I think therefore I....huh?

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[ivysandthorns]

i wish in my next life ill be loved and cherished

[ivysandthorns]

puro lip service lang naman pero halata mo naman na walang pake sayo at madaming gustong babae

[ivysandthorns]

sobrang swerte lang talaga ng ibang babae. grabe.

[ivysandthorns]

i cried all night tas di pa nya ako pinansin. sobrang down ko kagabi. everything is my fault ngayon nadadamay anak ko. gusto ko irewind buhay ko at ayusin ang lahat. lab na lab ko anak ko pero hanggang saan ako dadalhin ng katawan ko

[ivysandthorns]

seeing babies cry and getting hurt is too triggering for me. talagang minsan hindi ako makatulog at naiiyak ako knowing na may mga bata na nasasaktan at hindi nabibigyan ng tamang pagmamahal at alaga 😢😭 i just hug my baby all the time, sana lng i can be strong for her for a long time 😢

[ivysandthorns]

lagi na lang. always felt unheard. laging dinidisregard. walang boses. di man lang kayang panindigan. small things man pero it adds up in the end and nakakasawa din tbh

[shamebats]

"it's just stress" oh thank god, it's just the silent killer that slowly kills you, perfectly harmless, no need to worry

[ivysandthorns]

scrolling through pictures of other couples and their babies made me realize na talaga i fucked up lahat ng desisyon ko sa buhay maski sa choice ng lalaking makakasama ko habambuhay. nakakaiyak lng wala akong maayos na picture nung baby pa anak ko. hay

[loveridden1999]

the thing about phone in bed is that it's so awesome. almost makes you feel like betraying & destroying yourself for nothing isn't all so bad

[000l]

[shrewreadings]

like to charge, reblog to cast.

[cuunos]

being a kid and hearing adults say stuff like "woah 2011 was 4 years ago haha" didn't really convey the fucking horror of a youtube video crossing my recommended labelled "9 years ago" and it's from 2017. that's not true. 9 years ago is 2010 or something. don't lie.

[thehereticpharaoh]

This is what hieroglyphs and figures in ancient Egyptian temples looked like before their colors faded. They were recreated using a polychromatic light display at the Metropolitan Museum of Art, New York, following thorough research.

[ivysandthorns]

nakakaturn off talaga ang lalaking sinungaling no?

[ivysandthorns]

bigla na lang ako nawalan ng amor talaga sa kanya. and uuwi pa sya. im done

[ivysandthorns]

i mean bat ayaw nya pagawa sa kabet nya diba. magkakabet na nga lang di nya pa mapakinabangan.

[ivysandthorns]

i mean its nice to receive something from someone again knowing they like me romantically and not being stingy with me. kaya kasi maging generous ng lip ko sa iba pero saki. at sa anak niya hindi. i just want to experience being spoiled you know

[ivysandthorns]

di naman ibig sabihin na gusto ko ng anak ulit ay gusto ko magkaanak sa kanya. pede naman sa iba, basta gusto ko lng magkaroon ang anak ko ng kapatid, ng makakasama, ng magiging kasangga nya, someone she can turn to when things are rough.... ayoko nya maranasan maging magisa. ive always felt alone and lonely. ive always felt like a loser. i feel bad for her cuz her moms a loser but ayoko sya pabayaan. one thing i wont do is make her feel like no one loves her... ayoko ng ganun