MURKER ᛉ

WE DON'T KNOW WHAT WE DO

[itsmurker]

Hey Kiddo, Got A Minute? 🤘🏿

[itsmurker]

October 27th, 2025

One whole year

Less to express

From the same aching pit

Much more to elate for

That multicolored madness

Bares a remaining lid

Heather Grey

Feather Softeness

Rewriting my systems nerves

Painting me with a fresh spectrum

Possibly even a new medium entirely

Maybe sculpting a vision

From inside out

Probably fixing a new recipe

With a different sauce

One year more with genuine joy

Me

A Hopelessness Skeptic

[itsmurker]

May 14th 2024 (II)

I walked away from a practice

To become new for a child

I walked away from my health

To solve problems

I walked away from a mother

To raise the inner child she helped find

I walked away from a child

To find myself and my practice again

But after I used my hands like I used to

My feet where unsure about walking

And I've been sitting ever since

[itsmurker]

May 14th 2024 (III)

Going into the dark

Remembering that I can't stay long

I am not sure if I have many options

My lessons are quickly dancing

Right in front of me

Everything I've learned in the last book

All have manifested into this new one

Perpetuating in my twice as full head

Even the climax of the last story could

Return

[itsmurker]

May 14th 2024 (II)

I walked away from a practice

To become new for a child

I walked away from my health

To solve problems

I walked away from a mother

To raise the inner child she helped find

I walked away from a child

To find myself and my practice again

But after I used my hands like I used to

My feet where unsure about walking

And I've been sitting ever since

[itsmurker]

May 14, 2024 (I)

It's back

The thing I can't see

But couldn't show you

Or tell you about as hard as I try

It changed and evolved

To catch me where I'm at

It caught up fast

Numbers, Letters, Vibrations & Elements

All Are Making Their Way

But I'm here, slowly starting to believe

That if their tears were hitting the grown

Ancestry would respond to the beckon

And find ways to cut these heart strings

Damn. It's even reaching others through me

I think.

[justlyrics]

[itsmurker]

🛸♡

[animesfeel]

Anime food ✨🥞

[lavender-melancholy]

[itsmurker]

A Snake!

[thoughtkick]

“Whatever you do, never run back to what broke you. Live in the present and make it beautiful.”

— Unknown

[itsmurker]

Look Who I Found. ARÑA 33 ass fool.

[zegalba]

[cinematv]

PRINCESS MONONOKE (1997) — dir. Hayao Miyazaki

[itsmurker]

October 19th, 2023

Hendrick's Gin

Talk To Me

Too much Pizza

The Valley

Bird Box

XV

Parking

Loki The Fiend

Monkey D. Luffy

He's not rubber

He's a stretch to reality

Future Reflection

I'm full of all I consume

and yet, I'm running on empty

[itsmurker]

October 17, 2023

To all that keeps my figurative hands

Out of reach

From the point A's to their point B's

I've been getting extra sleep

I've been fixed on how important

Certain things are

I've found things

While looking for things I've lost

And thought hard

Some new useful tools

Maybe the path to who we want to be

Doesn't always consist of what we get to do

But if it does

Keep your hands off my

figurative hands

[itsmurker]

October 16, 2023

The color red

Letters written in red

Art wrapped in red

Wiping off red

Purchasing cloth that's red

And listening to a songs titled 'Red

Red Red'

A color I always felt close to

But feelings conflict

Due to my mom's late friend

Who wrote picture books in the prison

Only wore his red underneath

Then it takes me there

Then it takes me there too

At least I respect the dead

But im still fixed on what hasn't died

While what he finished with lives on

And what he started barely got to be Read

[itsmurker]

October 15th, 2023

Answers within questions

The truth

Lies

Where you only ask questions

That the answers you want

Reside

The ugliest favorite feature

That I've experienced here

Is the one I've experienced in youth

Strange.

We run home

Because we know how to get there

When the path becomes familiar

Realizing this is why

I'm selling the house once he leaves us

[itsmurker]

October 14th

33 South

I see a face in a stone.

Lips rolling down the left chin like a rock

"They say mountains were people"

I'm his Junior Senior by just a bit

In more ways than one

I've been letting him miss exits.

I'm Not his Jiminy Cricket.

Or anyone's for that matter

I have no luxury to help a soul

My soul is in power save mode

I think I need an outlet soon

This generational Pluto

That my face value could reflect

Is side eyeing a deep Eclipse

Eve in the Sun. Lips Fixed.