author: lostcap ย / ย poems used: x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . xย * do not remove this credit , thank you.
โ what a modern fucking tragedy you turned out to be. โ โ what do you think the stars wish for then? โ โ maybe i could have loved you in any life but ours. โ โ i used to ache for a hurricane, an earthquake. โ โ i found a catalyst for disaster in you. โ โ is this what happens when the poem ends? โ โ i found religion in betrayal. โ โ things like us only exist in dreams. โ โ you canโt give your storms to someone else. โ โ nothing lasts forever, not even the rain.ย โ โ itโs okay to fear. โ โ donโt claw out your own throat while waiting for someone else to scream. โ โ you are memories and moments. โ โ in some other universe youโre asleep. โ โ everyone leaves. let them. โ โ you are not a ghost. ย โ โ you canโt haunt those that forget you. โ โ everything ends and itโs okay. โ โ my heart kept beating, out of sync with yours. โ โ maybe i get to have a reason for the ache you left in my chest. โ โ you exist still. โ โ we canโt remember how to be alive. โ โ the heavens burn for you and i. โ โ every star is another story, every night a different sky. โ โ we end to begin again. โ โ beyond every somewhere, we exist. โ โ the gods lie as often as men. โ โ i sit not upon a throne of bone. โ โ my kingdom wasnโt chosen. โ โ the dead of mine do not speak. โ โ history will write that you were the bravest of them all. โ โ all stars must burn. โ โ the greatest things must end. โ โ hell is just another place i guess iโll go to keep you warm. โ โ if the monster always dies at the end of the book, why am i still alive? โ โ gods donโt care about what might have been. โ โ men shall fall and gods be forgotten. โ โ you will be remembered eternally. โ
