The post she’ll never see.
Wow, it’s been so long since I posted I barely could remember how.
I’m not really sure what I’m going to write about but I do know that I do my best writing when I’ve got a lot of emotions running through me.
The good news is I my ex girlfriend used to complain that I never wrote about her, so in that case, there should be no reason why she should ever find this.
Because the truth is, I’m hurting right now. I miss my ex, and it’s only now that I realize I was just ready to love her. You see I feel like many people fail in the aspect of love, they see it as a feeling and like all feelings, it comes and goes. However, I believe love is a choice. It’s a choice to put all of there faults aside and care about them anyway. It’s a choice to put them before you in everything.
Most people have make it or break its when they date, an example would be, if this person can’t compromise, that’s a break it and in which case you would break up. Its things you refuse to settle on.
I think that love is when they become the make it or break in the relationship. When your significant other is all you want and you care about them so much that can look past everything just to keep them, that is Love.
Since the break up and honestly even before we started dating so many people have told me “you can do so much better” as if that’s gonna make me feel better. Maybe that’s true but I wont find out for a while. The fact is, right now I don’t believe I can do better, at this moment she is all that I want in this world and therefore she’s the best there is.
I find myself pondering the quote “It’s better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all.” Is this true or would it have been better if we had never met? Sure I enjoyed the time I spent with her, but was it all a waste?
Let me know what ya’ll think, until then...
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