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Next batch (that I havent sent yet...) is polished and ready to be sent out tomorrow morning! I will be crashing for today but good chunk should be delivered around afternoon by latest.

I think next batch may be the final one!

Thank you for your patience!

Maisy

[ittybittylovingspace]

>still haven’t distributed the batches before the last 8 because I spotted a few major mistakes in my commissions I have to fix<

Agagagagaugh I’m sorry guys ;0; I am fixing the orders as soon as I can

Maisy

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Hello!

I have around 8 commissions left (there are lot of sketches requested in one order, thank you so much!) and I am still running late working and distributing them!

If there are any questions and concerns feel free to dm me! Thank you~!

Maisy

[ittybittylovingspace]

Good morning!

Will be sending the next batches of commissions today~

Maisy

[ittybittylovingspace]

Also will be sending out few more this weekend, mostly for few folks back in deviantart and some on tumblr— thanks for your patience

[ittybittylovingspace]

Another reminder— please don’t send me walls of text overnight(when I am obviously not awake) and expect me to respond immediately. I have my notifs on my tumblr turned off due to influx of people venting to me about life, and it was overwhelming me and drove me out of this community in first place.

I have around almost three digits worth of commissions that I’m working on 2-3 biweekly at a time(it is p slow I know), from 3 different social media platforms. Please refer to my last post for my lack of speed and current situation, but my pace hasn’t stopped and will not change.

My goal is to finish and rid of all commissions by July, so I can leave this community for good. It was a wonderful experience while it lasted.

Thanks for your patience!

[ittybittylovingspace]

Also will be sending out few more this weekend, mostly for few folks back in deviantart and some on tumblr— thanks for your patience

[ittybittylovingspace]

Hey guys!

I have some important news and updates; After I complete all the commission for everyone from tumblr/twitter/deviantart, I’m planning to go on a brief hiatus for my mental health and self care. Sorry for my poor grammar, in advance :U

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[ittybittylovingspace]

Hi friends!

I am still here, just a reminder that there is a situation, and I am working on my commission but they will be distributed at a slower pace.

Thanks for your patience

[ittybittylovingspace]

Hey guys!

I have some important news and updates; After I complete all the commission for everyone from tumblr/twitter/deviantart, I’m planning to go on a brief hiatus for my mental health and self care. Sorry for my poor grammar, in advance :U

I’ve initially joined the community for self-care purposes, but it’s been weighing on me since last winter. Every time I log on there’s some discourse going on, and negativity everywhere, and only thing that’s been bringing me joy has been drawing followers and friends’ commissions. I love my f/os but I can’t find any energy to draw anything for myself anymore... I’ve been trying to find my energy to do so for past few months, anything for myself, and until recently, it’s been a difficult challenge for me. Aside from drawing other’s ships, I couldn’t pick myself back up to be inspired anymore.

I will admit right here— I’ve been stretching out my commission for therapy purposes, they are really fun to draw, and I will admit, while I am an extreme novice at this, and I took way more than I could possibly draw in few months realistically. I was in a very difficult situation financially and academically at the time, and I needed any help I could get— and I appreciate you all’s generosity. Thanks to you all, I was able to finish college, when I thought I had to drop out. I have overestimated my time and potential, and I am very sorry. it has been a great therapy for me during my darkest times (especially RIGHT NOW) and I’ve been taking time to enjoy and discover and study everyone’s s/is and f/os. Aside from struggling with my crippling perfectionism that made me take way longer to finish a simple doodle commission, I was honestly afraid of all the commissions to end at this point, since it was like a getaway from all the irl garbage that was going on from outbreak spreading within my fam in jpn (lot of elderly crammed in a small house) to losing my colleagues in protest less than weeks from returing back to the states. In times like these, commissions were great because the request for poses and couples were already made, and I didn’t have to think too hard to draw them, just appreciate the ship when I was in a really bad state. There was a time when even that became too much for me, and I’ve attempted to draw something for myself, but nothing came out because I was depressed and exasperated from thinking about this community. Currently, I’ve discovered a new community and I’ve been thriving. I find myself spending more time over there than here, aside from throwing batches on commissions and keeping touch with friends I’ve met along the way. As much as I am pained by this, I have no intention of staying in this community, and now that there are only few commissions left for me to do, I see myself not returning after they are all finished... I hope that isn’t the case yet, and hoping to discover the feeling I’ve felt when I was once having so much fun here. Since my part of the city is still under the lockdown, I am planning to speed up my commission process, since I am aware many are still waiting (Thank you for your patience btw!! ;-;) and then decide if I should leave or stay. I appreciate all of you, and you guys have gifted me so much unforgettable memories!  I will be around until the commission ends!  Feel free to drop by <3 keep makin’ magic, Maisy

[ittybittylovingspace]

I HAVE FORGOT TO SEND IN THIS WEEKS COMM BATCHES

IM SO SORRY, ILL DO THAT ASAP WHEN I GET BACK FROM WORK TODAY

[ittybittylovingspace]

These things that’s going on from all the stuff triggering my depression and anxiety, am I right folks???

The pain

[ittybittylovingspace]

It feels so great to draw like this again.... I love all of my followers ships

[ittybittylovingspace]

WHEW

Sending out few more batches next week!

[ittybittylovingspace]

Hi guys!

I’m back, and will get back to business in few days. My family is a-ok and things are finally turning up.

Thanks for your patience!

Maisy

[ittybittylovingspace]

Will update soon; taking care of family emergency

Y’all prob have an idea of what I mean,

Sorry

[ittybittylovingspace]

Commissions are on halt for a bit, when the distributions are already slow— thanks for understanding. Will explain when all goes away

[ittybittylovingspace]

Will update soon; taking care of family emergency

Y’all prob have an idea of what I mean,

Sorry

[ittybittylovingspace]

Hi guys!

I’m slowing down a bit since I’m almost cutting close to finishing up all commission and sending them out!

I’ll send out few more on Sunday! Thanks for waiting✨

[lildreamysoul]

F/o valentine meme for @ittybittylovingspace!!

[ittybittylovingspace]

AAAA ASH THANK YOU!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 he never cease to make me feel magical tbh ❤️❤️❤️❤️