hi hi!! iâm kind of unsure of how to properly do this, but i wanna have an intro post!!
my name is scarlet â some nicknames i like to use when iâm small are are lette or lettie!
iâm the current host of the delirium system, and weâre bodily 23! iâm taking over from our previous host, connor. several of our alters besides me also regress, and will also use this blog sometimes!
itâs a little hard to tell my little age range, but iâd say maybe something like 0-4, more often hitting the younger end than the older one! other alters might have slightly different ranges too :>
iâm still sort of nailing down my interests, but my ultimate biggest interest is a game called Homicipher! gosh, iâd love for there to be more agere content for it. i really love seals!! and the color red :D! i love rainy aesthetics and umbrellas!
some other interests (to varying extents, but in no particular order) include:
âą no, iâm not a human (game)
âą idv / identity V (game)
âą gachiakuta (anime/manga)
âą death note (anime/manga)
âą hazbin hotel (show)
âą the amazing digital circus (show)
âą lots of different music!!
other things might show up too! whether it be stuff from other alters with different interests, or just stuff that slipped my mind while writing this!
iâm still getting a feel for things to watch while little, but in the past weâd often go for spongebob, kipper the dog, oswald, and oobi!
iâm in a bit of an odd spot regarding CGs; i have people i go to with my regression, but i wouldnât say i have a stable caregiver dynamic right now. iâd love to make friends and connect with people of various sorts though!! so feel free to send asks/messages! whether it be about fandom stuff, or personal things, or anything, really!
i would like to ask that blogs that focus on NSFW/18+ topics not interact, please! your blog doesnât need to be 100% child friendly or anything like that, just nothing centered around NSFW content ^^
i prefer that adults follow me, but thereâs some leeway! so i just ask that anyone bodily under the age of 16 not follow me. hopefully ppl can understand :>
i think thatâs everything!! bye ^w^ âïžâ€ïž
Age regression is always portrayed as this pure super cute, electable comforting thing in social media and Iâm sorry but, Iâm tired, thereâs sometimes itâs not. Sometimes age regressing is extreme feelings, itâs hitting your head and screaming in pain and laying on the floor and kicking and wanting it to stop. Sometimes itâs shaking in anxiety, biting your hands and stimming uncomfortably. Sometimes theres no comfort, sometimes the triggers are not good, and thatâs fine too. Age regressing does not mean pure state, it means a much younger one. Just that. It can be violent and ugly too
working on a scarletella agere fic with cg adami!! i also have a finished snippet of the two of them that iâll post alongside it!!! i know itâs gonna be a really niche thing but iâm excited still for people to see
Fic request: Caregiver Velvette and little Alastor (This takes place when Alastor was Vox's prisoner)
Plot: Vox and Val go out on a date leaving Velvette to babysit Alastor and Alastor realises that having a big sister isn't so bad (Alastor's little age is 0-3)
When I first started working on this it was just going to be silly, but as it went along it ended having some more serious moments and three times longer than anticipatedâŠThat said I like the finished product! You can really see character lore and my headcanons shining throughâlight/referenced RadioSilence, neurodivergent Alastor, major big sister energy from Velvette, etc. Writing the dynamics between them all was just plain fun too.
P.SâŠ..GIVE ALASTOR HIS BEAUTIFUL CURLS BACK!!!! DEATH TO THE FUCKASS BOB
QUICK DISCLAIMER THO: I wrote about Velvette and Alastor taking care of their textured hair. pls note your author is white with 1c/2a waves. If itâs inaccurate info then Iâm sorry and please lmk so I can fix it; I did this off some Google searches. I donât even know how to take care of MY hair, much less someone elseâs.
Anyway, thatâs enough rambling from me. I hope you like it, anon! Thanks for the request!
Title: One Moment Worth Years
Wordcount: 3489
Characters: BigSisterCG!Velvette & Little!Alastor
Description: Valentino drags Vox away for a date night, leaving Alastor in Velvetteâs care. He might not be keen on her ideas of fun at first, but we could all use a big sister sometimes.
TW: Confinement, yelling, past abuse (not graphic), repressing+involuntary regression, mild fear/embarrassment about regression, grief, swearing
Nearly a week had passed since Alastor allowed himself to be âkidnappedâ by Vox. Even days after their deal had been struck, Alastor hadnât lost his shine in Voxâs eyes, a new trophy or toy he insisted on parading around where and whenever he could. In turn, the Radio Demon played the part of prisoner wellâgrinding the Veeâs gears whenever he could, planting seeds of doubt and hostility between them, biding his time before Vox inevitably self-destructed. It was a moderately entertaining affair, though tiresome; really just a great story in the making. Vox may think, may seem, like the most powerful sinner in Hell, but Alastor would have his plot twist soon enough.
In the meantime thoughâŠ
Evening had fallen over Pentagram City, the red sky fading into the colors of spilled rich wine and purplish burgundy. Alastor, just as the past few days, was still tied to a literal office chair in Voxâs penthouse, where the TV Overlord was currently pouring over digital files at his desk. Â
He was so absorbed in his screens that he didnât look up when the door opened. Valentino strutted into the room, making measured, graceful strides to show off his mini skirt and making his cloverleaf wings sway at his ankles. He had an easy grin on his face, relaxed but excited.
âVoxy,â he said in a sultry sing-song voice, âitâs date night.â
âHuh?â Vox looked up from his desk. A buffering symbol appeared on his face for a second before he finally broke out his usual charming simper. âOh, right, date night. Iâve made the reservations at that Asian-Mexican fusion place you like.â
âYou know me too well,â Val hummed, leaning over the desk to run his clawed finger along the rim of Voxâs screen.
Alastor perked up. Did that mean that Vox would be leaving for a while? It was fun to wind him up and run him ragged with mind games of course, but even Alastor could admit a break to socially recharge sounded ideal.
The bubble quickly popped.
â--then the three of us can come back here after we eat and watch a movie,â Vox was saying.
Both Alastor and Valentino perked up at the word three. The latter interrupted Vox, a puzzled frown dragging at the corners of his mouth.
âThree? Why is Velvette coming? Last time she complained that watching us make out wasnât good entertainment.â
âPph, not Vel; weâre taking Alastor with us,â Vox declared, grinning even wider at the idea. His eyes glistened as he yanked Alastorâs office chair closer to him. âAnd I will show him exactly how you treat your lover; because clearly he doesnât know! For starters, Al, you see how I didnât laugh in Valâs face when he acknowledged our partnership?â
âYou should have,â Alastor quipped without hesitation, âbecause the idea that anyone could be attracted to you is asinine.â
Valentino ignored their argument, a salty frown replacing his previous smirk. âThis is our date night, Voxy. Not some RadioSilence night out.â
âRadio what?â Alastor questioned, expression crinkling in confusion. Â
Vox did the same, albeit a neon blush appearing on his face. âNevermind! Just, uhââ
âI can assure you that Vox is not strong enough to silence my radio waves if thatâs what you mean.â
Valentino opened his mouth, a smirk clearly forming. âActually RadioSilence is what we callââ
Before he could finish, Vox frantically interrupted with a mad blush. âYOU KNOW WHAT, I agree, Val. Weâll need a babysitter.â
Alastor rolled his eyes. Of course Vox would make fun of that. Â
The Radio Demonâs regression was an open secret amongst the Veeâs. Vox had discovered it when he was still going by the name Vincent, after the two witnessed a nasty bar fight that reminded Alastor far too much of his father. After their falling out, Vincent had kept it to himselfâeven he wasnât low enough to publicize the information. Or maybe he knew nobody would believe him. Or maybe he feared the consequences that would surely follow.
But here, now, the TV Overlord had his plans foiled by his boyfriend/long term hookup/whatever-the-hell they-were-to each-other. Whatever this RadioSilence slang meant had flustered him. Therefore, he had to belittle someone else to repair his ego. How typical. How pitiful.
âVELVETTE!â Vox yelled across the penthouse, effectively starting Alastor out of his thoughts. The deerâs ears flattened against his skull at the obnoxious, grating sound of the manâs voice. Â
âWHAT!?â
âGET IN HERE!â
Alastor tuned into his static to drown it out. The noisy, ringing in his ears, reminding him of bad people sound. He squeezed the arm rests of the office chair he was tied to to ground himself; thatâs right, heâs here in Voxâs fancy penthouse. Not being berated by his father in their miserable, miniature house in New Orleans.
The yelling thankfully subsided, and was followed by the clicking of high heels against the marble floor.  Alastor exhaled a tense breath and honed in on the sound. No one in his living life wore high heels; his mother couldnât afford them and even after Alastor made it as a radio star he didnât dare push societal expectations further by trying them himself.
Predictably, Velvette appeared in the doorway, looking up from her phone for long enough to glare at Vox.
âWhat!?â she snapped. âIâm busy!â
âYouâre babysitting.â Vox corrected. âWatch Al for a few hours; Val and I will be back later. Date night, you know how it goes.â
âBabysitting?â Velvette scoffed, her scowl somehow deepening as she cast a glance towards the Radio Demon. âHeâs a grown man tied to a chair! Just lock him in a closet or something if youâre going out!â
Alastor had mixed feelings about that suggestion. Ordinarily, heâd agree in an instant. A few hours to himself with no Vox to annoy him, no screens or neon lights being thrust in his face, no mocking or derisions that came with being the Veeâs prisoner? It sounded like heaven in comparison to the grueling, annoying, exhausting week heâd had.
Then again, being locked away somewhere dark and probably cold wouldnât help with the vulnerable headspace starting to creep up on him. And, despite his positionâtied to an office chair at the Veeâs mercyâhe had some pride left in him. I refuse to become more dependent. This is a delicate situation as it is.
It was bad enough that Vox (and presumably Valentino and Velvette by extension) knew about his regression in the first place. Imagine if Vox returned home from his excursion to find his prisoner sucking his thumb? Surely, in this position, when Vox truly believed he was in control, he might take advantage of the situation for more public humiliation.
Alastor sighed to himself. Nevermind his thoughts of a relaxing evening; the show would have to go on. Â
âAnything but bringing him along,â Val grumbled, folding both pairs of his arms over his chest. âI swear, Vox, if you drag the deer along for our night, then I will spend the entire meal spilling every embarrassing secret youâve tried to hide.â
âIn that case, maybe I would like to tag along after all,â Alastor grinned with a daring stare at Vox.
âVelvette, please!â the TV demon groaned. It was unlike him to beg, but he seemed desperate not to let Valentino and Alastor gang up on him. âVoxTek will fund your next scheduled fashion show if you do this for me!â
âReally, Vincient? A desperate bribe?â Alastor laughed haughtily.
âA bribe Iâm not above,â Velevette rolled her eyes but held out her hand. âShake on it Vee?â
Vox took it immediately, giving it a firm shake. Faint blue and purple pixels danced around their hands, sealing their deal.
âHa!â Velevette laughed suddenly, annoyance being replaced by glee. âJokes on you, the next show is the biggest of the year! Have fun emptying your pockets and lining mine!â
âSeriously?! Ughâyou know what, forget it. Worth it,â Vox scowled. âGive him food, water, and sunlightâwhatever it is annoying, whiny babies need. And donât let him out of your sight! He stays tied up!â
Before Velevette could answer, Valentino had grabbed Voxâs hand and started dragging him out of the room towards the penthouseâs elevator. Their voices faded as the doors slid closed behind them.
The second they did, Velvette stepped behind Alastorâs office chair and began untying the cables binding him. Finally able to move, he stretched his shoulders and flexed his wrists before standing up straight. He felt unsteady on his feet, a consequence of being held down for so long. He wobbled, but was quickly caught by his shadow. He brushed it off quickly and made his smile firmânevermind its attempts to caregive or his temptation to let it. Â
Only a fool would let their guard down around Velvette. She might have been the youngest and newest Overlord, but she had Voxâs social influence with Valentinoâs power-hunger. Any sign of weakness she could easily broadcast to her millions of followers on her picture-box device. No, Alastor would stay calm and controlled.
So he took the lead of the conversation. âNot heeding Voxâs words?â he inquired, faint amusement creeping into his tone.Â
âIf he was serious, he should have included it in the deal. Now, Iâm in charge, and youâre going to do what I say,â Velvette said firmly, leaving no room for argument.
âIs that so? What is it that âyou sayâ then?â Alastor hummed, expression unmoving.
âI have work to do. I wasnât kidding when I said my next show is the biggest of the year; I need to work on my designs. You are going to sit quietly and be my model.â
Alastorâs smile turned into a grimace. That doesnât sound like a fun game. He had spent days sitting quietly! If Velvette was his babysitter, why couldnât they do what he wanted?
Alastorâs older headspace poked him with irritation. This was not really a babysitter. This was his warden.
But I want grown up things like listening to the radio (rocking back and forth to the tunes to self-soothe)Â And reading the newspaper (drawing on yesterdayâs paper with his crayons like his mama used to let him)Â And having something refreshing to eat and drink. (Auntie Rosie always gave him snacks when he visited her)
Velvette must have been oblivious to the Radio Demonâs dissatisfaction, or maybe she simply didnât care, as she grabbed his hand and started dragging him towards her bedroom. Â How discourteous, she must have picked it up from Valentino.
Velvetteâs bedroom was on the other side of the Veeâs penthouse. Like Voxâs it was positively massive, though the resemblance stopped there. Instead of dark tiles and gray walls, hers was white marble with blushing pink wallpaper. Voxâs desk had been stacked with files, his coffee cup placed close to his side, and holograms placed strategically around it to maximize his work flow. Velvette had evidently not followed his example; papers, fabric samples, pencils, and magazine clippings were scattered around the surface as if a scrapbook had combusted there. Above her desk were shelves lined with miniature mannequins made from porcelain with delicate, painted faces, small stuffed toys, jewelry, and countless other trinkets.
He could have gone on for hours inspecting all the luxuries she had filled her room with, from the princess four-poster-canopy bed to the walk-in closet bigger than his broadcasting studio. Before he could wander to any of these exhausting splendors though, Velvette pushed him onto a lounge chair beside her desk.
âStay there. Iâm going to give you a makeover,â she ordered.
âI donât want a makeover,â Alastor replied immediately. He liked his current outfit. His current routine. His current everything; he had maintained this exact look for nearly a hundred years because it was perfect as is!
âToo bad,â the doll demon replied with a roll of her eyes. She started digging through her desk drawers, pulling out nail polishes and hair products.
âYouâre bossy,â Alastor stated with a wrinkle of his brow.
âI am the boss,â Velvette replied stiffly. âAnd youâre fussy.â Â
âI have not fussed once.â
âYou donât have to whine to be fussy. Case and pointâyou, right now.â Â
âI am not,â Alastor protested, his voice rising in both pitch and volume.
He never fussed. He was a good boy: well-mannered, polite, and patient. Just like his mama taught him all those years ago. Besides, he was a grown up now, who could speak for himself. He did not fuss.
Despite his thoughts, Alastor felt a whine growing in the back of his throat. Thinking about his mama wasnât a good idea; she always called him âher little fawn,â and would cradle him when he was sad and wait patiently when words were too hard. Â
A plush frog dropped into his lap.
Alastor froze, along with his thoughts, as he stared at it in surprise. Velvette was already looking for more supplies and didnât look back at him when she said, âVal lets me hold a stuffie when heâs doing my hair because it takes a long time. It gives me something to fidget with.â
âValentino does your hair?â Alastor asked quietly, poking at the tree frogâs fleecy webbed fingers.
âSometimes. Heâs bald now so he misses styling his own hair and does mine instead,â she replied bluntly.
âVincint is bald too,â Alastor giggled softly. âDoes he do your hair too?â
âHeâs not allowed to touch my hair!â Velvette answered sternly, though a smile threatened to grace her lips. âHe tries to yank the brush right through it. If I start letting him do my hair, then all three Veeâs will be bald.â
Alastor giggled again, holding the plush a little closer.
âIf youâre going to give me a makeoverâŠcan you make my hair curly like yours? I had them when I was alive. I miss it.â
âHow about I give you a perm? It should give you tighter curls and help hold them longer.â
âYes, please.â
A few minutes later, Velvette brought him to the fancy bathroom sink to wash his hair like it were a real salon. She let him towel dry it himself when he refused the hair dryer so she could prepare the rods and solution. Then she wrapped his hair around the curlers. She was careful but confident. Not tugging, but firm so each and every coil would be perfect. It reminded him of when his mother would sit him at the kitchen sink and take care of his unruly hair as a child, shaking her head at every knot but detangling them with impossible precision.
âTo keep them as long as possible, you should wash your hair less frequently. And use a wide comb or your fingers to style it. And put some light oils and curl creams in it. Lucky for you, your hair is still pretty thick, even though itâs not naturally curly anymore, so youâll have good luck making it look good!â she informed him as she wrapped the last section.
Alastor nodded, swinging his legs in the chair she had set him in and giving the plush frog she had shared a squeeze. He really hoped the curls would look pretty! His demon form, that of a deer, had robbed him of the natural curls. If this worked, maybe he could start a regimen to keep them permanently? Would Velvette help him? It would be hard to do all by himself.
He wanted to ask how long the perm would last, but he didnât think he could get words past the cotton fuzziness that had taken over his mind. So, he sat quietly, silently playing with the stuffed animal while Vel applied the perm solution around the rods.
âWhile this sits, Iâm going to give us face masks,â she informed him.
Alastor nodded again, and Velvette strolled out of the bedroom. A minute later she returned a plate of cucumber slices and placed them on the side table next to Alastor. Then she disappeared into the bathroom, talking aloud about all the healthy stuff for skincareâa lot of fancy words Alastor didnât understand.
He picked up a cucumber slice and started nibbling on it. He was glad Vel brought him a snack; he was getting hungry. When he finished, he picked up another. And another. She was taking a long time.
âOkay, Al, sit back so I can put this on your face. Donât worry, itâs very relaxing,â Velvette seemingly an eternity later (three minutes) with a small bowl filled with fruity, flowery lotion. But she paused when she reached the table. âWhere did the cucumbers go?â
Alastor froze. Was he not supposed to eat them? What if they were Velvetteâs snack and he just stole them without asking?
Velvette looked at him, and Alastor could see the recognition flicker through her eyes when they landed on the half-eaten cucumber slice in his hand. Â
âDid you eat them?â she asked, tone unidentifiable.
Alastor didnât move, like if he held still enough she would forget he was there. He wouldnât say a word; this was planted evidence! She had no proof he ate them! But maybe he should say sorryâ
Velvette started laughing aloud, covering her mouth with her hand. âAl! Those were for the face masks, silly! To go over our eyes!â
He looked down at the nibbled slice in his hand, then broke it in half. âYou can have this one?â he offered.
âIâll go get more,â Velvette snickered. âYou can finish that one. Do you want more to eat too?â
Shyly, Alastor nodded. Velvette grinned at him, evidently not bothered by the mistake, and left again. When she got back, she had two platesâone that she placed in Alastorâs hands and the other she set beside her facial balm.
The following routine was unlike anything Alastor had done before. He had always considered himself to be well-kept, but Velvetteâs self-care was beyond that. For the next hour, she gave him a full spa treatment: moisturizers on his face and hands, a gradient of red and black polish on his nails, and discussions of perfume scents. Then she ran around with fabric samples to find âjust the right color,â for his hypothetical outfit, going as far as to sketch a suit with tailcoats flowing like a skirt. Then it was time for the rods to come out of his hair.
Over and over Velevette told him how handsome heâd look when she was done, and how heâd love his rerunning curls. Alastor wasnât too proud to admit he bounced in anticipation as he gently unrolled his hair. As soon as the first one was undone, revealing a perfect corkscrew curl, he giggled joyfully and clapped.
âI told you it would be perfect!â Velvette said smugly. âNow hold still so I can get the others out.â
So, the deer was left to watch himself in the mirror as each new coil appeared. They looked so close to when he was aliveâthick and full and bouncy. He swore, he didnât care how hard they were to maintain or how often heâd have to visit the Veeâs to get Velvetteâs help with themâhe was going to have curls for the rest of his afterlife.
Just as Velvette was finishing, Alastor felt his eyes getting heavy. Her hands were brushing through the strands to style them; to somehow make them more perfect than they already were. Pentagram City was dark outside the bedroom window, he was lying back comfortably hereânot in an office chair for the first time in days.
Maybe it wouldnât hurt to rest his eyesâŠ
****
âJust wait until Alastor sees what a good boyfriend I am!â Vox gloated as he reentered the penthouse with Valentino. He was carrying the moth, who had a sprained ankle and broken high heel, bridal style.
When they stepped into Voxâs room though, Alastorâs chair was empty. The cables that tied him up were abandoned on the floor.
âHE ESCAPED!?â Vox cried, dropping Valentino.
âOW! WHAT THE FUCK, VOX?!â
Vox wasnât listening, already bolting out of the room to search. Before he could get very far though, Velvette stuck her head out of her bedroom.
âBE QUIET!â she yelled, then much calmer. âAlastor is sleeping.â
âWhat?! Where?!â Vox screeched to a halt.
âIn my room.â
âAnd you untied him? What were you thinking? He could have escaped!â
Velvette scowled at him: pout, eye roll, and crossed arms. âNuh-uh. We were having makeovers.â
âMakeovers arenât exactly an effective form of restraint, Vel!â
âThey are if you know what youâre doing.â
âSheâs right,â Val chimed in, reappearing and rubbing his hip painfully. âSheâs kept me in her room for hours because itâs so relaxing.â
âOh really? If her makeovers are so good, why am I never invited?â
âBecause the only facial routine for TVs is spraying Windex,â Velvette replied.