𝓙𝓪𝓰𝓾𝓪𝓻 🐆

𝓔𝓿𝓮𝓻𝔂𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓼𝓾𝓬𝓴𝓼 👎

[j4gu4rrrr]

.⋆♱⃓ 𝓘𝓷𝓽𝓻𝓸𝓭𝓾𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷 ♱⃓𓃮

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✯𝓦𝓵𝔀

✯𝓢𝓱𝓮/𝓱𝓮𝓻

♫ 𝓢𝓽𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓘𝓵𝓵 - 𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓢𝓶𝓲𝓽𝓱𝓼 ♫

𓃮 A place meant for all of my random thoughts. Usually it’s about wanting to jump but I dabble in the occasional silly thought. I love music and cinema. Espero que esto ayude más que escribir en un diario. 🫩

[j4gu4rrrr]

I can never watch a video of people having fun or sweet moments with their parents without wanting to cry a little 😂

[j4gu4rrrr]

I feel relatively skinny in a tank top until I sit down…

[j4gu4rrrr]

My father is incompetent.

[awkwardpinkgirl]

how it feels to post on tumblr most days

[j4gu4rrrr]

I hate weekends I hate them so much I don’t want to talk to them I don’t want to see them I don’t want to argue I don’t want it anymore I wish I knew that they love me I wish I could change I wish they could change school is an excuse it’s a distraction it keeps me away from them and I hate that it’s over soon

[j4gu4rrrr]

Guys friends crack each other all the time right????? I’m just sayinggg just cause we broke up doesn’t mean we can’t be friends who crack 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️

[j4gu4rrrr]

I miss saying “I love you” when we hang up.

[j4gu4rrrr]

I’m glad I’m not losing her completely. That would’ve broken my heart. We still love each other, I just have to learn how to love her differently. It hurts. Nothing will change between us besides the fact that we’re not dating. But the small things, losing those small things hurts. Not being able to tell her how beautiful she looks without being careful, not having her grab my arm to wrap around her waist, not feeling her kisses on my face after a horrible day. It feels so stupid. I know we’re young but I’ve never loved anyone the way I love her. We’re still gonna talk to each other, and hang out, and be there when we need someone. She’s my best friend and I’m hers. We will never not love each other. Maybe she just needs time, and maybe, just maybe, we can try again after. That’s not guaranteed though. So I have to learn, learn how to love her differently. It hurts so bad, but it’s not her fault. It’s just gonna take a really long time to learn. I don’t hate her, I don’t even dislike her even a little bit. I’m not mad either. Just sad, because of the circumstance, not her. I’ll always love you, that’ll never change.

[j4gu4rrrr]

My heart hasn’t felt this heavy in a long time

[j4gu4rrrr]

It hurts so bad but it’s not her fault

[j4gu4rrrr]

I wish I had a mother who I know could comfort me right now

[j4gu4rrrr]

I wish I could go through my days without having to ask myself if my parents actually love me.

[j4gu4rrrr]

I need to eat her out so badly guys it’s not even funny

[j4gu4rrrr]

I’ve been crying way too fucking much recently like oh my god just go back to bottling everything up jesus christ 🤦‍♀️

[j4gu4rrrr]

Why can’t I change

[j4gu4rrrr]

My mother made me show her my thighs… oh my days everything is going 2 shit 🫩