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“Bad Habits 2: The Devious Friend”

My boyfriend Benny was out of town for the weekend to attend his little brother’s high school graduation and to spend time with his family, so I had absolutely nothing to do all weekend. My friends wanted me to hang out with them but they were always getting themselves into crazy shit so I told them I was busy even though I wasn’t. After getting fed up with sitting around my apartment playing videogames and watching TV, I took a shower and got dressed. I had nowhere to go but I figured I could just walk around and get some fresh air for a few hours. I had no idea that by leaving my apartment that afternoon I’d already stepped into the messiest situation of my life.

“Let me get a vanilla cone,” I told the worker at the ice cream shop I’d gone to.

“Would you like any sprinkles or any other toppings?” she asked me.

“No, just a plain vanilla ice cream cone.”

She made my vanilla cone and I paid for it. The moment I stepped outside of the shop and sat down on a nearby bench, I got a text message from Aston. His number wasn’t stored in my phone but I knew it was him because he referenced Benny being out of town. Aston Glover was Benny’s best friend. I was shocked by him texting me because he and I hated each other. He was always putting doubts in Benny’s head about me. I’d been with Benny for three years and Aston had been a pain in my ass from day one. Instead of texting him back, I called him.

“Hey lover boy,” he answered after the second ring.

“Lover boy?” I asked. “Aston, what the hell do you want?”

“Damn, why are you so mad? You must be cranky because Benny is out of town for the weekend.”

“What do you want, Aston?”

“My date for the night bailed on me. He’s a piece of dog shit. I’m going to this exclusive nightclub later tonight and I have no one to go with me. I was thinking it would be fun if you tagged along with me.”

“You got other friends.”

“Nate, come on. It’s not like you have anything going on anyway. You’re like the most boring dude Benny has ever been involved with.”

“See, you say shit like that and expect me to be nice to your nasty ass. Leave me the fuck alone, Aston. I’m hanging up.”

“Nate, hold up. I’m sorry. Seriously, I think it would do you some good to come to Club Trix with me tonight.”

“Club Trix? I’ve never heard of that nightclub before.”

He laughed and said, “They don’t consider it exclusive for nothing. I promise you’ll have a good time.”

I thought about it for a second before telling him, “I’ll think about it.”

“Alright but I need an answer by eleven because I’m going to the club at midnight.”

“Damn, why so late?”

“Lover boy, the club is for wild and adventurous people like you and me.”

“You consider me wild and adventurous?”

He giggled before replying, “Let’s just say I see something in you that Benny refuses to see. Hit me back when you make up your mind.”

“Okay. Bye.” I ended the call and shoved me phone into my pocket so that I could eat my ice cream in peace.

Me (Nate Barnett)

It wasn’t until I was finished with my cone and walking along the streets of downtown that I began to give it some serious thought. I wasn’t really into clubs but I’d go every now and then with Benny and his friends whenever he felt like going out. I was mostly a homebody, which is why Aston always called me boring. I liked being boring. Being boring kept me out of trouble. At the age of twenty-four, I’d never been arrested or involved in a fight or had any other bad experiences. My laidback demeanor is what attracted Benny to me while we were still seniors at Calhoun University.

By ten o’clock that night, I’d decided to go to Club Trix with Aston because I did need to have some fun for a change. When I texted him to tell him I’d go, he texted me back immediately with the club’s address. He also told me to dress sexy. I had no idea what that meant so I just put on a different shirt and a different pair of shorts with no underwear because Benny always told me I had a nice dick print whenever I freeballed. I caught a Lyft ride to the club and arrived a little after midnight. I texted Aston to tell him I was there and he texted back to tell me to meet him in the bathroom.

“You need to lose a piece of clothing to enter,” the doorman told me as I approached the entrance of the club.

“Excuse me?” I asked.

“You’re too clothed, man. Lose something or pay the forty-dollar entrance fee.” He looked down at my crotch and smiled before saying, “I guess you won’t be losing those shorts unless you’re that freaky.”

“Man, this is ridiculous.” I unbuttoned my shirt and took it off before handing it to him and asking, “Can I go in now?”

“Sure.” He opened the door for me and as I passed by him, told me, “Have a freaky time, sexy.”

I entered the club and immediately heard the sound of Janelle Monáe’s “Make Me Feel” playing over the loud speakers. Bisexual lighting illuminated the dance floor and there were people dancing together man to man, woman to woman, man to woman to man, and in groups of men and women in many other combinations. And it wasn’t friendly dancing because some of the women were topless and I could have sworn I saw one man fully naked dancing with another man and a topless woman. What in the hell kind of club was this?

When the music changed to a seductive instrumental song, the lights went off for a second and then red strobe lights were turned on. I made my way to the men’s room and found Aston in there snorting a line of cocaine off of a small handheld mirror! There was some shirtless white dude feeling on him from behind. When Aston looked up and noticed me, he quickly made the white dude go away and said to me, “Hey, you!”

Aston Glover

“Aston, what the fuck are you doing?” I asked as I pointed to the small mirror he was holding which still had cocaine residue on it.

“Nate, I didn’t invite you to be a prude,” he said with a laugh. “I do this shit all the time.”

“Does Benny know that?”

“Benny doesn’t need to know everything. See, this is why I pick on you all the time. We’re young and free, Nate. Have you ever colored outside of the lines before?”

“If that’s some twisted way of asking me if I’ve ever snorted coke, then no. Hell no! I’ll never do that shit!”

He pulled a small Ziploc bag from his pocket with four pills inside and asked, “Well, how about this?”

“What are those?”

“Xans.”

“What?”

“Xanax. Two of these will put you on cloud nine.”

“No, thanks.”

“Oh my God. Nate, it’s not going to kill you.”

“Why do I have to get high to have fun? I don’t do drugs, Aston.”

He stood there and stared at me for the longest with this strange smile on his face. Finally, I allowed myself to stare back at him and I don’t know why, but I began to get turned on. It might have been the way he was looking at me or maybe it was because I’d never seen him dress and behave that way, but my dick was growing in my shorts. When he looked down and noticed it, his smile got even bigger.

“Oh my,” he said before licking his lips. “See, I knew that side of you was in there somewhere.”

“I think coming here was a mistake,” I said as I backed away.

“No, don’t fight it. Nate, I’ve always known you needed the right opportunity to open up. Benny is sweet and kind and perfect boyfriend material but that gets real boring real fast. He’s gone for the weekend yet he expects you to do nothing while he’s away and you’re just eager to let him have that control over you. That’s why I don’t have much respect for you, Nate. It’s hard to have respect for a man that allows himself to be put in a box by anyone.”

“What do you want from me, Aston?”

“I want you to lose control. Even if it’s just for tonight, free yourself from anything suppressing your innermost desires.” He made me hold my hand out as he removed two of the pills from the Ziploc bag and placed them in my palm. He then picked up his nearby drink and told me, “Let’s enter the Matrix together.”

“You’re crazy as fuck. You know that? I’ve never seen you like this before. So, all of that dating white men only and only wearing expensive couture clothing is a fake ass persona? This shit is really blowing my mind right now. You’ve never been like…this.”

He giggled and told me, “We’re all complex beings, Nate. And sex…” He slid his hand into my shorts and grabbed my dick as he continued, “Sex is our natural guide to an everlasting freedom.”

After handing me the drink, he got down on his knees and unbuttoned my shorts. Before I could even react to what he was doing, he was sucking my dick. I hadn’t had sex since two and a half weeks before Benny went out of town because he’d been stressed about possibly losing his job and was never in the mood. I immediately felt a strong sense of guilt the moment I looked down at Aston deep throating my nine and a half inches, so I quickly took the pills and chased them down with a gulp of what turned out to be lean.

Three dudes entered the bathroom and watched as Aston sucked me. One of them—a tall black dude with a big fro—was bold enough to step up behind me and feel on my bare ass. That turned out to be just the stimulation I needed to catch my first orgasm in weeks and release a huge load of cum into Aston’s mouth. He sucked me a little while longer before standing up and taking the other two pills from the Ziploc bag. He chased them down with some lean and then kissed me. As we left the other guys in the bathroom jacking off with one another, I felt the Xanax and lean beginning to take effect.

I’d never felt so relaxed and happy before in my life. Usually, I maintained a level of chill but I still worried about things privately in my head. In that moment, I just didn’t give a fuck about anything. I didn’t care what I did. I didn’t care who saw me. I honestly didn’t even think about how Benny would react to my behavior. All I knew was that my dick had just been swallowed and it was still hard as fuck while I danced to the music with Aston.

“I want you to suck me again,” I said in his ear while humping him from behind. “Suck me right here on this dance floor.”

“I have a better idea,” he said as he turned to face me. “I have the key to a friend’s apartment and she’s out of town until Tuesday. It’s just a few blocks from here. I wanna do more than just suck your big dick again. I wanna show you what it means to be free, baby.”

“Shit, I’m down for whatever.”

He threw his arms around my neck and pressed his lips to mine. The Xanax and lean had really gotten to me by that point because I remember blinking once right there in the club and the next thing I knew, we were walking towards a building. He punched in a code and the door unlocked, allowing us to enter. We kissed and touched each other on the elevator ride up. I don’t remember which floor we got off on, but I do remember the number 618 being on the door. He used his key to unlock the door and we entered the spacious apartment.

“Who lives here?” I asked him.

“Some white bitch with money that trusts me for some reason,” he replied with a laugh. He then grabbed my hand and led me down a hall and into what had to have been the master bedroom. “This place is a fucking trip, huh?”

“You can say that again. How much money does the bitch have?”

“A lot. Can you go in her bathroom and grab some towels and the cherry scented lubricant she has in the big white cabinet beside the shower? I need to do something really quick.”

“Okay.”

I headed into the huge master bathroom that was connected to the bedroom and grabbed two big towels. It took me a little while to find the bottle of cherry scented lubricant but I found it. When I stepped back into the bedroom, he’d taken off all his clothes and was only wearing the silver chain around his neck. My dick was already hard but now it was begging to be freed from my shorts again. I unbuttoned my shorts but he stopped me.

“Let me do it for you,” he said with a smile. “I’m here to serve you tonight, baby.”

“Is that right?” I asked.

“Yes, now come over here.” He led me over to the bed and I sat down on it. He got down on his knees and untied my shoes before pulling them off. He then pulled off my socks and out of the blue, he started kissing and licking the soles of my feet.

“Ah fuck, Aston. You freaky little bitch.”

I pulled my dick out through the opening of my shorts and jacked off as he licked and sucked on my toes. I’d never had my feet pleasured before so it was turning me on in a way I hadn’t been turned on before. But that was just the beginning of it all. After spending a good amount of time worshipping my feet with his mouth, he made me lift up so that he could pull my shorts off. Once he had them off, he began sniffing and kissing my balls. He kept licking down my balls more and more until the tip of his tongue was touching my taint. It was driving me crazy because I knew what he was trying to do and I’d never had it done to me before.

As if he picked up on my reluctance, he stopped and told me, “Spit in my mouth.”

“What?” I asked.

“Spit in my mouth, baby.” He opened his mouth and I let some spit drip from my mouth and into his. He swallowed it and begged, “More, baby.”

I let more spit drip from my mouth and into his and I got so turned on that I didn’t even hesitate when he motioned for me to lift my legs. He took advantage and began licking my asshole so aggressively that I broke out into convulsions for a few seconds. I was so used to the conventional sex that Benny and I shared that I had trouble keeping my composure while Aston kissed, licked and sucked on my asshole. It felt like he was unlocking a desire in me that was so hidden that I truly didn’t know it existed. My nipples were harder than they’d ever been. My dick was leaking so much precum that it was getting caught in my trimmed pubes. And then he took it another step further by gently pushing his index finger into me. I immediately tensed up.

“Relax, baby,” he said to me. “This is gonna make you cum so much harder, I promise.”

“You’re lucky I used the bathroom and cleaned thoroughly after it earlier,” I told him. “Because I had an ice cream cone and you’d be dealing with a surprise since you got your finger in my ass. You nasty bitch.”

“Shut up and take it, baby! You know you’ve always wanted Benny to do this type of shit with you. Too bad he won’t. Looks like he’s not wild enough for you.”

He managed to push all of his finger into me before pulling it out and licking my asshole again, which drove me crazy. He played with my ass for so long that I had enough precum around the base of my dick to use as lube to fuck him with. However, he licked it all up and swallowed it the moment he noticed it. He even licked up the precum that had gotten in my pubes. I don’t know how I was able to keep from busting another nut when he began to jack me off while rimming me again.

“You ready to fuck me?” he asked in between licks on my asshole.

“Fuck yeah,” I answered before picking up the long part of his chain like a leash and tugging on it.

He climbed up on the bed and picked up the bottle of cherry scented lubricant. He put some on my hard dick and then put some more on his hand to rub on and inside his asshole. Once again, the Xanax and lean caused me to lose track of time and my actions because the next thing I remember was fucking him hard missionary style while choking him. He had tears in his eyes but a big smile on his face and his dick had already shot a huge load of cum all over his stomach and chest.

“Keep fucking me,” he screamed at me through clenched teeth. “Fuck me harder you motherfucker!”

I fucked him harder and harder, going as deep as I could. He kept his hands on my ass for a while but then grabbed his dick and began to jackoff again. It wasn’t long before he was busting another nut all over himself and shaking like crazy. He then told me to stop fucking him but I was in the zone. When I wouldn’t stop, he slapped me hard and I slapped him back before pushing my dick deep inside of him and kissing him while shoving my tongue into his mouth.

I finally pulled out of him and he turned over on his stomach. It was then that I realized he had a huge dragon tattoo on his back and lower back. That led me to noticing he had all kinds of tattoos on his inner thighs. I’d seen Aston wear shorts before and I’d seen him shirtless before; he never had any tattoos. Not wanting to fuck up what had already become the best night of my life, I decided not to question it as I roughly shoved my dick back into his ass from behind.

“Yeah,” he hollered out. “I want you to fuck me until you shoot all of your cum inside me.”

I grabbed the chain around his neck again and choked him while fucking him as hard as I could from behind. His asshole had become so wet and slippery that my dick slipped out of it sometimes and I’d have to shove it back inside him. He had my dick covered in his nasty cream and that made me want to fuck him even harder. The moment I felt this intense orgasm building up within me, I slowed down a bit and went as deep into him as I could go. The powerful orgasm I experienced was something I’d never forget. Even though I was high and partially out of it, I’ll never forget that damn orgasm.

“Take all of it, you nasty ass bitch,” I told him as I pumped shot after shot of my warm cum into him. “Fuck!”

He was right, that ass play before the sex made the orgasm so much stronger. After pulling out of him, we just laid there covered in sweat in silence as we caught our breaths. Finally, I looked over at him and he looked back. He broke out into laughter and I couldn’t help but laugh, too. I could feel the drugs wearing off but I still had that mindset of not giving a fuck. I didn’t even feel guilty for cheating on my boyfriend with his best friend. What had Aston done to me?

“You should get going,” he said to me as he picked up his phone. “I’m getting you a ride home right now.”

“Damn, I can’t even shower?” I asked.

“Shower when you get home, lover boy. I need to clean this place up and head home myself.”

“You don’t need any help?”

“Nate, don’t ruin this night. Seriously, I did all of this to help you. You obviously needed it more than I did. Now go so I can do what I need to do here.”

“Alright. But before I go, I need to know that this will stay between us.”

“You have my word that I won’t tell anyone.”

I don’t know why but there was something in the way he gave me his word that didn’t sit right with me. I was ready to go home and crash so I didn’t think on it too much. On the Lyft ride home, I got turned on by the scent of sex all over me and I jacked off while playing with my asshole in the back of the car. My driver pretended like he didn’t know what I was doing but I caught him staring at me in the rearview mirror every time he stopped at a red light or a stop sign. I nutted in my hand and used Kleenexes sitting on his center console to clean it up. Aston had unlocked my spontaneous freaky side and I wasn’t quite ready to put it away yet. I told myself I’d have it back under control by the time Benny came back.

I knew something was wrong the moment I came home from work Wednesday evening and two of my closest friends—Rodney and Sedric—were there waiting on me. They both had serious looks on their faces and I just knew some crazy shit had gone down. I approached them on the steps by my apartment door and asked them, “What’s going on?”

“You haven’t heard yet?” Sedric asked.

“Bro,” said Rodney, “you’re not gonna believe this shit.”

I let them into my apartment and they showed me on Rodney’s iPhone a video uploaded to Pornhub of me and Aston having sex. The title of the video was “Freaky Fucking in Airbnb Apartment.” While my face was clearly shown from multiple angles, Aston’s face was blurred out. My heart began to pound in my chest, causing me to place my hand over it. I couldn’t believe what I was seeing.

“Who is the freak you’re fuckin’?” Sedric asked me. “Dude is bad as fuck. He even let you spit in his mouth. Nasty as fuck, yo.”

“It’s Aston,” I told him. “It’s Aston Glover, Benny’s best friend.”

“Dude, that ain’t Aston,” said Rodney. “Come on, tell us who it is for real. He like gettin’ a train ran on him?”

“What the fuck are you talking about?” I asked him. “Nigga, it’s Aston! Look at him! I’m gonna kill that little bitch!”

“Nate, how is that Aston?” asked Sedric. “Aston is an uptight bougie lil’ nigga. He only fucks with white dudes. Besides, he doesn’t have all of those tattoos.”

“Yes he does! Man, I’m telling y’all it’s Aston. He talked me into coming to this club and shit. I got the text messages in my phone to prove it.” I pulled my phone out and pulled up the text messages I’d exchanged with Aston that past weekend. I showed them to Sedric and Rodney.

“Where’s his name?” Rodney asked immediately.

“What?” I asked.

“Dude, I don’t see Aston’s name in any of the texts. And why isn’t his name at the top?”

“Because I don’t have his number saved in my phone. Listen, he talked me into meeting up with him at this wild ass club Saturday night and I popped some Xanax and drank some lean with him. He snorted coke and sucked my dick and then we went back to this girl’s crib and fucked. I got fucked up that night but I remember that much. It wasn’t at some fucking Airbnb spot, he said he knew the girl and that’s why he had a key to her place. I don’t remember what apartment building we went to, but I do remember it wasn’t far from the club.”

“Whatever you say, bruh,” said Sedric with a laugh. “You know and I know that Aston doesn’t even smoke weed let alone pop pills or snort coke. If I were you, I’d be hitting up Pornhub, Myvidster and all the other places where the vid is uploaded to get it taken down before Benny sees it.”

“It’s even been uploaded in multiple parts on Tumblr and Twitter,” Rodney informed me.

I put my hand up to my head and said, “I can’t believe this shit, man.”

After my friends left, I filed a ton of DMCA claims but the video was everywhere. I called Aston a bunch of times but his phone just rang repeatedly without even going to voicemail. When I texted him, something strange happened. My phone immediately received an error message saying the number I texted was out of service. I then called Benny but before I allowed it to ring, there was a knock at my door and I ended the call. I hurried over to the door to see it was Benny.

Benny Anderson

“Baby,” I said to him. I tried to hug him but he punched me in the jaw as hard as he could.

“You disgusting motherfucker!” he screamed as he began hitting me in the chest. “How could you do this to me? I go away for a weekend and you hookup with some nasty loose bottom? You didn’t even wear a condom!”

“Boo, let me explain!”

He entered my apartment and shouted, “I don’t need an explanation! I saw it with my own two eyes. I didn’t want to believe Aston when he told me about the video but…”

“He did this!”

“What?!”

“Aston is the dude I’m fucking in the video.” When I said that, he punched me again. He tried to punch me a third time but I caught his fists. That’s when he really went crazy. I wrapped my arms around him in an attempt to calm him down and told him, “Boo, stop! Chill!”

“Let me go, Nate!”

“Not until you calm the fuck down! You got my mouth bleeding and shit. Chill the fuck out!” I let him go and he backed away from me. Tears rolled down his face and his mouth was wide open as he sobbed repeatedly. I tried to touch him but he knocked my hand away. “Benny, I am so sorry. I am so sorry, boo. Aston did this. He got in my head and we went to this club and shit. I took some shit and I got fucked up but that’s no excuse. I promise I would never hurt you intentionally. I swear on my life, Benny.”

“You are a liar. Aston would never betray me. And I saw that video. That wasn’t Aston.”

“Yes, it was! Look at the text messages he sent me that day.” I tried to show him the text messages on my phone but he wouldn’t look. “Damnit Benny, look at them!”

He finally looked at my phone’s screen and scrolled through the messages. He then looked back at me and said, “Aston didn’t send you that.”

“Yes, he did! What are you talking about? He sent those messages to me. You friend is into some sick shit, Benny. He’s into some shit you wouldn’t even believe if I told you.”

He stared at me for a while as if he were trying to figure out if I was telling him the truth. Then, he pulled out his phone and called Aston using FaceTime. When Aston answered, Benny calmed himself and asked, “Aston, I’m here with him right now.”

“Do you need me to call the cops?” he asked Benny.

“Oh, you piece of trash!” I shouted. “I’m gonna snap your neck the next time I see you!”

“Benny, are you okay?”

“I’m okay, Aston. But now that I got you on here, I need you to do something for me. You see, Nate claims that it’s you in that video with him. The person’s face is pixelated in the video but I remember seeing tattoos, especially a big dragon tattoo on his back. Take off your shirt and hold your phone up in front of a mirror with your back turned to the mirror.”

“Benny, you know I would never do anything to hurt you.”

“Just do it, Aston!”

Benny and I looked on as Aston took off his shirt and stepped over to a full-length mirror in his bedroom. He turned his back to it and then held up the camera. What I saw on that screen damn near shocked me to death. The big dragon tattoo on his back was gone! He went further by taking off his shorts and showing us his legs and arms. The tattoos that were on his inner thighs that night were all gone. I didn’t know what the hell was going on.

“I would never do you like that, Ben,” he said as he put the camera back on his face. “I love you like you’re my brother, you know that. Nate isn’t who we all thought he was.”

“Fuck you!” I shouted as I snatched Benny’s phone from him and ended the FaceTime session. “Baby, I don’t know what he did but that is him in that video. I swear to you that it’s him! The tattoos must have been temporary or something.”

More tears filled his eyes as he looked at me and said, “I wanted to believe you. God, I was hoping that it was Aston so that I could have more closure.”

“Closure? Benny, no. Baby, you can’t break up with me. Not over this.”

“I don’t ever want to see you again. If you come near me I will file a restraining order against you. Whatever I’ve left in this apartment, just throw it away because I don’t want anything that will remind me of you or this place.”

“Benny, what about the text messages?” I showed him my phone again. “Those messages are proof that Aston contacted me.”

“Not only is his name nowhere in those text messages, that’s not even his phone number.”

“He probably bought a prepaid phone or something and texted me with it. He mentioned that you were out of town in those messages, that’s how I knew it was him.”

“My last Facebook post was a post about me going out of town to visit my family and attend my little brother’s high school graduation. Your little sidepiece most likely learned of it from there.” He shook his head as he backed further away from me and said, “I hope that one night of disgusting lust was worth losing my love over.”

“Baby, wait! There is no sidepiece! I had sex with Aston and that’s the truth.”

“I hate you for this. I fucking hate you!” He dashed out of my apartment and even though I wanted to run after him, all I could see was red.

It wasn’t long before I was on the road on my way to Aston’s studio apartment. I kept punching different buttons on the buzzer box downstairs until someone hit the button to unlock the main door. I hurried into the building and took the stairs up to the eighth floor where his apartment was. I knocked on the door and the moment he opened it with the chain lock on; I barged my way in, breaking the chain lock. Without saying a word, I wrapped my hands around his neck and began choking him. He didn’t even put up a fight. Instead, he smiled at me. The eeriness of his smiling caused me to let go and he began gasping for air.

“Why?” I asked as tears filled my eyes. “Why did you do this to me?”

“Do you really have to ask?” he asked while gently rubbing his sore neck. “How else was I going to do it?”

“Do what?!”

“Get my best friend out of a relationship with your lame ass! You’re so fucking lame that you played right into my plan without me even having to go off script. I can’t believe I was actually worried that it wouldn’t work.”

I pulled out my phone so that I could at least record him saying something so I could prove to Benny that I was telling the truth. However, my phone died the moment I tried to turn on the sound recorder. I hadn’t charged it because my friends blindsided me with the sextape when I got home from work. It was in that moment that I realized there was nothing I could do.

He smiled again as he told me, “I knew from day one that you weren’t right for Benny. And I’ve been trying to talk some sense into my best friend for the longest. I finally did it. I finally got him out of the boring, lame, cookie cutter relationship that he had with your sorry ass. I covered all of my bases, too. The apartment you fucked me in was one I got on Airbnb. I used a fake account with a white man’s identity I bought from some Russian site two weeks ago.”

“I can find the apartment you used. Both of our DNA should be in that apartment.”

“Hmm, tell me something. Did we go pass the train station after leaving that club or did we walk six blocks in the other direction? What building did we go to? You were so high on Xans and lean that you talked in gibberish quite a few times. And the owner of that apartment won’t even know it’s theirs if they look at that video. I took all of their pictures down and I even bought a new bedspread set and towels for me and you to use. I put everything back the way it was and disposed of everything I’d purchased to use with you. With the angles I had the cameras recording from, there’s no way the owner could tell it was their apartment.”

“You’re sick. You are truly fucked up in the head for this shit.”

“No, that’s not it, Nate. I did something that a good friend should always do for the one person they care the most about. It didn’t have to be me. You would’ve cheated on my friend given the right opportunity and the right amount of flirtation. Had you simply ignored me the way you do whenever Benny and I are around you at the same time, none of this would have happened. Deep down inside, you know I’m right.”

“Fuck you.”

He laughed and joked, “You already did that, remember? I gotta admit though, I’ve never came three times while getting my ass destroyed by a big dick. I think it was because of how rough you were with me. A stiff and rough man is hard to come by these days.” He laughed a little but stopped when he noticed the look on my face. He then sighed and told me, “I have no more to say to you, so you can go now. I mean, if you want to slap me around a bit then go ahead. As you already know, I like pain. Just remember that if you go beyond that then you’ll be ruining your life as well.”

“Thanks to you, my life is already ruined.”

Without saying anything else to him, I left his apartment and went back down to my car. After sitting in it for the longest just crying, I managed to pull myself together physically. Emotionally, I was done. I found myself wishing that I’d held on to those days following that fateful night I had with Aston. Had I known they’d be the last days of my relationship with Benny, I wouldn’t have taken them for granted. I wouldn’t have taken Benny’s last days loving me for granted either. Before starting my car, I hooked my phone up to my car charger and turned it back on. I then called Sedric with the speakerphone on.

“Wassup, bro?” he asked after answering my call.

“Yo, what’s the name of the dude you buy your weed from?” I asked him.

“His name is Murda. Why?”

“Does he sell Xans?”

“Yeah, he sells all kinds of shit.”

I took a deep breath before saying, “Cool. I’m gonna need his number, man.”

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