death could hear my shame.

oh hai. i'm izzy, 18, uk. i like thunderstorms, tea, autumn, geeks, music, festoon lights, zelda, boys, girls, bracelets, pyjamas, wolves, starry skies and hair dye.

[izzyyinsanity]

webcam piccie! =]

[izzyyinsanity]

"Endling", a poem.

I am talking to the void Bellowing with shallow breaths A cat I am Anticipating the shrill yowl That mimics my own But nothing comes And I am alone. The glances towards my glowing eyes Are rarer now, under a heavy veil of uncertainty And murmuring still With a sense of condescension Or obligation So I cover my tracks Because to be invisible Is a better fate than being hunted down.

[izzyyinsanity]

went to rivington pike today! i was terrified it was gonna pour it down, but luckily it was actually really nice. which is funny, because i usually love gloomy weather and hate sunny weather. got lots of opportunities to take some nice pics. =)

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my braces come off tomorrow.

as much as it’s been a right nightmare, i feel like i’ll kind of miss them??? i’ve had them for almost 3 years now. but then again maybe it will finally help me feel more like an adult.

i’m glad my teeth are less crooked now, but i’m still really self conscious about my over bite. i always try to smile in photos because when my mouth is closed my teeth always stick out. :/

sighhhh. i wish i could find more positives in things. all this time to make them better and i’m still not bloody satisfied.

[izzyyinsanity]

bloody valentine's day again.

i told myself i wouldn't feel sad about it this time, but we all know how good i am at keeping promises to myself. >_<

i don't know. it's a bit silly really, it's just like any other day. who cares if people want to gloat about the fact that they're in relationships? me, apparently. i felt bad enough last year when i was 18 in less than 2 weeks but still hadn't had a relationship, and now i'm 19 in less than 2 weeks and i have made 0 progress towards that. sigh.

[izzyyinsanity]

blahhh. feeling a bit mopey. have a piccie from my webcam. ><

[izzyyinsanity]

i don't want to be alone anymore.

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[izzyyinsanity]

i'm rewatching death note because i'm in the mood to watch something dark and moody. i might watch vampire knight after, or maybe i'll watch something girly and cutesy to contrast with death note. i'm thinking about watching fruits basket but i'm not in the right, like, mental state to watch fruits basket. haha. maybe vampire knight first and when that finishes i'll decide what i feel like watching next ^_^

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