My World, As I See It

My name is Marcus Brodit. I'm 18 years old and I'm a Freshman at Napa Valley College. I LOVE photography. I'm lazy and very fat. I'm a jolly ol' chap. lul WAU_tab('twvjahccue5a', 'bottom-right')

[itsthatmarcusguy]

I haven’t been on tumblr is so long. I really only came back looking for one specific post of mine. But I ended up just reading the last text entries I posted before I stopped being on here. Public and private. That was about two, maybe three years ago. I gotta say, I was a fuckin mess. It’s almost cringy how much of a mess I was considering how much I’ve moved on since then. On my private, my thought processes and way of vieiwng things from around that time are so immature. I mean there was an underlying reason for it (insecurities, a need for validation and assurance etc.) but it still annoys me that I thought that way back then. I’m doing better now. I no longer question the reasons why those things happened to me. I don’t lose sleep over figuring out what I did wrong. I sucked up my pride and do know someone of the things I did personally that led to those events but I don’t put all the blame on myself like I did 3 years ago. Maybe only 10%. Idk, I guess I’m just genuinely happy rn. Although I haven’t completed all the goals I claimed I was going to accomplish the following years but that’s ok. I’m going at my own pace and I know one day I’ll accomplish them. It’s crazy to think how far I’ve come emotionally and mentally since that draining part of my life and I’m glad to say that I’ve been over it for a looooong time now. Anyways I’m just rambling. I don’t do that as often anymore. Maybe I’ll come back to tumblr and use it to vent like I used to when I first made one. Before reblogs were a thing and my timeline was over saturated with random pictures and cliche poetry.

[difficult]

I crave physical affection. I crave skin on skin. play with my hair, hold my hand, touch me, kiss me. I crave you.

(via difficult)

[chuckl3head]

Lol the favorite of gen 7 starters for a reason lol

[micdotcom]

Watch: Poet G Yamazawa nails what it’s like to grow up in the U.S. as the child of immigrants.

[tashabilities]

That “only homework that our parents can help us with” knocked a pause in me, my gawd. 

[itsthatmarcusguy]

Yo, getting your heart broken sucks. Yeah you can be completely over it, but you can aslo be scared of trying again. You’re in fear that, if you allow yourself to open up to someone else, eventually they’ll just rip you to shreds as well. No one wants to have to go through that kind of pain more than once. Of course it's irrational to want to stop trying and give up on love after a traumatic situation like that. But still, you tend to shut people out if they get too close. As of right now, I’m currently in the middle of “I want to let go and let you in” and “fuck it. I’m perfectly fine by myself”. And I hate it..

[perrfectly]

I like how sleeping next to someone means more than sex sometimes, the body’s way of saying ‘I trust you to be by my side at my most vulnerable time,’ you have no defenses when you are asleep, you tell no lies

Eric Shaw (via perrfectly)

[peponichild]

[tangobunny]

After years of global searching and processing human response, the internet has finally completed its original task of finding the most perfect cat video possible.

[blondesquats-deactivated2020060]

@blasian-aesthetics this is us

[nowyoureinnewyork-deactivated20]

[eintagsliebe]

i wish u knew how bad it fucked me up

[sharktop]

The lack of tattoos on my body is highly upsetting.

[phlurp]

My friend claimed he could play Flight of the Bumblebee and accompany himself. Then he did this.

[bookshelfpeppermint]

ITS BACK

[my-lil-spot]

im crying

[battleshipping]

THIS IS THE BEST THING IVE EVER SEEN

[solomonpvrk-deactivated20160408]

Dats art

[purplebuddhaproject]

[itschinyere-deactivated20200201]

[jehovahhthickness]

Me as a wife 😊

[caliphorniaqueen]

they’re such a cute couple

[imsoshive]

This a lie cause the Warriors don’t lose.

[taint3edcakes]

Lmao Derek !

[sonoanthony]

:( dam she really the goat

[pentragons]

↳ get to know me: favorite antagonists → the homunculi “Homunculus refers to the mythological concept of an artificially created human, presumably brought into existence by certain means of alchemy. These created humans, named for the seven deadly sins, are beings with incredible longevity, astonishing regenerative properties and a host of varied superhuman abilities.”

[theorydictatespractice-deactiva]

what i’ve learned is that if you’re gonna engage in a romantic relationship during your young adult years, it damn well better be with someone who makes your insides explode with nothing but positive emotion. someone who takes the time to be kind, patient and understanding, more often than not, and who is as warm with their words as they are with their touch. life is too short to be focused on people who do not have your growth and best interest in mind. the right person will love you in a way that makes you feel completely free and accepted within your own skin. they won’t attempt to hinder your development out of fear or insecurity that your new experiences might lead you into the arms of someone else. good lovers will desire to see your personal success just as much as you do, and they will support and respect your decisions. stay away from people who make you feel guilty about desiring the best for yourself. they don’t love you for you, they love you for what you can provide for them. and that is not love.

[soracities]

When was the last time you wanted to say it all to the right person? To have it all come out right, to surprise yourself at how together you could be. When was the last time you ever met someone who made you want to give it all to them? I mean give yourself to them, where you couldn’t express yourself enough–like you wanted to cut off one of your arms to be understood. That’s it–you would cut your head off to have someone understand you.

Henry Rollins, Black Coffee Blues (via soracities)

[weloveshortvideos]

He actually told the time

[velocicrafter]

HOW did the parent not die laughing immediately!?

[jhameia]

OMG HE ACTUALLY TOLD THE TIME

[monnichi-blog-aka-legend-of-sora]

At first I was just like- why is everyone so impressed that someone knew how to read a clock?

And then I got it.