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No more excuses

I'm tired of torturing myself because I wanna be hopeful things might change.. Because if you really wanted to be with me you'd be with me no excuses.. If you loved me then I wouldn't be hurting myself to keep you around when I know you're not gunna want what I want anymore.

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Fake

It's not as easy as it used to be. It's getting harder and harder everyday to smile. I just wish I could find a way to make it real for once. I'm tired of faking happened in front of ppl.

Jealous

I hate how I look around and see these happy couples.. Couples that are so in love and so dedicated to eachother and happy. I envy them... I wish I could just find someone that when we're together ppl look and envy what we have. I'm tired of being jealous of love I can't find. Idk when it's gunna be my turn to find this. But I hope it's not too long of a wait. I'm ready to just be happy.