Please don't

she/they/your majesty, screaming into the void hoping no one irl can hear

[iwishicouldbemoss]

"I wonder what those people would think of me" have you considered what you think of them?

[iwishicouldbemoss]

Do you smoke weed because you're an artist, or are you an artist because you smoke weed?

[iwishicouldbemoss]

Forced Rhubarb

What did I do, to earn such a fate? Deep under the floorboards, Gasping for light, Gasping for life.

"You matured so fast" You say as you sever my roots How can you say such a thing? After stealing my youth.

[virtualgirladvance]

My horny ass can't be trusted with firearms

[coobk-blog-deactivated20260103]

i updated it due to current happenings

edit: FUCKING REBLOG IT. LIKES DONT MEAN SHIT!

[iwishicouldbemoss]

Am I finally out of my depressive episode and I'm finally experiencing some joy after weeks? Or am I just having a manic episode?

[iwishicouldbemoss]

I fucking love notepad

Sure there are more featureful(?) tools out there, but those honestly feel like fancy paper and fancy pens, while plain text file feels more like napkin notes:

Using fancy tools like notion and stuff you have incredibly powerful stuff at your disposal so it feels like you should be writing important stuff to warrant so many bells and whistles

Whereas notepad is just: here, write shit down, like, if you see a .txt file that's shit, you don't give a fuck bc it's just a .txt file and honestly that drop in expected quality is what frees me to actually write notes and get progress done

Anyway, I'm sure fancy tools are great and all, just not for me rn, I am sticking with good ole notepad

[iwishicouldbemoss]

Feeling unlovable again, thanks brain

[iwishicouldbemoss]

Why tf do I even try

[iwishicouldbemoss]

My instincts are screaming to fight or run, my brother in christ we're reading up for a school assignment not being predated upon

[iwishicouldbemoss]

I honestly kinda just wanna say fuck-it and kms, this time not because of pain, but bc I hate life under capitalism so much

[iwishicouldbemoss]

Brain? Foggy

Tummy? Hurty

Tasks? Backeduppeddy

[iwishicouldbemoss]

I'm so not ready for another week

[iwishicouldbemoss]

I guess it never really stops hurting, huh

[iwishicouldbemoss]

Nothing bad happened today but I feel like shit... thanks brain

[iwishicouldbemoss]

Thanks mom, for making me feel like talking about my feelings isn't worth it

[iwishicouldbemoss]

Things are improving, it got better again

Depression can make it so easy to forget that you CAN feel joy