iwantobeskinny

19 with an eating disorder she/her sw: 185 cw: 182 gw:120

[iwantobeskinny101]

I wish I was pretty, I wish I was skinny, I wish I had friends, I wish I had a boyfriend. Yet I was made like this and there’s always one for everyone. I’ve always struggled to love myself and yet I’m nineteen and nothings changed. I try to talk to people and I always end up shutting them out! Why am I like this!?!

[proteja-deactivated20111228]

[jforjoelle-blog]

last time i did this my wish really came true. so im going to wish again

[luxurious-awakening]

nothing to lose. :))

[intoxicated-s0uls-deactivated20]

Let’s hope

[30rockasaurus]

Why not? :)

[allthepheelsandphandoms]

*crossing fingers*

[tkaaay]

pretty much^^^^

[itsrebeccablack]

i got nothing to lose. (:

[curls-get-gurls-blog]

Last time i did this my wish came true.

[sleep-for-days]

Jesus Christ if my wish comes true I will piss

[stoneddamara-deactivated2013050]

im fucking crying of joy at the /thought/ of my wish coming true…

[notuptospeedster]

it came true last time…so why not

[my-kindacrazy]

<3

[phenomeniallfetish-deactivated2]

hoping and praying…

[emopeahen]

Why not.

[infamousvikas]

lets see.

[amaayzing-deactivated20130405]

my wish came true……………..this is creepy

[x-xdyingtobethinx-x]

Why not lol

[thinflowersdontfall]

I’m desperate at this point

[iwannabeaskinnybich]

Please let this work I’m desperate 🥀➰♥️

[ana-delicate]

🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻

[hand-over-ur-skinny-plz]

I ain’t chancing this shit

[iwantobeskinny101]

I’ll be moving back with my mom soon. And she told me that there is no junk food in the house anymore due to her doctor telling her that she needs to eat healthy and because she takes insulin. Guess who’s gonna reach their ultimate goal weight:)!

[iwantobeskinny101]

Breakfast: Dutch bros medium golden eagle

[iwantobeskinny101]

Breakfast: Coffee

Lunch: 4 for 4 Wendy’s but only ate the jr cheeseburger with Diet Coke

For dinner I’m not sure yet until my sister makes it but I’ll be eating a small amount.

[iwantobeskinny101]

That feeling of lightheaded for not eating all day “chefs kiss.”

[iwantobeskinny101]

Weighed myself this morning and weighed 182 lost 3 pound in a week. I’m at work and I just had 2 slices of pizza with zero coke. I’m the morning I had honey bunch cereal. I’ve been walking all day so I think I’m good. I might not eat dinner today due to having a family party and no one would notice anyway

[iwantobeskinny101]

Why is it getting difficult for me to stop eating. I didn’t struggle before so why now?

[unfckmepls]

Starting this diet today bc I legit cannot low-res anymore.

Restraint? Who's she?