finding courage

        So I suppose it came to this. I enjoyed my time here, as transient as it was but I don't believe I've ever quite found the motivation to be here entirely. Things got too hectic for me to handle for a while so I decided to leave. I'm wishing you all the best. I may be back when I find a reason to return. In the mean time, if you're searching for me, do not hesitate to ask. I am around. You might not recognize me, but I exist.

[peprallykings]

Andrew Gentry produces some great mashups, here’s one of them! This song combines Clams Casino & Kendrick Lamar. I’m all about it.

[ixso]

(/stares at fancy theme)

{ `stares at freaky boy. }

[ixso]

☼

[ But Sohee already loves her personality and everything-- it'll happen soon enough, if it hasn't happened already. ]

[ixso]

ixiaojiy replied to your post:I'll just admire you from afar.

Your ass man, your ass.

Damn it. I knew I should've kept that shit under wraps. 

[everysongaday]

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[ixso]

¿

¿ - for a random thought

She left her fingers detached from the tattered journal. Her curiosity was about to drive someone else’s privacy into the shitter, a stranger who’s secrets were bound by leather and a latch. Why did they have to make it so simple for her to invade? Then her thoughts started running.

Was it on purpose? Am I supposed to see what’s in this book? If I find something I don’t wanna see, then what? This could be another ploy. It’s dangerous. On the other hand, if it’s just a silly journal than I have nothing to lose. I might even find the next Lang Leav, but that likely isn’t true. What are the chances of discovery and adventure— little to none.

Hands stretched to the binding, she took her chances. 

[ixso]

소희 ; @justsh

나쁜 사람 아닌데 너를 사랑하는데~~

[joneur-deactivated20140801]

I want the K.

14. Air Kiss:The air kiss is a sophisticated gesture you can use as a greeting to your friends and relatives. To give one, rest your cheek against their cheek and make a kissing sound with your lips.

She’s by the water eyeing the way the sun rays fall across the waves, how the ripples dance away into the evening. The sun sets slowly taking its time and there’s a smile on her face. Textbooks in hand, hair swishing across her features she doesn’t hear the slow padding of two steps coming from behind her.

And his arms encircle her lower waist pulling taut against his chest, “Boo.”, mutters softly to her ear and she sighs hearing the familiar voice. Her gut twisting inside to his presence feeling the others cheek press against hers and he starts making smoochy noises getting louder and louder by the second. Before her own hues widen and she starts to flush the slightest, her cold expression fades and she raises her leg to stomp on his foot.

"God, why are you so embarrassing-".

[ixso]

✍

✍ - for a letter

The napkin was held between her two fingers and an open palm, folded and crisp. She adjusted the strap of her bag dangling from her shoulder as she walked past his table, slipping the note onto the surface and sending a empty glance over her shoulder to the man. The note read as follows:

So you drink your coffee black,                                            bitter. 

                         My mother always said that drinks define people better than clothes can.

                  You’re scaring people away, you know.                      Look around yourself for a moment.             More strangers staring then approaching, no?

                                                             Maybe you need your stress reduced, whatever                                                             induces that to begin with. But that can’t be done                                                             in a single day, can it? You need a better facade.                                                            Maybe a smile will do. People need to see                                                            something glistening, but I don’t.

                                                                                 I suggest tea.

After all, a man once said, “A cup of tea would restore my normality.” 

[ixso]

웃

웃 - for a hug

Each of her cautious, light steps skipped beyond the cracks along the sidewalk as they came to her. It was one of the things she did to pass time, occupying herself to liven the mundane daily commute. 

She looked up and to her left, seeing a crowd of disoriented girls on the other side of the street, all searching in every direction for something she had yet to find. “Not my issue.” With fingers tucked in the warmth of her pockets, she continued forth, registering familiar faces; those vendors she passed daily and the loitering children at the distant corner store, but not the figure at the alley who seemed to be just like the other girls— expect more like searching for an escape route. 

The foreign face quickly came to recognition, a face of a friend’s band mate, though a name didn’t come to mind. She was forced to decide between leaving him to a potential mob, or attempting to save him by risking his very career. 

She decided on the latter.

Speed heightening, she rushed further down the street with a deceiving smile, one that appeared honest and cheerful but in truth was a result of much lying and the career she settled in. She couldn’t draw attention to them by calling out anything, which is why she settled on what she did next. As she reached him, her arms outstretched and followed until firmly wound at his waist. She rotated them until his back faced the fans, watching them as she muttered. “Don’t act so suspicious. Hold it out for a little longer, as if we’re dating or something. And, keep your head lowered before someone notices who you are. To save you the confusion, I’m Sohee, friend of Hakyeon and Hongbin.”

[ixso]

I just can't with the dash and being attentive. I'll be in my asks and on aim if you need me.

[ixso]

yurasaur replied to your post “yurasaur replied to your post “{ `sits with an elbow over the arm...”

/she took a last a gulp of it and occupied the space beside her, crossing one leg over; So when did you start filming ? Is the drama interesting? /she smiled;

{ `she allowed the hand to fall as she straightened herself, aligning her gaze and expression with the other's. } It's been fairly good, actually, surprisingly. Aside from when I fell, in the scene that I was supposed to fall. The drama itself makes people crave food. 

[ixso]

yurasaur replied to your post “{ `sits with an elbow over the arm rest, index finger brushing along...”

It's hard to differentiate when it's actually a mixture of the two /she walked in out of nowhere and poured herself a glass of water;

Probably. There's no task at hand I really want to do anyway. The script can wait for tomorrow. { `reaches over, giving the vacancy to her right a light pat. } Sit! 

[ixso]

mranxn replied to your post:{ `sits with an elbow over the arm rest, index...

I could be both.

I take it that we're on the same page. Know any good cures?

[ixso]

{ `sits with an elbow over the arm rest, index finger brushing along the faint ridges of her lower lip. } Can't tell if I'm just sleepy or actually lazy. 

[ixso]

And then, I give up for the night. Might linger a little, though likely not. The day hasn't been treating me very well, so I'll fend off these feelings with sleep. Good day to you all. 

[ixso]

We are literally the best.

Haha, I know. It can't get much better than this.