-Blamed on teeth, on claws, on behaviour. Never reason.-
@jackalthehyena
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Hi, Im Jack! I'm usually online alot and would love to see you talk, mention or even just drop in to say hi to me, have a good day/night! Love you!
I love music and obviously my canine species! I love to answer small yaps and bits and pieces! I'm also always here if you need a good rant or help too!
Also: I've adopted everyone here. I will be your online bestie/ parent.
Need a parent who's not like your actual one? I'm here. Rant to me forever. I'll be you're safety net.
I just got out of a 2 months artblock and the 1st thing i drew was... kanoire! :D he's so cute i love him (i drew his eye on the wrong side. sooo i decided to mirror his entire hair too)
he makes me feel more motivated to do my french homework (ФωФ)
Thanks to @unconsciousxreality, @tobyig, and @greatcrestednewt for tagging me :D
Last song(s): Her - Jvke ft. Annika Wells / Neon Odyssey - The Midnight & Avantris / Never Love an Anchor - Crane Wives
Currently watching: Tornado/Storm Event studies on Youtube and various Star Wars things (Animated, Live Action, just whatever tbh)
Current obsession: At this EXACT moment? That'd be Fi and Jesse lol But also Kes and the Batch/the long fic I'm writing of them, as well as the DnD AU of them.
Currently reading: Fics. All the fics. Been on a ObiMaul kick tbh
Currently working on: The Kes/Batch long fic (Working title is Blur of Consequences), a one shot of when Kes and Echo met before the events of Blur, and I'm currently in the planning stages for Fi/Jesse fic (ᵕ ó ᴗ ò)
Last Google search: How to un-fold our electric lawnmower lol
Last song: Not by Big Theif
Currently watching: Rainworld lore videos on YT, specifically on the Watcher DLC
Current obsession: Star wars,,, specifically Mandalorian culture + my ocs
Currently Reading: Started the Republic Commando novels, halfway through Triple Zero
Currently working on: Tattoo 'map'/showcase for my oc Roscoe Arazu, as well as worldbuilding for mandalorian culture again
Last google search: "raptor tail dinosaur" - I was doing some creature design and needed a good ref aha
Tagging (no pressure !!):
@ladyknight33 @whoops-junk-drawer @dick-djarin
Last songs: I Want To Know What Love Is - Foreigner, Everybody Wants To Rule The World - Tears For Fears, Time - Pink Floyd
Currently Watching: nothing in particular. Mostly tornado videos on the ol ‘tube
Current Obsession: STAR WAR!!!! TAR WARS!!!! CLONES!!!
Currently Reading: my own writing! I’ve passed the “writing spree” stage and entered the “reread your own fics and then kick yourself for not finishing them” stage.
Currently Working On: Various outfit/set design pieces for my ocs! I’ve finally pushed myself to flesh out the places these people are visiting/living. I’ve had them for almost three years and I’ve only just gotten around to it. But hey! I’ve gotten round to it! Yay!
Last Google Search: Ehlers Danlos Syndrome (I may have it, I was googling symptoms, lmao). And the one before that was “normal blood pressure by age group”. So I guess I’m more of a hypochondriac than I thought i was?
Tagging (first time, kinda nervous 👉👈)
@t9909-gk @qalanthe @mistycatt (can I tag people who aren’t my mutuals?? What is etiquette) @eobe (oh no I don’t have ten. Send me to the plinko or something)
hi I’ve never done one of these even though I’ve been tagged in a bajillion of them
here we go..
last song: graduate by third eye blind
currently watching: clone wars… again
current obsession: obi wan still. Specifically I’ve been thinking about obi wan directly after order 66 but haven’t drawn it because I don’t usually like drawing sad stuff.
currently reading: rogue planet !! Yay Star Wars book
currently working on: drawing Obi wan. I want to draw him in mando armor and also do some codywan art. I have a whole list of things my friend Finn wants me to work on lol. Also my codywan fic I’ve been working on for months that I’ve hardly made progress on. I’m no author lol
last google search: “jar har” I was trying to type Jar Jar but something went wrong in the process 😔😔💔💔
tags (you don’t have to lol): @finlayflop @atomicheart99 @therestlessbones @coolskeleton66 @coquette-corpsie @saigesays @yapofalltrades
last songs: gommene gommene ft hatsune miku by kikuo, ego renegade boy ft kagamine len by flavor foley, king for a day by green day
currently watching: heated rivalry, South Park, and sw rebels
current obsession: anakin, Vocaloid, and friedrich Engels (I know everyone's favorite trio). Also vtubers cause im getting back into live2d
currently reading: random medical and forensics case studies and also fan fiction (for Star Wars and Dexter!)
currently working on: 3 indie game projects, a vtuber rig who I've been procrastinating, 2 fan fics (one which I posted and is time travel but hasn't had an update in like idk how long and another which I hope can see the light of day one day), a cal kestis and oc drawing for a moot (I love them/p), a codywan drawing that's stuck in the idk what I'm doing stage, and an anidala drawing in a similar stage
last Google search: ao3 (pretty self explanatory)
last songs: Across the Stars, How Lin-Manuel Miranda Orders a Pizza by Daniel Thrasher, Heart Attack by Demi Lovato and Mr. Darkside by Sub-Radio
currently watching: The Clone Wars 2008, probably gonna rewatch some Star Wars movies, probably gonna rewatch Tom Holland's Spider-Man trilogy in preparation for Brand New Day
current obsession: Star Wars (the prequels and the clone wars)
currently reading: Clone Wars: Wild Space
currently working on: The first fanfic in my Happy AU series where Palpatine dies, Padme lives, there's no Empire, and everyone is happy apart from Anakin apparently (don't worry he'll get there). I'm trying to write it realistic in the sense that this is what I think would have really happened if the story played out like this, but I think only the first story will have any politics in it. I love the in universe politics of Star Wars, I think they're fascinating and I wish there was more information out there on it, but there's not. Making random stuff up is exhausting. I don't want to do too much research, so I'm just going to write Happy Skywalker Family fluff and angst instead of galaxy altering shit lol
Google search: How do court trials work in Star Wars? (literally no info on Wookieepedia...)
No pressure tags: @magmeter @user24709 @evildala @herowithfears @vaderscurls @aquaeclipse @anakin03986 @panakin-crywalker + Anyone else who wants to join in!!!!
last songs: underground, i choose you, ufo, sugar free venom, instruction, magic clock
currently watching: taxi driver season 2, good morning call, trying to force myself to finish jjk, gonna start if wishes could kill and the other maze runner movies
current obsession: f5ve
currently reading: myriad and random aot fanfics
currently working on: doing as much revision i can for end of year exams then i'll carry on with my mystery fanfic
last google search: ammonia (i needed the structural formula for an equation)
npt: @holyspirit6 @fairyprincessqueen14 @unapologeticpristinelamb @divinebitch16 @actually-an-angel @t-bird510 + open tags!
last songs — Poesie Clandestine, LDA and Aka7evn; Dimmelo tu, Lorenzo Salvetti; Vodka Cranberry, Conan Gray
currently watching — house md rewatch, money heist (la casa de papel) rewatch
current obsession — body tops and jorts
currently reading — haikyuu manga vol. 2 (acc I've just finished it)
currently working on — not on exams cos they're definitely doneeeee yayyyyyy. reuploading all my old fics and I've got two new ones in the making (I'm stuck as hell)
last google search — "la casa di carta in inglese" didn't know what money heist was in english so i had to put it up
Last songs: Hit me hard Nosuf-X (Random playlist swear gang) pretty scene girl by clover! Shut Me Up by Mindless Self indulgence and Tricky Dlsco slowed and reverbed
currently watching: Voltron AND NO WAY ME TOO PLAN ON WATCHNG sk8
current obsession: Genshin impact and HSR AND VOLTRON
Thanks to @unconsciousxreality, @tobyig, and @greatcrestednewt for tagging me :D
Last song(s): Her - Jvke ft. Annika Wells / Neon Odyssey - The Midnight & Avantris / Never Love an Anchor - Crane Wives
Currently watching: Tornado/Storm Event studies on Youtube and various Star Wars things (Animated, Live Action, just whatever tbh)
Current obsession: At this EXACT moment? That'd be Fi and Jesse lol But also Kes and the Batch/the long fic I'm writing of them, as well as the DnD AU of them.
Currently reading: Fics. All the fics. Been on a ObiMaul kick tbh
Currently working on: The Kes/Batch long fic (Working title is Blur of Consequences), a one shot of when Kes and Echo met before the events of Blur, and I'm currently in the planning stages for Fi/Jesse fic (ᵕ ó ᴗ ò)
Last Google search: How to un-fold our electric lawnmower lol
Last song: Not by Big Theif
Currently watching: Rainworld lore videos on YT, specifically on the Watcher DLC
Current obsession: Star wars,,, specifically Mandalorian culture + my ocs
Currently Reading: Started the Republic Commando novels, halfway through Triple Zero
Currently working on: Tattoo 'map'/showcase for my oc Roscoe Arazu, as well as worldbuilding for mandalorian culture again
Last google search: "raptor tail dinosaur" - I was doing some creature design and needed a good ref aha
Tagging (no pressure !!):
@ladyknight33 @whoops-junk-drawer @dick-djarin
Last songs: I Want To Know What Love Is - Foreigner, Everybody Wants To Rule The World - Tears For Fears, Time - Pink Floyd
Currently Watching: nothing in particular. Mostly tornado videos on the ol ‘tube
Current Obsession: STAR WAR!!!! TAR WARS!!!! CLONES!!!
Currently Reading: my own writing! I’ve passed the “writing spree” stage and entered the “reread your own fics and then kick yourself for not finishing them” stage.
Currently Working On: Various outfit/set design pieces for my ocs! I’ve finally pushed myself to flesh out the places these people are visiting/living. I’ve had them for almost three years and I’ve only just gotten around to it. But hey! I’ve gotten round to it! Yay!
Last Google Search: Ehlers Danlos Syndrome (I may have it, I was googling symptoms, lmao). And the one before that was “normal blood pressure by age group”. So I guess I’m more of a hypochondriac than I thought i was?
Tagging (first time, kinda nervous 👉👈)
@t9909-gk @qalanthe @mistycatt (can I tag people who aren’t my mutuals?? What is etiquette) @eobe (oh no I don’t have ten. Send me to the plinko or something)
hi I’ve never done one of these even though I’ve been tagged in a bajillion of them
here we go..
last song: graduate by third eye blind
currently watching: clone wars… again
current obsession: obi wan still. Specifically I’ve been thinking about obi wan directly after order 66 but haven’t drawn it because I don’t usually like drawing sad stuff.
currently reading: rogue planet !! Yay Star Wars book
currently working on: drawing Obi wan. I want to draw him in mando armor and also do some codywan art. I have a whole list of things my friend Finn wants me to work on lol. Also my codywan fic I’ve been working on for months that I’ve hardly made progress on. I’m no author lol
last google search: “jar har” I was trying to type Jar Jar but something went wrong in the process 😔😔💔💔
tags (you don’t have to lol): @finlayflop @atomicheart99 @therestlessbones @coolskeleton66 @coquette-corpsie @saigesays @yapofalltrades
last songs: gommene gommene ft hatsune miku by kikuo, ego renegade boy ft kagamine len by flavor foley, king for a day by green day
currently watching: heated rivalry, South Park, and sw rebels
current obsession: anakin, Vocaloid, and friedrich Engels (I know everyone's favorite trio). Also vtubers cause im getting back into live2d
currently reading: random medical and forensics case studies and also fan fiction (for Star Wars and Dexter!)
currently working on: 3 indie game projects, a vtuber rig who I've been procrastinating, 2 fan fics (one which I posted and is time travel but hasn't had an update in like idk how long and another which I hope can see the light of day one day), a cal kestis and oc drawing for a moot (I love them/p), a codywan drawing that's stuck in the idk what I'm doing stage, and an anidala drawing in a similar stage
last Google search: ao3 (pretty self explanatory)
last songs: Across the Stars, How Lin-Manuel Miranda Orders a Pizza by Daniel Thrasher, Heart Attack by Demi Lovato and Mr. Darkside by Sub-Radio
currently watching: The Clone Wars 2008, probably gonna rewatch some Star Wars movies, probably gonna rewatch Tom Holland's Spider-Man trilogy in preparation for Brand New Day
current obsession: Star Wars (the prequels and the clone wars)
currently reading: Clone Wars: Wild Space
currently working on: The first fanfic in my Happy AU series where Palpatine dies, Padme lives, there's no Empire, and everyone is happy apart from Anakin apparently (don't worry he'll get there). I'm trying to write it realistic in the sense that this is what I think would have really happened if the story played out like this, but I think only the first story will have any politics in it. I love the in universe politics of Star Wars, I think they're fascinating and I wish there was more information out there on it, but there's not. Making random stuff up is exhausting. I don't want to do too much research, so I'm just going to write Happy Skywalker Family fluff and angst instead of galaxy altering shit lol
Google search: How do court trials work in Star Wars? (literally no info on Wookieepedia...)
No pressure tags: @magmeter @user24709 @evildala @herowithfears @vaderscurls @aquaeclipse @anakin03986 @panakin-crywalker + Anyone else who wants to join in!!!!
last songs: underground, i choose you, ufo, sugar free venom, instruction, magic clock
currently watching: taxi driver season 2, good morning call, trying to force myself to finish jjk, gonna start if wishes could kill and the other maze runner movies
current obsession: f5ve
currently reading: myriad and random aot fanfics
currently working on: doing as much revision i can for end of year exams then i'll carry on with my mystery fanfic
last google search: ammonia (i needed the structural formula for an equation)
npt: @holyspirit6 @fairyprincessqueen14 @unapologeticpristinelamb @divinebitch16 @actually-an-angel @t-bird510 + open tags!
last songs — Poesie Clandestine, LDA and Aka7evn; Dimmelo tu, Lorenzo Salvetti; Vodka Cranberry, Conan Gray
currently watching — house md rewatch, money heist (la casa de papel) rewatch
current obsession — body tops and jorts
currently reading — haikyuu manga vol. 2 (acc I've just finished it)
currently working on — not on exams cos they're definitely doneeeee yayyyyyy. reuploading all my old fics and I've got two new ones in the making (I'm stuck as hell)
last google search — "la casa di carta in inglese" didn't know what money heist was in english so i had to put it up
Characters: ticci toby, eyeless jack, masky, hoodie, jeff the killer, homicidal liu
Warnings: before we start i know a lot of people feel some type of Way about play fighting. like it brings up bad memories and triggers their fight or flight response, or they worry that it’ll lead to something more violent down the road. those are valid emotions and i acknowledge that.
these HCs are very self indulgent, play fighting and rough housing is something that i personally find fun but not everyone is me and that’s perfectly ok. i want to emphasize that in these scenarios both parties are comfortable and this interaction is consensual, which is what separates play fighting from abuse. everyone present is safe and would all back off the moment they were told to. the creeps ain’t no woman beaters!!
slightly suggestive content ahead as well
ticci toby
- is this fucking wwe why is he lifting you over his head???
- i think toby likes the manhandling aspect of play fighting more than the actual play fighting
- like he likes picking you up and running through the house before tossing you (GENTLY) onto the bed. then he plops on top of you and declares himself the winner
- if you can manhandle him he loves it just as much ngl
- put him in a chokehold with your thighs he can take it!!! he wants to go out that way
- i think it sticks to roughhousing for the most part but if you manage to pin him it’s gonna turn into foreplay. but at that point he stops trying bc he wants you on top of him so at least you win??? a win is a win ig
- he also likes the primal part of rough housing. like chasing you through the house (or maybe the woods if you’re bold enough)
- make him work for his victory!! run from him and fight back he eats it up
- i think he’d also let you chase him
- he starts out kinda smug, fully prepared to outrun you with ease, but as soon as he realizes you’re gaining on him he feels that deep seated and heart pounding anxiety
- it’s a very “oh. this is scary… this is scary! :D” moment for him, he didn’t realize that he’d also like being chased and tackled but he gets a lil head rush from it when you finally jump on him 🙂↕️
- imagine him looking up at you with his face all red, him panting really hard and trying to catch his breath while kicking his legs to get away with this dazed look on his face ouuuuu he’s practically drooling by the time you pin him with his face pushed into the ground
- OK WAIT I NEED TO STOP NEXT ONE NEXT ONE
jeff the killer:
- oh nah you can’t play with him it gets serious
- and also bc he thinks play fighting is foreplay
- pervert
- at first it’s like playful swatting but then a switch flips in his brain and suddenly he’s on top of you like sir??? 🤨
- you’re TRYING to engage in combat and he’s rutting into your thigh like a dog ugh 😒
- he thinks you’re trying to be feisty when you just want a cute moment with your bf
- if you can catch him off guard you can get a few solid hits in
- like just run up and start bashing his face with a pillow and run away, you got an easy head start
- you can try pinning him but i feel like he’s too slippery idk 🤔 you can end up on top of him but he wants you there anyway so 😒
- and if i said he play fights with liu sometimes….
- shhhh its good for them they’re bonding
- liu gets his lick back dont worry
- sully and jeff’s relationship is still rocky so they in particular don’t play fight but jeff and liu are more comfortable rough housing since they put the old shit behind them
- i love jeff and liu being brothers 😔
- he’s a knife wielding maniac he obviously loves chasing you
- at the barest hint of it he’s up and raring to go
- i think he’d also let you chase him a little, though he’s way better at and prefers being the chaser
- halfway through running from you he’s gonna whip around and try to get you to run from him
- he’s lost the plot
homicdal liu / sully
- i feel like his version of play fighting is more so just. rolling around the bed with you. or tickling you until you tap out or get him back. he won’t do much more than that, that’s enough for him
- he’s too worried to hurt you by accident
- as for jeff, jeff usually starts it (liu will if jeff is being particularly annoying or he’s feeling mischievous)
- it only goes on for a few minutes before they both part ways though
- it’s like they get the zoomies, once it’s out of their system it’s over
- not much here from liu. not his cup of tea. sully on the other hand…
- i think sully is the one who play fights
- HOLD ON HEAR ME OUT
- he’d act so above it at first but it’s actually not that hard to rile him up
- he’d scoff and roll his eyes at your little attempts to (gently) punch his arms or wrestle him down to the bed
- but the moment you say something about how he won’t fight back out of weakness or something he’s ON YOU
- “leave me alone 😒”
- “why?? are you too scared to fight back?? cause i’ll win?? ;)”
- “…. >:(“
- he’s an asshole he’s so the type to put you in a headlock and rub his knuckles into your hair
- or the type to trap you against him and poke your sides
- not fair about it at all
- he likes to win but he also likes to work for it so don’t go easy on him!! he wants the fight to be even footing for like 90% of it, the winning side going back and forth
- it’s easy to catch him off guard in the beginning bc he doesn’t expect you to be playful w him like that
- but after a few gos at it he starts predicting when you’re going to pounce
- maybe one of these days he’ll initiate… give him some time though he’s busy being reserved and brooding
masky:
- he’s so mean 😔
- he won’t engage with play fighting he’s not about that life
- you can poke at him or tackle him or jump on him from behind, he’ll barely even move and just give you that look. yk the one. the scolding little quit your bullshit lift of his eyebrow and frown
- if you decide to be a brat abt it tho he’ll get you to stop by pinning your hands by your head
- maybe straddle your waist a little if you’re being particularly annoying
- probably scolding you abt how you never learn
- he’s another one that’s honestly just way to scared to hurt you by accident to really engage
- it’s probably for the better this way, he’d feel guilty forever if he hurt you so this is safer and more comfortable for him
- and YOU get a big strong sexy man pinning you to your bed 🤭
- win win
- he doesn’t mind your attempts at play fighting because it usually ends with sexy times anyways so he doesn’t stop you, even if he scolds you :p
- it’s just a shame he doesn’t engage because you KNOW he’s strong enough to fling you around
hoodie:
- MAN I HATE HIM
- HE WINS EVERY TIME
- ok he lets you win sometimes when he’s feeling nice
- he was the champ when he and his buddies would tussle
- i think brian really knows how to make it fun, like he knows how to give you just enough to feel like you’re winning before dominating you, and then letting you go back to winning
- his movements are very controlled the entire time, almost choreographed. he’s a professional
- brian does that thing where he plops on your shoulder and then just goes limp. no you can’t hold him and he ends up taking you both down. no he doesn’t learn his lesson ever
- it’s really hard to catch him off guard 🙂↕️ almost impossible, he’s the master of sneaking around so he can predict your moves pretty well
- he won’t so much as chase you, more so stalk and jump at you when you think you’ve gotten away with whatever stunt you pulled
- when he finally gets his hands on you, he’ll tsk and condescendingly mumble in your ear about how clueless you must be to think you could get away with provoking him
eyeless jack:
- did anyone else play hide and seek in the dark growing up???
- like me and my siblings and cousins would shut off all the lights in the house and suddenly shit wasn’t fun and games anymore bc the seeker would drag the hiders out by their ankles and leave them limp the living room to scare the other hiders
- yeah idk we had fun ❤️
- ANYWAYYY play hide and seek in the dark with him!! or play it in the forest!! it’ll turn into pouncing and play fighting >:)
- he can smell you so he kinda knows where you are immediately but he drags it out bc he enjoys playing with you too!
- he’ll stop a few feet away from your hiding spot and give you a few minuets to dart to a different one
- it’ll go one of two ways
- the first way is that you suddenly lose sight of him and he snatches you up from behind. he’ll pick you up and slam you back against a tree or a wall (depending if you’re playing outside or not). he’ll loom over you, pinning your hands against your chest, deciding what his prize will be for winning
- he’s a gentleman btw, always makes sure your head is protected when he takes you down
- the second way is that you’ll pick a hiding place and wait for him to turn around before lunging out and pouncing on his back. he’ll fall to the floor and wrestle for a bit but ultimately will usually let you pin him (he is stronger after all and wants to let you have fun too). you can hear a few growls reverberate low in his throat and his claws flex against your hands where you have them pinned
- but without his mask on you can see a wide and giddy smile
- i think he likes seeing your more primal side
- it’s hot, for one, but also it makes him feel a little less insecure about his primal instincts
- he feels less shame knowing you guys indulge in the same kind of play
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A/N: no LJ just bc i couldn’t think of anything good soz </3
Creeps x reader who deals with sh. Its mental health awareness month please reach out to someone if you're feeling like this. You deserve love🫶🏻
Trigger warning, self harm, scars, blood.
Comfort//angst - Comfort
Batling I hope you're okay, ily if you need to reach out, DM's are open
Scenario
Life hasn't been good recently, you've felt so stressful, so much mental strain and the only way you thought to handle it, was physical pain. You didn't want to hurt yourself but you felt as if this could be the only distraction to your constantly running mind. Your thumb brushed the blade, eyes wandering over from tip to handle. A sick twist in your stomach as you looked at the old scars. Wincing, you swore you'd stop but old habits die hard. You positioned it, preparing to drag it across your flesh but the door burst open and light filled in your dark bedroom.
Jeff the killer
“Don't you fucking dare.” A growl, deep and angry. He was tense, fingers digging into his knife handle, eyes blazing with fury and panic. You quickly drop it, pulling your sleeves down. “Jeff you're home early.” You chuckled weakly, trying to lighten the heavy mood, feet dragging across the floor as a stim. He looked at you incredulously. “You're laughing? You fucking find this funny!?” he slammed the door, the room collapsing in darkness. A few seconds later a switch turned on, his face hollow looking, illuminated by the shadows. In the light you could see the depths of his rigid posture, flashing eyes. You picked up the blade again, attempting to hide it. He was too fast for you, slapping it out of your hand. “Hands...where I can see them.” He grit out, teeth grinding together. You carefully raised your hands, he walked over picking up the blade practically shaking with rage. He wasn't mad at you, but the fact it got this far, and you didn't reach out for him. He was hurt, jaw clenching. His teeth grinded together so hard they sounded like they'd break. He gripped the blade harder, blood began welling at his fingers. “Jeff you're–” he cut you off. “Stop. Just stop.” he used his other hand to grab your wrist. Thumb unconsciously brushing around your wrist. “Why didn't you talk to me?” his voice cracked slightly, genuinely hurt. Tears started flooding your eyes. “Its...just I didn't want to bother you.” You looked away, eyes rapidly searching around the room but he dropped the blade and grabbed your chin forcing you to look at him. “You're fucking kidding me. Bothering me? You think you're struggling bothers you?” his voice got quieter which is terrifying for someone who's so loud. “I don't want to see you holding that blade ever again you hear me?” he waited until you nodded, more tears slipping down your cheeks. His face, softened a fraction. “Just fucking talk to me pretty girl.” he pulled your chin, face closer until he pressed his mouth against yours in a rare, gentle kiss.
Ben drowned
You glance over, nothing. It slammed shut causing you to drop the blade, as they light from your computer flickered to life. It was a sickly green and vibrated. A few seconds later, you watched with labored breathe as Ben began crawling from the screen. He was glitching, your screen burning. The smell of the device slowly burning filled your nostrils and your eyes widened when you saw Ben fully emerged. “You shouldn't have done that.” it was soft yet full of undeniable emotions. His lips twisted, “Oh...Ben...” You murmured, scooting back. He glitched over, hovering in front of you. His eyes were completely black, the monster slipping into play. Your gut clenched this was the look his victims saw last. Instantly you felt as if you were about to cry, bottom lip trembling, eyes brimming. In an instant the atmosphere changed his red pupils sliding into place, the rooms lights went on. A warm yellow glow, it was comforting. “Hey cutie. Sorry for the scare I lost control...” he trained off fully sitting in front of you, fingers brushing your h/c bangs from your forehead. He turned his head over his shoulder, eyes landing on the blade and his face hardened instantly. “You don't need that. You don't need to hurt yourself. You have me.” his eyes found yours, then he pressed small soft kisses to your cheeks and eyes until you giggled, and those tears came to a stop. Downstairs you can Jeff's shout of rage at the power going out briefly and the internet tripping.
Laughing Jack
He looked frozen, lanky arms hanging by his sides, head twisting sideways in a terrifying way. His eyes darted from the blade to your wrist to finally your face. The swirling eyes turning a white color, black pupils becoming smaller and smaller as realization hit him. He stumbled forward, but stopped when you leaned back. “Drop it.” He said. When you didn't, he stepped closer again. "I said drop it." He screeched. Jumping, you dropped it. The room so quiet you could hear the blade thud on the carpet. He charged for it, towering over you, crushing it in his claws right before your eyes. His gaze fell on your healed scars, before it traveled back to your own. He saw it. The pain, exhaustion, and fear swirling in your e/c eyes. He crouched in front of you level with your face. “Why do you hurt yourself? Why didn't you come to me? So I scare you?” his face turned from scared to downright horrified. He made a move to pull away but you quickly grabbed his long striped arms tugging him close, shaking your head. “I don't understand why then.” his honest confusion and concern were visible in his gaze. “I didnt want to worry you...” You chewed your lip, trailing off. He looked at you like you just insulted his family lineage. “This worried me more! And...wouldn't it be good if I worried? That means I care!?” he slumped all the way, sitting on his knees. His head fell to your thigh, staring at your arm the one rested opposite to him on your thigh. Your other hand came to his hair, brushing it with your fingers. “Promise you'll talk to me gumdrop?” once you nodded, he went limp against you. “Now we match” he muttered tracing the scars with his claws. It was a weak attempt to make you less insecure about them.
Ticci Toby
“H-hey ba-abe!” his voice was familiar and comforting. A light flashed on, you tried to hide the blade but nicked your finger, blood swelling at the flesh. Immediately his eyes snapped to your hand as your pained hiss reached his ears. When he noticed what you were doing he ran over so fast its like he teleported. He quickly grabbed your hand, yanking away the blade and watched as the drops of crimson that stained your s/c flesh drop down your wrist. He pulled up your sleeves in time with the liquid and his brown eyes filled with horror with each thin line revealed. “G-gonna be sick” he gripped your arm tight almost too tight, as his neck slightly ticked. He quickly let go of you and throwing up out the window. When he returned he sat on the bed next to you, grabbing your shoulders and looking at you. His eyes staring directly into yours. The silence dragged on and right when you were about to speak he pulled you into a soul crushing hug. “Please don't hurt yourself. Please don't hurt yourself.” he kept repeating it as he slowly began rocking you, stuttering with ever repetition. Eventually you began to sob, right into his shoulder. He squeezed tighter letting you break down in a safe place. Once the sobs turned into hiccups he grabbed your face with both hands staring into your eyes. “P-p-pretty girl. No cutting. D-don't hurt your b-b-beautiful skin.” his voice was deadly serious but the desperation in his tone was obvious. You gave a soft nod and he pulled you into another hug. His sweater where your face had been, was soaked but he didn't care. Not even a little. He grabbed your bloody hand and pressed kisses to it.
Eyeless Jack
When you looked at the blinding hallway light his silhouette stood like the boogeyman. He flicked on the light and there he was, mask off, the sockets overflowing with black ink. It wasn't tears exactly, Jack couldn't cry. But it was something that happened when he got angry. You acted fast throwing the blade across the room. He reacted instantly, practically a shadow towards the blade. Only when did you see his tail was out. It stood up, rigid and dangerous. “You thought no one would notice. That I wouldn't notice.” it wasn't a question, but an accusation that made you flinch on your bed. The bed, speaking of, felt less then a comforting plush and more of a brick of unfamiliarity right now. He walked over, holding the blade like it was infected. “Angel.” his voice softened immensely. You glanced up. “Arms.” he said it softly but it was a command. You slowly and hesitantly lifted your sleeves. His jaw twisting and clenching at the sight of your scarred flesh. He grabbed your arms and brought them to his face. “How long.” he asked gently, caressing your arms like they mattered, they did. All of you did. “A few years.” You admit. You wanted to get better. You did. But. Then he clicked his tongue. “If it gets too much. Or life stsrts falling apart before you even think of hurting yourself. I want you to think of me. And how I would hold you.” he explained, his empty eyes seemed full of emotion despite the black endless sockets. They bore into you, explaining an emotional you two could only understand from him. “I promise.” you agree, mouth dry.
Homicidal Liu
“Sweetheart.” his voice was full of knowing pain and kindness no one has ever used towards you. It instantly brought tears of guilt to your waterline. “Sweetheart please looked at me.” the words came out pleading. You slowly raised your watery eyes to meet his emerald green ones. The scars of his past stitched to his face. “There's my pretty girl.” he slowly closed the door, walking over to you. He crouched, picking up the blade and you could see Sully in his eyes just for a moment. Then blade was soon tucked in his pocket. He sat next to you, pulling you over so that your head rested in his lap. A breath you didn't know you were holding, escaped your exhausted body. He began threading his long fingers in your hair like he understood the desire to swipe the blade wasn't the desire to be hurt but the need to silence your troubled mind. His other hand, caressed your cheek even as he felt the warm wet tears soak his fingers. When you started to cry you never knew, but you did know it was overwhelming because your body began to shake and breathing picked up. “Shh, pretty baby. I'm right here.” the sweetness in his tone could've given you a toothache. You let your heart go from slamming against your ribs, looking for an escape, to a soft beat that echoed the safety you felt in his lap. “There we go princess.” he soothed, kissing the crown of your head.
Bloody Painter
There he stood. Face scrunched up. Every muscle in his beautiful structured face said a different emotion. “You told me you'd stop.” his voice was ice cold, it felt like your were plunged into water without a life jacket. “I...I just.” You attempted to explain yourself but he interrupted you with the light turning on. He walked over, boots dragging against the carpet. Your stomach twisted with each step. “Hand me, the blade.” he demanded. With trembling fingers you transfered the warm metal to his cold hand. Before you could pull it away his other hand grabbed your arm with such tenderness it threw you off. When you looked into his eyes, his expression completely changed. He dragged up the sleeve, tossing the blade out the open windows. He began pressing soft kisses to each scarred piece of skin, each kiss filled with words he couldn't say, sentences of guilt. Paragraphs of pain. You let him go, he spent half an hour just kissing every scar he could find on your body. He knew it like a map, knew you inside and out. “I'm not good with words, but you can come to me. Your delicate skin shouldn't be harmed.” he finally said, blue eyes filled with a blazing with an intensity so hard it brought a flush to your cheeks and a flutter to your heart.
Candypop
His cocky grin turned into an instant expression of rage. His eyes zeroed in on the blade right in front of you, taking in the way you looked so helpless and in pain on the bed. He's never seen such a thing before, it made him want to murder someone with how much your pain made anger course through his veins. He slammed the door, making you jump. He grabbed the blade and squeezed it until it shattered, he turned to face you. You wish you could've wiped that look from your memories. Pupils turned to slits, teeth baring and pointed. He grabbed your shoulders and shook you slightly, “What were you thinking. What the hell were you thinking!” he screamed it, trembling violently. So much in fact your shoulders shook. Then he looked right at you and saw pain, horror, and he realized he was scaring you. He quickly let go, eyes landing on your sleeves that slipped up, thin healed scar lines. He let out a shriek. He could stand to see heads bashed in, guts torn apart, people pleading to live. But he couldn't handle your pain being so silent yet so large. He angrily grabbed your wrists, “Why have you been hiding this from me!?” you shrugged, the real answer would probably upset him more. Your silence added more fire to his fury. He stood up, max height and you sat in his shadow, shrinking into yourself. He reached for you, lifting you to face level. “If you have a problem you tell me. I'll kill whatever's bothering you. Even if its me. Dont you dare hurt yourself.” he was waiting for you to answer, the tension heavy, swallowing thickly you nodded and finally, finally he calmed down. He cradled you to his chest, large hand holding the back of your head. You soon began to cry, tears paining your face, like a canvas. A picture of everything you were holding onto. His tone basically did a 180, “Oh no no no shh my darling. I'm right here, Jingles.” it was soothing, lulling. You wrap your legs around his hips, his hand supporting you by holding your thighs.
