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Why does life feel so messy again?
Lately it feels like we are all rushing…
But where are we really going?
Every morning begins with a silent race.
A race against time, expectations, responsibilities,
and sometimes… against our own thoughts.
Why do we keep running even when our souls are tired?
Why does the mind refuse to sit still,
like a storm that never learns how to rest?
There was a time when life felt softer.
Conversations were slower.
Laughter stayed longer in the air.
Now everything feels distant… unreal…
like we are living inside moments that don’t fully belong to us.
Why do we slowly drift away
from the people we once held so close to our hearts?
Not always because we stopped loving them —
but because life kept pulling us in different directions.
What are we chasing so desperately?
Success? Security? Validation?
Or just a quiet place where we can finally breathe without fear?
Sometimes it feels like everything around us
is quietly breaking apart —
dreams, plans, versions of ourselves we thought would last forever.
And in the middle of all this chaos
we stand with a thousand unanswered questions,
looking at the sky,
hoping it will whisper back a reason.
Maybe life isn’t meant to give us all the answers.
Maybe it only teaches us how to keep walking
even with a heart full of doubts.
Still…
in the mess, in the rush, in the noise —
there is a small part of us
that keeps hoping,
keeps searching,
keeps believing
that one day it will all make sense. ✨
Until then,
we keep living.
We keep feeling.
We keep becoming. 🌙
#Hiraeth💜
Do I Belong Anywhere? — A Quiet Truth
I keep asking myself the same questions, again and again.
Do I not belong anywhere? Or is that just an illusion I keep trapping myself in?
Sometimes it feels like nothing is aligned. Like I’m standing slightly to the side of life while everyone else is inside, laughing, enjoying, being normal. And then the questions start to spiral.
Do I really want to do the things everyone else enjoys? Or do I only think I should want them because that’s what people call normal?
Is it necessary to want what others want? Or am I afraid of the failure, the embarrassment, the judgment that might come if I try and don’t fit in?
I search for a clear answer, but it keeps slipping away. The more I ask, the more complicated it feels.
Am I scared? Or am I simply comfortable in my own quiet, introverted, cozy world?
I know this much about myself: I don’t like people who misbehave, who raise their voices to feel powerful. I don’t like those who pretend to be superior, who bully the weak, who laugh at other people’s insecurities and call it humor. That kind of world doesn’t feel human to me.
So if I don’t belong there, am I really the problem?
Yet somehow, I always end up blaming myself. For being kind. For being introverted. For being socially awkward.
Why does kindness feel like a weakness in a world that rewards loudness? Why do I question myself for wanting peace?
Maybe the truth is simple but uncomfortable: maybe I’m not broken — maybe I’m just unwilling to become something I’m not.
I don’t pretend to be good. I don’t perform kindness for approval. I don’t please people I don’t respect. I don’t enjoy silly games of ego, hierarchy, or validation.
That doesn’t make me different in a strange way. It makes me honest.
I just want to live peacefully. Freely. Without constantly suppressing what I feel or who I am. Without drama. Without judgment. Without having to harden myself to survive.
I don’t know how other people do it — how they laugh easily in places that feel heavy to me, how they belong without questioning. But I know this: I don’t want to lose my softness just to fit into something that was never meant for me.
There is nothing wrong with wanting a quiet life. There is nothing wrong with choosing depth over noise. There is nothing wrong with being kind in a careless world.
Maybe belonging isn’t about fitting in everywhere. Maybe it’s about staying true long enough to find — or create — a space where you don’t have to explain your gentleness.
And until then, I will keep choosing myself. Even when it feels lonely. Even when it feels misunderstood.
Because living without betraying my soul matters more than being accepted by places that ask me to lose it.
Women
Who is the real enemy of women in the world
Women are not safe with men
And the remaining part of the population is women who really can't stand the happiness of other women they wanted to watch them suffer like they did that's the harsh truth of our cultural society isn't it?
They are the ones who drag women down , they defend their man who is doing wrong like they accepted the slavery and call it their responsibility and happiness, but if someone tries to escape from these things they made it culture or their values ,,
Let a woman live the way she wanted to live ,
It's true that most women suffer because of man , but who is behind it , are we too afraid to accept the fact , not all women but always a women .
We didn't talk enough about how a woman takes the side of their sons if he's disrespectful to her wife , beat her and asked her to accept the doing things like her mother did , maybe some woman do it happily but not all woman right because they only see the side that a mother endure all things still she cook and feed her family , talk nicely never give her opinion yet all the man in her family made her feel stupid.
If we really want to make a better world for women we need to work together if we have to fight for our rights from society and men we need to work together First women have to take a stand for other women , be the support system that allows a daughter , wife and mother rely on you , she breathed properly, she gives her freedom to be happy .
If all women started to take a stand for each other, it always seemed like a lack of , maybe start from a simple don't hide your daughter's if she had her period don't tell her she's overreacting don't tell her to endure like you and your mother did be empathetic towards her , show her the real love , don't endure any disrespect from your husband im front of her or behind her she gonna learn from you , I'm future she'll be like that , show her the life you wanted to give her , don't spread and believe In any misinformation.
We had to be there for each other, we had to be in each other's safe place , nowadays daughters are not afraid of marriage , they are afraid because they watch and observe how the society and family treat their mother how their mother always be in kitchen 24/7 doing home chores still left without receiving any appreciation but criticism they faced they don't want their life Like that , they always seems if you want to be respected you need work outside that's why we work because don't want our life to be like that
We don't hate cooking, we hate how they said you're women you needed to learn,
We don't hate traditional clothes we hate how people objectify our body,
We don't hate doing household chores but we hate why women always need to do that , like it's their job,
We don't hate marriage or relationship we hate to be alone in marriage
We don't hate in laws we hate how they make us feel outside, how they always expect us to be fitted in their way ,like they're programming a robot to work according to their will .
We don't hate men , we hate an angry man who we don't know if he' is only slamming a door in anger or he wants to hit us , we hate how he didn't take stand for us , how being with man still feels like we're alone
We are not afraid of society, we are afraid of how society judged us for following what we like , how we always left like a victim of their poor mentality, and so called what people we'll say
“May every woman remember: her voice matters, her story matters, and she was never meant to shrink.”
Sun and the Moon
I was the Sun 🌞 between all ,
I was the centre of attention ,
People follow me like , Earth orbits around the Sun ,
I shine brightest among all of them ,
I was confident , my self esteem was so high ,
I lead where I go ,
Then ,
Life happens.....
Now ,
I am becoming The Moon 🌖 ,
I become lonely 🌉 ,
I tend to be a part of all of them ,
People only notice me whenever they feel darkness around them,
I still shine ✨ but like a limelight ,
Now I'm slowly becoming a solo and lonely ,
My mood changes like the phases of Moon,
Every single minute I'm different,
I'm still there hiding behind clouds and darkness,
But I'm still me....🌠
With You 🤗, I’m Home 🏡
In your light , I found my peace 🕊️
A quiet love that doesn't cease 💘
In your smile ☺️ my worries fade,
In your arms 🤗 I'm unafraid.
You stayed when others walked away🥺,
You chose to love me every day🥹
You saw the best 🫣 inside my soul,
And made my shattered 💟 pieces whole.
You tell me I’m enough, just me, 🥹
No need to change 😌 no need to flee.
You lift me up 🤕 you make me see —
Who I am is who I’m meant to be.🤫
I used to search, so lost, so blind👀
But you’re the home 🏡 I tried to find.
For all these times, through every storm 🌩️,
In your 💕 Love ,I’ve found my form.
I wish for you all dreams come true🤗
Each step ahead ☺️ I’ll walk with you.
And if you ever feel alone 🫣
Just know, with you… I’m always home🏡
💟💟💟💟💟💟💟💟💟💟💟
NOTHING ....
I feel like an empty glass I feel something is missing some feeling or something I can't explain
IT HURTS ,,,
I can literally feel the pain of this feeling deep inside my chest I don't want to talk
I FEEL HEAVY ,,,
Like something is taken from me which is very for me
Why do we feel like this sometimes I go to the places that I never been before but I feel like I've been there
It feels familiar maybe it's my mind that something inside me escapes me from reality
I don't know what it is exactly maybe I'm just wasting my time on thoughts maybe it's just my imagination
It is like an activation of these things I don't know why I'm like that why only I feel like that
I tried to escape, I tried to run from these feelings but days , weeks , months and years goes but these feelings just hide deep inside corner of my heart and mind
When I try to talk or share these things people say I'm imagining things I'm just delusional about this , but what if I'm not ,what if I'm locked somewhere waiting for someone to get me , free me
Or what if it's just a trap of my mind I don't know I just don't know what I'm missing but I miss , what hurts me but it hurts , what I need to find , but I try to find I don't know how I'm being able to collect all these missing pieces of puzzles that are related to my life
What if I told you I can hear the silence , I can feel the pain of others , some days I just feel normal like nothing happened, but the next day it all comes like this like I'm in a dream I'm running from something or I'm running towards something sometimes I fear sometimes I trigger sometime it's just nothing all goes to zero
What exactly is all this feeling now? Am I going insane , am I not being good for anyone out there
I'm trapped around so many questions , I'm triggered by unanswered opinion and theories
I feel like I'm being tied I want to escape but I can't move
Is it possible that someone helps me , do i really need help ? Or I'm just over reacting
How do I find answers to these questions I'm trapped and tired no matter what I try no matter what I do i always end up with NOTHING.....
Somewhere Only We Know
The world is waiting for you
Everything is open
Korean supermarkets are open 24x7
Northern lights must be shining right now
There is cold silent roads on somewhere in London
Bar are still open in las Vegas
A light in europe
Happiness in countryside
Peace in museums
Fun in hollywood
Childhood in Disney land
The peace of late-night GOT episodes , With a bit of fire & the night is full of terrors
The morning fun with Bruno Mars songs and fruits 🤍
The day with the world , the night with you
"And the life will flow according to you"
There is still smell of old Hollywood in the streets of LA
The building and the food of great India are open to visit and the love of the people
The air is waiting to lift you up. You just have to diveeeee
The pure water of earth will save you... You just move your body with love and slow... Swim, surf 🤍
Open your hands and heart coz you can't get the world if can't hold it and to hold it you have to open your arms and yourself
There is no sound like the evening with nice sunset and Stranger things episode with its intro..
The morning starts with Avengers.. noon it's the walking dead, evening it's stranger things, dinner it's 13 reasons why and night all to GOT
The perfect movie day 🤍 , And nothing is anything without your hand in my hand Peace out ,
"There is nothing like chats with friends with no phones in hand "
Chats with friends with no phones in their hands ,
Nothing to worry nothing to think just pure air, love and fun.
Just pack the backpacks go off-roads and find a "path"
Which leads to a community not a society with full of heart and open arms
"The clings of glasses from the bar the medival theme of the cafes the street after the rain will give more fun than anything can"
Just wanna feel like the peace of off-white lights .... With a great family night 🤍🌉
Walk in the village, climbing on a tree, running for that moment... Will give you more excitement than anything can? Maybe
Live where time doesn't exist only moments and only moments 🤍
"Those late nights with you and the Conjuring horror gonna give more relief than those multi-million dollar"
"But you know there is nothing like the braveness of Ragnar no one caring like Steve no one cute like jon no one bright like Tyrion, nothing more peaceful than this poetry... Everything nothing but "YOU" "
'No one makes movies like they do, can't imagine the beauty of Interstellar, Avengers and titanic too 🤍"
"The sounds of 1900s in America is too exciting, that can take you directly in hollywood and you start shining "
The study the family the friends the work the game the ME... But this won't be the story of my life don't worry it won't be "ME" 🥂
Credit:- Hsetin
Building A Home
I'm Building A Home For Myself
Where Doors Don't Slams
And People Don't Yell
And Love Is Scattered Across A Kitchen Table
That Was Built With Kindness And Respect ,
I'm Building A Home For Myself
Where The Floors Can Be Painted Yellow
And The Tables Can Be Painted Blue
Because There Is No Right Way To Do Anything Except To Do With You ,
I'm Building A Home For Myself
That Will Echo The Feelings
That Live Deep Inside My Chest
But You Will Know That
When You Step Inside The Rooms
That Were Built By People
Who Loves One Another
With Nothing But Respect ,
I'm Building A Home For Myself
That Was Made
For Lovers Like Me
Where There Is Space
For You To Be
Everything
That You've Always Wanted To Be.
As Always
Always the listener , Never been heard
Always the poet , Never been the poem
Always Understanding , Never been Understood
Always the Admirer , Never been Admired
Always the Lover , Never been loved
Always the writer , Never been the muse .
Deep Conversation :-
Deep Conversation what does that mean ? I guess for some people it's just about your job , career , hobbies , what you like or dislike
I don't think people get the point of deep talks . The deep Conversation was not about knowing how successful you are in your career or your job or how much financial stability you have , or how well known you are it's not about that ,,
Conversation that brings out your fears talking about the vulnerable things like what you're scared of ? Are you happy ? Are you living your life or just surviving or maybe just know that I'm here to reassure the little things that made the big difference questions like what you really want to be in your life what's the thing that you're passionate about what makes you happy knowing, the hidden sides secret insecurities emotional support the things we feared to say to anyone the things that we hide deep inside in your heart ,,
To become someone's hope , faith and belief to give someone's light in their darkness or just being there for that person ,
People nowadays are just becoming artificial all they do is to pretend or just act to be a part of the society No one's truly attached all are just connected because of the cause of wanting something ........
Be kind
Be Gentle
Because ,,, some of us never found time to be happy because we're too busy in surviving or just trying to be strong
Pause :-
Sometimes I don't know what's wrong with me but for some reason I feel lost like I'm not happy I'm not sad it's just feeling weird ,,
Everything around me just feels weird and I don't want to deal with this thing so what I do is quietly removing myself from those kind of situations ,
I don't want to do over-explaining , going back and forth in my mind thinking what the hell is wrong with me what I did wrong to anyone ,
What I do is try to believe a quote " the universe will never give you peace I'm something you were never meant to settle in "
It's not easy to be honest but that's what I have now a hope for a belief maybe it's better to have something than nothing right ?
In the meantime :-
I realise one thing that I'm not living my life anymore , I'm just surviving , waiting for each day to pass , just try to make it tomorrow , My life revolves around tomorrow , or rather just stuck in the past maybe I'm waiting for something I guess and the worst part is I don't even know what for ?
&
That is scary .......
I always wonder where I took the wrong turn when it becomes a nightmare
Where my life becomes the exact opposite of what I wanted to be
Scary isn't it ??? .....
“The ones who notice the storm in your eyes, the silence in your voice and the heaviness in your heart are the ones you need to let in.”
— Steve Maraboli
“The best thing about the bedroom was the bed. I liked to stay in bed for hours, even during the day with covers pulled up to my chin. It was good in there, nothing ever occurred in there, no people, nothing.”
— Charles Bukowski
SILENCE :-
The Silence after remembering how different your life was a year ago ,
The Silence after you revisit a place filled with memories but none of the people are there anymore ,
The Silence after finding out something you weren't supposed to ,
The Silence after remembering what you could say but you didn't ,
The Silence after making a wrong decision ,
The Silence after being submerged in water and everyone keeps asking if I need any help ,
&
The Silence after you realise can't they see , I can't speak underwater , I can't even breathe .
The Silence after being right with your gut feeling ,
The Silence after you realise how fast the night changes ,
The Silence after you experienced the Intense feeling or absence of it is not sure which is worse ,
The Silence after seeing a person in public you no longer have contact with ,
The Silence after one year ago today,
The Silence after you say goodbye knowing it's for the last time ,
EVERYTHING FELT IN SILENCE ....
TAKE ME BACK TO THE NIGHT 🌉 WE MET 🖤
SOMETIMES WE TALK ABOUT THE PAIN LIKE IF IT'S ALL ALRIGHT,,,
BUT IN REALITY
WE FEEL LIKE A PIECE OF US DEAD INSIDE ,
Well it's not really our choice to keep quiet and bottled up all the
things and trapped inside like we're not living just dead ,
It's the situations that made us broken , hurtful , trapped , stucked ,
exhausted and tired of all the things ,
We know it's not the end but it feels like it's end , and it need to
manipulate of mind to do so right
Stop Everything
I want everything to stop this pain, this feelings , emotions , depression and anxiety
It all sucks you can't even tell what you're facing what you've been through
It hurts so badly that you made yourself comfortable in this darkness of hurt and pain
Because it's better this way I guess