Can I ask you guys a question?
How do you deal with your sadness?
L-like how do you smile everyday when you feel this hole emptying in th.. in the pit of your chest?
Or manage to force that boiling burn that is thrashing its way up your throat and... you’re grasping for your voice to s-stop screaming.. while you’re too exhausted to clear away heavy streams of sal-salty tears running past your chin
And what do you do when you’re tired of screaming in your own mind for a way out, missing that opportunity to ask for help.. when you don’t want to put your problems on someone else because they’re already dealing with so much..
When they ask if you’re okay?.. how do you not break down then and there.. when the will you’ve built up throughout the years, gives out..
How do you do it?..
