Dreams - 1/24/16
This is going to be disjointed pieces of dreams from last night.
Sarah and I were camping in our pop up (we don’t have one yet) and the weather was dreary and rainy. Mostly the only people there were Indian people. I was walking to the bathrooms in the dream most f the time. There were always dogs running everywhere. All kinds of dogs. One time three big ones ran at me and I was very afraid but I stopped and told them to stop. These people were there but they just watched and did nothing to help me. They just kept saying the dogs didn’t belong to them. The dogs were pressed up against me so I started just pretending they belonged to me to help calm myself. I started petting them and they just layed down and showed me their bellies. I then went on to the bathrooms. It was just a very large room that was lined with a double row of rocking chairs. The chairs just had a very small hole cut in the seat and then a very small butter bowl was placed on the ground under the chair. A lady I used to work with (Delores carrizales) was there but her face looked kind of like it had these dark colored scars so I wasn’t sure if it was her. So I didn’t say anything to her. She got up and left. Around the room there were many Indian women sitting in the chairs. They were knitting and doing other womanly sitting things. Like just visiting about their families. It had a very matriarchal feel to the room. I didn’t have any toilet paper and I was very nervous to pee in front of them all. I couldn’t seem to sit right over the small hole in the chair. Someone sitting beside me kept telling me I was doing it wrong. I could never do it and I felt like I needed to poop so there was no way that was going to happen with that little hole and with all of them there so I got up and left.
I found a semi private real toilet. It was in a room off to the side. It was in a small bathroom but the toilet itself didn’t have a door. It just had a curtain around it. But that was better than the alternative. I noticed off to the back of the room there was a bedroom and there was a man sleeping back there so I was very quiet. He still woke up while I was on the toilet and kept walking past me while I hid behind the curtain. He didn’t say anything but I could tell he was angry because I wasn’t supposed to be there. I finally snuck out and then the whole place was filling up with lots of people because there was some kind of event happening. And the ladies were still on those rocking chairs like it just didn’t matter. As I was walking out these kids were sitting on carpeted steps that were cover in ants and bugs. I told them to watch out but they thought I was stupid to care about bugs.
As I was walking I noticed a small dog tied to a fence outside. I tried to help it find its owner but it ran away and then I felt bad because it got away and it was supposed to stay there
Then there was more to that part of the dream but I can’t make sense of it enough to even type it. People walking. People I knew from high school. Someone getting married. I don’t know
I was then at a mall looking for a restaurant I was supposed to meet April and some other people at. The mall was an outside mall and it reminded me of Greece. I saw Julie there and she looked horrible and she was basically homeless. She was saying if she just had $10 she would be ok. I didn’t have any cash so I asked Lorrie for the money and she wrote her a check and I was thinking well I could have written her a check. I just didn’t think about it.
I think there was more but I can’t remember it now
