sorry if this is really random and I'm not sure if I should even be asking you this but where did the blog kissingkazu go? please ignore this ask if it makes you uncomfortable
hi everyone! sorry i've been so ia.. she actually went away tumblr so sorry! and she doesn't have ao3
Izana talks shit about her on her public posts. How is that educating? Also y'all care more about someone saying the slur more than your moots getting literally threatened.?
Your followers and mutuals tell her to kys on DMS. Is this approved mr.s police woman?
police? sorry i’m not an op and when did i become the advocate for what other people do?
if they’re sending her hate, that’s on THEM so go to them and handle it.
I hope you're happy for making my fave author leave Tumblr. You're literally so drama driven and two faced as fuck. Come on. You should've blocked her or unfollow her but you crossed her name from your mutual lists, which she originally is there over that mishap. You and izana are pussies when you could've dmed her personally and educate her, and then blew off when she unfollowed you (in izana's case) and YOU, didn't block her or anything or unfollow her. At least she knows when to step out from ppl who doesn't like her, unlike the both of you.
But you get a public post and then go on with how you don't want to be seen with ppl like her. That she's embarrassing you by becoming your mutual. You literally don't understand or KNOW half of the shit she went through. Do you know she's trauma survivor? Do you know that before she deactivated, 10 anon who claims to be autistic harassed her and just last week she got harrased by ppl who ALSO claims to be autistic in her DMS and asks?
If you've been following her for so long, and if you care about her, since you claim you don't want friendship so much on Tumblr, I hope you know she never NEVER responds to hate when she literally gets so much hate and death threats. She's the type of person who keeps quiet and when she becomes problematic and toxic, she gets thrown under the bus. I don't expect anything from you, but seriously,
I hope your followers know what a two faced person you are. And that your followers and moots harassed her via DMS. I hope you know you're part of reason why she left. Literally,,,, I hope you're happy hurting a person who, and I know, she's not a nice person at all, leave Tumblr, doing something she love, AND TO COPE WITH HER TRAUMA. I hope you know what a comforting person she is to me and now I've lost her, didn't even know where she is right now BC when I come to Tumblr she's gone.
YOU AND YOU'RE MOOTS AND FOLLOWERS ARE THE REASON WHY SHE LEFT. I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY.
baby, let me be dead honest with you. i didn’t read any of this shit 😭😭 it’s too long and i feel like it’s those school assignments you get bored halfway and then stop reading. i’m no one’s parent so i’m not here to educate you… i’d watch out though, don’t think i didn’t take screenshots of EVERYTHING including the part where izana DID “educate” her 🥱 i immediately knew that when she was called out, she was going to play the victim card so i gathered myself and my proof. i’m not about to play with y’all LMFAOOO
also 🤨📸 i removed my mutuals from my pinned post in general so how would you know her name was removed? you stalked me? 😧 weirdo
sofie, we know its you sending this. get a life, get a hobby, get a job and get some friends. you are chronically online and ableist. i really couldn’t give two shits about why you write DC. you literally lied in my DMs like do you not see how weird you are...?
i said stop being ableist and you tellin me bout yo trauma… i really dont give a fuck about why you write dark content just dont be ableist. simple as that. and also to say because someone has autism they shouldn’t be on the internet? what are you? the internet police… anyway, i dont associate with such behavior and if you ever catch me around a mf that calls autistic people slurs, lemme know so i cant jump that mf
i said stop being ableist and you tellin me bout yo trauma... i really dont give a fuck about why you write dark content just dont be ableist. simple as that. and also to say because someone has autism they shouldn’t be on the internet? what are you? the internet police... anyway, i dont associate with such behavior and if you ever catch me around a mf that calls autistic people slurs, lemme know so i can jump that mf
When Shoyo came home from university for the summer, he expected his sweet younger step-sister to run into his arms and hug him dearly.
He didn't expect to open the front door, walk to the tv room and see you sitting on a boy's lap, giggling and exchanging kisses.
He watched with hard eyes as you were distracted and it took him clearing his throat for you to separate quickly and jump up. Your eyes widened with excitement (even though you were very much embarrassed) and you ran up to him, hugging him and trying to kiss his cheek softly.
"Sho-nii! You're a day early!" You said, stepping back. You watched his expression, face blank as he stared at your boyfriend and then at you again.
He catches himself and relaxes his face.
"Princess, how are you? Who is your friend over here?" He smiles, eyes sparkling with its signature glow.
"I wanted to tell you over lunch haha.." you laugh nervously, looking between the two of them.
Your boyfriend stands up and bows politely.
"I'm Ryu Kuroo, I attend the same English academy as her. nice to meet you."
Hinata notices they're around a similar height, the boy taller than him. He already knew all this stuff, he knew about your boyfriend from his extensive daily Instagram, Twitter, Snapchat and Tiktok stalking. He noticed the new follower a month ago and the new way you'd text and tweet and the songs you began to listen to.
You're adopting his music taste and it made him sick, music was your thing together.
"Nice to meet you, Tetsuro-kun's brother I assume? Volleyball player?" Hinata asks
Ryu's face drops at the mention of his older brother but lights up again at the mention of volleyball.
They sit and talk about the sport and you watch in fascination. You hold your boyfriend's hand and Shoyo watches attentively. He notices the body language, and the comments you throw in.
God you were a slut, probably lost your virginity to this sleaze. It should've been Shoyo. But he knew you knew that too. You were seducing Shoyo, best of all you did it in front of this phoney!
Finally, you were coming to your senses! You wanted Shoyo like he wanted you, you were telling him that with your body language.
It was confirmed when you said that Karasuno had the better team, that Shoyo was proof of it. Your type wasn't just any volleyball player, it was Shoyo and him being a volleyball player was a cover up. You clearly wanted the next best thing.
He'd help you realize that over the summer break, just wait and see
cw: daddy-daughter incest, non-sexual dominance, slight violence mention, semi-nsfw, dom! taiju, kinda implied dacryphilia kink, religious brainwashing, reader is 18 & taiju is 45
"daddy, can we go home now?" you ask him as you buckle your seatbelt. your hands are shaking, struggling to do anything.
he starts his car, pulling out of the parking lot very clearly ignoring you. he's deep in thought, face still covered in bits of blood.
you noticed the route he was driving wasn't the way you came. clearly not taking you home.
"where are we going?"
you knew he didn't like that question. you thought it was rather stupid that he couldn't tell you something that simple. his temper short for unnecessary things.
he clenched his jaw and furrowed his brow further.
you sulk, looking outside your window. you take out the ipod uncle hakkai gifted you and place your earphones in.
it was the one thing of value you owned, the one thing taiju let you own other than stuffed animals.
you looked down at your skirt, the splatter of the unfamiliar man's brain on it.
you realize your vision getting blurry, and tears landing on your legs.
you feel gross and disgusted. tainted and ruined.
the car comes to a stop and when you look up, you see the building you've grown up attatched to.
the church.
"take the handkerchief in the cubby hole and wipe yourself down. don't step into the fucking chapel crying. it's your fault this happened." he spits, walking ahead as you wipe yourself down.
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the smell of frankincense fills your nose and immediately calms your hysterical mind.
the paintings of the angels take your breath away everytime. you grew up with the fear of God instilled in you, with admiration for Him.
you saw Him in your father.
you walk into a pew, kneeling besides your father. you do the son of the cross and begin to pray. or try to atleast.
you start with our father but mix it up with other prayers and you're right back to the commotion of your father pulling his gun out and shooting his associate.
the loud shooting sound and the splatter on your face and clothing sent you into hysterics. your emotions exploding at the gruesome scene.
you begin to sob, maybe you weren't supposed to be there.
you remember the man mentioning your name and suddenly taiju standing up and the gun going off. it really was your fault.
you hold your face into your hands, taiju sits down and pulls you up into his lap.
"it's not your fault, little one. i just said it but i was wrong." he whispers, rubbing your back as you cry into his shoulder.
"you hurt me, daddy." you cry. "why did you do that?"
he continues to rub your back then uses his free hand to lift your face. your eyes are puffy and he just thinks you look so cute.
"i just was trying to protect you. that man was evil, i was helping God get rid of him." taiju says, leaning to kiss your forehead.
"i'll make it up to you." he promises. the feeling of his erection on your crotch sealing it.
