Everybody's Dancing in the moonlight

24, SYD

[j-bi]

Also wtf upon reading my oldest posts from freaking 2011, how was I more articulate than I am now. My brain is rotting…..

[studentlifeproblems]

[rexuality]

I hate being told to do something I was already planning on doing

like I was all about doing this task, and then you told me to do it and now i am annoyed and this task is now 300x less likely to be completed

[j-bi]

social anxiety in the workplace

my sociali anxiety is becoming much more apparent lately

i worry about being talked about at work

i worry i’m being watched

i worry about having to do the right thing always

my movements are not natural

“oh man the way i turned around like that was weird”

at the end of the day i feel the buildup up anxiety and holy shit it manifests physiologically

in my clenched jaws, the tension in the front of my head and my temples, my back, my neck

i put on this approacable bubbly facade but inside i am just screaming to be alone because there are too many people walking around in the staffroom

too many eyes

too much movement

i take deep breaths

tell myself to be present. be mindful.

fuck its hard and it aint getting easier so far

[chelseyclarkee-blog]

[93-7]

[and-thee-nvmber-ov-thee-beast-is]

Me trying to meditate

[previouslysirlestrange]

the level of fierceness in this one gif is overwhelming 

[tiktoksthataregood-ish]

[j-bi]

holy fuck I haven’t been on Tumblr in so long

Just woke up, had this thought and needed to get it down

I am so fully aware of my upbringing and childhood

and the consequences of an absent father

so much so that I question and overthink every potentail love interest

“Do i like them or am i just lonely?”

“Do i wanna spend time with them or do i just want comfort and intimacy?”

[blessed-high11y-favored]

Truth be told .

[catchymemes]

[somewhereinthedetails217]

WHAT?!?

[neckkiss]

Milk and honey.

[1yrical]

[dankmemeuniversity]

[auxreate]

[j-bi]

☺️☺️ https://www.instagram.com/p/BvOfqGrBnjsRwpVNQcLtZ1HNqQr5IA4zYAISsQ0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1httgj1dgevdp

[j-bi]