Time For Me To Change My Life

27, college grad, recovering, wanting to make my life a better place.

[faeriesuns]

I think I am starting to heal but there will always be a little girl in me crying, asking why nobody ever saved us, wondering why my daddy hurt me so bad, wondering what i did to deserve it

[ritikajyala]

He asked me when I fell in love with him and I knew it sounded dramatic to say the moment I saw him, so I told him this story of my grandma who had Alzheimer's- she forgot her name and the words for fruit and food, she forgot her address and how to use the washroom, all her life lost to the disease. The only thing she remembered was her son's name and when that began to fade, the one thing she always remembered was that she loved him, even in illness, even in insanity. She saw this 6 foot 2 man with a scrubby beard and she didn't know him but she said she trusted him, she asked him to hold her hand when she died. When does memory end and love begin? All I know is- she loved him before she remembered him.

-Ritika Jyala, excerpt from The world is a sphere of ice and our hands are made of fire

[studywithcha]

Sites for a fun studying experience <3

1. LifeAt:

Virtual study/work spaces around the world. Life at. Studyhack, studygram, study, college, Lifeat, tiktok, virtual space, study and chill, P

This site offers you virtual studyplaces to enjoy an ambient study session. It offers you everything from a pomodoro timer to a focus playlist. Lots of study places to choose from. The team constantly tries to come up with upgrades to make the site better and as user friendly as possible.

2. StudyStream:

Join the world’s #1 online community of students. 24/7 Focus Rooms available for all, so that you can find your new StudyGroup or StudyBuddy

A zoom based focus room site. Students will be directed to a zoom meeting where one can work among the virtual presence of other students. The chat room and microphones are disabled to ensure a distraction free study session. And the virtual focus rooms are open 24/7.

Feel free to reblog and add more sites if you wish to <3

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“And in the end, all I learned was how to be strong alone.”

— Unknown

[books-n-quotes]

“Has it ever struck you that life is all memory, except for the one present moment that goes by you so quick you hardly catch it going?”-Tennessee Williams

[aphroditing]

amaka.hamelijnck

[confessingsecr-ts]

If you sincerely love someone you will never do anything intentionally that will hurt them..

[99-97]

I gave wrong people the right pieces of me

[animatedtext]

destroy the idea that i will ever calm down

[itstimeforfit]

I no longer desire to look thin, weak, breakable. No my darling, I’m perfectly content looking like I could break you. Strong > thin.

[thebootydiaries]

dude it’s 4:20 u know what that means bro [leans in for a kiss]

[calellon]

horny me is like a completely different person

[someoneoutofspace2001-deactivat]

My biggest flex is that no one knows who my posts are for.

[perrfectly]

“I wanted him in the bluntest way. I wanted his lips, his hands, his arms. I wanted him the way the ocean wants the shore, constantly reaching and running back. I wanted him the way rain wants to fall, the way the sun wants to shine, the way words want to be read. I wanted him to infinity, to the millionth degree. No amount of rain could douse the fire I had in me for him.”

— (via perrfectly)

[kisses-in-pink-deactivated20211]

‪always in the mood to drive to the beach and watch the sunset ‬

[abeardedseattle-man-deactivated]

I'm a real slut for fires, forests, and full moons.

[mamitears]

being all about one person isn’t hard, y’all just hoes.