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I need my mom

I think all men should evaporate.

I have this really good thing going with this guy and I’m so afraid to fuck it up and I’m paranoid he’s gonna ghost me or pull some fuck shit like every man in my life including my father. We’re getting to know each other and I genuinely really like him but I’m afraid something bad will happen. Nothing good ever lasts for me.

Yeah I actually don’t trust any man lol you’re all horrible

averagefairy

I still love this website so much because it feels like the last connection we have to an internet that doesn’t exist anymore like I can come on here and scroll through posts that are literally just funny or beautiful or interesting with no intention to sell me something or influence me we are all just here for a laugh. Nothing is just for laughs anymore EXCEPT tumblr dot com

I always forget to get my grandma a Christmas gift. I always remember everyone else besides her. I was venting to my mom about this (it’s her mom) because I truly felt awful for always forgetting, and she goes “maybe there’s a reason for that. She wasn’t a great grandmother to you” and it just really stuck with me because she’s absolutely right

My best friend has a huge family and she’s very close with them. I have a very small family and we don’t talk to each other. I really hate the holidays because as I get older I’d rather be alone than spend another year with another family bc it’s just a reminder of something I’ll never have

toiich

The Dreamers (2003), dir. Bernardo Bertolucci

Me and my sister are a decade apart so we had complete different childhoods. My sister actively calls both my parents almost every day but I have become the child that doesn’t call their parents, due to past history. I’m the child why my parents go “why doesn’t my child call me?” Instead of reflecting on their prior actions/behavior

I understand my sisters memory is shit and she has 4 kids to worry about now but she did raise me and there was a time where it was pretty much just me and her so it kinda lowkey hurts whenever I bring up a core memory of mine that I spent with her and she genuinely never remembers ever

I am really jealous of anyone who has a stable family life. My dad is getting old and senile, my sister is some religious freak now, and my mom is losing her sanity trying to deal with everything. My grandma who is very cold is concerned about my mom and is telling me about it because she doesn’t wanna deal with it. And people ask why I moved out. I would rather be alone, broke, and far away, than to continue dealing with this.

“You eat like a bird” thanks my mom always encourages me to eat less and fast

Visited my parents and after talking to my dad I realized I lost him a while ago. The Alzheimer’s is getting worst and I realized I’m not equipped to deal with this. I can’t even talk about this with any of my friends because it just gets me upset when I bring it up.

I am only here because of emi. I don’t care how I sound, but it’s true. Out of all the conversations we’ve had, the conversation about sewer slide really stuck with me. She made it clear that it’s cowardly and selfish. And she died in a fucking house fire. I can’t keep taking life for granted, esp when those close to me had their ending cut short. When they never asked for it. And she had so much ahead of her.

inlovewiththemooon

fated anger print

I have never felt so alone.

shihlun

Annie Leibovitz, Elvis Presley’s TV at Graceland in Memphis, Tennessee, 2011

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