“Vertigo” By Eden Starters
Some angst and fluff! Feel free to change things as needed!
❝ Don't you dream of forgetting this? ❞
❝ Have we forgotten what we want? ❞
❝ Haven't we lost enough already? ❞
❝ Have I lost sight of everything I've worked for? Did I get this all wrong? ❞
❝ Yeah, how could you be so careless? ❞
❝ I think I'm losing my voice, I took no time to take care. ❞
❝ I smashed my phone, but honestly I feel relieved...You can't reach me, now I can exhale on my own. ❞
❝ I smashed my phone, but honestly I feel relieved. ❞
❝ And I know you don't mean a thing, I just get lost in translation...So, how much is enough gonna take? Yeah ❞
❝ Oh, love ain't love if it ain't rough ❞
❝ I thought maybe you'd believe me 'cause I don't ❞
❝ These days it's a cliché ❞
❝ And if I could forget you, you know I would leave. ❞
❝ And I love the rain, but I can't live in a storm. ❞
❝ Yeah, you know you can't go back. It's too late to say it's too late❞
❝ You can't take back that you said nothing. How could you do nothing? ❞
❝ I need you to talk me down, and it's not right ❞
❝ I've been looking at the sky since I was like 5 years old. been looking for the stars but it seems like they're all gone, and the fault's not ours alone...But I think it's time to go. ❞
❝ All we've got is to try to get it right but, no one told you that this gon' hurt. ❞
❝ Now all I really want is to scream ❞
❝ So, if you loved me, how was I supposed to know? ❞
❝ So, if you loved me, how was I supposed to know? 'Cause now we're fading and losing what we wanted most. ❞
❝ But in spite of how you feel, it's not the end of the world. Some say these things are for the best. How are you so sure? ❞
❝ I hope you find everything you think that you want. ❞
❝ Time on our side, we can wait for it. I'll be doing fine, if you are 'cause life is but a dream: Only as real as you let it be. ❞
❝ So how you gonna scream my name when I gave all I got? ❞
❝ I've nothing left to give you, I'm so burnt out and lost ❞
❝ I guess I don't know how to live with a good thing and not break it into nothing ❞
❝ So tell me how you want me here now; keep crying on the phone ❞
❝ I'm halfway there, but it's like, "Shit, I haven't really been doing anything for the last year." And I've been saying I've been doing a shit ton but like, in terms of... I don't know. ❞
❝ Just keep at it, bro, these things always seem to fix themselves somehow. ❞
❝ Suck it up, some would kill just to stand where you're standing now. ❞
❝ Fucked my life up for nothing, nothing, 'Cause you don't care if I'm still bleeding. You just scream until you hear my name. ❞
❝ I think I lost myself out somewhere in between finding out who I am. ❞
❝ it feels like everyone's done waiting so, what am I supposed to do? When I can feel these bridges breaking and I’m drifting further from you. ❞
❝ so if I can help my luck then things won't go the way they're going. ❞
❝ 'Cause if everyone is gone, I don't wanna be here...I don't wanna be left alone. ❞
❝ It's been a few years since you've been gone. There's been a few tears, but that was years and years ago ❞
❝ Yeah, I grew up to be exactly what you wanted. ❞
❝ Yeah, I've been living out the dream that you dreamt up. ❞
❝ It's been a few years, but more to come. It's been a few years since I've felt sure of what I want❞
❝ And I woke up today and found that you were waiting here for me and I thought: Woah, old friend it's bittersweet, How could you do this to me? ❞
❝ And I can bend your words but, they say exactly what hurts the most. ❞
❝ But change comes slow if you hate what's in your head. The fuck would you speak your mind in search of lost time. ❞
❝ I think you fucked me up. I think, I think you fucked me up and I've got nothing to say to you. ❞
❝ Oh I tried so hard to be strong but, I grew up today and faced that I'm not just lonely..Don't feel much better but I guess that it's a start... ❞
❝ you can call it what you want...But I call it moving on, and I'm so done with singing words I don't believe in no more. ❞
❝ I think you're taking on the wrong advice but, it's alright if these are your worst times. You know you're good, you're good. ❞
❝ Make peace with your mistakes and they'll turn gold, Weightless. ❞
❝ Call it what you want but I call it growing up and I'm done. ❞
❝ I haven't seen your face or heard your voice in so long, so, so long. ❞
❝ We had a good run, it's over now. ❞
❝ So, please don't fade me now. So, please don't lose me now ❞
❝ It's cool, we're used to losing real friends, only ever feeling it in retrospect. ❞
❝ everything will be okay, though we are all hurting. 'Cause time flies fast and you know, no pain is forever. ❞
❝ I’m not saying you should, you're really cautious and shit. I'm quite the opposite. ❞
❝ You know what they say, bruh, that love gon' come back to you. ❞
❝ I gave up my youth for this 'cause I wanted it. ❞
❝ I'll be waiting here when you're ready and, I'll lay me down, unfinished now It hurts. ❞
❝ I still don't know but I feel like I'm learning how to clear my head when all I think about is you..But I'm only human. ❞
❝ I still wonder how I'd have turned out if I done everything I wanted. ❞
❝ I used to wonder what love is but, ever since you've been around I finally think I have it figured out. ❞
❝ I know I've been closing myself off, unsure. I know I've been real hard to reach, harder to love and I know it's tiring, this shit is getting old..But please, just hold on to me. ❞
❝ I just want you to feel love before it disappears. ❞
❝ So never fear to feel good when everything's lost. ❞
❝ I'm still living in the middle of a one-way war. ❞
❝ I can't fight it but I'm trying to be what you want. ❞
❝ Come on, what’s the big deal? Nobody’s that heartless! ❞
❝ I can say the words that make you feel scared. So, here's to you, and all the problems that we've made. ❞
❝ I know it’s so hard to stay afloat when you make monsters out of thoughts and you’re dragged under. And everyone in around you is too far away to notice. Your chest start to crash, oh, but it's alright. Oh, you'll be alright. ❞
❝ So just breathe, It's almost over. And don’t let the monster in your head become your fears 'Cause you can save yourself, you know ❞
❝ So listen here, I know it’s hard. Maybe I can’t do what you want but, I’m just who I am, I’m trying to see what you could need. ❞
❝ I am still here, that voice in your head. And I'll be there for you, when no one else cares. ❞
