Wonderland pulling Alice in the hole.

Lorraine / Metalhead but not elitist / Brazilian / 18 /Horror movie lover/ Feminist / Musician. I'm a sexy loli who makes pretty and shit art - Be the person they said you could not become

[itsmelothringen]

ONLYFANS - NUDES

It’s been a long time since i logged here, but i come here with a question that’s not so complex in this topic:

If i posted some pictures with erotic and artistic content, would you guys buy on the onlyfans plataform? 

i’m passing through rough time with no job (specially in this military government)in this recession pandemic with source for the bourgeois, but not for my people in my country.

I’m doing college and more academic stuff, but not paid for any of this labour

So, the synthetically saying, anyone interest?

[itsmelothringen]

~please i’m having a suicidal mental breakdown

i don’t know exacrly how to manage that

i feel i’m not going to be here until 24

[horroredits]

[c-ptsdofficial]

Things neurotypicals need to stop

- making jokes at mentally ill people’s expense - stereotyping mental illness - being scared of mentally ill people - talking uneducatedly about mental illness - mocking qualities in mentally ill people - demonizing clinginess - demonizing lack of empathy - demonizing personality disorders - calling people who don’t fit neurotypical norms crazy - calling mentally ill people abusive

[witchgays]

Boys with personality disorders??? Angels. All of them. I love them all

[garfdied]

does anyone else feel physically ill when they’re being ignored? like the anticipation of “will they, won’t they” message you first makes you jittery and nauseous until you can’t see straight or think properly or eat or sleep or do anything because you’re just totally consumed by the unbearable pain of rejection

[audhdummy]

note to self: stop falling in love with everyone who is remotely nice to you, dumbass

[itsmelothringen]

:( :( :) :( :( AAAAAAAAA

[c-ptsdofficial]

“If you cut, I’ll cut deeper” is manipulative and unhelpful

“If you self harm, you’re not my friend anymore” is manipulative and unhelpful

“I’ll be so disappointed in you if you self harm” is guilt tripping

“Stop self harming” is unhelpful

Instead try:

“What do you think will help you stop?”

“How can i support you through this hard time”

“If you relapse, tell me”

“Please be as safe as possible”

Or try addressing the feelings that caused the self harm instead of just bitching at them about a coping mechanism

[itsmelothringen]

FUCK YOU RODRIGO RIBEIRO RAMOS

I HOPE YOU DIE IN YOUR TREATMENT FOR YOUR CHRONIC DEPRESSION

[c-ptsdofficial]

“If you cut, I’ll cut deeper” is manipulative and unhelpful

“If you self harm, you’re not my friend anymore” is manipulative and unhelpful

“I’ll be so disappointed in you if you self harm” is guilt tripping

“Stop self harming” is unhelpful

Instead try:

“What do you think will help you stop?”

“How can i support you through this hard time”

“If you relapse, tell me”

“Please be as safe as possible”

Or try addressing the feelings that caused the self harm instead of just bitching at them about a coping mechanism

[imreal-blog1]

tfw u disassociate while looking at someone’s face and then they smile at you

[itsmelothringen]

MY LIFE 

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Eͤv̾ͤͩͫͣ̔eͣř̔̔̓ybͮo̊d̈͒ͭ̈́ẏ̍ͪ̒̈́ ͫ̇̒͒paͤͪ̍͂͐͆i̔ͭͨͩnͬͮ̐̿tͯ͌̽̃̎̎̂s̃ͯ m̆̆̎͂ͤeͨ͑ͪ̔ͣ ͬͣ͗ͣͭa̍̒s͆̚ ͐t͊̀h̀ͥ̐̄̔ͫe̿͊͑̆͂ ̔̍ͫ̊Mͥ̋ͮͤ̉o̅̇̍͐̿N͋ͥ́ͭͧ̚s͊Tͣͥ̔ͥ͑̆E͛rͣ̐̍ ͩ̇̂̅.̔͗ͪ̐ͬ.́̓ͩ͋̓̅.̔̌̐ ͯͤ̈́̓m̀ͮͤͧa̓̆̀͑̅̓́yb̃̀̓êͯ̌͑̿̎ ȋ ̓̒̌͋̍am̈ͪͯ͊̉ ͮ͆ W̡̰̜͇̯h̢̺̤a̛҉̘ͅt̛̙̩̗͈̕ ̘̼͇̹͕͟á̱̟͈̮m̙̩̯̺ ̹̥̜̕I̡͓̲̠̺̘͎͞ͅ ̙̘̣̀t̢̼̻o͖̙ ̫͍͔̗̫͈ͅS̙̘̘̞̻͓̳̹ḙ̡̧͇̹͙̬̫̞͍à̛҉̬̱͉̼̯̥n̨̛̮̭̱͚͞ͅͅ ̷̢̛̰̘̯̱̖͕̫ạ̱̼̫̘̟͙̜n̼̙͜d̨̛҉͉͍̭̞ ͍̙̥̕͘t҉͈o̵͖̰͓̙̠ ̘̼̟t͏̟h̡͇͉̝̞̼̠͚̥e̶̱̝ ̷̩͎F̨̙͕͈͖̺̭a҉̛̠͚̞̫̝̞̖n̳͕͉̗͓̺̥̙d͉̮͉̥̙̖͡o͏̴̛͚̩m̨̹͉̗͡?҉̻̞̦͚̙̠͜͟ ̵̘̩̮̣͔̼̖͟P̶̦̫̳͕̕r̛̞̞̺͡o̶̞͜b҉͖̩̼̲̼a̶̦̬̜͉̳̯̭͝͝b̴̞̣̳̞͘l̨͔̞̟͞ỳ̸̺̲ ͏̵̠͍͚̝̫̙͎͜n̡̘̼̥͙͎̝̙͖̩͜͡o̫̜̪̼̖͍͘͜ͅͅt̴̟̮̺͠ḩ͏̼̞͈̺̖̜͖̦̕ì͕̻͝n̛̘̱̕g̻̱̟ ̸̝̹͚̱̹̟̲̞b̶̷̞̳̹͚̗͙̘̝̦e͚̠̘̦̠͜c̫͜͠a̵̡̻͓̻̬̻̮u̴҉͓͉̫͔s͏̫̤e̶҉̯͚̗̘̰̩̪ͅ ͏͏̭̞̼ͅṋ̴̙͙̞̼̱o͔B̗̠̞̕o̴͖̤͝ͅD̷̲̭̰͍͖̺̭̮͘ͅÝ̢̝̩̯̟͝ͅ ̣̟̠͓͍̯̲̙͟ņ̦͕̣̙̙͜͜é̤̮͓̕e̢҉̦͕̤d̬̀s̺̭̣̼̣ ̲͈̱̼̖̞͙̟͇͡a͔̗͔͓ ͍̭͕͔́p̵̼͔̘͖̘͟͡a̦͟r̵̞̫͢a̢̜̙̩̯̱̙̕ͅͅs̟͍i̫͙̩̭̹t̨̥̺̼̹͈͠e̡͔̭͚̞͖̳̞ͅ ̛̠̳͜͠ ̯̝̘̀ // same Anti, same

[itsmelothringen]

me, being ignored

1/2 of me: i'm worthless i'm not worth their time i should just die i hate myself

1/2 of me: FUCK THEM I HATE THEM THAT LOWLIFE SCUM HOW DARE THEY TREAT ME LIKE THIS, I DESERVE TO BE TREATED SO MUCH BETTER THAN THIS FUCK EVERYTHING

[bpdshan]

(she left)

[mentallyill-lyrics]

Hurt Me // Keaton Henson

[unic0rnp0rrn]

!!!!

[stillawfullydepressed]

When I lost you, I lost a big part of myself. I’ve cried, I’ve hurt myself but I can’t anymore. I’m tired, I gave everything I had left. I’m just done, I need to die.

(via stillawfullydepressed)