Honestly I think the only thing I've never understood about myself is the damn procrastination. Idk how to fight it, how to fix it and how to GET RID of it
The only way I've found is asking someone to just tell me to do the thing. Not like parents or teachers are doing that, not "you need to study, u know that, right? Otherwise you'll be hopelessjoblesspoor..." etc. I mean, I need someone to suddenly break up in my room end be like "GO STUDY. RIGHT NOW" so I have no chance to say anything like "I'll do that later". Sounds stupid, but it really helps me to just.. get up and do the thing.
The problem is I have no one to do this. Tried to ask my mom to do that once, but she doesn't seem to understand the concept. She's doing that in parent's style, and I don't need a parent, I need a friend.
Uhh and recently it became way worse when I was told something like "idk it's you who need that in the first place". Yes I do know that, I do know it's only my problem and I'm supposed to handle it's somehow. I just thought what's... What's how friendship works? I thought if I need help, I can simply ask for it. Even if the help needed must be a little.. weird. I guess I was mistaken. And that's not surprising, after all, I have very little of practice in social life.
And I must be weak and stupid asking for help, right? Ofc I was always a burden, ofc I have to be more independent, ofc I have no right to be sad about such a small thingy. I just thought maybe this time was different, you know?..
Alright, that's enough. How can I become independent if I'm whining in nothingness right now? Who the fuck told me being vulnerable is needed to heal? Psychologist? Oh and why would I believe her. The facts speak against her words, so fuck them words, let's go mad like we did before! Since when I even need humans to help me? I was always alone, in my problems or triumphs, doesn't matter, I was always. by. my. self.
idk how to explain it but im never truly comfortable with the way people insinuate that all older folks are inherently bigoted. it always feels like it kind of hand-waves away personal responsibility like ohhhh grandpa cant help homophobic, hes old. well ive met plenty of older folks who are normal about gay people. i think grandpa could be better. i think we should hold grandpa to higher standards.
Hmm i always thought Tsunami's fighting spirit and rudeness came from Kestrel. Lil Tsunami, same as other dragonets, tried her best to get some approval from the guardians, and her way was to show she's brave and strong and deserves respect. Maybe she secretly was pretty fond of Kestrel, and unintentionally tried to mimic her. Tho she probably didn't realize (or didn't want to realize) that, and thought she was just being rebellious.
Also i do like Starflight as "the nerd from the start" who always loved reading scrolls, but what if he accidentally developed this interest because of Webs? Like, if seawing liked to tell some kind of stories, especially when he felt dragonets are actually interested in them, Starflight would become more and more obsessed with any stories just because when he listened to them, Webs would give him attention and be nice to Starflight. It doesn't sound that unhealthy, gotta admit, but wait a bit. I do like the idea of Starflight becoming obsessed with reading simply because he tried to get some love. And perhaps what's why later he liked to yap about anything he knew: he was just trying to show what he's smart, and deserves to be loved. It could've make him even despise any dragon who weren't "as smart" as him. Maybe he even tried to mock them secretly because of that. Not out loud probably, but i think he must've had some uhhh.. dark thoughts. Idk I think i lost my point lol, that's not what was asked but idc
Would Emperor Belos/Philip Wittebane from The Owl House have a Serperior or an Empoleon?
They would have Serperior
They would have Empoleon
They would have neither
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This poll is a hypothetical for a situation where there is only one slot on the team left, hence why there is no "both" option.
Propaganda : empoleon is literally the emperor pokemon. but serperior is the regal pokemon, and has more colors in its design that aligns with belos's design/associations. he doesn't deserve both
In conclusion i can say your whole damn social life thingy left me feeling like i'm in weird whatevership the same what Vox and Alastor have. As Vox ofc. Must say I'm fucking pathetic