this is suicide season

And I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad, the dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had.

[thatgalpal]

[fallingaparthopelessly]

If you expect nothing from somebody you are never disappointed.

Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar

{Life will never be the same without you. Rest in peace}

Message me if you need a listening ear

[infinnitte]

[fallingaparthopelessly]

Leave a message if you need a chat

[500-daysofgifs]

[br0ken-and-lost-deactivated2018]

[fallingaparthopelessly]

Leave a message if you need a chat

[a-red-wallflower]

Day 55,

“One second I feel like I’m free, content, and nearly happy. The next, I feel suffocated, sad, and angry. It’s exhausting, it hurts, and somedays I literally feel either a part of me is added or getting glued together, or a part of me is lost or breaking apart. At least with every low there is an equal high, but they just never stay long enough and the lows are always worse. I don’t know if I want it to stop or understand it, if it’s normal or not. I’m just tired and I feel bad for feeling tired. I feel bad for having bad days. I feel bad for existing. I’m a bundle of mood swings, and guilt.”

[arterialtrees]

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

I am a desert talking to myself.

Violette Leduc, from a letter to Simone de Beauvoir written c. May 1958  (via gharq)

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

—I want to be able to be alone, to find it nourishing— not just a waiting.

Susan Sontag, from Reborn: Journals & Notebooks (1947-1963)

[synqra]

[desolate-destruction]

[thoughtkick]

When she is happy she can’t stop talking. When she is sad she doesn’t say a word.

Ann Brashares (via habdichverloren)

[surviving-hero]

[the-mermaidhouse]

“ I, a universe of atoms, an atom in the universe.”

Richard Feynman

[la-chica-unicornio]

[chandlerrbings]

Gal pal, Rachel Green - 15 years later

[safest-heaven]

[unbreakable-spines-deactivated2]