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#found this on insta #feels important enough to shove at the top #arson #0gl1tch0 #therapy

we be speed running fr

#used to assure myself of that back in like 2019 #figured Therapy was on average a 3 month endeavor- 6 months tops any anybody’s right as rain #turns out my ‘normal’ was so off that I probably didn’t know what ‘right’ or ‘rain’ were #but I have all my days of the week now #never thought that would happen #I can actually remember the plots of a dream or two a week #and can recognize and take control of the nightmares more often than not and steer them in a better direction

curiositysavesthecat

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cipheramnesia

Yeah yeah kill the cop in your head. But also demolish the Disney theme park in your heart, ya know?

jaceconfuzed

Who wants a Disney theme park when you can go like almost anywhere else and find Cool Rocks and possibly for Free?

#💜#free rocks are wayyy better than Disney #it’s hot and rains too much in Florida #and then your feet are wet #and sweating #my heart has woods and a creek

eggtrolls

Good morning women trying to not become their fathers let’s get this bread

xalatath

I have never, and will never, use "ofc" to mean "of fucking course". It literally stands for OF Course...

#this has always surprised me #because the phrase- at least when I was growing up *was* of fucking course #but to be fair- I was raised by a naval man and a New Yorker for the majority of my formative years #so maybe I was doomed to be under the assumption that ‘fucking’ is a descriptor that is used to make something More Than- -#- - kinda like the word really #now tbf - I’m fairly certain there was a Rule where I couldn’t say a cuss unless I could define it #and that one it was specifically define it without blushing or giggling #and I was definitely taught early on that cussing has times and places #for example: school and church are neither the time or the place #but yea- - considering that one of the first things my 3rd sister ever spoke was a string of cuss words #(directed at our father - probably for disallowing her to do something)#god- that was such an awful moment- like I’m sitting there in his living room. watching the world fall as I see the shock and anger #and I have to open my mouth and remind him that if he slaps her across the face for saying that to him it’s definitely gonna bruise #if not break things because she’s not even out of diapers #and then to look at me and nod- like I am the person who needs to be the voice of reason in the situation #if she wasn’t 2 then I wasn’t more than 7 #and she wasn’t the only kid who learned to cuss early- 3 separate second cousins’ kids’ first words were ‘fuck’ so #it always amused me that most people assumed I didn’t know any of those words as a kid and teen just because I didn’t use them often #but to be fair most of those people were taking that assumption from my mother- and she didn’t know some of those words or their meanings #and she definitely didn’t use them or allow them to be used in her hearing #but to be fair - she taught pre-K for over a decade #she couldn’t let those words take root in her vocabulary so as to inadvertently pass them on to other people’s children

officialunitedstates

it’s quick, it’s easy and it’s free: pouring river water in your socks

evilscum-deactivated20160223

why would i do that lmao

officialunitedstates

it’s quick, it’s easy and it’s free

#just remembered this thing existed for some reason #somI’m sharing the sensory-wealth #it’s quick it’s easy it’s free #pouring river water in your socks

stillfuckingtired

Brain fog is not an adequate descriptor, actually. Fog can be kinda nice and beautiful and ethereal and refreshing. The thing we’re describing is more like a brain BOG; everything moves slow like you’re wading through water, it’s clunky and heavy and you keep getting stuck in the mud. It’s uncomfortable and inconvenient and everything takes so much effort. You lost a shoe, probably.

#also is that an alligator or a log that seems to be following me #or a log that used to be an alligator at one point in time- not that my brain doesn’t react all the same occasionally

fruitorchardsystem

Every time someone says the word system my brain creates this image

the-haiku-bot

Every time someone

says the word system my brain

creates this image

Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.

redstonedust

big fan of the idea of the changling myth essentially being the fae doing bird-like nest parasitism on humans. the fae are simply too wily and free spirited to raise their own young so theyve evolved to mimic human young instead. its evolution babey.

redstonedust

the system relies on changeling children eventually being rejected by their human parents and fleeing into the wilds. unfortunately a lot of modern humans are WAY too ready to raise their weird unruly kid and write off their quirks as "neurodivergence" so consequently the fae parents are desperately standing on the outskirts of the village like "johnny please come back. youre destined to rejoin the fae. no stop playing with your nintendo. johnny please."

jaceconfuzed

Is this why the fae are so desperate to know people’s names? They just want to get to know their kin?

#fae folk #fae #changeling #changelings #faeries #my Nana had a few different faerie rings in her yard.#my mother used to lay in the middle of them as a kid and listen to the buzzing #<- her words not mine #Nana even made the faeries a house as a thank you #she never said thank-you for what #refused flat out to answer the question #but I guess I can assume it was for not stealing her children #interesting for someone who refused to believe in daities

memorizingthedigitsofpi

headcanoned too hard and ended up surprised by zero results on AO3

#good news!#there are still new things under the sun #head canons #ao3 #archive of our own #fanfiction #fanfic #Ecclesiastes 1:9 #there is nothing new under the sun #I cynic-ed myself out of so many projects with that phrase tbh

victusinveritas

No, no, no, no. Just no.

#dnd #conversations with the 5yo DM #spiders #spiders cw #spider dragon

exhuastedpigeon

Happy Pride all the queers in my phone. But an extra happy pride to all the bisexuals in straight passing relationships. To the trans people still living in the closet for their safety. To the nonbinary people getting misgendered. To the ace and aro people who sometimes feel like Pride isn’t for them. To the BIPOC people who face discrimination in the queer community. To everyone who feels like they aren’t queer enough.

You are enough. Pride is for you.

jaceconfuzed

#I decided to go to the pride fest in my town for the first time #it was nice #pride #pride month #lgbtqia #ace pride #queer pride #genderqueer #I saw a number of familiar faces #and ate tacos from a new place I didn’t know existed up the road from the square #also I bought a genderqueer iron on patch and a progress and ace pride pins #and 2 rock unicorns because they were cute and only cost $5

idylls-of-the-divine-romance

“Are you a man or a woman?”

“I’m the Public Universal Friend.”

“What gender are you?”

“Christian.”

“Yeah, but what’s in your pants?”

“The Inner Light.”

#gnostic christianity #this reminds me of the time we fell hard into the ideas of Sophia and Sabaoth Ruach the Divine Feminine Mother of Heaven #and her physical manifestation among The Children of the House- Shekhinah #God 🤣🤦🏻 I’m not certain how I feel knowing enough about my teen years to remember this stuff #obviously we never went far enough to disband gender- because then where would the order in the house be??#but Baba did start to pull back the restrictions for Jezebel and then so she wasn’t the only one forced his wife & daughters to participate #excult #ex cult #doomsday cult #ex messianic #and yet when one of the teenagers went to that Very Idea they were ridiculed and punished because ‘No- Not like That; like My Way Only 😠’#and don’t let the door hit you on the way out #what a load of bullshit

orpheusilver

HOW TO HUG LONG DISTANCE

orpheusilver

HOW TO EMAIL HUGS

orpheusilver

10000 KILOMETER HUG TECHNIQUES

#🤣🤦🏻#we used to actually believe this was possible #err rather the charismatics believed that- the Old Gen wwcg looked at them really funny #it was under the umbrella of ‘spiritual warfare’#like if you were a strong enough spiritual soldier of Christ you could enter the spirit realm #some people literally likened it to astral projection but as a spiritual gift #it fell somewhere between manifestation of the gifts of Wisdom Discernment and Faith #so sometimes someone was ‘sent in the spirit’ to comfort someone with a hug #rather than like- ya know a Literal person nearby being told to go hug somebody #though there were claims of that too #ex cult #excult #cult survivor #doomsday cult

As of Today, my work team (which works ideally with at least 5 people and some subs) is down to 2 people (and the substitutes- who don’t do anything the team does)

Like im soo conflicted- because

A) this one guy has been the bane of my existence for Months- late every day, does like 1.5 of his closing tasks, clearly never written up since there have been far too many infractions to permit him to continue not doing anything on accident. Guess he fucked up big time

B) it means like 4 times the amount of work and no overlap in which to get it done

C) I am avoiding asking 5 what happened - I know how it will go. She’ll say, she’ll blame, she did her best, they didn’t take her issues into account. Same as many other jobs. If she brings it up, I can be empathetic, but otherwise, the other 5 of us just look at each other. We already know. And it’s frustrating because me, 2, 3, and 4 (many times) already warned -

If you want to Keep a job, you tuck your elbows in (so you can’t be pulled around), and your head down (so you’re harder to hit), and you Go (so you’re not caught in bullshit). Nobody likes monitoring, and nobody likes being told on.

And I don’t like falling back into that old rule, but it isn’t my job to raise a grown person- as she has insisted since she became pregnant as a freshly-out of high school teenager. I love my sisters, and I love their kids, but sometimes I just- -

Having a baby doesn’t magically give you the life experience and wisdom to be taken seriously as an adult. Same as the magic numbers- 18 and 21.

#confuzed #work issues #work #siblings #mini rant

molabuddy

3 hours of sleep = i hate people who laugh

0 ours of sleep = waouw 🌼🌼🌼🌼🐎

#osddid #did #did osdd #plural #plurality #funnier as a system #it’s 0 ours because there was definitely help getting back down to that abominable sleep accument

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