I never like acting weak… but right now it feels like all the strength I once had to prevent myself from being sad has been stolen or destroyed. I can’t tell anyone what’s wrong because I don’t know how to, I don’t even know where to start, I don’t want them to see me in such a weak state, I don’t want to accept the fact that crying is the only thing I can do now, I don’t know anything anymore. I can’t do this.













