@faeriesuns - Tumblr Blog

• they/them

• queer

• in my twenties

• born in '97

• my disorders are personalizing

#intro post #introduction #introductory post #introducing myself

warmfigure

goatshizun

happy pride everybody!! 🏳️‍🌈

genuinely suicidal tonight 😪

magpiegirlforever

nicolas haeni, bunnies at the office, 2022

vangoghcore

bytiffanynewman

clementine-kesh

not all character interpretations are valid some of you are sexist

clementine-kesh

not all character interpretations are valid some of you are racist

firstethicalpisces

girl nothing is ever gonna be all the way together just enjoy the bits and pieces #yourfragments

rainydaydecaf

I never saw people say stuff like this enough when I was a teenager, so I’m saying it now.

I’m in my mid-thirties and I have never had sex. I’ve thought about it and could have had one or two opportunities if I put in more effort, but I always decided against it because I just wasn’t into it at the time.

I can safely say that I do not feel I have missed out on anything. I was perfectly capable, by myself, of learning about my own body and boundaries without anyone else there to muddy the waters. The immense pressure that was there in my teens/twenties to Have Sex Just Do It is basically gone. I’m vibing. I’ve got my routine by myself in bed that I enjoy, and that’s enough for me.

And in the unlikely event that I ever decide to have sex with someone in the future, I don’t feel at all like I’m lacking some essential Knowledge or Skill that would “make it good” for someone else. I fully expect to ask my partner out loud what they like and to receive an answer clearly communicated and to relax and have fun. And if it’s a disappointing experience, I’m fine with that too. It is what it is.

Sex is just not that big of a deal. I suspected it as a teen, and I’m more sure of it now. It’s fine to have it or not have it. It’s whatever.