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Indie TWD AU Solara

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Once satisfied with where Solara was now seated, Lisa moved close to her, still cradling the boy’s head against her. Sweet gibberings of a baby learning to speak turned to crying coos from being pulled from the warmth of her body, all things NATURAL for an infant of his age.

There was still a WORRY for all of this. If something happened to the baby, she’d have to explain what had happened.

❝ If Negan or Simon comes in, you have to give him back, got it? ❞

“Got it.”

Though she hated the idea of having to give him back, especially at the click of the door opening, it wasn’t something she could fault Lisa for. Letting her near the baby alone was probably something she wasn’t supposed to be doing, much less holding him. Caution wasn’t something to throw to the wind.

She held her hands out expectantly, though her heart ached hearing him fuss and cry, wanting nothing more than to hold him and soothe him. Like she should have been doing all along.

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You guys! I don’t even know where to start with this one, honestly. I’ve only had this blog since the 3rd of this month, but already I just feel so welcomed into this fandom that it’s unreal. Each and every person I’ve had the honour to write with has just been a complete sweetheart, and I really don’t know how to thank you all for being so great, and for being so talented and yet still putting up with my dumb butt. I can’t believe there are over 200 of you in such a short span of time, and I really hope that I will be able to talk to each and every one of you at some point.  Below the cut is a list of the people who have made this blog what it is. Who have helped me to develop Beth and mold her into my own character, who have put up with me screaming into their IMs at 3am with plot ideas, and those who I have been admiring since I joined this fandom. Thank you all. You inspire me. 

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It wasn’t like this was the first time he’d ever made the request to her. Hell, they’d seen each other naked often enough that it wasn’t even uncommon anymore. But when he asked her to strip, a tiny spark of excitement burst in her belly, and she readily complied, careful to take her time with undressing. He always enjoyed a little show. 

First came the hoodie, one of his old ones she’d stolen when he’d first invited her to move in with him. Then a belt she’d scavenged from the others. Grimy sneakers that she’d worn since the outbreak. Socks that were mostly holes. Jeans that were starting to fit tight around the waist, but slid easily down her bare legs. Her tanktop, tossed at him as her breasts came free, pert handfuls bared for his pleasure. And finally, a pair of black silk panties, looped around her finger as she drew closer to him, straddling his lap with a cheeky smirk.

“It’s not exactly fair if I’m the only one naked here.”

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                                       To say it was easy was a complete fucking lie. It took the two a long ways to get where they are. Simon fought to try keep her from getting too close to him. He snapped and snarl, but she broke through it all. The rage in Simon seemed to settle and only she could calm him down when he needs it.  Both girls are his world. He’d use his last breath to make sure no harm ever came to his girls. He realized this when Solara became an interest of Negans. Simon could love and respect Negan, but he couldn’t let Negan have the girls. They were his long before he realized. 

“I missed the both of you little shits. It’s not fun what you don’t have anyone to pull your head out your ass.” He glanced at her fondly. What he really means is he needed her, but she wasn’t there to calm him down. He made a few mistakes on the road. He put lives in danger because he was hot-headed.

“Injuries– nah, not me. Few of my crew are hurt, but nothing too serious.” His hand reached out to her side, pulling her close as he started walked in the direction of their place. “Anything interesting happen while I was gone.”

Sometimes she wondered what had ever prompted Negan to ever turn his eyes on her. But all it had taken was a few quips about Luna needing a daddy, or Solara deserving a stand up guy like him, to set Simon to straights. Maybe, she foolishly hoped once upon a time, he’d done it to get Simon to stop pushing her away, but for whatever reason, it all worked out. Though she kept her head down for the most part, trying to keep herself out of the spotlight. She didn’t need another reason for Negan to try and take them from Simon. Not when he was becoming the man she needed. For the first time in her life, she felt entirely safe just in his arms, just with his heart beating so close to hers. He protected her from the world, and she protected him from the demons in his head. 

A glance was spared toward the other men coming into the compound, her eyes catching sight of a few patches of blood on grimy shirts. But he was right, nothing serious. The doc could fix them up, no problem. “Think maybe somebody upstairs is listening to my prayers for once. I keep asking for you to come home safe and here you are.” She sighs, her arm wrapping behind his back to keep herself balanced, hand slipping into his back pocket. 

“Nothing, really. Average day for most of us. Oh, wait, there was one thing.” At the time, she’d thought it was hilarious. But Solara put on her best stern expression, staring up at him. “Luna learned how to say fuck. I’ll give you two guesses where she learned that from.”

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╰☆╮GLENN RHEE SENTENCE STARTERS╰☆╮

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deliverybcy:

❛   we can make it together, but we can only make it together.   ❜ ❛   nice moves there, clint eastwood.   ❜ ❛   hey, are you alive in there ??   ❜ ❛   the bright side: it’ll be the fall that kills us. i’m a glass-half-full kind of guy/girl.   ❜ ❛   guess I’m an even bigger dumbass than you.   ❜ ❛   if bad ideas were an olympic event, this would take the gold.   ❜ ❛   have i mentioned that i really like your new haircut ?? you have a nice shaped head.   ❜ ❛   it’s sort of my thing, you know? i’m a loner.   ❜ ❛   no. no, i… i would never have sex…   ❜ ❛   are you trying to buy my silence with fruit ??   ❜  ❛   but i suck at lying. i can’t even play poker. it’s too much like lying.    ❜  ❛   crawl out of my butt && help me look, please.   ❜  ❛   we’re friends, aren’t we ??   ❜  ❛   you know, we still have eleven condoms.   ❜  ❛   it wasn’t that bad, was it ??    ❜  ❛   we’re gonna be all right, okay ?? we’ll be all right.   ❜  ❛   i love you. ______, i love you. i should’ve said it a long time ago && it’s been true for a long time.    ❜  ❛   the world’s gonna change, right ??   ❜  ❛   didn’t need to know that, but cool.   ❜ ❛   this is the only picture I have of you.   ❜ ❛   sorry, i … hit you in the face.   ❜  ❛   god, you are so beautiful.   ❜  ❛   you honor the dead by going on. even when you’re scared. you live because they don’t get to.   ❜  ❛   you’re not gonna pull the trigger.   ❜  ❛   you point a gun at me && i’m the asshole ??   ❜  ❛   we’re not supposed to let the world die.   ❜ ❛   i was praying. i was trying to.   ❜ ❛   you think… you think god exists ??   ❜  ❛   s/he is one tough son of a bitch.  ❜ ❛   oh, man, can’t we just have one good day ??   ❜ ❛   i’m sick of secrets. secrets get you killed.   ❜ ❛   good luck, dumbass.   ❜  ❛   i’m going with you, you can’t do this on your own.   ❜  ❛   admit it, you only came back to atlanta for the hat.   ❜  ❛   dude, you are such a buzzkill, man.   ❜ ❛   don’t ever, ever, ever let me drink again.   ❜ ❛   being afraid is what’s kept us alive.   ❜  ❛   yeah, pretty sure you got that backwards.   ❜  ❛   no one’s impressed, man. walk away.   ❜ ❛   i’m someone who knows who you are. i know what you did. && it’s not gonna happen again.   ❜ ❛   i tried. i watched him die.   ❜ ❛   this sucks. after everything, we just get taken out by a glorified cold.   ❜ ❛   they were counting on me && i … i only thought of myself.   ❜ ❛   have you ever seen something that, um … afterwards, you … you didn’t want to sleep && you weren’t hungry because when you closed your eyes you could still see it. && when you try to eat…   ❜ ❛   people you love … they made you who you are. they’re still part of you. if you stop being you, that last bit of them that’s still around inside, who you are… it’s gone.   ❜ ❛   i didn’t want you to give up on this place, on these people, to be afraid.   ❜ ❛   we’re five people walking with guns. no one’s coming up to say hello.   ❜ ❛   when you gave me this … i didn’t fully understand what it meant. such a simple thing. i know what it means now. i know what it takes.   ❜  ❛   he told me all i had to do was believe, && that’s what I’m gonna do.   ❜ ❛   all i know is this chick rode out of nowhere like zorro on a horse && took lori.   ❜  ❛   i could use a vacation. get away. just for a weekend.   ❜  ❛   we don’t burn them !! we bury them.   ❜  ❛   you fought to be here && you have to keep fighting.   ❜  ❛   don’t worry about what’s gone wrong. figure out how to make this go right.   ❜ ❛   i care about her more than i care about me.   ❜ ❛   i don’t want you in danger, ever.   ❜ ❛   my blood, my family, is standing right here.   ❜  ❛   just keep looking at me.   ❜  ❛   that was a hell of a chokehold.   ❜  ❛   i will find you.   ❜ 

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BETH:

               “Thank you.” She said, sincerely, and Beth touched the girl’s hand, softly. “I appreciate the concern, I really do.” Her eyes lifted, and she LOOKED over her shoulder. Solara was right, she needed to get back. “Listen, you were right,  I DO have to go… but…” She smiled, friendly, hopeful, “I’ll talk to you later? Maybe when it won’t get us both in trouble…?” She LIKED her, she felt something that reminded her of her LOST group. Friendship. She wanted to be her FRIEND. “Yeah?”

“Yeah.” The answer was immediate, and it wasn’t something she regretted saying. Not now, at least. Having a friend within these walls, when everything else was going to shit, wasn’t a half-bad idea. Even though there was a sinking feeling in her gut that striking up this sort of friendship would only lead to misfortune on her part. “See ya around, Beth.” Solara reached over to pat the girl on her shoulder with a smile before turning and walking away, hands shoved deep in her pockets.

Guess she couldn’t be all too upset with Fat Joey about having to take his shift.

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As the young woman walked in the clinic, Lex took his glasses off and tossed them on the desk.  She was beautiful and seemed strong, two things that intimidated him.  He looked past, her never looking in her eyes, as he reached his hand out towards her.

“You must be Solara, Negan was talking about— you know about you the other day.” He looked down at the ground, sitting back down. “It’s very nice to meet you.”

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She wasn’t exactly thrilled to be here, not that she’d ever liked going to the doctor before the outbreak. But what Negan said was law, and he’d told her to take a visit down to the clinic, though not in so few words. She wouldn’t take her displeasure with the situation out on the doctor, and she gave a faint smile to him before she sat opposite him. 

“Likewise. Alexander, right?” She’d only ever heard him mentioned in casual conversation once or twice. “I didn’t think he talked about me much. What was it you two were discussing?”

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                                             indie twd savior oc 

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You are as gentle as the morning dawn…                                         TORMENT can’t wash away your grace.

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Since returning home Simon has been quiet. Thinking lots about the mess he’s getting himself into. He caught himself just in time before he tried picking up a children's toy. Even just as the gate opens he knows she’s going to be there waiting for him.

                                “C’mere baby,” he says when he seen her approaching. He smiles a bit to himself when he feels her arms wrapped around him tightly. It’s fucking weird that someone gave a shit about him. The entire time he’s been avoiding from getting close with anyone. Yet here he was tripping over himself because of some TINY ANGRY BRUNETTE. He kisses the top of her head. 

“How are both my girls?” 

When they’d first been brought here, the last thing on her mind had been getting caught up with anyone here, much less the man who’d nearly shot her for a twinkie. Attachments left you vulnerable, and Solara already had a child to think about. Anyone else would only complicate things. Yet here she was, burrowing into his warm chest to keep out the cold, trying to be as close to him as possible. She cared for Simon, more than she’d ever cared for a man before. Not that she would say it to his face. 

“We’re fine. We missed you. Had to put Luna down for her nap, she was so fussy. I think the last of her teeth are coming in.” After a few moments more, she stepped away, giving him a once over just to be safe. If he was hiding any injuries being the tough guy that he was, she wanted to be sure she hadn’t hurt him. “How did everything go?”

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I didn’t mean to ship it this hard.

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Her main concern whenever Negan sent him outside the compound was the idea that he could possibly never come back. She tried to quash the fear from her mind, but it was only when Simon was back in their room, real and breathing and alive, that the weight on her heart disappeared and she could breathe again. Her arms wrapped around him tightly, embracing him as she leaned up to press a quick peck to his lips with a smile. 

“Glad to see you’re back in one piece.”

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                      “You’ve gotta be fuckin’ kidding me. Are you still PISSED about last night?!” This fucking woman was going to be the end of him. Why did he bring her back? He should have took the twinky and ran. Now he’s suddenly playing house with her. Fuck– she can really get him going though. “SPEAK UP BABY, what’s buggin’ you? Was it missing out dinner after work? Was it skipping on picking up the kid? Oh– is it because of someone else stayed the night with me?” He’s twisted and wants to watch the HURT on her expression. 

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For the most part, she was ignoring him, more focused on cleaning their shared living space than arguing with him for the millionth time. Her arms were full of Luna’s toys, which she deposited in a wicker basket before stacking up the few books she left lying on the counter. Her hand froze on the cover of a dog-eared copy of the Bible, trying to block out what he was saying, but the anger and betrayal she felt at his words was all too real. 

“I was fine ‘til you started talking.” She snapped, glad that her back was to him, glad that he wouldn’t get the satisfaction of seeing the pain on her face. Sometimes she wondered if giving Luna a better chance at life was worth putting up with Simon. This was one of those instances. “If it’s bothering you so much, why don’t you find some other desperate woman to replace me? Apparently you didn’t have issues with that last night.”

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TARA!!!!!