I'm trying to find my place in the world.

“I am both happy and sad at the same time, and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be.”

[a-ltrove]

Farinelli dir. Gérard Corbiau 1994

[kushblazer666]

[memeuplift]

[late-night-lofi]

[censoriioverload]

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

"Our suffering is caused by holding on to how things might have been, should have been, could have been." - Stephen Levine

[j3wbawlz]

Oh hello, been awhile ✨️

Here's some dumb words

I was hoping

For some sort of selfish satisfaction

But I'm only met with disappointment

And I deserve it

How hollow of me,

To wish for anything less for you

I'm an open wound

And you're the salt I can't put down

Rubbing deeper and deeper

Scarring and re opening

I can't let myself heal

[thepersonalquotes]

the guilt u feel when u shared too much and u didn't get the right energy

[j3wbawlz]

Went biking and adventuring with the coolest nephew last night 👊👊 https://www.instagram.com/p/CSFB9Aur4Xo/?utm_medium=tumblr

[j3wbawlz]

I didnt even mean to go this short but I have this thing where when a man tells me he likes long hair, I end up chopping it off. Oops https://www.instagram.com/p/CR4A4ZToXqs/?utm_medium=tumblr

[j3wbawlz]

🌙I'll pick my poison I'm indifferent And I drink to drown I drink to drown And I should know better But I don't so I drink to drown🌙 https://www.instagram.com/p/CRt-UE2I0sX/?utm_medium=tumblr

[j3wbawlz]

🌙 And in this world Where nothing else is true Here I am Still tangled up in you Tangled up in you🌙 We never look friendly in photos anymore 💀💀 But my god, he is literal perfection to me. https://www.instagram.com/p/CRtoarrIvZn/?utm_medium=tumblr

[j3wbawlz]

Damn Ma, you shit with that ass? https://www.instagram.com/p/CRp4O1lry6P/?utm_medium=tumblr

[j3wbawlz]

*insert abs* https://www.instagram.com/p/CRmGeiaoACz/?utm_medium=tumblr

[j3wbawlz]

I literally feel like I'm just wasting away but man, I have some cool fucking socks 🤷‍♀️ https://www.instagram.com/p/CRe9sIHrEhi/?utm_medium=tumblr

[j3wbawlz]

The shit in my head is absolutely relentless. I wish I was as determined as my depression is Gimme some of that motivation for something aside driving my car off a bridge, yaknow? I'd like to clean my apartment, fold my laundry, wash my car, and all this shit in one go. https://www.instagram.com/p/CRb3_ygofDH/?utm_medium=tumblr

[j3wbawlz]

I was talking about you right before I saw the rainbow I hope you're at peace on the end of it https://www.instagram.com/p/CRSeSDrro19/?utm_medium=tumblr