

You eat to much? That’s bad, don’t do that.

You track how much you eat so you don’t eat to much? Thats bad, don’t do that either.

You don’t track how much you eat and under eat? That’s bad, also don’t do that.

You isolate yourself because you can’t socialize without severe drawbacks? That’s bad, you can’t do that.

You go socialize and have a panic attack because of it? Bad. Don’t do that.

You stay up because night time makes you happy? Bad, you have to get up early in the morning.

You get up early and it makes you absolutely miserable? Bad, stop that

Everything is bad.

Just... Stop.

It’s like everywhere you turn there’s a dead fucking end and it’s just exhausting trying to find something that works

And all while you’re doing that, the world is working against you and you don’t get time to take a moment to figure it out because things just keep grinding on

[whalesharks-archive-deactivated]

having a hyperfixation feels like this image

[shannoneditorauthor]

I resent this.

[itsmejuicemccan]

I want to disappear

[sickbrokenangel]

[sickbrokenangel]

THIS IS THE FUNNIEST FUCKING RESPONSE IVE EVER GOTTEN ON ANY OF MY POSTS EVER

[itsmejuicemccan]

I sit here alone

On my phone

All day everyday

No one talks to me

And when they do

It’s all fake nothings real

No one ever tells me the truth

And I’m starting to not feel

Alive.

[itsmejuicemccan]

I can’t breathe

Everything seems too overwhelming

And I just wish

Someone could teach me again

How to breathe

For someone whose been alive 19 years

Why is it now becoming so hard to figure out

How to do such a mundane thing

To help myself keep living

Maybe it’s that I don’t want to keep myself here anymore

Maybe it’s that I forgot how to on purpose

Maybe it’s that it’s just so hard to breathe when you don’t want to anymore

Maybe it’s that everything is hard when you can’t breathe

I can’t breathe anymore

Every inhale feels like poison and I can’t do it anymore

Remember my breath on your lips

When I no longer can

Maybe youll care when I’m finally

No longer breathing

Who knows

I certainly don’t

[hahaimnottraumatised]

does anyone else have times where you just wanna scream from the rooftops that you’re a fucking traumatised person while the rest of the time you live in absolute fear that people can see how fucked up you are just by looking at you and want to hide forever or is that just me

[bansheeboxes]

Requested by Anonymous.