your nightmare

NOT INTERESTED 30 • scorpio • open diary • 21+!

[j-eazz]

Goodbye J

I deleted my best friend today. After weeks of not hearing from her. After months of feeling unsure about our relationship and her intentions or feelings towards me. Shes was long gone before and I feel kinda weird about it. I tried for sooooo long to save this friendship. She was my rock. My teacher. She put up the expectations so high just for her to crush it completely. It took me so long to fully trust her. She did everything to get my trust. That’s why I’m so irritated. For what? Why all that work to just slowly fade away. I don’t get it. All those nights we spend together laughing, crying, gossiping, even having an argument here and there. Poof. Gone. I loved this girl with my whole heart. And that’s why I tried to part ways the mature way, without bad blood or a heavy heart. I tried to let her go, I gave her my go. She didnt want to. She wanted to stay. For what? So that her behavior just can get worse. And it got worse. The way I tried to fight my inner demons and gave her the benefit of the doubt. Tried to trust her words. I tried so hard not to listen to the voices telling me she secretly hates me and is trying to get rid of me. Conversation after conversation just for her to telling me shes just tired and sorry. I don’t understand why she wouldn’t leave when I tell her to if she can’t keep up like she wants to. I just don’t get it. All that work just for me finally deleting her without saying a word and feeling disappointed. I wanted to prevent that. I tried to prevent it. This is not on me. I used what she teached me. I communicated long time ago what I need, what I feel. Multiple times!!! So no this is not on me.. I wished it would have been different. So thanks to her for everything and nothing..

[fahadaccount]

losing a bond you thought you'd have forever really changes u

[belmasworld]

healed enough to close the door, but human enough to still look at it sometimes

[mewnbuns]

letting him rub his cock against you while you’re lying on your stomach, his huge hands spreading your ass open so he watch the tip split through your folds and tease all the way over both of your holes….

[mushysuggestion]

come closer i miss you

[domwitch2]

Cockwarming that turns into slow cuddlefucking that turns into a deep creampie that turns into cockwarming that turns into slow cuddlefucking that turns into a deep creampie that turns into cockwarming

[nocuer]

Imagine someone’s voice reducing your stress

[chrommagia]

[latenights]

If my mouth don’t say it, my face definitely will.

[heartinvoid]

I think some people are born to leave fingerprints on other people’s minds.

[velvetylove]

Do you ever want to give head so bad your mouth waters? because mine does.

[hello2246164345-deact]

I love when people shut the fuck up

[j-eazz]

Can it be easy for me just for once?

[dizzydaughter]

Giving him the 🥺 eyes before taking him in my mouth

[lylylylylylylylyly]

i have 2 moods: nothing matters and everything matters too much

[hugmeonce]

dryhumping in a “god i just want to feel all of you” kinda way

[imsoofuckingsad]

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