Jack Ross

[rpwiththelilflower]

Jack was sending Madison into overdrive each time he fucked into her. He was exciting & whatever this was between them, it was special. This had to mean something right? It was a forbidden feeling she had sworn off, but each time he slammed into her she felt a brief connection that made her wonder if she was ready for more?

Jack was temptation at its finest & hottest.

Then his hazel eyes poured into hers & for a second, she could see her whole future.

And it looked beautiful:

Him, her, a dog, a house, them in bed…

The life she always wanted seemed plausible w/ Jack.

Something rang her ears & those cute little brows pulled together: “hey!” She reached up & caught his jaw in her hand breaking their kiss, his hips were still searching for her but she squeezed his face (maybe even a little harder than she should’ve).

“You’re babe…. I’m your baby.” Her tone was firm like she was drawing a clear line in the sand. She wanted to be his baby & wanted to hear him say it.

Madison didn’t have alot of experience w/ guys, but one thing was certain, no man had ever been as sweet as Jack.

He called her such pretty names: baby, sunshine, menace.

Those sounded so lovely compared to what she had heard in the past: stupid, Maddie, or useless

Madison had warned Jack about spoiling her. She could feel herself slipping down a dangerous path of happiness. And as they stared at eachother there was some obvious chemistry that had been building between them for month. And some how they ended up here: grinding up against eachother like horny teenagers, making out like their life depended on it.

The hold on his face loosened & he was guided to a slow & sweet kiss.

And then they were back at it again. Her moans, his growls, the kissing, the headboard slamming, the whispers of affections.

It was too much & yet not enough.

She was right where she wanted to be.

Then their shared moment came (literally).

They were mid kiss that she had to break to cry & moan. Their sweaty foreheads pressed together & Madison wrapped her arms around jacks board shoulders to hold him through his release. “Shhhhh~ it’s okay, I got you.”

[jackross]

Jack's body erupted in goosebumps. It wasn't just the way Madison's body felt under him; it wasn't just the way she was looking at him. It was how right this all felt. How right she felt. It scared him and excited him all at the same time. Because he could imagine it, he could see it. And he'd never had that before, not with anyone. Not even when he had convinced himself it had been real with others, nothing had come close to this. When she cupped his jaw, Jack's eyes locked onto Madison's and his mouth curved into a slow smirk. "Okay, baby, but for the record? I kinda like being your baby too." He said raspily. His voice was low and husky, the kind of way even he hadn't heard himself sound in a long time. And yet, Madison brought it out of him so easily. He ducked his head down again and stole a hungry kiss, it wasn't soft but it was deep. It felt as though he couldn't stop himself. He couldn't. Not when it came to Madison. Not when she was looking up at him like that. A low half moan, half growl curled low in the back of Jack's throat and his body decided for him that he had to move faster. Harder. He was so close...again. He never thought that he would do something like this, not even six months ago he would have scoffed at the idea, or maybe even laughed. But with Madison, he was honestly just grateful to have her in whatever way she was willing to give. He was also more than willing to wait. Moments like this helped to satiate the hunger inside he had for her. For now. His hand slipped up beneath her shirt and cupped around her again. His touch wasn't as harsh this time. It was more appreciative. And he puffed out his chest to where Madison's hands touched him, pressing himself into her touch. Greedy for more of her, always. Then it happened, and his body let go hard. All at once and a low, loud moan tumbled from Jack's mouth that he had no control over. His body was covered in both goosebumps and slick with sweat. He could feel how damp Madison was between her legs, and that pulled another quieter, breathier moan from Jack before he collapsed against Madison. His head pressed to her chest as he tried to catch his breath. "Madison...." He breathed out...."That.... you.... it was.... amazing."

[rpwiththelilflower]

Madison was breathing hard & shaking from the overwhelming pleasure that had torn through her.

When Jack collapsed, her arms immediately encompassed him in a tight hug. She held him close while running her hand through his damp sweaty hair. The only sound was their heavy breathing & even when Jack tried to talk, she shushed him gently in his ear. “Shh…. Don’t think…. Just be here w/ me.”

Suddenly the long week felt like nothing more than a minor inconvenience, all that mattered was Jack in her arms & their hearts beating for eachother. Her hand slowed from playing w/ his dark hair & she pressed her lips to his temple & planted them there for a while.

When she felt herself drifting that’s when she chose to talk, “how are you feeling?” Madison shifted a bit & stretched by arching her back beneath his heavy body. They managed to untangle themselves & Madison immediately rolled over so she was pressed right up against jacks chest, leg over his torso.

She was well aware he was still marinating in cum, but she didn’t care.

She selfishly would keep him at her dispense.

“Does it bother you?” She asked. “That we haven’t…. You know… all the way?” Madison shifted so her head was peering up at him. “Do you think the real thing will…. Feel just a good?”

Here came the flood of doubt.

[jackross]

Jack didn't really care that he severely needed to clean up; he didn't care that his thighs were screaming in protest from the position he had been keeping himself up in. He only cared that he stayed in Madison's arms. It felt like nothing else existed outside of her bedroom, not the street, not his garage, nobody else except them. Which, after the week they'd had, surrounded by other people, was just paradise to Jack. He pressed a kiss to her neck, and his eyes fluttered closed for a moment, just enjoying their little bubble. "I don't think I can talk..." He murmured sleepily, and a soft laugh fell from his lips. The kind that not many people got to hear, not from Jack. "All I know is... this is my favourite place to be." Not just because of what they had done, or what she had made him feel, but because he felt safe. When Madison adjusted their positions, Jack let out a gentle sigh, happy to be lying flat. His arms wrapped around her almost instantly. "What am I feeling?" Jack repeated, and held her close to his chest so that he could press a kiss to Madison's temple. "Satisfied...safe... secure...." He smirked lazily, "All the S's.....what about you? What do you feel?" At her next question, Jack shook his head once. "No it doesn't bother me." Which was true; he just never thought it would be true of him. "I'm pretty sure you'll be worth the wait." Jack murmured. He then shifted and lifted his hips just enough to tug his sweats the rest of the way off, they were already at his knees. Leaving him in his less-than-clean boxers, but he didn't mind. "I think it feel amazing.." He said softly as his eyes fluttered closed again. "don't you?"

[rpwiththelilflower]

Madison smiled at his response.

She looked tired, her hair was messy, cheeks pink, eyelids fighting to stay awake for a just a few minutes longer w/ him.

“I don’t know.” She replied while looking up at him. “I hope it does… I want it to.” There was a little moment of quietness before she pressed into him again. “I want it to feel good for you. And I hope it doesn’t hurt…”

Though this moment should been something to bask in, she could feel them testing the boundaries & that scared her. It seemed like everyday they were testing the waters to see how far they could tread & it was only a matter of time before they pass the point of no return. Madison didn’t need to ask if Jack felt the same way, she knew he did, & if they crossed the line, Jack wouldn’t stop. And she wouldn’t want him to.

Physically she wanted him & she was ready.

Emotionally, not so much.

Mentally, definitely not.

The amount of tormented disappointment she faced when her & Zach started sleeping together was devastating. She wanted this time to be different. How could she handle more unsatisfied looks, failed attempts & endless questions of ‘what’s wrong w/ me’.

Jack was different from everything she had known, so there was even more pressure to satisfy him. In her head she believed if she couldn’t satisfy him, she’d never be able to keep him.

“I need to clean up.” She whispered while touching her wet panties. “I need to get up…”

Her voice was heavy & all those ‘I need to’s’ faded. She fell asleep semi cuddled to Jack.

[jackross]

Jack held onto Madison, and a gentle smile tugged at the corner of his lips. His face was one of complete satisfaction, and a low hum rumbled in the back of his throat. "Baby... I wouldn't hurt you; we don't have to do anything that you don't want to..." He paused to press a kiss to the side of her head. All he wanted was for Madison to feel safe. Yes, he wanted to have sex with her, he wanted that more than he could probably say, only he didn't because he didn't want that to sound like he was pressuring her or forcing something. He was happy to wait for when she was ready, because to him, doing that would mean their first time would be amazing.

He was ready, but he knew that Madison wasn't, and he didn't want it to be like that. Jack rubbed an absent-minded circle into her hip when she started to say that she wanted to change except she didn't seem to make much effort to move, which only made Jack smile. "Hey... just come here." He said softly and tugged her closer, tucking Madison against his chest. His leg tangled with hers. "I do too, but thats what mornings are for..." Jack pressed another kiss to her temple. His eyes started to close again. He never used to fall asleep instantly even when he was tired, but every night he spent with Madison, regardless of what they had been up to, he always fell to sleep within seconds. And so, he could feel himself slipping off to sleep, and his hold around Madison loosened slightly as he relaxed fully. "You're ... so special to me.." Jack murmured in his half asleep state. Not overthought, completely honest in the seconds before slumber. Maybe he didn't mean to say it aloud but he did mean it.

[rpwiththelilflower]

Madison woke up early & for first time since since they started falling asleep together in bed, she wasn’t curled up at his side. Jack was asleep peacefully, & for once she felt secure enough to not death grip him the whole night. At some point she had loosened her hold & just enjoyed behind beside him.

Carefully she rolled over, kissed his shoulder once then smoothed her hand over his stomach to feel his abs. “Goodmorning babe.” A little sleep filled voice called out.

He stirred but didn’t wake fast enough, so she inched closer & rolled herself onto his chest hoping the weight shift would wake him. That soft makeup free face pressed into the crook of his neck & she gave him a little bite on his throat then his shoulder. “Mmmmm I feel so refreshed this morning. You have no idea how much I needed you last night.”

It wasn’t that she needed the physical release (though she wasn’t complaining about that).

She needed Jack.

Only Jack.

“You make everything better… why don’t you stay in bed. Let me bring you breakfast.” There was definitely a pattern forming, a night of release almost always guaranteed Jack would get breakfast in bed & a very appreciative side of Madison. Even when he tried to keep her in bed, she wasn’t having it. She wiggled free & made her way down stairs to her kitchen.

15 minutes later she returned w/ coffee, English muffins, bacon & some eggs. Jack looked all too fitting sitting up in her bed w/ that damn fluffy hair. “Well hello Mr. Ross.” The tray settled on the nightstand & she slipped back under the blankets straddling Jack.

“Have anything you have to do today? I was thinking we could go for a walk at the dam. Get some sunshine, fresh air…”

[jackross]

Jack had been dead asleep until he felt the familiar weight settle against his chest. The bite to his shoulder earned nothing more than a sleepy groan before one arm instinctively wrapped around her waist.

"Mornin', sunshine..." His voice was rough with sleep as he buried his face against her hair, breathing her in before cracking one eye open. A lazy smile spread across his face as he kissed the top of her head.

"You know... this is becoming my favourite way to wake up." He felt her slip away despite the arm around her waist. "...Hey." His grip tightened for half a second. "I wasn't done cuddling."

She escaped anyway, making him chuckle as he watched her disappear downstairs.

Jack flopped back onto the pillows, running a hand through his messy hair before rubbing the sleep from his eyes. He could hear her moving around in the kitchen, pans clinking, cupboards opening. It was domestic in a way he'd never really had before, and he found himself smiling at the ceiling like an idiot.

By the time she came back upstairs, he was sitting against the headboard, still looking half asleep, wearing nothing but his boxers and that permanently tousled morning hair. His eyes immediately went to her instead of the breakfast tray.

"There she is."

He couldn't help grinning as she climbed back onto the bed and settled across his lap. "You keep bringing me breakfast in bed and I'm never leaving." His hands rested comfortably on her thighs as he looked over the tray, then up to Madison's face. "Anything to do today? No... perks of being self employed." Jack smirked and reached out to grab a slice of toast, offering a bite to Madison before biting into it himself. "Hmmm a walk sounds good, some air, leave the cars behind? Make a full day of it. But I will need to change my boxers and shower."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“You say it like it’s a bad thing.”

Madison wiggled her brows then let Jack hold her hips.

“Leave the cars somewhat behind. I figured we could drive to somewhere nice , then have that walk.”

Then when he mentioned changing. She nodded understanding, “yeah, your stiff boxers are hurting me.” That brought a little smile to her face before she pulled back & stretched.

Their romantic night has definitely added some sort of glow to her face.

In the morning after a good orgasm & a good night of sleep, she was radiant. “What?”

Madison took a sip of his coffee. “You’re looking at me suspiciously like you wanna say something.”

When she crawled off his lap & flopped beside him in her large comfy bed, her smile grew again. “I’ll shower first. Then you next.”

The domestic part came next. Jack talked to her while she gathered her clothes all the way until she was showering. “A little louder babe! I can’t hear!”

And he did.

After she blow dried her hair & finally returned to him wearing a cute exercise set. It seemed she was ready for their adventure. “All that stuff sounds complicated, I appreciate you making time for me in your busy schedule.”

Now Madison was listening to Jack, she swore it, but a question was bugging her, “do you think we could do… what we did last night… but… w/ nothing?” That sounded rather exciting & dangerous. “You just can’t…. Put it in…”

[jackross]

Jack let out an exaggerated sigh when she mentioned his boxers. "Well now I'm the victim." He looked down between them before grinning. "I'll file a complaint later." His hands lingered on her hips for another second before giving them one last squeeze as she climbed off him. "You know damn well why they're dirty." Jack murmured with a cheeky smile.

When she caught him staring, he didn't even try to hide it.

"What? was just thinking." He leaned back against the headboard, looking her over with an appreciative smile. "You look different this morning. Relaxed. Happy." His smile softened. "I like seeing you like this."

When she disappeared into the bathroom, Jack chuckled to himself before taking another bite of breakfast. Then her voice echoed through the house.

"A little louder babe! I can't hear!"

He laughed. "I SAID...."

"I'M STARTING TO THINK YOU JUST LIKE MAKING ME YELL."

A beat passed. "I ALSO SAID YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL."

He could hear her laugh through the bathroom door, which made him laugh too. By the time she'd finished getting ready, he'd showered, thrown on a fitted charcoal T-shirt, jeans, and his boots. His hair was still a little damp as he grabbed his keys from the dresser.

The moment she walked back into the bedroom in her workout clothes, he looked up and completely forgot what he was doing.

"...Jesus." A slow smile spread across his face. "You really are trying to distract me today." Then she said that, and Jack felt his cheeks flush slightly which honestly had nothing to do with the warm shower he'd had. But he stepped in closer and grabby hands reached for Madison's waist. "With nothing?" He repeated lowly and tugged her flush against his chest. "Baby.... I can't say no to you."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“That went actually a lot easier than I thought it was going to go.”

She laughed awkwardly.

“Seriously… I…. I thought we’d have a bigger talk about it. About not being able to hold back. About… why. Risks. Benefits. Something.” She shrugged lightly, “but, if you’re all for it. If you’re sure we can… control ourselves…”

She turned away to face her mirror pretending to fix her sports bra & trying deathly hard to not make eye contact. “Anyway!” It was just like her to jump ship when things got a little uncomfortable, “so, a long walk, I think an ice tea & a few protein bars will definitely keep me happy all day.”

Then she stepped out of his hold & began to tie up her hair up in an extra bouncy pony tail.

“Should I grab us some water? Oh!” Her eyes widened insanely big. “Oh my god Jack!” You would think the way her eyes bulged she had witnessed a car wreck, but no… this wasn’t the case.

“WE SHOULD GET MATCHING WATER BOTTLES!”

Madison ran off toward her phone, hands reached out eager to rip through Amazon. “O ink & blue? Black & white? Black & pink? Pink & red?” She was spouting off options before hurrying down the stairs toward her wallet to grab her credit card, completely forgetting she had just asked Jack to do something rather intimate w/ her.

[jackross]

Jack blinked after her for a second, and he shrugged. "I mean... do I think I'll struggle? Yeah... but I have to tell you, it's not something I've done before." He paused, and his expression softened. "Benefits? Hmm, feeling closer to you, and I don't just mean in the physical sense..." He chewed his lip and fully considered it for a moment. "But I won't do anything you don't want me to do...." He leaned against the bedroom doorframe with his coffee in one hand, watching her disappear downstairs like she'd just uncovered the greatest mystery known to mankind. Jack laughed softly as he sipped on his coffee, waiting for her to come back.

"Thirty seconds ago we were talkin' about us taking the next step..." he called after her. "Now you're sprinting downstairs because we need matching water bottles." A grin spread across his face.

Setting his mug down, he followed at a much slower pace, hearing drawers opening and Madison muttering color combinations to herself before he'd even reached the bottom of the stairs. Jack folded his arms against the kitchen doorway, just watching her. God, he'd missed her. Those nights she had been away, this was what he had missed just as much as the other stuff.

"You know..." he said, amusement thick in his voice, "I think this is exactly why I don't worry about us." He pushed himself off the doorway and wandered over until he was standing behind her again.

"'Cause no matter how serious things get, you'll always find a way of making me smile."

His hands settled comfortably on her hips before he rested his chin on her shoulder, looking down at her phone. "Hmm..." He pretended to study the options with complete seriousness. "Black and white's classy."

A beat.

"But if we're bein' honest..." His lips brushed lightly against the side of her head. "I kinda like the idea of black and pink." He smirked.

[rpwiththelilflower]

“You make it sound so simple & easy.” She called back.

“Guess all that… nervousness was just that.”

And it didn’t seem like too big of a deal to Jack, which was a tad odd.

But Madison didnt focus on that.

When he managed to stop her mini tornado from ripping through downstairs, she looked back at him, “black & pink huh?”

“Okay, they will be here just in time for our next adventure!” She shoved the phone into his face & wiggled it, “today, you’ll have to deal w/ plain ol’ plastic water bottles.”

Madison then slipped through his fingers once more to run to the bathroom just to run back w/ her toothbrush in mouth.

“Oh my god… can we get ice cream again? Should we invite Kim & Steve?” Her head tilted, “no that’s too obvious. He will never come.” Several more ideas were spouted off before she turned those down before Jack could say anything.

Eventually she was standing at the front door w/ their waters ready to go.

There was something peaceful about sitting passenger princess in jacks mustang. Somehow those awkward car rides disappeared completely & morphed into something more causal which involved holding hands & humming along to music.

Jack drove them to a new park which Madison seemed to beam at. She loved new things, or moreso she loved new things when she had someone to experience them w/.

[jackross]

Jack let out a quiet laugh as he pulled the Mustang into a parking space, shaking his head while he killed the engine. Jack climbed out and walked around to her side, opening the passenger door more out of habit than necessity. Once she stepped out, he caught her hand again instead of letting her wander off immediately.

"There is one thing I wanna say though." His smile softened. "You keep saying I make it sound easy." A small shrug lifted one shoulder. "It isn't." The admission came quieter than most things he said. "I'm nervous too."

He looked away toward the lake for a second before meeting her eyes again. "I just... don't really know how I'm supposed to say that...." His thumb brushed over her knuckles. "I've never wanted to make sure I don't screw something up this badly." A chuckle escaped him. "I know exactly what I want." His eyes stayed locked on hers. "I want you."

Another pause.

"But I also want the mornings after. Breakfast in bed. You stealing my coffee. You dragging me into buying matching water bottles." He laughed under his breath. "Hell, I even like watching you disappear halfway through a conversation because you remembered something completely random." His hand lifted, tucking a loose strand of hair behind her ear.

"So yeah... I'm nervous. Not because I don't know what I want."

He smiled, gentler now.

"I'm nervous because I finally found something worth taking my time with."

[rpwiththelilflower]

Madison felt her heart flutter.

Jack had a way of talking that made her feel like the world shined for her. And the way he held her, it was like nothing she had ever felt.

“Worth taking your time…”

It was so heavy.

It was so clear.

But Madison couldn’t fully allow herself to accept jacks full blown affection. So she did what she always did, play it off… make light of the conversation.

“Is that your way of telling me you’re only into quickies? Or that you are a two pump chump?”

When the grip tightened around her hand she giggled. That seemed to have struck a nerve & Madison was growing famous for doing that. But in all seriousness, she had to easy up a bit…

“Don’t be nervous… it’s not you I’m worried about messing this up. Trust me, I am just as worried about messing this up too… especially when…” she squeezed his hand, “when I’m starting to feel the way I think I am…”.

Madison quickly shoved the water into his hands & gave him a tug. “Cmon big boy, thought we were gonna get some steps in.” She had no problem leading the way on some adventures & when no one they knew was around, she had no problem being affectionate & even… loving.

This adventure seemed different. Madison broke out her camera several times to take photos together, photos of him, it was like she wanted to document everything of this moment. They found a little bridge next to the lake & they stood there leaning over the rail. Madison was busying herself by looking at the cute turtles & coming up w/ fun names.

When her phone rang she absentmindedly answered it w/ a smile on her face.

“Miss Claire.”

“Hey sis.”

Madison glanced at Jack like she had just made a mistake. “Mia.”

[jackross]

Jack laughed, shaking his head as she accused him of being a two-pump chump. "Oh, you're really funny." His hand tightened around hers just enough to make his point before he bumped his shoulder against hers. "Keep talking." A grin tugged at the corner of his mouth.

"You're gonna find out eventually." The words came out with more confidence than he actually felt. Because truthfully? He didn't know. He'd never wanted something to go right this badly before. Before Madison, he had been in the sort of gap alot of young people fall into when they're single. Isaac had called his slut era.... Jack had been with people, but it had been just physical, so he hadn't felt any pressure; if it was bad, he wasn't going to see them again anyway. But with Madison... he was still so scared he'd mess it up somehow...

Her next confession stole every smart-ass remark right out of his mouth.

"When I'm starting to feel the way I think I am..."

Jack slowed his pace for a second. His thumb stroked across the back of her hand. " Honestly? I don't think either of us is gonna mess this up." He looked at her, smiling softly. "But if we do..." He shrugged. "...we'll figure it out. Together."

That word slipped out so naturally he barely realised he'd said it. The rest of the walk felt... easy. Comfortable. He found himself laughing more than he'd laughed in weeks as Madison wandered from turtle names to bird watching to stopping every five minutes because she'd found another photo she absolutely had to take. He didn't complain once.

If anything, he found himself posing whenever she lifted the camera, making stupid faces just to hear her laugh before she'd inevitably roll her eyes and make him stand properly. Lifting his shirt on occasion just to get that soft little flustered laugh from her.

"You know," he said as she snapped another candid picture of him leaning against the bridge rail, "I'm starting to think this whole walk was just an excuse to fill your camera roll with pictures of me." His smirk widened.

He slipped an arm loosely around her waist as they leaned over the bridge together, watching the turtles paddle lazily through the water. For a little while... Everything else disappeared. Then her phone rang. Jack wasn't paying much attention until he heard the voice.

"Miss Claire."

He smiled to himself. Probably work. Then...

"Hey sis."

The smile vanished almost immediately. He looked over just in time to catch the expression on Madison's face. Then she mouthed the name.

Mia.

Jack didn't say a word. Instead, his hand quietly found the small of Madison's back, grounding her without interrupting the call. Whatever this conversation was about... She wasn't facing it alone.

[rpwiththelilflower]

“What are you doing?”

“What do YOU want?” Madison said back w/ a bit of attitude.

“You haven’t answered any of my calls since the last time we spoke.”

“You mean the last time you tried to give me great dating advice? You mean that shitty pep talk?” She rolled her eyes & shook her head, “I’m busy right now.”

“Are you w/ your boyfriend?”

Madison huffed, “he’s not my boyfriend.”

“Can I talk to him?”

“No.” Madison scoffed as if to the ‘the nerve of this girl’. “I have to go—“

“Wait!” Mia said quickly, “Gary is in the hospital .” She said softly, “motorcycle accident, he’s got some broken ribs, broken tibia, & a punctured lung.”

Madison froze, “oh my god.”

“We weren’t going to tell you. But… Gary wanted me to call you.” She paused, “he always had a soft spot for you, even after you ran away.”

Madison frowned, “you guys weren’t going to tell me????”

“He’s at the hospital. The one w/ that funky name… & I’m sure he could use some visitors.” She could practically hear the eye roll behind the phone, “let’s make it clear… you’re only invited because Gary wants to see you. And bring your little boyfriend….”. Then she hung up.

Madison pulled her phone from her ear, “that bitch, she knows I hate when she hangs up on me!”

Madison didn’t think Jack heard the call.

Or the specific request to bring Jack to the hospital. She slipped her phone back into her pocket & shook her head w/o saying anything at first. “Fuck….” Then she covered her face, “fuck!”

Everything in her was telling her to go see Gary.

But she didn’t want the worlds of good & evil to collide.

Not yet.

[jackross]

Jack had heard enough. Not every word. But enough. He heard the word hospital. Then motorcycle. The way her voice cracked. And then...

"Gary."

He watched the color drain from her face before she muttered those two quiet curses under her breath. Without thinking, he stepped in closer, one hand settling gently against the small of her back.

"Hey." His voice stayed low. "Look at me." He waited until she finally did. Jack gave her hand a reassuring squeeze. "Sunshine...You should go." There wasn't any hesitation. "He's your family. God knows me and Nicky don't talk much, but if he was laid up somewhere, I'd want to see him..."

His thumb brushed slowly across her knuckles. "I know you. I saw your face when she told you. You were already halfway there in your head." A faint smile softened his features. "And for what it's worth... I don't think Mia invited me. I think she was trying to get under your skin." He gave a small shrug.

"Seems like she's pretty good at it." His eyes searched hers. "If you want me there... I'll come. I'll sit quietly in the waiting room if that's easier." Jack paused to try and figure out which way Madison was leaning. His eyes flickered over her face slowly, and he reached out a hand to cup her cheek gently. "I'll drive. Whatever you need." His hazel eyes locked onto her brown ones, and for a moment he didn't speak; he just looked into those damn eyes. He already knew this, but there now wasn't a single doubt in Jack's head.... he really would do anything for Madison.

A small smile returned.

"...Besides." He gave her hand another squeeze. "I've got a feeling your brother and I are gonna meet eventually. If today ends up being that day... I'm okay with it." He tilted Madison's chin just enough to look at him. "But if you don't want me there, that's okay too... if you don't even want to go... I'll still be right here."

[rpwiththelilflower]

Jack was sending Madison into overdrive each time he fucked into her. He was exciting & whatever this was between them, it was special. This had to mean something right? It was a forbidden feeling she had sworn off, but each time he slammed into her she felt a brief connection that made her wonder if she was ready for more?

Jack was temptation at its finest & hottest.

Then his hazel eyes poured into hers & for a second, she could see her whole future.

And it looked beautiful:

Him, her, a dog, a house, them in bed…

The life she always wanted seemed plausible w/ Jack.

Something rang her ears & those cute little brows pulled together: “hey!” She reached up & caught his jaw in her hand breaking their kiss, his hips were still searching for her but she squeezed his face (maybe even a little harder than she should’ve).

“You’re babe…. I’m your baby.” Her tone was firm like she was drawing a clear line in the sand. She wanted to be his baby & wanted to hear him say it.

Madison didn’t have alot of experience w/ guys, but one thing was certain, no man had ever been as sweet as Jack.

He called her such pretty names: baby, sunshine, menace.

Those sounded so lovely compared to what she had heard in the past: stupid, Maddie, or useless

Madison had warned Jack about spoiling her. She could feel herself slipping down a dangerous path of happiness. And as they stared at eachother there was some obvious chemistry that had been building between them for month. And some how they ended up here: grinding up against eachother like horny teenagers, making out like their life depended on it.

The hold on his face loosened & he was guided to a slow & sweet kiss.

And then they were back at it again. Her moans, his growls, the kissing, the headboard slamming, the whispers of affections.

It was too much & yet not enough.

She was right where she wanted to be.

Then their shared moment came (literally).

They were mid kiss that she had to break to cry & moan. Their sweaty foreheads pressed together & Madison wrapped her arms around jacks board shoulders to hold him through his release. “Shhhhh~ it’s okay, I got you.”

[jackross]

Jack's body erupted in goosebumps. It wasn't just the way Madison's body felt under him; it wasn't just the way she was looking at him. It was how right this all felt. How right she felt. It scared him and excited him all at the same time. Because he could imagine it, he could see it. And he'd never had that before, not with anyone. Not even when he had convinced himself it had been real with others, nothing had come close to this. When she cupped his jaw, Jack's eyes locked onto Madison's and his mouth curved into a slow smirk. "Okay, baby, but for the record? I kinda like being your baby too." He said raspily. His voice was low and husky, the kind of way even he hadn't heard himself sound in a long time. And yet, Madison brought it out of him so easily. He ducked his head down again and stole a hungry kiss, it wasn't soft but it was deep. It felt as though he couldn't stop himself. He couldn't. Not when it came to Madison. Not when she was looking up at him like that. A low half moan, half growl curled low in the back of Jack's throat and his body decided for him that he had to move faster. Harder. He was so close...again. He never thought that he would do something like this, not even six months ago he would have scoffed at the idea, or maybe even laughed. But with Madison, he was honestly just grateful to have her in whatever way she was willing to give. He was also more than willing to wait. Moments like this helped to satiate the hunger inside he had for her. For now. His hand slipped up beneath her shirt and cupped around her again. His touch wasn't as harsh this time. It was more appreciative. And he puffed out his chest to where Madison's hands touched him, pressing himself into her touch. Greedy for more of her, always. Then it happened, and his body let go hard. All at once and a low, loud moan tumbled from Jack's mouth that he had no control over. His body was covered in both goosebumps and slick with sweat. He could feel how damp Madison was between her legs, and that pulled another quieter, breathier moan from Jack before he collapsed against Madison. His head pressed to her chest as he tried to catch his breath. "Madison...." He breathed out...."That.... you.... it was.... amazing."

[rpwiththelilflower]

Madison was breathing hard & shaking from the overwhelming pleasure that had torn through her.

When Jack collapsed, her arms immediately encompassed him in a tight hug. She held him close while running her hand through his damp sweaty hair. The only sound was their heavy breathing & even when Jack tried to talk, she shushed him gently in his ear. “Shh…. Don’t think…. Just be here w/ me.”

Suddenly the long week felt like nothing more than a minor inconvenience, all that mattered was Jack in her arms & their hearts beating for eachother. Her hand slowed from playing w/ his dark hair & she pressed her lips to his temple & planted them there for a while.

When she felt herself drifting that’s when she chose to talk, “how are you feeling?” Madison shifted a bit & stretched by arching her back beneath his heavy body. They managed to untangle themselves & Madison immediately rolled over so she was pressed right up against jacks chest, leg over his torso.

She was well aware he was still marinating in cum, but she didn’t care.

She selfishly would keep him at her dispense.

“Does it bother you?” She asked. “That we haven’t…. You know… all the way?” Madison shifted so her head was peering up at him. “Do you think the real thing will…. Feel just a good?”

Here came the flood of doubt.

[jackross]

Jack didn't really care that he severely needed to clean up; he didn't care that his thighs were screaming in protest from the position he had been keeping himself up in. He only cared that he stayed in Madison's arms. It felt like nothing else existed outside of her bedroom, not the street, not his garage, nobody else except them. Which, after the week they'd had, surrounded by other people, was just paradise to Jack. He pressed a kiss to her neck, and his eyes fluttered closed for a moment, just enjoying their little bubble. "I don't think I can talk..." He murmured sleepily, and a soft laugh fell from his lips. The kind that not many people got to hear, not from Jack. "All I know is... this is my favourite place to be." Not just because of what they had done, or what she had made him feel, but because he felt safe. When Madison adjusted their positions, Jack let out a gentle sigh, happy to be lying flat. His arms wrapped around her almost instantly. "What am I feeling?" Jack repeated, and held her close to his chest so that he could press a kiss to Madison's temple. "Satisfied...safe... secure...." He smirked lazily, "All the S's.....what about you? What do you feel?" At her next question, Jack shook his head once. "No it doesn't bother me." Which was true; he just never thought it would be true of him. "I'm pretty sure you'll be worth the wait." Jack murmured. He then shifted and lifted his hips just enough to tug his sweats the rest of the way off, they were already at his knees. Leaving him in his less-than-clean boxers, but he didn't mind. "I think it feel amazing.." He said softly as his eyes fluttered closed again. "don't you?"

[rpwiththelilflower]

Madison smiled at his response.

She looked tired, her hair was messy, cheeks pink, eyelids fighting to stay awake for a just a few minutes longer w/ him.

“I don’t know.” She replied while looking up at him. “I hope it does… I want it to.” There was a little moment of quietness before she pressed into him again. “I want it to feel good for you. And I hope it doesn’t hurt…”

Though this moment should been something to bask in, she could feel them testing the boundaries & that scared her. It seemed like everyday they were testing the waters to see how far they could tread & it was only a matter of time before they pass the point of no return. Madison didn’t need to ask if Jack felt the same way, she knew he did, & if they crossed the line, Jack wouldn’t stop. And she wouldn’t want him to.

Physically she wanted him & she was ready.

Emotionally, not so much.

Mentally, definitely not.

The amount of tormented disappointment she faced when her & Zach started sleeping together was devastating. She wanted this time to be different. How could she handle more unsatisfied looks, failed attempts & endless questions of ‘what’s wrong w/ me’.

Jack was different from everything she had known, so there was even more pressure to satisfy him. In her head she believed if she couldn’t satisfy him, she’d never be able to keep him.

“I need to clean up.” She whispered while touching her wet panties. “I need to get up…”

Her voice was heavy & all those ‘I need to’s’ faded. She fell asleep semi cuddled to Jack.

[jackross]

Jack held onto Madison, and a gentle smile tugged at the corner of his lips. His face was one of complete satisfaction, and a low hum rumbled in the back of his throat. "Baby... I wouldn't hurt you; we don't have to do anything that you don't want to..." He paused to press a kiss to the side of her head. All he wanted was for Madison to feel safe. Yes, he wanted to have sex with her, he wanted that more than he could probably say, only he didn't because he didn't want that to sound like he was pressuring her or forcing something. He was happy to wait for when she was ready, because to him, doing that would mean their first time would be amazing.

He was ready, but he knew that Madison wasn't, and he didn't want it to be like that. Jack rubbed an absent-minded circle into her hip when she started to say that she wanted to change except she didn't seem to make much effort to move, which only made Jack smile. "Hey... just come here." He said softly and tugged her closer, tucking Madison against his chest. His leg tangled with hers. "I do too, but thats what mornings are for..." Jack pressed another kiss to her temple. His eyes started to close again. He never used to fall asleep instantly even when he was tired, but every night he spent with Madison, regardless of what they had been up to, he always fell to sleep within seconds. And so, he could feel himself slipping off to sleep, and his hold around Madison loosened slightly as he relaxed fully. "You're ... so special to me.." Jack murmured in his half asleep state. Not overthought, completely honest in the seconds before slumber. Maybe he didn't mean to say it aloud but he did mean it.

[rpwiththelilflower]

Madison woke up early & for first time since since they started falling asleep together in bed, she wasn’t curled up at his side. Jack was asleep peacefully, & for once she felt secure enough to not death grip him the whole night. At some point she had loosened her hold & just enjoyed behind beside him.

Carefully she rolled over, kissed his shoulder once then smoothed her hand over his stomach to feel his abs. “Goodmorning babe.” A little sleep filled voice called out.

He stirred but didn’t wake fast enough, so she inched closer & rolled herself onto his chest hoping the weight shift would wake him. That soft makeup free face pressed into the crook of his neck & she gave him a little bite on his throat then his shoulder. “Mmmmm I feel so refreshed this morning. You have no idea how much I needed you last night.”

It wasn’t that she needed the physical release (though she wasn’t complaining about that).

She needed Jack.

Only Jack.

“You make everything better… why don’t you stay in bed. Let me bring you breakfast.” There was definitely a pattern forming, a night of release almost always guaranteed Jack would get breakfast in bed & a very appreciative side of Madison. Even when he tried to keep her in bed, she wasn’t having it. She wiggled free & made her way down stairs to her kitchen.

15 minutes later she returned w/ coffee, English muffins, bacon & some eggs. Jack looked all too fitting sitting up in her bed w/ that damn fluffy hair. “Well hello Mr. Ross.” The tray settled on the nightstand & she slipped back under the blankets straddling Jack.

“Have anything you have to do today? I was thinking we could go for a walk at the dam. Get some sunshine, fresh air…”

[jackross]

Jack had been dead asleep until he felt the familiar weight settle against his chest. The bite to his shoulder earned nothing more than a sleepy groan before one arm instinctively wrapped around her waist.

"Mornin', sunshine..." His voice was rough with sleep as he buried his face against her hair, breathing her in before cracking one eye open. A lazy smile spread across his face as he kissed the top of her head.

"You know... this is becoming my favourite way to wake up." He felt her slip away despite the arm around her waist. "...Hey." His grip tightened for half a second. "I wasn't done cuddling."

She escaped anyway, making him chuckle as he watched her disappear downstairs.

Jack flopped back onto the pillows, running a hand through his messy hair before rubbing the sleep from his eyes. He could hear her moving around in the kitchen, pans clinking, cupboards opening. It was domestic in a way he'd never really had before, and he found himself smiling at the ceiling like an idiot.

By the time she came back upstairs, he was sitting against the headboard, still looking half asleep, wearing nothing but his boxers and that permanently tousled morning hair. His eyes immediately went to her instead of the breakfast tray.

"There she is."

He couldn't help grinning as she climbed back onto the bed and settled across his lap. "You keep bringing me breakfast in bed and I'm never leaving." His hands rested comfortably on her thighs as he looked over the tray, then up to Madison's face. "Anything to do today? No... perks of being self employed." Jack smirked and reached out to grab a slice of toast, offering a bite to Madison before biting into it himself. "Hmmm a walk sounds good, some air, leave the cars behind? Make a full day of it. But I will need to change my boxers and shower."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“You say it like it’s a bad thing.”

Madison wiggled her brows then let Jack hold her hips.

“Leave the cars somewhat behind. I figured we could drive to somewhere nice , then have that walk.”

Then when he mentioned changing. She nodded understanding, “yeah, your stiff boxers are hurting me.” That brought a little smile to her face before she pulled back & stretched.

Their romantic night has definitely added some sort of glow to her face.

In the morning after a good orgasm & a good night of sleep, she was radiant. “What?”

Madison took a sip of his coffee. “You’re looking at me suspiciously like you wanna say something.”

When she crawled off his lap & flopped beside him in her large comfy bed, her smile grew again. “I’ll shower first. Then you next.”

The domestic part came next. Jack talked to her while she gathered her clothes all the way until she was showering. “A little louder babe! I can’t hear!”

And he did.

After she blow dried her hair & finally returned to him wearing a cute exercise set. It seemed she was ready for their adventure. “All that stuff sounds complicated, I appreciate you making time for me in your busy schedule.”

Now Madison was listening to Jack, she swore it, but a question was bugging her, “do you think we could do… what we did last night… but… w/ nothing?” That sounded rather exciting & dangerous. “You just can’t…. Put it in…”

[jackross]

Jack let out an exaggerated sigh when she mentioned his boxers. "Well now I'm the victim." He looked down between them before grinning. "I'll file a complaint later." His hands lingered on her hips for another second before giving them one last squeeze as she climbed off him. "You know damn well why they're dirty." Jack murmured with a cheeky smile.

When she caught him staring, he didn't even try to hide it.

"What? was just thinking." He leaned back against the headboard, looking her over with an appreciative smile. "You look different this morning. Relaxed. Happy." His smile softened. "I like seeing you like this."

When she disappeared into the bathroom, Jack chuckled to himself before taking another bite of breakfast. Then her voice echoed through the house.

"A little louder babe! I can't hear!"

He laughed. "I SAID...."

"I'M STARTING TO THINK YOU JUST LIKE MAKING ME YELL."

A beat passed. "I ALSO SAID YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL."

He could hear her laugh through the bathroom door, which made him laugh too. By the time she'd finished getting ready, he'd showered, thrown on a fitted charcoal T-shirt, jeans, and his boots. His hair was still a little damp as he grabbed his keys from the dresser.

The moment she walked back into the bedroom in her workout clothes, he looked up and completely forgot what he was doing.

"...Jesus." A slow smile spread across his face. "You really are trying to distract me today." Then she said that, and Jack felt his cheeks flush slightly which honestly had nothing to do with the warm shower he'd had. But he stepped in closer and grabby hands reached for Madison's waist. "With nothing?" He repeated lowly and tugged her flush against his chest. "Baby.... I can't say no to you."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“That went actually a lot easier than I thought it was going to go.”

She laughed awkwardly.

“Seriously… I…. I thought we’d have a bigger talk about it. About not being able to hold back. About… why. Risks. Benefits. Something.” She shrugged lightly, “but, if you’re all for it. If you’re sure we can… control ourselves…”

She turned away to face her mirror pretending to fix her sports bra & trying deathly hard to not make eye contact. “Anyway!” It was just like her to jump ship when things got a little uncomfortable, “so, a long walk, I think an ice tea & a few protein bars will definitely keep me happy all day.”

Then she stepped out of his hold & began to tie up her hair up in an extra bouncy pony tail.

“Should I grab us some water? Oh!” Her eyes widened insanely big. “Oh my god Jack!” You would think the way her eyes bulged she had witnessed a car wreck, but no… this wasn’t the case.

“WE SHOULD GET MATCHING WATER BOTTLES!”

Madison ran off toward her phone, hands reached out eager to rip through Amazon. “O ink & blue? Black & white? Black & pink? Pink & red?” She was spouting off options before hurrying down the stairs toward her wallet to grab her credit card, completely forgetting she had just asked Jack to do something rather intimate w/ her.

[jackross]

Jack blinked after her for a second, and he shrugged. "I mean... do I think I'll struggle? Yeah... but I have to tell you, it's not something I've done before." He paused, and his expression softened. "Benefits? Hmm, feeling closer to you, and I don't just mean in the physical sense..." He chewed his lip and fully considered it for a moment. "But I won't do anything you don't want me to do...." He leaned against the bedroom doorframe with his coffee in one hand, watching her disappear downstairs like she'd just uncovered the greatest mystery known to mankind. Jack laughed softly as he sipped on his coffee, waiting for her to come back.

"Thirty seconds ago we were talkin' about us taking the next step..." he called after her. "Now you're sprinting downstairs because we need matching water bottles." A grin spread across his face.

Setting his mug down, he followed at a much slower pace, hearing drawers opening and Madison muttering color combinations to herself before he'd even reached the bottom of the stairs. Jack folded his arms against the kitchen doorway, just watching her. God, he'd missed her. Those nights she had been away, this was what he had missed just as much as the other stuff.

"You know..." he said, amusement thick in his voice, "I think this is exactly why I don't worry about us." He pushed himself off the doorway and wandered over until he was standing behind her again.

"'Cause no matter how serious things get, you'll always find a way of making me smile."

His hands settled comfortably on her hips before he rested his chin on her shoulder, looking down at her phone. "Hmm..." He pretended to study the options with complete seriousness. "Black and white's classy."

A beat.

"But if we're bein' honest..." His lips brushed lightly against the side of her head. "I kinda like the idea of black and pink." He smirked.

[rpwiththelilflower]

“You make it sound so simple & easy.” She called back.

“Guess all that… nervousness was just that.”

And it didn’t seem like too big of a deal to Jack, which was a tad odd.

But Madison didnt focus on that.

When he managed to stop her mini tornado from ripping through downstairs, she looked back at him, “black & pink huh?”

“Okay, they will be here just in time for our next adventure!” She shoved the phone into his face & wiggled it, “today, you’ll have to deal w/ plain ol’ plastic water bottles.”

Madison then slipped through his fingers once more to run to the bathroom just to run back w/ her toothbrush in mouth.

“Oh my god… can we get ice cream again? Should we invite Kim & Steve?” Her head tilted, “no that’s too obvious. He will never come.” Several more ideas were spouted off before she turned those down before Jack could say anything.

Eventually she was standing at the front door w/ their waters ready to go.

There was something peaceful about sitting passenger princess in jacks mustang. Somehow those awkward car rides disappeared completely & morphed into something more causal which involved holding hands & humming along to music.

Jack drove them to a new park which Madison seemed to beam at. She loved new things, or moreso she loved new things when she had someone to experience them w/.

[jackross]

Jack let out a quiet laugh as he pulled the Mustang into a parking space, shaking his head while he killed the engine. Jack climbed out and walked around to her side, opening the passenger door more out of habit than necessity. Once she stepped out, he caught her hand again instead of letting her wander off immediately.

"There is one thing I wanna say though." His smile softened. "You keep saying I make it sound easy." A small shrug lifted one shoulder. "It isn't." The admission came quieter than most things he said. "I'm nervous too."

He looked away toward the lake for a second before meeting her eyes again. "I just... don't really know how I'm supposed to say that...." His thumb brushed over her knuckles. "I've never wanted to make sure I don't screw something up this badly." A chuckle escaped him. "I know exactly what I want." His eyes stayed locked on hers. "I want you."

Another pause.

"But I also want the mornings after. Breakfast in bed. You stealing my coffee. You dragging me into buying matching water bottles." He laughed under his breath. "Hell, I even like watching you disappear halfway through a conversation because you remembered something completely random." His hand lifted, tucking a loose strand of hair behind her ear.

"So yeah... I'm nervous. Not because I don't know what I want."

He smiled, gentler now.

"I'm nervous because I finally found something worth taking my time with."

[rpwiththelilflower]

Madison felt her heart flutter.

Jack had a way of talking that made her feel like the world shined for her. And the way he held her, it was like nothing she had ever felt.

“Worth taking your time…”

It was so heavy.

It was so clear.

But Madison couldn’t fully allow herself to accept jacks full blown affection. So she did what she always did, play it off… make light of the conversation.

“Is that your way of telling me you’re only into quickies? Or that you are a two pump chump?”

When the grip tightened around her hand she giggled. That seemed to have struck a nerve & Madison was growing famous for doing that. But in all seriousness, she had to easy up a bit…

“Don’t be nervous… it’s not you I’m worried about messing this up. Trust me, I am just as worried about messing this up too… especially when…” she squeezed his hand, “when I’m starting to feel the way I think I am…”.

Madison quickly shoved the water into his hands & gave him a tug. “Cmon big boy, thought we were gonna get some steps in.” She had no problem leading the way on some adventures & when no one they knew was around, she had no problem being affectionate & even… loving.

This adventure seemed different. Madison broke out her camera several times to take photos together, photos of him, it was like she wanted to document everything of this moment. They found a little bridge next to the lake & they stood there leaning over the rail. Madison was busying herself by looking at the cute turtles & coming up w/ fun names.

When her phone rang she absentmindedly answered it w/ a smile on her face.

“Miss Claire.”

“Hey sis.”

Madison glanced at Jack like she had just made a mistake. “Mia.”

[jackross]

Jack laughed, shaking his head as she accused him of being a two-pump chump. "Oh, you're really funny." His hand tightened around hers just enough to make his point before he bumped his shoulder against hers. "Keep talking." A grin tugged at the corner of his mouth.

"You're gonna find out eventually." The words came out with more confidence than he actually felt. Because truthfully? He didn't know. He'd never wanted something to go right this badly before. Before Madison, he had been in the sort of gap alot of young people fall into when they're single. Isaac had called his slut era.... Jack had been with people, but it had been just physical, so he hadn't felt any pressure; if it was bad, he wasn't going to see them again anyway. But with Madison... he was still so scared he'd mess it up somehow...

Her next confession stole every smart-ass remark right out of his mouth.

"When I'm starting to feel the way I think I am..."

Jack slowed his pace for a second. His thumb stroked across the back of her hand. " Honestly? I don't think either of us is gonna mess this up." He looked at her, smiling softly. "But if we do..." He shrugged. "...we'll figure it out. Together."

That word slipped out so naturally he barely realised he'd said it. The rest of the walk felt... easy. Comfortable. He found himself laughing more than he'd laughed in weeks as Madison wandered from turtle names to bird watching to stopping every five minutes because she'd found another photo she absolutely had to take. He didn't complain once.

If anything, he found himself posing whenever she lifted the camera, making stupid faces just to hear her laugh before she'd inevitably roll her eyes and make him stand properly. Lifting his shirt on occasion just to get that soft little flustered laugh from her.

"You know," he said as she snapped another candid picture of him leaning against the bridge rail, "I'm starting to think this whole walk was just an excuse to fill your camera roll with pictures of me." His smirk widened.

He slipped an arm loosely around her waist as they leaned over the bridge together, watching the turtles paddle lazily through the water. For a little while... Everything else disappeared. Then her phone rang. Jack wasn't paying much attention until he heard the voice.

"Miss Claire."

He smiled to himself. Probably work. Then...

"Hey sis."

The smile vanished almost immediately. He looked over just in time to catch the expression on Madison's face. Then she mouthed the name.

Mia.

Jack didn't say a word. Instead, his hand quietly found the small of Madison's back, grounding her without interrupting the call. Whatever this conversation was about... She wasn't facing it alone.

[rpwiththelilflower]

Jack was sending Madison into overdrive each time he fucked into her. He was exciting & whatever this was between them, it was special. This had to mean something right? It was a forbidden feeling she had sworn off, but each time he slammed into her she felt a brief connection that made her wonder if she was ready for more?

Jack was temptation at its finest & hottest.

Then his hazel eyes poured into hers & for a second, she could see her whole future.

And it looked beautiful:

Him, her, a dog, a house, them in bed…

The life she always wanted seemed plausible w/ Jack.

Something rang her ears & those cute little brows pulled together: “hey!” She reached up & caught his jaw in her hand breaking their kiss, his hips were still searching for her but she squeezed his face (maybe even a little harder than she should’ve).

“You’re babe…. I’m your baby.” Her tone was firm like she was drawing a clear line in the sand. She wanted to be his baby & wanted to hear him say it.

Madison didn’t have alot of experience w/ guys, but one thing was certain, no man had ever been as sweet as Jack.

He called her such pretty names: baby, sunshine, menace.

Those sounded so lovely compared to what she had heard in the past: stupid, Maddie, or useless

Madison had warned Jack about spoiling her. She could feel herself slipping down a dangerous path of happiness. And as they stared at eachother there was some obvious chemistry that had been building between them for month. And some how they ended up here: grinding up against eachother like horny teenagers, making out like their life depended on it.

The hold on his face loosened & he was guided to a slow & sweet kiss.

And then they were back at it again. Her moans, his growls, the kissing, the headboard slamming, the whispers of affections.

It was too much & yet not enough.

She was right where she wanted to be.

Then their shared moment came (literally).

They were mid kiss that she had to break to cry & moan. Their sweaty foreheads pressed together & Madison wrapped her arms around jacks board shoulders to hold him through his release. “Shhhhh~ it’s okay, I got you.”

[jackross]

Jack's body erupted in goosebumps. It wasn't just the way Madison's body felt under him; it wasn't just the way she was looking at him. It was how right this all felt. How right she felt. It scared him and excited him all at the same time. Because he could imagine it, he could see it. And he'd never had that before, not with anyone. Not even when he had convinced himself it had been real with others, nothing had come close to this. When she cupped his jaw, Jack's eyes locked onto Madison's and his mouth curved into a slow smirk. "Okay, baby, but for the record? I kinda like being your baby too." He said raspily. His voice was low and husky, the kind of way even he hadn't heard himself sound in a long time. And yet, Madison brought it out of him so easily. He ducked his head down again and stole a hungry kiss, it wasn't soft but it was deep. It felt as though he couldn't stop himself. He couldn't. Not when it came to Madison. Not when she was looking up at him like that. A low half moan, half growl curled low in the back of Jack's throat and his body decided for him that he had to move faster. Harder. He was so close...again. He never thought that he would do something like this, not even six months ago he would have scoffed at the idea, or maybe even laughed. But with Madison, he was honestly just grateful to have her in whatever way she was willing to give. He was also more than willing to wait. Moments like this helped to satiate the hunger inside he had for her. For now. His hand slipped up beneath her shirt and cupped around her again. His touch wasn't as harsh this time. It was more appreciative. And he puffed out his chest to where Madison's hands touched him, pressing himself into her touch. Greedy for more of her, always. Then it happened, and his body let go hard. All at once and a low, loud moan tumbled from Jack's mouth that he had no control over. His body was covered in both goosebumps and slick with sweat. He could feel how damp Madison was between her legs, and that pulled another quieter, breathier moan from Jack before he collapsed against Madison. His head pressed to her chest as he tried to catch his breath. "Madison...." He breathed out...."That.... you.... it was.... amazing."

[rpwiththelilflower]

Madison was breathing hard & shaking from the overwhelming pleasure that had torn through her.

When Jack collapsed, her arms immediately encompassed him in a tight hug. She held him close while running her hand through his damp sweaty hair. The only sound was their heavy breathing & even when Jack tried to talk, she shushed him gently in his ear. “Shh…. Don’t think…. Just be here w/ me.”

Suddenly the long week felt like nothing more than a minor inconvenience, all that mattered was Jack in her arms & their hearts beating for eachother. Her hand slowed from playing w/ his dark hair & she pressed her lips to his temple & planted them there for a while.

When she felt herself drifting that’s when she chose to talk, “how are you feeling?” Madison shifted a bit & stretched by arching her back beneath his heavy body. They managed to untangle themselves & Madison immediately rolled over so she was pressed right up against jacks chest, leg over his torso.

She was well aware he was still marinating in cum, but she didn’t care.

She selfishly would keep him at her dispense.

“Does it bother you?” She asked. “That we haven’t…. You know… all the way?” Madison shifted so her head was peering up at him. “Do you think the real thing will…. Feel just a good?”

Here came the flood of doubt.

[jackross]

Jack didn't really care that he severely needed to clean up; he didn't care that his thighs were screaming in protest from the position he had been keeping himself up in. He only cared that he stayed in Madison's arms. It felt like nothing else existed outside of her bedroom, not the street, not his garage, nobody else except them. Which, after the week they'd had, surrounded by other people, was just paradise to Jack. He pressed a kiss to her neck, and his eyes fluttered closed for a moment, just enjoying their little bubble. "I don't think I can talk..." He murmured sleepily, and a soft laugh fell from his lips. The kind that not many people got to hear, not from Jack. "All I know is... this is my favourite place to be." Not just because of what they had done, or what she had made him feel, but because he felt safe. When Madison adjusted their positions, Jack let out a gentle sigh, happy to be lying flat. His arms wrapped around her almost instantly. "What am I feeling?" Jack repeated, and held her close to his chest so that he could press a kiss to Madison's temple. "Satisfied...safe... secure...." He smirked lazily, "All the S's.....what about you? What do you feel?" At her next question, Jack shook his head once. "No it doesn't bother me." Which was true; he just never thought it would be true of him. "I'm pretty sure you'll be worth the wait." Jack murmured. He then shifted and lifted his hips just enough to tug his sweats the rest of the way off, they were already at his knees. Leaving him in his less-than-clean boxers, but he didn't mind. "I think it feel amazing.." He said softly as his eyes fluttered closed again. "don't you?"

[rpwiththelilflower]

Madison smiled at his response.

She looked tired, her hair was messy, cheeks pink, eyelids fighting to stay awake for a just a few minutes longer w/ him.

“I don’t know.” She replied while looking up at him. “I hope it does… I want it to.” There was a little moment of quietness before she pressed into him again. “I want it to feel good for you. And I hope it doesn’t hurt…”

Though this moment should been something to bask in, she could feel them testing the boundaries & that scared her. It seemed like everyday they were testing the waters to see how far they could tread & it was only a matter of time before they pass the point of no return. Madison didn’t need to ask if Jack felt the same way, she knew he did, & if they crossed the line, Jack wouldn’t stop. And she wouldn’t want him to.

Physically she wanted him & she was ready.

Emotionally, not so much.

Mentally, definitely not.

The amount of tormented disappointment she faced when her & Zach started sleeping together was devastating. She wanted this time to be different. How could she handle more unsatisfied looks, failed attempts & endless questions of ‘what’s wrong w/ me’.

Jack was different from everything she had known, so there was even more pressure to satisfy him. In her head she believed if she couldn’t satisfy him, she’d never be able to keep him.

“I need to clean up.” She whispered while touching her wet panties. “I need to get up…”

Her voice was heavy & all those ‘I need to’s’ faded. She fell asleep semi cuddled to Jack.

[jackross]

Jack held onto Madison, and a gentle smile tugged at the corner of his lips. His face was one of complete satisfaction, and a low hum rumbled in the back of his throat. "Baby... I wouldn't hurt you; we don't have to do anything that you don't want to..." He paused to press a kiss to the side of her head. All he wanted was for Madison to feel safe. Yes, he wanted to have sex with her, he wanted that more than he could probably say, only he didn't because he didn't want that to sound like he was pressuring her or forcing something. He was happy to wait for when she was ready, because to him, doing that would mean their first time would be amazing.

He was ready, but he knew that Madison wasn't, and he didn't want it to be like that. Jack rubbed an absent-minded circle into her hip when she started to say that she wanted to change except she didn't seem to make much effort to move, which only made Jack smile. "Hey... just come here." He said softly and tugged her closer, tucking Madison against his chest. His leg tangled with hers. "I do too, but thats what mornings are for..." Jack pressed another kiss to her temple. His eyes started to close again. He never used to fall asleep instantly even when he was tired, but every night he spent with Madison, regardless of what they had been up to, he always fell to sleep within seconds. And so, he could feel himself slipping off to sleep, and his hold around Madison loosened slightly as he relaxed fully. "You're ... so special to me.." Jack murmured in his half asleep state. Not overthought, completely honest in the seconds before slumber. Maybe he didn't mean to say it aloud but he did mean it.

[rpwiththelilflower]

Madison woke up early & for first time since since they started falling asleep together in bed, she wasn’t curled up at his side. Jack was asleep peacefully, & for once she felt secure enough to not death grip him the whole night. At some point she had loosened her hold & just enjoyed behind beside him.

Carefully she rolled over, kissed his shoulder once then smoothed her hand over his stomach to feel his abs. “Goodmorning babe.” A little sleep filled voice called out.

He stirred but didn’t wake fast enough, so she inched closer & rolled herself onto his chest hoping the weight shift would wake him. That soft makeup free face pressed into the crook of his neck & she gave him a little bite on his throat then his shoulder. “Mmmmm I feel so refreshed this morning. You have no idea how much I needed you last night.”

It wasn’t that she needed the physical release (though she wasn’t complaining about that).

She needed Jack.

Only Jack.

“You make everything better… why don’t you stay in bed. Let me bring you breakfast.” There was definitely a pattern forming, a night of release almost always guaranteed Jack would get breakfast in bed & a very appreciative side of Madison. Even when he tried to keep her in bed, she wasn’t having it. She wiggled free & made her way down stairs to her kitchen.

15 minutes later she returned w/ coffee, English muffins, bacon & some eggs. Jack looked all too fitting sitting up in her bed w/ that damn fluffy hair. “Well hello Mr. Ross.” The tray settled on the nightstand & she slipped back under the blankets straddling Jack.

“Have anything you have to do today? I was thinking we could go for a walk at the dam. Get some sunshine, fresh air…”

[jackross]

Jack had been dead asleep until he felt the familiar weight settle against his chest. The bite to his shoulder earned nothing more than a sleepy groan before one arm instinctively wrapped around her waist.

"Mornin', sunshine..." His voice was rough with sleep as he buried his face against her hair, breathing her in before cracking one eye open. A lazy smile spread across his face as he kissed the top of her head.

"You know... this is becoming my favourite way to wake up." He felt her slip away despite the arm around her waist. "...Hey." His grip tightened for half a second. "I wasn't done cuddling."

She escaped anyway, making him chuckle as he watched her disappear downstairs.

Jack flopped back onto the pillows, running a hand through his messy hair before rubbing the sleep from his eyes. He could hear her moving around in the kitchen, pans clinking, cupboards opening. It was domestic in a way he'd never really had before, and he found himself smiling at the ceiling like an idiot.

By the time she came back upstairs, he was sitting against the headboard, still looking half asleep, wearing nothing but his boxers and that permanently tousled morning hair. His eyes immediately went to her instead of the breakfast tray.

"There she is."

He couldn't help grinning as she climbed back onto the bed and settled across his lap. "You keep bringing me breakfast in bed and I'm never leaving." His hands rested comfortably on her thighs as he looked over the tray, then up to Madison's face. "Anything to do today? No... perks of being self employed." Jack smirked and reached out to grab a slice of toast, offering a bite to Madison before biting into it himself. "Hmmm a walk sounds good, some air, leave the cars behind? Make a full day of it. But I will need to change my boxers and shower."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“You say it like it’s a bad thing.”

Madison wiggled her brows then let Jack hold her hips.

“Leave the cars somewhat behind. I figured we could drive to somewhere nice , then have that walk.”

Then when he mentioned changing. She nodded understanding, “yeah, your stiff boxers are hurting me.” That brought a little smile to her face before she pulled back & stretched.

Their romantic night has definitely added some sort of glow to her face.

In the morning after a good orgasm & a good night of sleep, she was radiant. “What?”

Madison took a sip of his coffee. “You’re looking at me suspiciously like you wanna say something.”

When she crawled off his lap & flopped beside him in her large comfy bed, her smile grew again. “I’ll shower first. Then you next.”

The domestic part came next. Jack talked to her while she gathered her clothes all the way until she was showering. “A little louder babe! I can’t hear!”

And he did.

After she blow dried her hair & finally returned to him wearing a cute exercise set. It seemed she was ready for their adventure. “All that stuff sounds complicated, I appreciate you making time for me in your busy schedule.”

Now Madison was listening to Jack, she swore it, but a question was bugging her, “do you think we could do… what we did last night… but… w/ nothing?” That sounded rather exciting & dangerous. “You just can’t…. Put it in…”

[jackross]

Jack let out an exaggerated sigh when she mentioned his boxers. "Well now I'm the victim." He looked down between them before grinning. "I'll file a complaint later." His hands lingered on her hips for another second before giving them one last squeeze as she climbed off him. "You know damn well why they're dirty." Jack murmured with a cheeky smile.

When she caught him staring, he didn't even try to hide it.

"What? was just thinking." He leaned back against the headboard, looking her over with an appreciative smile. "You look different this morning. Relaxed. Happy." His smile softened. "I like seeing you like this."

When she disappeared into the bathroom, Jack chuckled to himself before taking another bite of breakfast. Then her voice echoed through the house.

"A little louder babe! I can't hear!"

He laughed. "I SAID...."

"I'M STARTING TO THINK YOU JUST LIKE MAKING ME YELL."

A beat passed. "I ALSO SAID YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL."

He could hear her laugh through the bathroom door, which made him laugh too. By the time she'd finished getting ready, he'd showered, thrown on a fitted charcoal T-shirt, jeans, and his boots. His hair was still a little damp as he grabbed his keys from the dresser.

The moment she walked back into the bedroom in her workout clothes, he looked up and completely forgot what he was doing.

"...Jesus." A slow smile spread across his face. "You really are trying to distract me today." Then she said that, and Jack felt his cheeks flush slightly which honestly had nothing to do with the warm shower he'd had. But he stepped in closer and grabby hands reached for Madison's waist. "With nothing?" He repeated lowly and tugged her flush against his chest. "Baby.... I can't say no to you."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“That went actually a lot easier than I thought it was going to go.”

She laughed awkwardly.

“Seriously… I…. I thought we’d have a bigger talk about it. About not being able to hold back. About… why. Risks. Benefits. Something.” She shrugged lightly, “but, if you’re all for it. If you’re sure we can… control ourselves…”

She turned away to face her mirror pretending to fix her sports bra & trying deathly hard to not make eye contact. “Anyway!” It was just like her to jump ship when things got a little uncomfortable, “so, a long walk, I think an ice tea & a few protein bars will definitely keep me happy all day.”

Then she stepped out of his hold & began to tie up her hair up in an extra bouncy pony tail.

“Should I grab us some water? Oh!” Her eyes widened insanely big. “Oh my god Jack!” You would think the way her eyes bulged she had witnessed a car wreck, but no… this wasn’t the case.

“WE SHOULD GET MATCHING WATER BOTTLES!”

Madison ran off toward her phone, hands reached out eager to rip through Amazon. “O ink & blue? Black & white? Black & pink? Pink & red?” She was spouting off options before hurrying down the stairs toward her wallet to grab her credit card, completely forgetting she had just asked Jack to do something rather intimate w/ her.

[jackross]

Jack blinked after her for a second, and he shrugged. "I mean... do I think I'll struggle? Yeah... but I have to tell you, it's not something I've done before." He paused, and his expression softened. "Benefits? Hmm, feeling closer to you, and I don't just mean in the physical sense..." He chewed his lip and fully considered it for a moment. "But I won't do anything you don't want me to do...." He leaned against the bedroom doorframe with his coffee in one hand, watching her disappear downstairs like she'd just uncovered the greatest mystery known to mankind. Jack laughed softly as he sipped on his coffee, waiting for her to come back.

"Thirty seconds ago we were talkin' about us taking the next step..." he called after her. "Now you're sprinting downstairs because we need matching water bottles." A grin spread across his face.

Setting his mug down, he followed at a much slower pace, hearing drawers opening and Madison muttering color combinations to herself before he'd even reached the bottom of the stairs. Jack folded his arms against the kitchen doorway, just watching her. God, he'd missed her. Those nights she had been away, this was what he had missed just as much as the other stuff.

"You know..." he said, amusement thick in his voice, "I think this is exactly why I don't worry about us." He pushed himself off the doorway and wandered over until he was standing behind her again.

"'Cause no matter how serious things get, you'll always find a way of making me smile."

His hands settled comfortably on her hips before he rested his chin on her shoulder, looking down at her phone. "Hmm..." He pretended to study the options with complete seriousness. "Black and white's classy."

A beat.

"But if we're bein' honest..." His lips brushed lightly against the side of her head. "I kinda like the idea of black and pink." He smirked.

[rpwiththelilflower]

“You make it sound so simple & easy.” She called back.

“Guess all that… nervousness was just that.”

And it didn’t seem like too big of a deal to Jack, which was a tad odd.

But Madison didnt focus on that.

When he managed to stop her mini tornado from ripping through downstairs, she looked back at him, “black & pink huh?”

“Okay, they will be here just in time for our next adventure!” She shoved the phone into his face & wiggled it, “today, you’ll have to deal w/ plain ol’ plastic water bottles.”

Madison then slipped through his fingers once more to run to the bathroom just to run back w/ her toothbrush in mouth.

“Oh my god… can we get ice cream again? Should we invite Kim & Steve?” Her head tilted, “no that’s too obvious. He will never come.” Several more ideas were spouted off before she turned those down before Jack could say anything.

Eventually she was standing at the front door w/ their waters ready to go.

There was something peaceful about sitting passenger princess in jacks mustang. Somehow those awkward car rides disappeared completely & morphed into something more causal which involved holding hands & humming along to music.

Jack drove them to a new park which Madison seemed to beam at. She loved new things, or moreso she loved new things when she had someone to experience them w/.

[jackross]

Jack let out a quiet laugh as he pulled the Mustang into a parking space, shaking his head while he killed the engine. Jack climbed out and walked around to her side, opening the passenger door more out of habit than necessity. Once she stepped out, he caught her hand again instead of letting her wander off immediately.

"There is one thing I wanna say though." His smile softened. "You keep saying I make it sound easy." A small shrug lifted one shoulder. "It isn't." The admission came quieter than most things he said. "I'm nervous too."

He looked away toward the lake for a second before meeting her eyes again. "I just... don't really know how I'm supposed to say that...." His thumb brushed over her knuckles. "I've never wanted to make sure I don't screw something up this badly." A chuckle escaped him. "I know exactly what I want." His eyes stayed locked on hers. "I want you."

Another pause.

"But I also want the mornings after. Breakfast in bed. You stealing my coffee. You dragging me into buying matching water bottles." He laughed under his breath. "Hell, I even like watching you disappear halfway through a conversation because you remembered something completely random." His hand lifted, tucking a loose strand of hair behind her ear.

"So yeah... I'm nervous. Not because I don't know what I want."

He smiled, gentler now.

"I'm nervous because I finally found something worth taking my time with."

[rpwiththelilflower]

Jack was sending Madison into overdrive each time he fucked into her. He was exciting & whatever this was between them, it was special. This had to mean something right? It was a forbidden feeling she had sworn off, but each time he slammed into her she felt a brief connection that made her wonder if she was ready for more?

Jack was temptation at its finest & hottest.

Then his hazel eyes poured into hers & for a second, she could see her whole future.

And it looked beautiful:

Him, her, a dog, a house, them in bed…

The life she always wanted seemed plausible w/ Jack.

Something rang her ears & those cute little brows pulled together: “hey!” She reached up & caught his jaw in her hand breaking their kiss, his hips were still searching for her but she squeezed his face (maybe even a little harder than she should’ve).

“You’re babe…. I’m your baby.” Her tone was firm like she was drawing a clear line in the sand. She wanted to be his baby & wanted to hear him say it.

Madison didn’t have alot of experience w/ guys, but one thing was certain, no man had ever been as sweet as Jack.

He called her such pretty names: baby, sunshine, menace.

Those sounded so lovely compared to what she had heard in the past: stupid, Maddie, or useless

Madison had warned Jack about spoiling her. She could feel herself slipping down a dangerous path of happiness. And as they stared at eachother there was some obvious chemistry that had been building between them for month. And some how they ended up here: grinding up against eachother like horny teenagers, making out like their life depended on it.

The hold on his face loosened & he was guided to a slow & sweet kiss.

And then they were back at it again. Her moans, his growls, the kissing, the headboard slamming, the whispers of affections.

It was too much & yet not enough.

She was right where she wanted to be.

Then their shared moment came (literally).

They were mid kiss that she had to break to cry & moan. Their sweaty foreheads pressed together & Madison wrapped her arms around jacks board shoulders to hold him through his release. “Shhhhh~ it’s okay, I got you.”

[jackross]

Jack's body erupted in goosebumps. It wasn't just the way Madison's body felt under him; it wasn't just the way she was looking at him. It was how right this all felt. How right she felt. It scared him and excited him all at the same time. Because he could imagine it, he could see it. And he'd never had that before, not with anyone. Not even when he had convinced himself it had been real with others, nothing had come close to this. When she cupped his jaw, Jack's eyes locked onto Madison's and his mouth curved into a slow smirk. "Okay, baby, but for the record? I kinda like being your baby too." He said raspily. His voice was low and husky, the kind of way even he hadn't heard himself sound in a long time. And yet, Madison brought it out of him so easily. He ducked his head down again and stole a hungry kiss, it wasn't soft but it was deep. It felt as though he couldn't stop himself. He couldn't. Not when it came to Madison. Not when she was looking up at him like that. A low half moan, half growl curled low in the back of Jack's throat and his body decided for him that he had to move faster. Harder. He was so close...again. He never thought that he would do something like this, not even six months ago he would have scoffed at the idea, or maybe even laughed. But with Madison, he was honestly just grateful to have her in whatever way she was willing to give. He was also more than willing to wait. Moments like this helped to satiate the hunger inside he had for her. For now. His hand slipped up beneath her shirt and cupped around her again. His touch wasn't as harsh this time. It was more appreciative. And he puffed out his chest to where Madison's hands touched him, pressing himself into her touch. Greedy for more of her, always. Then it happened, and his body let go hard. All at once and a low, loud moan tumbled from Jack's mouth that he had no control over. His body was covered in both goosebumps and slick with sweat. He could feel how damp Madison was between her legs, and that pulled another quieter, breathier moan from Jack before he collapsed against Madison. His head pressed to her chest as he tried to catch his breath. "Madison...." He breathed out...."That.... you.... it was.... amazing."

[rpwiththelilflower]

Madison was breathing hard & shaking from the overwhelming pleasure that had torn through her.

When Jack collapsed, her arms immediately encompassed him in a tight hug. She held him close while running her hand through his damp sweaty hair. The only sound was their heavy breathing & even when Jack tried to talk, she shushed him gently in his ear. “Shh…. Don’t think…. Just be here w/ me.”

Suddenly the long week felt like nothing more than a minor inconvenience, all that mattered was Jack in her arms & their hearts beating for eachother. Her hand slowed from playing w/ his dark hair & she pressed her lips to his temple & planted them there for a while.

When she felt herself drifting that’s when she chose to talk, “how are you feeling?” Madison shifted a bit & stretched by arching her back beneath his heavy body. They managed to untangle themselves & Madison immediately rolled over so she was pressed right up against jacks chest, leg over his torso.

She was well aware he was still marinating in cum, but she didn’t care.

She selfishly would keep him at her dispense.

“Does it bother you?” She asked. “That we haven’t…. You know… all the way?” Madison shifted so her head was peering up at him. “Do you think the real thing will…. Feel just a good?”

Here came the flood of doubt.

[jackross]

Jack didn't really care that he severely needed to clean up; he didn't care that his thighs were screaming in protest from the position he had been keeping himself up in. He only cared that he stayed in Madison's arms. It felt like nothing else existed outside of her bedroom, not the street, not his garage, nobody else except them. Which, after the week they'd had, surrounded by other people, was just paradise to Jack. He pressed a kiss to her neck, and his eyes fluttered closed for a moment, just enjoying their little bubble. "I don't think I can talk..." He murmured sleepily, and a soft laugh fell from his lips. The kind that not many people got to hear, not from Jack. "All I know is... this is my favourite place to be." Not just because of what they had done, or what she had made him feel, but because he felt safe. When Madison adjusted their positions, Jack let out a gentle sigh, happy to be lying flat. His arms wrapped around her almost instantly. "What am I feeling?" Jack repeated, and held her close to his chest so that he could press a kiss to Madison's temple. "Satisfied...safe... secure...." He smirked lazily, "All the S's.....what about you? What do you feel?" At her next question, Jack shook his head once. "No it doesn't bother me." Which was true; he just never thought it would be true of him. "I'm pretty sure you'll be worth the wait." Jack murmured. He then shifted and lifted his hips just enough to tug his sweats the rest of the way off, they were already at his knees. Leaving him in his less-than-clean boxers, but he didn't mind. "I think it feel amazing.." He said softly as his eyes fluttered closed again. "don't you?"

[rpwiththelilflower]

Madison smiled at his response.

She looked tired, her hair was messy, cheeks pink, eyelids fighting to stay awake for a just a few minutes longer w/ him.

“I don’t know.” She replied while looking up at him. “I hope it does… I want it to.” There was a little moment of quietness before she pressed into him again. “I want it to feel good for you. And I hope it doesn’t hurt…”

Though this moment should been something to bask in, she could feel them testing the boundaries & that scared her. It seemed like everyday they were testing the waters to see how far they could tread & it was only a matter of time before they pass the point of no return. Madison didn’t need to ask if Jack felt the same way, she knew he did, & if they crossed the line, Jack wouldn’t stop. And she wouldn’t want him to.

Physically she wanted him & she was ready.

Emotionally, not so much.

Mentally, definitely not.

The amount of tormented disappointment she faced when her & Zach started sleeping together was devastating. She wanted this time to be different. How could she handle more unsatisfied looks, failed attempts & endless questions of ‘what’s wrong w/ me’.

Jack was different from everything she had known, so there was even more pressure to satisfy him. In her head she believed if she couldn’t satisfy him, she’d never be able to keep him.

“I need to clean up.” She whispered while touching her wet panties. “I need to get up…”

Her voice was heavy & all those ‘I need to’s’ faded. She fell asleep semi cuddled to Jack.

[jackross]

Jack held onto Madison, and a gentle smile tugged at the corner of his lips. His face was one of complete satisfaction, and a low hum rumbled in the back of his throat. "Baby... I wouldn't hurt you; we don't have to do anything that you don't want to..." He paused to press a kiss to the side of her head. All he wanted was for Madison to feel safe. Yes, he wanted to have sex with her, he wanted that more than he could probably say, only he didn't because he didn't want that to sound like he was pressuring her or forcing something. He was happy to wait for when she was ready, because to him, doing that would mean their first time would be amazing.

He was ready, but he knew that Madison wasn't, and he didn't want it to be like that. Jack rubbed an absent-minded circle into her hip when she started to say that she wanted to change except she didn't seem to make much effort to move, which only made Jack smile. "Hey... just come here." He said softly and tugged her closer, tucking Madison against his chest. His leg tangled with hers. "I do too, but thats what mornings are for..." Jack pressed another kiss to her temple. His eyes started to close again. He never used to fall asleep instantly even when he was tired, but every night he spent with Madison, regardless of what they had been up to, he always fell to sleep within seconds. And so, he could feel himself slipping off to sleep, and his hold around Madison loosened slightly as he relaxed fully. "You're ... so special to me.." Jack murmured in his half asleep state. Not overthought, completely honest in the seconds before slumber. Maybe he didn't mean to say it aloud but he did mean it.

[rpwiththelilflower]

Madison woke up early & for first time since since they started falling asleep together in bed, she wasn’t curled up at his side. Jack was asleep peacefully, & for once she felt secure enough to not death grip him the whole night. At some point she had loosened her hold & just enjoyed behind beside him.

Carefully she rolled over, kissed his shoulder once then smoothed her hand over his stomach to feel his abs. “Goodmorning babe.” A little sleep filled voice called out.

He stirred but didn’t wake fast enough, so she inched closer & rolled herself onto his chest hoping the weight shift would wake him. That soft makeup free face pressed into the crook of his neck & she gave him a little bite on his throat then his shoulder. “Mmmmm I feel so refreshed this morning. You have no idea how much I needed you last night.”

It wasn’t that she needed the physical release (though she wasn’t complaining about that).

She needed Jack.

Only Jack.

“You make everything better… why don’t you stay in bed. Let me bring you breakfast.” There was definitely a pattern forming, a night of release almost always guaranteed Jack would get breakfast in bed & a very appreciative side of Madison. Even when he tried to keep her in bed, she wasn’t having it. She wiggled free & made her way down stairs to her kitchen.

15 minutes later she returned w/ coffee, English muffins, bacon & some eggs. Jack looked all too fitting sitting up in her bed w/ that damn fluffy hair. “Well hello Mr. Ross.” The tray settled on the nightstand & she slipped back under the blankets straddling Jack.

“Have anything you have to do today? I was thinking we could go for a walk at the dam. Get some sunshine, fresh air…”

[jackross]

Jack had been dead asleep until he felt the familiar weight settle against his chest. The bite to his shoulder earned nothing more than a sleepy groan before one arm instinctively wrapped around her waist.

"Mornin', sunshine..." His voice was rough with sleep as he buried his face against her hair, breathing her in before cracking one eye open. A lazy smile spread across his face as he kissed the top of her head.

"You know... this is becoming my favourite way to wake up." He felt her slip away despite the arm around her waist. "...Hey." His grip tightened for half a second. "I wasn't done cuddling."

She escaped anyway, making him chuckle as he watched her disappear downstairs.

Jack flopped back onto the pillows, running a hand through his messy hair before rubbing the sleep from his eyes. He could hear her moving around in the kitchen, pans clinking, cupboards opening. It was domestic in a way he'd never really had before, and he found himself smiling at the ceiling like an idiot.

By the time she came back upstairs, he was sitting against the headboard, still looking half asleep, wearing nothing but his boxers and that permanently tousled morning hair. His eyes immediately went to her instead of the breakfast tray.

"There she is."

He couldn't help grinning as she climbed back onto the bed and settled across his lap. "You keep bringing me breakfast in bed and I'm never leaving." His hands rested comfortably on her thighs as he looked over the tray, then up to Madison's face. "Anything to do today? No... perks of being self employed." Jack smirked and reached out to grab a slice of toast, offering a bite to Madison before biting into it himself. "Hmmm a walk sounds good, some air, leave the cars behind? Make a full day of it. But I will need to change my boxers and shower."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“You say it like it’s a bad thing.”

Madison wiggled her brows then let Jack hold her hips.

“Leave the cars somewhat behind. I figured we could drive to somewhere nice , then have that walk.”

Then when he mentioned changing. She nodded understanding, “yeah, your stiff boxers are hurting me.” That brought a little smile to her face before she pulled back & stretched.

Their romantic night has definitely added some sort of glow to her face.

In the morning after a good orgasm & a good night of sleep, she was radiant. “What?”

Madison took a sip of his coffee. “You’re looking at me suspiciously like you wanna say something.”

When she crawled off his lap & flopped beside him in her large comfy bed, her smile grew again. “I’ll shower first. Then you next.”

The domestic part came next. Jack talked to her while she gathered her clothes all the way until she was showering. “A little louder babe! I can’t hear!”

And he did.

After she blow dried her hair & finally returned to him wearing a cute exercise set. It seemed she was ready for their adventure. “All that stuff sounds complicated, I appreciate you making time for me in your busy schedule.”

Now Madison was listening to Jack, she swore it, but a question was bugging her, “do you think we could do… what we did last night… but… w/ nothing?” That sounded rather exciting & dangerous. “You just can’t…. Put it in…”

[jackross]

Jack let out an exaggerated sigh when she mentioned his boxers. "Well now I'm the victim." He looked down between them before grinning. "I'll file a complaint later." His hands lingered on her hips for another second before giving them one last squeeze as she climbed off him. "You know damn well why they're dirty." Jack murmured with a cheeky smile.

When she caught him staring, he didn't even try to hide it.

"What? was just thinking." He leaned back against the headboard, looking her over with an appreciative smile. "You look different this morning. Relaxed. Happy." His smile softened. "I like seeing you like this."

When she disappeared into the bathroom, Jack chuckled to himself before taking another bite of breakfast. Then her voice echoed through the house.

"A little louder babe! I can't hear!"

He laughed. "I SAID...."

"I'M STARTING TO THINK YOU JUST LIKE MAKING ME YELL."

A beat passed. "I ALSO SAID YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL."

He could hear her laugh through the bathroom door, which made him laugh too. By the time she'd finished getting ready, he'd showered, thrown on a fitted charcoal T-shirt, jeans, and his boots. His hair was still a little damp as he grabbed his keys from the dresser.

The moment she walked back into the bedroom in her workout clothes, he looked up and completely forgot what he was doing.

"...Jesus." A slow smile spread across his face. "You really are trying to distract me today." Then she said that, and Jack felt his cheeks flush slightly which honestly had nothing to do with the warm shower he'd had. But he stepped in closer and grabby hands reached for Madison's waist. "With nothing?" He repeated lowly and tugged her flush against his chest. "Baby.... I can't say no to you."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“That went actually a lot easier than I thought it was going to go.”

She laughed awkwardly.

“Seriously… I…. I thought we’d have a bigger talk about it. About not being able to hold back. About… why. Risks. Benefits. Something.” She shrugged lightly, “but, if you’re all for it. If you’re sure we can… control ourselves…”

She turned away to face her mirror pretending to fix her sports bra & trying deathly hard to not make eye contact. “Anyway!” It was just like her to jump ship when things got a little uncomfortable, “so, a long walk, I think an ice tea & a few protein bars will definitely keep me happy all day.”

Then she stepped out of his hold & began to tie up her hair up in an extra bouncy pony tail.

“Should I grab us some water? Oh!” Her eyes widened insanely big. “Oh my god Jack!” You would think the way her eyes bulged she had witnessed a car wreck, but no… this wasn’t the case.

“WE SHOULD GET MATCHING WATER BOTTLES!”

Madison ran off toward her phone, hands reached out eager to rip through Amazon. “O ink & blue? Black & white? Black & pink? Pink & red?” She was spouting off options before hurrying down the stairs toward her wallet to grab her credit card, completely forgetting she had just asked Jack to do something rather intimate w/ her.

[jackross]

Jack blinked after her for a second, and he shrugged. "I mean... do I think I'll struggle? Yeah... but I have to tell you, it's not something I've done before." He paused, and his expression softened. "Benefits? Hmm, feeling closer to you, and I don't just mean in the physical sense..." He chewed his lip and fully considered it for a moment. "But I won't do anything you don't want me to do...." He leaned against the bedroom doorframe with his coffee in one hand, watching her disappear downstairs like she'd just uncovered the greatest mystery known to mankind. Jack laughed softly as he sipped on his coffee, waiting for her to come back.

"Thirty seconds ago we were talkin' about us taking the next step..." he called after her. "Now you're sprinting downstairs because we need matching water bottles." A grin spread across his face.

Setting his mug down, he followed at a much slower pace, hearing drawers opening and Madison muttering color combinations to herself before he'd even reached the bottom of the stairs. Jack folded his arms against the kitchen doorway, just watching her. God, he'd missed her. Those nights she had been away, this was what he had missed just as much as the other stuff.

"You know..." he said, amusement thick in his voice, "I think this is exactly why I don't worry about us." He pushed himself off the doorway and wandered over until he was standing behind her again.

"'Cause no matter how serious things get, you'll always find a way of making me smile."

His hands settled comfortably on her hips before he rested his chin on her shoulder, looking down at her phone. "Hmm..." He pretended to study the options with complete seriousness. "Black and white's classy."

A beat.

"But if we're bein' honest..." His lips brushed lightly against the side of her head. "I kinda like the idea of black and pink." He smirked.

[rpwiththelilflower]

Jack was sending Madison into overdrive each time he fucked into her. He was exciting & whatever this was between them, it was special. This had to mean something right? It was a forbidden feeling she had sworn off, but each time he slammed into her she felt a brief connection that made her wonder if she was ready for more?

Jack was temptation at its finest & hottest.

Then his hazel eyes poured into hers & for a second, she could see her whole future.

And it looked beautiful:

Him, her, a dog, a house, them in bed…

The life she always wanted seemed plausible w/ Jack.

Something rang her ears & those cute little brows pulled together: “hey!” She reached up & caught his jaw in her hand breaking their kiss, his hips were still searching for her but she squeezed his face (maybe even a little harder than she should’ve).

“You’re babe…. I’m your baby.” Her tone was firm like she was drawing a clear line in the sand. She wanted to be his baby & wanted to hear him say it.

Madison didn’t have alot of experience w/ guys, but one thing was certain, no man had ever been as sweet as Jack.

He called her such pretty names: baby, sunshine, menace.

Those sounded so lovely compared to what she had heard in the past: stupid, Maddie, or useless

Madison had warned Jack about spoiling her. She could feel herself slipping down a dangerous path of happiness. And as they stared at eachother there was some obvious chemistry that had been building between them for month. And some how they ended up here: grinding up against eachother like horny teenagers, making out like their life depended on it.

The hold on his face loosened & he was guided to a slow & sweet kiss.

And then they were back at it again. Her moans, his growls, the kissing, the headboard slamming, the whispers of affections.

It was too much & yet not enough.

She was right where she wanted to be.

Then their shared moment came (literally).

They were mid kiss that she had to break to cry & moan. Their sweaty foreheads pressed together & Madison wrapped her arms around jacks board shoulders to hold him through his release. “Shhhhh~ it’s okay, I got you.”

[jackross]

Jack's body erupted in goosebumps. It wasn't just the way Madison's body felt under him; it wasn't just the way she was looking at him. It was how right this all felt. How right she felt. It scared him and excited him all at the same time. Because he could imagine it, he could see it. And he'd never had that before, not with anyone. Not even when he had convinced himself it had been real with others, nothing had come close to this. When she cupped his jaw, Jack's eyes locked onto Madison's and his mouth curved into a slow smirk. "Okay, baby, but for the record? I kinda like being your baby too." He said raspily. His voice was low and husky, the kind of way even he hadn't heard himself sound in a long time. And yet, Madison brought it out of him so easily. He ducked his head down again and stole a hungry kiss, it wasn't soft but it was deep. It felt as though he couldn't stop himself. He couldn't. Not when it came to Madison. Not when she was looking up at him like that. A low half moan, half growl curled low in the back of Jack's throat and his body decided for him that he had to move faster. Harder. He was so close...again. He never thought that he would do something like this, not even six months ago he would have scoffed at the idea, or maybe even laughed. But with Madison, he was honestly just grateful to have her in whatever way she was willing to give. He was also more than willing to wait. Moments like this helped to satiate the hunger inside he had for her. For now. His hand slipped up beneath her shirt and cupped around her again. His touch wasn't as harsh this time. It was more appreciative. And he puffed out his chest to where Madison's hands touched him, pressing himself into her touch. Greedy for more of her, always. Then it happened, and his body let go hard. All at once and a low, loud moan tumbled from Jack's mouth that he had no control over. His body was covered in both goosebumps and slick with sweat. He could feel how damp Madison was between her legs, and that pulled another quieter, breathier moan from Jack before he collapsed against Madison. His head pressed to her chest as he tried to catch his breath. "Madison...." He breathed out...."That.... you.... it was.... amazing."

[rpwiththelilflower]

Madison was breathing hard & shaking from the overwhelming pleasure that had torn through her.

When Jack collapsed, her arms immediately encompassed him in a tight hug. She held him close while running her hand through his damp sweaty hair. The only sound was their heavy breathing & even when Jack tried to talk, she shushed him gently in his ear. “Shh…. Don’t think…. Just be here w/ me.”

Suddenly the long week felt like nothing more than a minor inconvenience, all that mattered was Jack in her arms & their hearts beating for eachother. Her hand slowed from playing w/ his dark hair & she pressed her lips to his temple & planted them there for a while.

When she felt herself drifting that’s when she chose to talk, “how are you feeling?” Madison shifted a bit & stretched by arching her back beneath his heavy body. They managed to untangle themselves & Madison immediately rolled over so she was pressed right up against jacks chest, leg over his torso.

She was well aware he was still marinating in cum, but she didn’t care.

She selfishly would keep him at her dispense.

“Does it bother you?” She asked. “That we haven’t…. You know… all the way?” Madison shifted so her head was peering up at him. “Do you think the real thing will…. Feel just a good?”

Here came the flood of doubt.

[jackross]

Jack didn't really care that he severely needed to clean up; he didn't care that his thighs were screaming in protest from the position he had been keeping himself up in. He only cared that he stayed in Madison's arms. It felt like nothing else existed outside of her bedroom, not the street, not his garage, nobody else except them. Which, after the week they'd had, surrounded by other people, was just paradise to Jack. He pressed a kiss to her neck, and his eyes fluttered closed for a moment, just enjoying their little bubble. "I don't think I can talk..." He murmured sleepily, and a soft laugh fell from his lips. The kind that not many people got to hear, not from Jack. "All I know is... this is my favourite place to be." Not just because of what they had done, or what she had made him feel, but because he felt safe. When Madison adjusted their positions, Jack let out a gentle sigh, happy to be lying flat. His arms wrapped around her almost instantly. "What am I feeling?" Jack repeated, and held her close to his chest so that he could press a kiss to Madison's temple. "Satisfied...safe... secure...." He smirked lazily, "All the S's.....what about you? What do you feel?" At her next question, Jack shook his head once. "No it doesn't bother me." Which was true; he just never thought it would be true of him. "I'm pretty sure you'll be worth the wait." Jack murmured. He then shifted and lifted his hips just enough to tug his sweats the rest of the way off, they were already at his knees. Leaving him in his less-than-clean boxers, but he didn't mind. "I think it feel amazing.." He said softly as his eyes fluttered closed again. "don't you?"

[rpwiththelilflower]

Madison smiled at his response.

She looked tired, her hair was messy, cheeks pink, eyelids fighting to stay awake for a just a few minutes longer w/ him.

“I don’t know.” She replied while looking up at him. “I hope it does… I want it to.” There was a little moment of quietness before she pressed into him again. “I want it to feel good for you. And I hope it doesn’t hurt…”

Though this moment should been something to bask in, she could feel them testing the boundaries & that scared her. It seemed like everyday they were testing the waters to see how far they could tread & it was only a matter of time before they pass the point of no return. Madison didn’t need to ask if Jack felt the same way, she knew he did, & if they crossed the line, Jack wouldn’t stop. And she wouldn’t want him to.

Physically she wanted him & she was ready.

Emotionally, not so much.

Mentally, definitely not.

The amount of tormented disappointment she faced when her & Zach started sleeping together was devastating. She wanted this time to be different. How could she handle more unsatisfied looks, failed attempts & endless questions of ‘what’s wrong w/ me’.

Jack was different from everything she had known, so there was even more pressure to satisfy him. In her head she believed if she couldn’t satisfy him, she’d never be able to keep him.

“I need to clean up.” She whispered while touching her wet panties. “I need to get up…”

Her voice was heavy & all those ‘I need to’s’ faded. She fell asleep semi cuddled to Jack.

[jackross]

Jack held onto Madison, and a gentle smile tugged at the corner of his lips. His face was one of complete satisfaction, and a low hum rumbled in the back of his throat. "Baby... I wouldn't hurt you; we don't have to do anything that you don't want to..." He paused to press a kiss to the side of her head. All he wanted was for Madison to feel safe. Yes, he wanted to have sex with her, he wanted that more than he could probably say, only he didn't because he didn't want that to sound like he was pressuring her or forcing something. He was happy to wait for when she was ready, because to him, doing that would mean their first time would be amazing.

He was ready, but he knew that Madison wasn't, and he didn't want it to be like that. Jack rubbed an absent-minded circle into her hip when she started to say that she wanted to change except she didn't seem to make much effort to move, which only made Jack smile. "Hey... just come here." He said softly and tugged her closer, tucking Madison against his chest. His leg tangled with hers. "I do too, but thats what mornings are for..." Jack pressed another kiss to her temple. His eyes started to close again. He never used to fall asleep instantly even when he was tired, but every night he spent with Madison, regardless of what they had been up to, he always fell to sleep within seconds. And so, he could feel himself slipping off to sleep, and his hold around Madison loosened slightly as he relaxed fully. "You're ... so special to me.." Jack murmured in his half asleep state. Not overthought, completely honest in the seconds before slumber. Maybe he didn't mean to say it aloud but he did mean it.

[rpwiththelilflower]

Madison woke up early & for first time since since they started falling asleep together in bed, she wasn’t curled up at his side. Jack was asleep peacefully, & for once she felt secure enough to not death grip him the whole night. At some point she had loosened her hold & just enjoyed behind beside him.

Carefully she rolled over, kissed his shoulder once then smoothed her hand over his stomach to feel his abs. “Goodmorning babe.” A little sleep filled voice called out.

He stirred but didn’t wake fast enough, so she inched closer & rolled herself onto his chest hoping the weight shift would wake him. That soft makeup free face pressed into the crook of his neck & she gave him a little bite on his throat then his shoulder. “Mmmmm I feel so refreshed this morning. You have no idea how much I needed you last night.”

It wasn’t that she needed the physical release (though she wasn’t complaining about that).

She needed Jack.

Only Jack.

“You make everything better… why don’t you stay in bed. Let me bring you breakfast.” There was definitely a pattern forming, a night of release almost always guaranteed Jack would get breakfast in bed & a very appreciative side of Madison. Even when he tried to keep her in bed, she wasn’t having it. She wiggled free & made her way down stairs to her kitchen.

15 minutes later she returned w/ coffee, English muffins, bacon & some eggs. Jack looked all too fitting sitting up in her bed w/ that damn fluffy hair. “Well hello Mr. Ross.” The tray settled on the nightstand & she slipped back under the blankets straddling Jack.

“Have anything you have to do today? I was thinking we could go for a walk at the dam. Get some sunshine, fresh air…”

[jackross]

Jack had been dead asleep until he felt the familiar weight settle against his chest. The bite to his shoulder earned nothing more than a sleepy groan before one arm instinctively wrapped around her waist.

"Mornin', sunshine..." His voice was rough with sleep as he buried his face against her hair, breathing her in before cracking one eye open. A lazy smile spread across his face as he kissed the top of her head.

"You know... this is becoming my favourite way to wake up." He felt her slip away despite the arm around her waist. "...Hey." His grip tightened for half a second. "I wasn't done cuddling."

She escaped anyway, making him chuckle as he watched her disappear downstairs.

Jack flopped back onto the pillows, running a hand through his messy hair before rubbing the sleep from his eyes. He could hear her moving around in the kitchen, pans clinking, cupboards opening. It was domestic in a way he'd never really had before, and he found himself smiling at the ceiling like an idiot.

By the time she came back upstairs, he was sitting against the headboard, still looking half asleep, wearing nothing but his boxers and that permanently tousled morning hair. His eyes immediately went to her instead of the breakfast tray.

"There she is."

He couldn't help grinning as she climbed back onto the bed and settled across his lap. "You keep bringing me breakfast in bed and I'm never leaving." His hands rested comfortably on her thighs as he looked over the tray, then up to Madison's face. "Anything to do today? No... perks of being self employed." Jack smirked and reached out to grab a slice of toast, offering a bite to Madison before biting into it himself. "Hmmm a walk sounds good, some air, leave the cars behind? Make a full day of it. But I will need to change my boxers and shower."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“You say it like it’s a bad thing.”

Madison wiggled her brows then let Jack hold her hips.

“Leave the cars somewhat behind. I figured we could drive to somewhere nice , then have that walk.”

Then when he mentioned changing. She nodded understanding, “yeah, your stiff boxers are hurting me.” That brought a little smile to her face before she pulled back & stretched.

Their romantic night has definitely added some sort of glow to her face.

In the morning after a good orgasm & a good night of sleep, she was radiant. “What?”

Madison took a sip of his coffee. “You’re looking at me suspiciously like you wanna say something.”

When she crawled off his lap & flopped beside him in her large comfy bed, her smile grew again. “I’ll shower first. Then you next.”

The domestic part came next. Jack talked to her while she gathered her clothes all the way until she was showering. “A little louder babe! I can’t hear!”

And he did.

After she blow dried her hair & finally returned to him wearing a cute exercise set. It seemed she was ready for their adventure. “All that stuff sounds complicated, I appreciate you making time for me in your busy schedule.”

Now Madison was listening to Jack, she swore it, but a question was bugging her, “do you think we could do… what we did last night… but… w/ nothing?” That sounded rather exciting & dangerous. “You just can’t…. Put it in…”

[jackross]

Jack let out an exaggerated sigh when she mentioned his boxers. "Well now I'm the victim." He looked down between them before grinning. "I'll file a complaint later." His hands lingered on her hips for another second before giving them one last squeeze as she climbed off him. "You know damn well why they're dirty." Jack murmured with a cheeky smile.

When she caught him staring, he didn't even try to hide it.

"What? was just thinking." He leaned back against the headboard, looking her over with an appreciative smile. "You look different this morning. Relaxed. Happy." His smile softened. "I like seeing you like this."

When she disappeared into the bathroom, Jack chuckled to himself before taking another bite of breakfast. Then her voice echoed through the house.

"A little louder babe! I can't hear!"

He laughed. "I SAID...."

"I'M STARTING TO THINK YOU JUST LIKE MAKING ME YELL."

A beat passed. "I ALSO SAID YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL."

He could hear her laugh through the bathroom door, which made him laugh too. By the time she'd finished getting ready, he'd showered, thrown on a fitted charcoal T-shirt, jeans, and his boots. His hair was still a little damp as he grabbed his keys from the dresser.

The moment she walked back into the bedroom in her workout clothes, he looked up and completely forgot what he was doing.

"...Jesus." A slow smile spread across his face. "You really are trying to distract me today." Then she said that, and Jack felt his cheeks flush slightly which honestly had nothing to do with the warm shower he'd had. But he stepped in closer and grabby hands reached for Madison's waist. "With nothing?" He repeated lowly and tugged her flush against his chest. "Baby.... I can't say no to you."

[rpwiththelilflower]

Jack was sending Madison into overdrive each time he fucked into her. He was exciting & whatever this was between them, it was special. This had to mean something right? It was a forbidden feeling she had sworn off, but each time he slammed into her she felt a brief connection that made her wonder if she was ready for more?

Jack was temptation at its finest & hottest.

Then his hazel eyes poured into hers & for a second, she could see her whole future.

And it looked beautiful:

Him, her, a dog, a house, them in bed…

The life she always wanted seemed plausible w/ Jack.

Something rang her ears & those cute little brows pulled together: “hey!” She reached up & caught his jaw in her hand breaking their kiss, his hips were still searching for her but she squeezed his face (maybe even a little harder than she should’ve).

“You’re babe…. I’m your baby.” Her tone was firm like she was drawing a clear line in the sand. She wanted to be his baby & wanted to hear him say it.

Madison didn’t have alot of experience w/ guys, but one thing was certain, no man had ever been as sweet as Jack.

He called her such pretty names: baby, sunshine, menace.

Those sounded so lovely compared to what she had heard in the past: stupid, Maddie, or useless

Madison had warned Jack about spoiling her. She could feel herself slipping down a dangerous path of happiness. And as they stared at eachother there was some obvious chemistry that had been building between them for month. And some how they ended up here: grinding up against eachother like horny teenagers, making out like their life depended on it.

The hold on his face loosened & he was guided to a slow & sweet kiss.

And then they were back at it again. Her moans, his growls, the kissing, the headboard slamming, the whispers of affections.

It was too much & yet not enough.

She was right where she wanted to be.

Then their shared moment came (literally).

They were mid kiss that she had to break to cry & moan. Their sweaty foreheads pressed together & Madison wrapped her arms around jacks board shoulders to hold him through his release. “Shhhhh~ it’s okay, I got you.”

[jackross]

Jack's body erupted in goosebumps. It wasn't just the way Madison's body felt under him; it wasn't just the way she was looking at him. It was how right this all felt. How right she felt. It scared him and excited him all at the same time. Because he could imagine it, he could see it. And he'd never had that before, not with anyone. Not even when he had convinced himself it had been real with others, nothing had come close to this. When she cupped his jaw, Jack's eyes locked onto Madison's and his mouth curved into a slow smirk. "Okay, baby, but for the record? I kinda like being your baby too." He said raspily. His voice was low and husky, the kind of way even he hadn't heard himself sound in a long time. And yet, Madison brought it out of him so easily. He ducked his head down again and stole a hungry kiss, it wasn't soft but it was deep. It felt as though he couldn't stop himself. He couldn't. Not when it came to Madison. Not when she was looking up at him like that. A low half moan, half growl curled low in the back of Jack's throat and his body decided for him that he had to move faster. Harder. He was so close...again. He never thought that he would do something like this, not even six months ago he would have scoffed at the idea, or maybe even laughed. But with Madison, he was honestly just grateful to have her in whatever way she was willing to give. He was also more than willing to wait. Moments like this helped to satiate the hunger inside he had for her. For now. His hand slipped up beneath her shirt and cupped around her again. His touch wasn't as harsh this time. It was more appreciative. And he puffed out his chest to where Madison's hands touched him, pressing himself into her touch. Greedy for more of her, always. Then it happened, and his body let go hard. All at once and a low, loud moan tumbled from Jack's mouth that he had no control over. His body was covered in both goosebumps and slick with sweat. He could feel how damp Madison was between her legs, and that pulled another quieter, breathier moan from Jack before he collapsed against Madison. His head pressed to her chest as he tried to catch his breath. "Madison...." He breathed out...."That.... you.... it was.... amazing."

[rpwiththelilflower]

Madison was breathing hard & shaking from the overwhelming pleasure that had torn through her.

When Jack collapsed, her arms immediately encompassed him in a tight hug. She held him close while running her hand through his damp sweaty hair. The only sound was their heavy breathing & even when Jack tried to talk, she shushed him gently in his ear. “Shh…. Don’t think…. Just be here w/ me.”

Suddenly the long week felt like nothing more than a minor inconvenience, all that mattered was Jack in her arms & their hearts beating for eachother. Her hand slowed from playing w/ his dark hair & she pressed her lips to his temple & planted them there for a while.

When she felt herself drifting that’s when she chose to talk, “how are you feeling?” Madison shifted a bit & stretched by arching her back beneath his heavy body. They managed to untangle themselves & Madison immediately rolled over so she was pressed right up against jacks chest, leg over his torso.

She was well aware he was still marinating in cum, but she didn’t care.

She selfishly would keep him at her dispense.

“Does it bother you?” She asked. “That we haven’t…. You know… all the way?” Madison shifted so her head was peering up at him. “Do you think the real thing will…. Feel just a good?”

Here came the flood of doubt.

[jackross]

Jack didn't really care that he severely needed to clean up; he didn't care that his thighs were screaming in protest from the position he had been keeping himself up in. He only cared that he stayed in Madison's arms. It felt like nothing else existed outside of her bedroom, not the street, not his garage, nobody else except them. Which, after the week they'd had, surrounded by other people, was just paradise to Jack. He pressed a kiss to her neck, and his eyes fluttered closed for a moment, just enjoying their little bubble. "I don't think I can talk..." He murmured sleepily, and a soft laugh fell from his lips. The kind that not many people got to hear, not from Jack. "All I know is... this is my favourite place to be." Not just because of what they had done, or what she had made him feel, but because he felt safe. When Madison adjusted their positions, Jack let out a gentle sigh, happy to be lying flat. His arms wrapped around her almost instantly. "What am I feeling?" Jack repeated, and held her close to his chest so that he could press a kiss to Madison's temple. "Satisfied...safe... secure...." He smirked lazily, "All the S's.....what about you? What do you feel?" At her next question, Jack shook his head once. "No it doesn't bother me." Which was true; he just never thought it would be true of him. "I'm pretty sure you'll be worth the wait." Jack murmured. He then shifted and lifted his hips just enough to tug his sweats the rest of the way off, they were already at his knees. Leaving him in his less-than-clean boxers, but he didn't mind. "I think it feel amazing.." He said softly as his eyes fluttered closed again. "don't you?"

[rpwiththelilflower]

Madison smiled at his response.

She looked tired, her hair was messy, cheeks pink, eyelids fighting to stay awake for a just a few minutes longer w/ him.

“I don’t know.” She replied while looking up at him. “I hope it does… I want it to.” There was a little moment of quietness before she pressed into him again. “I want it to feel good for you. And I hope it doesn’t hurt…”

Though this moment should been something to bask in, she could feel them testing the boundaries & that scared her. It seemed like everyday they were testing the waters to see how far they could tread & it was only a matter of time before they pass the point of no return. Madison didn’t need to ask if Jack felt the same way, she knew he did, & if they crossed the line, Jack wouldn’t stop. And she wouldn’t want him to.

Physically she wanted him & she was ready.

Emotionally, not so much.

Mentally, definitely not.

The amount of tormented disappointment she faced when her & Zach started sleeping together was devastating. She wanted this time to be different. How could she handle more unsatisfied looks, failed attempts & endless questions of ‘what’s wrong w/ me’.

Jack was different from everything she had known, so there was even more pressure to satisfy him. In her head she believed if she couldn’t satisfy him, she’d never be able to keep him.

“I need to clean up.” She whispered while touching her wet panties. “I need to get up…”

Her voice was heavy & all those ‘I need to’s’ faded. She fell asleep semi cuddled to Jack.

[jackross]

Jack held onto Madison, and a gentle smile tugged at the corner of his lips. His face was one of complete satisfaction, and a low hum rumbled in the back of his throat. "Baby... I wouldn't hurt you; we don't have to do anything that you don't want to..." He paused to press a kiss to the side of her head. All he wanted was for Madison to feel safe. Yes, he wanted to have sex with her, he wanted that more than he could probably say, only he didn't because he didn't want that to sound like he was pressuring her or forcing something. He was happy to wait for when she was ready, because to him, doing that would mean their first time would be amazing.

He was ready, but he knew that Madison wasn't, and he didn't want it to be like that. Jack rubbed an absent-minded circle into her hip when she started to say that she wanted to change except she didn't seem to make much effort to move, which only made Jack smile. "Hey... just come here." He said softly and tugged her closer, tucking Madison against his chest. His leg tangled with hers. "I do too, but thats what mornings are for..." Jack pressed another kiss to her temple. His eyes started to close again. He never used to fall asleep instantly even when he was tired, but every night he spent with Madison, regardless of what they had been up to, he always fell to sleep within seconds. And so, he could feel himself slipping off to sleep, and his hold around Madison loosened slightly as he relaxed fully. "You're ... so special to me.." Jack murmured in his half asleep state. Not overthought, completely honest in the seconds before slumber. Maybe he didn't mean to say it aloud but he did mean it.

[rpwiththelilflower]

Madison woke up early & for first time since since they started falling asleep together in bed, she wasn’t curled up at his side. Jack was asleep peacefully, & for once she felt secure enough to not death grip him the whole night. At some point she had loosened her hold & just enjoyed behind beside him.

Carefully she rolled over, kissed his shoulder once then smoothed her hand over his stomach to feel his abs. “Goodmorning babe.” A little sleep filled voice called out.

He stirred but didn’t wake fast enough, so she inched closer & rolled herself onto his chest hoping the weight shift would wake him. That soft makeup free face pressed into the crook of his neck & she gave him a little bite on his throat then his shoulder. “Mmmmm I feel so refreshed this morning. You have no idea how much I needed you last night.”

It wasn’t that she needed the physical release (though she wasn’t complaining about that).

She needed Jack.

Only Jack.

“You make everything better… why don’t you stay in bed. Let me bring you breakfast.” There was definitely a pattern forming, a night of release almost always guaranteed Jack would get breakfast in bed & a very appreciative side of Madison. Even when he tried to keep her in bed, she wasn’t having it. She wiggled free & made her way down stairs to her kitchen.

15 minutes later she returned w/ coffee, English muffins, bacon & some eggs. Jack looked all too fitting sitting up in her bed w/ that damn fluffy hair. “Well hello Mr. Ross.” The tray settled on the nightstand & she slipped back under the blankets straddling Jack.

“Have anything you have to do today? I was thinking we could go for a walk at the dam. Get some sunshine, fresh air…”

[jackross]

Jack had been dead asleep until he felt the familiar weight settle against his chest. The bite to his shoulder earned nothing more than a sleepy groan before one arm instinctively wrapped around her waist.

"Mornin', sunshine..." His voice was rough with sleep as he buried his face against her hair, breathing her in before cracking one eye open. A lazy smile spread across his face as he kissed the top of her head.

"You know... this is becoming my favourite way to wake up." He felt her slip away despite the arm around her waist. "...Hey." His grip tightened for half a second. "I wasn't done cuddling."

She escaped anyway, making him chuckle as he watched her disappear downstairs.

Jack flopped back onto the pillows, running a hand through his messy hair before rubbing the sleep from his eyes. He could hear her moving around in the kitchen, pans clinking, cupboards opening. It was domestic in a way he'd never really had before, and he found himself smiling at the ceiling like an idiot.

By the time she came back upstairs, he was sitting against the headboard, still looking half asleep, wearing nothing but his boxers and that permanently tousled morning hair. His eyes immediately went to her instead of the breakfast tray.

"There she is."

He couldn't help grinning as she climbed back onto the bed and settled across his lap. "You keep bringing me breakfast in bed and I'm never leaving." His hands rested comfortably on her thighs as he looked over the tray, then up to Madison's face. "Anything to do today? No... perks of being self employed." Jack smirked and reached out to grab a slice of toast, offering a bite to Madison before biting into it himself. "Hmmm a walk sounds good, some air, leave the cars behind? Make a full day of it. But I will need to change my boxers and shower."

[rpwiththelilflower]

Jack was sending Madison into overdrive each time he fucked into her. He was exciting & whatever this was between them, it was special. This had to mean something right? It was a forbidden feeling she had sworn off, but each time he slammed into her she felt a brief connection that made her wonder if she was ready for more?

Jack was temptation at its finest & hottest.

Then his hazel eyes poured into hers & for a second, she could see her whole future.

And it looked beautiful:

Him, her, a dog, a house, them in bed…

The life she always wanted seemed plausible w/ Jack.

Something rang her ears & those cute little brows pulled together: “hey!” She reached up & caught his jaw in her hand breaking their kiss, his hips were still searching for her but she squeezed his face (maybe even a little harder than she should’ve).

“You’re babe…. I’m your baby.” Her tone was firm like she was drawing a clear line in the sand. She wanted to be his baby & wanted to hear him say it.

Madison didn’t have alot of experience w/ guys, but one thing was certain, no man had ever been as sweet as Jack.

He called her such pretty names: baby, sunshine, menace.

Those sounded so lovely compared to what she had heard in the past: stupid, Maddie, or useless

Madison had warned Jack about spoiling her. She could feel herself slipping down a dangerous path of happiness. And as they stared at eachother there was some obvious chemistry that had been building between them for month. And some how they ended up here: grinding up against eachother like horny teenagers, making out like their life depended on it.

The hold on his face loosened & he was guided to a slow & sweet kiss.

And then they were back at it again. Her moans, his growls, the kissing, the headboard slamming, the whispers of affections.

It was too much & yet not enough.

She was right where she wanted to be.

Then their shared moment came (literally).

They were mid kiss that she had to break to cry & moan. Their sweaty foreheads pressed together & Madison wrapped her arms around jacks board shoulders to hold him through his release. “Shhhhh~ it’s okay, I got you.”

[jackross]

Jack's body erupted in goosebumps. It wasn't just the way Madison's body felt under him; it wasn't just the way she was looking at him. It was how right this all felt. How right she felt. It scared him and excited him all at the same time. Because he could imagine it, he could see it. And he'd never had that before, not with anyone. Not even when he had convinced himself it had been real with others, nothing had come close to this. When she cupped his jaw, Jack's eyes locked onto Madison's and his mouth curved into a slow smirk. "Okay, baby, but for the record? I kinda like being your baby too." He said raspily. His voice was low and husky, the kind of way even he hadn't heard himself sound in a long time. And yet, Madison brought it out of him so easily. He ducked his head down again and stole a hungry kiss, it wasn't soft but it was deep. It felt as though he couldn't stop himself. He couldn't. Not when it came to Madison. Not when she was looking up at him like that. A low half moan, half growl curled low in the back of Jack's throat and his body decided for him that he had to move faster. Harder. He was so close...again. He never thought that he would do something like this, not even six months ago he would have scoffed at the idea, or maybe even laughed. But with Madison, he was honestly just grateful to have her in whatever way she was willing to give. He was also more than willing to wait. Moments like this helped to satiate the hunger inside he had for her. For now. His hand slipped up beneath her shirt and cupped around her again. His touch wasn't as harsh this time. It was more appreciative. And he puffed out his chest to where Madison's hands touched him, pressing himself into her touch. Greedy for more of her, always. Then it happened, and his body let go hard. All at once and a low, loud moan tumbled from Jack's mouth that he had no control over. His body was covered in both goosebumps and slick with sweat. He could feel how damp Madison was between her legs, and that pulled another quieter, breathier moan from Jack before he collapsed against Madison. His head pressed to her chest as he tried to catch his breath. "Madison...." He breathed out...."That.... you.... it was.... amazing."

[rpwiththelilflower]

Madison was breathing hard & shaking from the overwhelming pleasure that had torn through her.

When Jack collapsed, her arms immediately encompassed him in a tight hug. She held him close while running her hand through his damp sweaty hair. The only sound was their heavy breathing & even when Jack tried to talk, she shushed him gently in his ear. “Shh…. Don’t think…. Just be here w/ me.”

Suddenly the long week felt like nothing more than a minor inconvenience, all that mattered was Jack in her arms & their hearts beating for eachother. Her hand slowed from playing w/ his dark hair & she pressed her lips to his temple & planted them there for a while.

When she felt herself drifting that’s when she chose to talk, “how are you feeling?” Madison shifted a bit & stretched by arching her back beneath his heavy body. They managed to untangle themselves & Madison immediately rolled over so she was pressed right up against jacks chest, leg over his torso.

She was well aware he was still marinating in cum, but she didn’t care.

She selfishly would keep him at her dispense.

“Does it bother you?” She asked. “That we haven’t…. You know… all the way?” Madison shifted so her head was peering up at him. “Do you think the real thing will…. Feel just a good?”

Here came the flood of doubt.

[jackross]

Jack didn't really care that he severely needed to clean up; he didn't care that his thighs were screaming in protest from the position he had been keeping himself up in. He only cared that he stayed in Madison's arms. It felt like nothing else existed outside of her bedroom, not the street, not his garage, nobody else except them. Which, after the week they'd had, surrounded by other people, was just paradise to Jack. He pressed a kiss to her neck, and his eyes fluttered closed for a moment, just enjoying their little bubble. "I don't think I can talk..." He murmured sleepily, and a soft laugh fell from his lips. The kind that not many people got to hear, not from Jack. "All I know is... this is my favourite place to be." Not just because of what they had done, or what she had made him feel, but because he felt safe. When Madison adjusted their positions, Jack let out a gentle sigh, happy to be lying flat. His arms wrapped around her almost instantly. "What am I feeling?" Jack repeated, and held her close to his chest so that he could press a kiss to Madison's temple. "Satisfied...safe... secure...." He smirked lazily, "All the S's.....what about you? What do you feel?" At her next question, Jack shook his head once. "No it doesn't bother me." Which was true; he just never thought it would be true of him. "I'm pretty sure you'll be worth the wait." Jack murmured. He then shifted and lifted his hips just enough to tug his sweats the rest of the way off, they were already at his knees. Leaving him in his less-than-clean boxers, but he didn't mind. "I think it feel amazing.." He said softly as his eyes fluttered closed again. "don't you?"

[rpwiththelilflower]

Madison smiled at his response.

She looked tired, her hair was messy, cheeks pink, eyelids fighting to stay awake for a just a few minutes longer w/ him.

“I don’t know.” She replied while looking up at him. “I hope it does… I want it to.” There was a little moment of quietness before she pressed into him again. “I want it to feel good for you. And I hope it doesn’t hurt…”

Though this moment should been something to bask in, she could feel them testing the boundaries & that scared her. It seemed like everyday they were testing the waters to see how far they could tread & it was only a matter of time before they pass the point of no return. Madison didn’t need to ask if Jack felt the same way, she knew he did, & if they crossed the line, Jack wouldn’t stop. And she wouldn’t want him to.

Physically she wanted him & she was ready.

Emotionally, not so much.

Mentally, definitely not.

The amount of tormented disappointment she faced when her & Zach started sleeping together was devastating. She wanted this time to be different. How could she handle more unsatisfied looks, failed attempts & endless questions of ‘what’s wrong w/ me’.

Jack was different from everything she had known, so there was even more pressure to satisfy him. In her head she believed if she couldn’t satisfy him, she’d never be able to keep him.

“I need to clean up.” She whispered while touching her wet panties. “I need to get up…”

Her voice was heavy & all those ‘I need to’s’ faded. She fell asleep semi cuddled to Jack.

[jackross]

Jack held onto Madison, and a gentle smile tugged at the corner of his lips. His face was one of complete satisfaction, and a low hum rumbled in the back of his throat. "Baby... I wouldn't hurt you; we don't have to do anything that you don't want to..." He paused to press a kiss to the side of her head. All he wanted was for Madison to feel safe. Yes, he wanted to have sex with her, he wanted that more than he could probably say, only he didn't because he didn't want that to sound like he was pressuring her or forcing something. He was happy to wait for when she was ready, because to him, doing that would mean their first time would be amazing.

He was ready, but he knew that Madison wasn't, and he didn't want it to be like that. Jack rubbed an absent-minded circle into her hip when she started to say that she wanted to change except she didn't seem to make much effort to move, which only made Jack smile. "Hey... just come here." He said softly and tugged her closer, tucking Madison against his chest. His leg tangled with hers. "I do too, but thats what mornings are for..." Jack pressed another kiss to her temple. His eyes started to close again. He never used to fall asleep instantly even when he was tired, but every night he spent with Madison, regardless of what they had been up to, he always fell to sleep within seconds. And so, he could feel himself slipping off to sleep, and his hold around Madison loosened slightly as he relaxed fully. "You're ... so special to me.." Jack murmured in his half asleep state. Not overthought, completely honest in the seconds before slumber. Maybe he didn't mean to say it aloud but he did mean it.

[rpwiththelilflower]

Jack was sending Madison into overdrive each time he fucked into her. He was exciting & whatever this was between them, it was special. This had to mean something right? It was a forbidden feeling she had sworn off, but each time he slammed into her she felt a brief connection that made her wonder if she was ready for more?

Jack was temptation at its finest & hottest.

Then his hazel eyes poured into hers & for a second, she could see her whole future.

And it looked beautiful:

Him, her, a dog, a house, them in bed…

The life she always wanted seemed plausible w/ Jack.

Something rang her ears & those cute little brows pulled together: “hey!” She reached up & caught his jaw in her hand breaking their kiss, his hips were still searching for her but she squeezed his face (maybe even a little harder than she should’ve).

“You’re babe…. I’m your baby.” Her tone was firm like she was drawing a clear line in the sand. She wanted to be his baby & wanted to hear him say it.

Madison didn’t have alot of experience w/ guys, but one thing was certain, no man had ever been as sweet as Jack.

He called her such pretty names: baby, sunshine, menace.

Those sounded so lovely compared to what she had heard in the past: stupid, Maddie, or useless

Madison had warned Jack about spoiling her. She could feel herself slipping down a dangerous path of happiness. And as they stared at eachother there was some obvious chemistry that had been building between them for month. And some how they ended up here: grinding up against eachother like horny teenagers, making out like their life depended on it.

The hold on his face loosened & he was guided to a slow & sweet kiss.

And then they were back at it again. Her moans, his growls, the kissing, the headboard slamming, the whispers of affections.

It was too much & yet not enough.

She was right where she wanted to be.

Then their shared moment came (literally).

They were mid kiss that she had to break to cry & moan. Their sweaty foreheads pressed together & Madison wrapped her arms around jacks board shoulders to hold him through his release. “Shhhhh~ it’s okay, I got you.”

[jackross]

Jack's body erupted in goosebumps. It wasn't just the way Madison's body felt under him; it wasn't just the way she was looking at him. It was how right this all felt. How right she felt. It scared him and excited him all at the same time. Because he could imagine it, he could see it. And he'd never had that before, not with anyone. Not even when he had convinced himself it had been real with others, nothing had come close to this. When she cupped his jaw, Jack's eyes locked onto Madison's and his mouth curved into a slow smirk. "Okay, baby, but for the record? I kinda like being your baby too." He said raspily. His voice was low and husky, the kind of way even he hadn't heard himself sound in a long time. And yet, Madison brought it out of him so easily. He ducked his head down again and stole a hungry kiss, it wasn't soft but it was deep. It felt as though he couldn't stop himself. He couldn't. Not when it came to Madison. Not when she was looking up at him like that. A low half moan, half growl curled low in the back of Jack's throat and his body decided for him that he had to move faster. Harder. He was so close...again. He never thought that he would do something like this, not even six months ago he would have scoffed at the idea, or maybe even laughed. But with Madison, he was honestly just grateful to have her in whatever way she was willing to give. He was also more than willing to wait. Moments like this helped to satiate the hunger inside he had for her. For now. His hand slipped up beneath her shirt and cupped around her again. His touch wasn't as harsh this time. It was more appreciative. And he puffed out his chest to where Madison's hands touched him, pressing himself into her touch. Greedy for more of her, always. Then it happened, and his body let go hard. All at once and a low, loud moan tumbled from Jack's mouth that he had no control over. His body was covered in both goosebumps and slick with sweat. He could feel how damp Madison was between her legs, and that pulled another quieter, breathier moan from Jack before he collapsed against Madison. His head pressed to her chest as he tried to catch his breath. "Madison...." He breathed out...."That.... you.... it was.... amazing."

[rpwiththelilflower]

Madison was breathing hard & shaking from the overwhelming pleasure that had torn through her.

When Jack collapsed, her arms immediately encompassed him in a tight hug. She held him close while running her hand through his damp sweaty hair. The only sound was their heavy breathing & even when Jack tried to talk, she shushed him gently in his ear. “Shh…. Don’t think…. Just be here w/ me.”

Suddenly the long week felt like nothing more than a minor inconvenience, all that mattered was Jack in her arms & their hearts beating for eachother. Her hand slowed from playing w/ his dark hair & she pressed her lips to his temple & planted them there for a while.

When she felt herself drifting that’s when she chose to talk, “how are you feeling?” Madison shifted a bit & stretched by arching her back beneath his heavy body. They managed to untangle themselves & Madison immediately rolled over so she was pressed right up against jacks chest, leg over his torso.

She was well aware he was still marinating in cum, but she didn’t care.

She selfishly would keep him at her dispense.

“Does it bother you?” She asked. “That we haven’t…. You know… all the way?” Madison shifted so her head was peering up at him. “Do you think the real thing will…. Feel just a good?”

Here came the flood of doubt.

[jackross]

Jack didn't really care that he severely needed to clean up; he didn't care that his thighs were screaming in protest from the position he had been keeping himself up in. He only cared that he stayed in Madison's arms. It felt like nothing else existed outside of her bedroom, not the street, not his garage, nobody else except them. Which, after the week they'd had, surrounded by other people, was just paradise to Jack. He pressed a kiss to her neck, and his eyes fluttered closed for a moment, just enjoying their little bubble. "I don't think I can talk..." He murmured sleepily, and a soft laugh fell from his lips. The kind that not many people got to hear, not from Jack. "All I know is... this is my favourite place to be." Not just because of what they had done, or what she had made him feel, but because he felt safe. When Madison adjusted their positions, Jack let out a gentle sigh, happy to be lying flat. His arms wrapped around her almost instantly. "What am I feeling?" Jack repeated, and held her close to his chest so that he could press a kiss to Madison's temple. "Satisfied...safe... secure...." He smirked lazily, "All the S's.....what about you? What do you feel?" At her next question, Jack shook his head once. "No it doesn't bother me." Which was true; he just never thought it would be true of him. "I'm pretty sure you'll be worth the wait." Jack murmured. He then shifted and lifted his hips just enough to tug his sweats the rest of the way off, they were already at his knees. Leaving him in his less-than-clean boxers, but he didn't mind. "I think it feel amazing.." He said softly as his eyes fluttered closed again. "don't you?"

[rpwiththelilflower]

Jack was sending Madison into overdrive each time he fucked into her. He was exciting & whatever this was between them, it was special. This had to mean something right? It was a forbidden feeling she had sworn off, but each time he slammed into her she felt a brief connection that made her wonder if she was ready for more?

Jack was temptation at its finest & hottest.

Then his hazel eyes poured into hers & for a second, she could see her whole future.

And it looked beautiful:

Him, her, a dog, a house, them in bed…

The life she always wanted seemed plausible w/ Jack.

Something rang her ears & those cute little brows pulled together: “hey!” She reached up & caught his jaw in her hand breaking their kiss, his hips were still searching for her but she squeezed his face (maybe even a little harder than she should’ve).

“You’re babe…. I’m your baby.” Her tone was firm like she was drawing a clear line in the sand. She wanted to be his baby & wanted to hear him say it.

Madison didn’t have alot of experience w/ guys, but one thing was certain, no man had ever been as sweet as Jack.

He called her such pretty names: baby, sunshine, menace.

Those sounded so lovely compared to what she had heard in the past: stupid, Maddie, or useless

Madison had warned Jack about spoiling her. She could feel herself slipping down a dangerous path of happiness. And as they stared at eachother there was some obvious chemistry that had been building between them for month. And some how they ended up here: grinding up against eachother like horny teenagers, making out like their life depended on it.

The hold on his face loosened & he was guided to a slow & sweet kiss.

And then they were back at it again. Her moans, his growls, the kissing, the headboard slamming, the whispers of affections.

It was too much & yet not enough.

She was right where she wanted to be.

Then their shared moment came (literally).

They were mid kiss that she had to break to cry & moan. Their sweaty foreheads pressed together & Madison wrapped her arms around jacks board shoulders to hold him through his release. “Shhhhh~ it’s okay, I got you.”

[jackross]

Jack's body erupted in goosebumps. It wasn't just the way Madison's body felt under him; it wasn't just the way she was looking at him. It was how right this all felt. How right she felt. It scared him and excited him all at the same time. Because he could imagine it, he could see it. And he'd never had that before, not with anyone. Not even when he had convinced himself it had been real with others, nothing had come close to this. When she cupped his jaw, Jack's eyes locked onto Madison's and his mouth curved into a slow smirk. "Okay, baby, but for the record? I kinda like being your baby too." He said raspily. His voice was low and husky, the kind of way even he hadn't heard himself sound in a long time. And yet, Madison brought it out of him so easily. He ducked his head down again and stole a hungry kiss, it wasn't soft but it was deep. It felt as though he couldn't stop himself. He couldn't. Not when it came to Madison. Not when she was looking up at him like that. A low half moan, half growl curled low in the back of Jack's throat and his body decided for him that he had to move faster. Harder. He was so close...again. He never thought that he would do something like this, not even six months ago he would have scoffed at the idea, or maybe even laughed. But with Madison, he was honestly just grateful to have her in whatever way she was willing to give. He was also more than willing to wait. Moments like this helped to satiate the hunger inside he had for her. For now. His hand slipped up beneath her shirt and cupped around her again. His touch wasn't as harsh this time. It was more appreciative. And he puffed out his chest to where Madison's hands touched him, pressing himself into her touch. Greedy for more of her, always. Then it happened, and his body let go hard. All at once and a low, loud moan tumbled from Jack's mouth that he had no control over. His body was covered in both goosebumps and slick with sweat. He could feel how damp Madison was between her legs, and that pulled another quieter, breathier moan from Jack before he collapsed against Madison. His head pressed to her chest as he tried to catch his breath. "Madison...." He breathed out...."That.... you.... it was.... amazing."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“That’s exactly why I keep feeling you up.” She smirked. “You have muscles, & guess I’m not used to being attracted to that. I use to like those tall scrawny, lanky guys… & I don’t know what it is about you that has me liking things I never thought I’d be into.”

Her hand touched along his forearm, “I like this one.” The tribal tattoo was cool, & he had distracting arms that just made her want to bite him all over.

Then her gaze followed along up his arms to his shoulders & neck, finally stopping at his eyes.

“You know… I’m not quite sure. I’m guess I’m just as indecisive & clueless as I was back then.” She laughed lightly, “I don’t know if I would get one now.”

When he tugged her closer she cracked a little laugh, “babe any closer & you’re gonna smoosh me into your skin.” Her head tilted up & her arms linked around his neck to give him a tug & roll them onto her back forcing him to hover above her.

“I’m not going anywhere.” She said it reassuringly.

He hovered & carefully she wrapped her legs around his waist giving him a tug into her body. Once he settled against she slid her hands deep into his hair & massaged at the back of his neck.

“I’ve always liked romantic things. I think if I were to ever get a tattoo, it would have to be romantic. Or something that is Considered romantic.” She shrugged, “maybe I’ll know when I see it…. Maybe I’ll be inspired by something. Or someone.”

Her hands began to apply a little bit of pressed to the back of his head forcing him to tuck himself into her neck. “I got you…. Just relax for me.”

Jack being so close & intimate resulted in her heart pounding. Could he feel it? Was it obvious what he did to her? Maybe not, he had an obvious brick in his pants everytime she affected him, but how could he know she felt something too. “Close your eyes… just relax…”

[jackross]

Jack let himself sink into her for a moment, his forehead resting against the curve of her neck exactly where she'd guided him. He closed his eyes, letting out a slow breath through his nose. The warmth of her hands in his hair, the steady beat of her heart against his chest, it did something to him that no amount of flirting ever managed.

"...You're dangerous, you know that?" A quiet laugh escaped him, muffled against her skin. "But....In a good way."

His arms settled comfortably around her waist, not trapping her, just holding her close enough that neither of them had to wonder if the other was still there.

"I can feel your heart." He smiled to himself. "It's racing." Jack tilted his head just enough to brush a gentle kiss beneath her jaw before settling back against her shoulder.

"I don't need you to figure everything out tonight babe." His thumb rubbed slow circles against her side. "You don't have to decide about tattoos, or tomorrow, or ten years from now." He chuckled softly. "i mean, you don't even have to decide what pizza topping is best..." He paused just long enough to add with mock seriousness, "Even if you're objectively wrong about olives."

Another grin tugged at his lips. "I just like this." His voice had gone quieter now. "Just you and me, He finally lifted his head enough to look down at her, hazel eyes meeting hers with the same softness they'd carried all evening.

"You asked earlier what I did while you were away." His smile became a little more sheepish. "Hung out with Isaac, worked a couple of jobs... but every time something funny happened, or I saw something you'd have rolled your eyes at, I caught myself reaching for my phone."

He shrugged lightly. "Guess I got used to telling you everything." His fingers brushed a loose strand of hair behind her ear. "So if you ever get a tattoo..." he murmured, "don't get one because somebody tells you it'd look good. Get one because it means something to you."

He smiled warmly. "And if you never get one... you'll still be the hottest woman I've ever had wrapped around me like this."

His eyes closed again and his weight rested against Madison finally, "Tell me if I'm hurting you, I can shift..." Not that he wanted to. "I know I've told you this before but... you make me feel safe..." Jack murmured against the curve of Madison's neck, then pressed another slow kiss to the same spot. "As for tall, lanky guys.... guess the tall dark mechanic won this time..."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“You know, just cause I wasn’t here. You can still call & text me. I may not respond immediately, but I’ll always reply to you.” Her palm smoothed down his bare back letting her nails scratch in a light massage up to his hair line. “It would make me happy knowing there’s things you want to share w/ me when I’m not around. Then when I come home, you can still tell me all about it.”

“You could never hurt me Jack.”

Lips pressed to his temple. “I trust you.”

Holding Jack felt like a sacred privilege. He was tall, & handsome, maybe a little intimating w/ his tattoos, his mechanic work gave him this gruff persona, so the fact he could curl in her arms & she could watch his shoulders relax under her touch, it made her feel like she was doing something right. For once she had something someone wanted. For once, someone was picking her & her comfort over that of another woman, it made her feel… loved.

“I’m starting to have a preference.” She smirked & tilted her head. “I’m kinda into You & only you.”

Playfully she pressed her lips to the shell of his ear & nipped. “Mmmm~ you are soooo delicious.” The action repeated & this time she inhaled deeply, “you know… tonight we agreed to enjoy eachothers company. But I hope tomorrow night, I’m going to expect something more. Something a little more….” Brows jumped playfully, “fun.”

Her knees squeezed his hips. “Is that okay?”

Then she tilted her head down, “any news from Isaac about Danny? And…… Jess.”

[jackross]

Jack smiled as her fingers drifted through his hair, his eyes closing for a second. "I will." His voice was quiet. "I think I'm finally getting used to the idea that I've got someone I want to tell everything to." Jack had been so used to looking after himself, to conditioning himself to believe that he was too much, or nobody really wanted to hear about the day he'd had. He hadn't even realised that was what he had been doing until Madison let him just.... be.

A grin tugged at the corner of his mouth. "Well don't complain when you get a picture of a weird-looking car part at nine in the morning. " He laughed softly. "You asked for it."

When she admitted she had a preference, his smile widened. "Oh yeah? Just me?" He pretended to think about it. "I suppose I can live with that."

The playful nip to his ear earned a quiet groan and a chuckle. "You are making this 'wholesome evening' increasingly difficult, Sunshine." His breath hitched slightly, and his body instictively curved closer to Madison's.

His hands settled comfortably on her hips, holding her there as she spoke about tomorrow. He looked up at her. "I think tomorrow sounds perfect." There wasn't a hint of hesitation. He leaned in, stealing a quick kiss. "What kinda fun are we talking?" Jack arched a brow. He pulled back just enough to look into her eyes. He shifted just slightly so that his hips rolled subtly between her legs. Just enough that she would feel him. Then he leaned in closer and stole another kiss, deeper this time. Longer too. His hands roaming along her thighs. When he pulled back, it was only to return his head to Madison's neck.

At the mention of Danny and Jess, his expression grew thoughtful. "I didn't get loads." He shrugged.

"II really only hung out with Isaac.... Danny's been kinda... shutting me out? I don't know." Jack frowned. "Isaac thinks it's bad idea for me to reach out just now, but I didn't do anything wrong..."

Then he exhaled, "And Jess..." He shook his head. "I have no idea, I haven't seen her since the night around at my place with everyone..."

His thumb brushed over the side of Madison's waist. "I'm not interested in Jess." His eyes met hers. A small smile spread across his face. "So that's about all there is to it."

He leaned up just enough to kiss the tip of her nose. "If I'm honest... I'd rather spend my time talking about Steve finally growing a backbone around Kim than waste another minute thinking about Jess."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“Babe you could send me a photo of what you’re having for lunch & I would just be happy you thought of me to begin w/.”

The hitch in his voice was exactly what she wanted to hear. “You’re so sensitive.” She whispered those words right in his ear being sure to give the shell a lick & feeling him twitch in her hold.

“Has it really been THAT long?” She asked, “or are you just like this w/ me?”

It wasn’t a trap, more of a genuine question. His hips rolled into her & she let out a little breath, “just some fun…. I guess we will have to see where the night takes us hmm?” Even though in her head she had a clear idea of what she wanted tomorrow night to look like: some casual dinner, maybe a night out in town, then back for an intense makeout sense. Her mouth was watering at the idea.

When he answered her questions about his friends, she listened intently. Eyes focused on him, brows softening, hands resumed the gentle rub again. “Hey… it’s okay. Whatever they are going through that’s not your fault or problem. Danny might just be feeling a little insecure. I mean… look at you & look at him. You are clearly the handsome one of your friend group…. Maybe he’s just a little sensitive about the idea his girlfriend wants to get railed by my man.”

The moment she said it, she quickly back tracker.

“Not that you’re mine!”

Was that harsh? She didn’t want labels. Not yet. But she felt like Jack did belong to her in some way.

“I just mean… she sees us…. Exploring eachother. I’m sure that just bothers her.”

Madison tried to take it back to the point she was originally trying to make. “Don’t worry about it… it’s just something he has to work through. Just…. Be supportive. Even if that’s from a distance.”

Then she wrapped him in a hug & kissed his head. “I’m here for you… I know it’s bothering you… you can talk to me about anything.”

[jackross]

Jack laughed quietly, the sound rumbling against her shoulder. "So all I've gotta do is send you a picture of whatever I'm eating?" A grin spread across his face. "I can do that." Hack smirked against Madison's shoulder, "don't worry, I'll send you ab pictures instead."

The lick against his ear earned exactly the reaction she'd been fishing for. His shoulders tensed, and he let out a breathy chuckle. "...You're trouble." He turned his head just enough to steal a quick kiss from her lips. "And yeah..." His smile softened. "....it's just you." Jack pulled back just enough to look into her eyes, "I've dated before. But I've never met someone who gets under my skin the way you do."

He looked at her for a long moment. "You don't even have to be trying. You smile at me... You laugh... You look at me the way you do..." He shook his head with a quiet laugh. "...and I'm just...gone."

Her comments about Danny made him sigh. "I think he's insecure. And honestly? I'd probably feel the same way if the roles were reversed."

He shrugged. "But I've never given Jess a reason to think she had a chance. I've always kept my distance. She's Danny's girl. That's where it starts and ends for me. I don't look at my friends girls, nevermind anything else..." Jack's forehead crinkled into a frown, "Don't ever let her make you think otherwise okay?"

Then she stumbled over calling him her man. Jack caught it immediately. The grin that spread across his face was impossible to hide.

"You know..." He rubbed his thumb across the back of her hand. "...I kind of liked hearing that." His eyes met hers. "I'm not asking you to put a label on us. But i want you to know I'm here for it."

When she wrapped him up in another hug, he held her without hesitation, one hand rubbing slowly up and down her back.

"I know I can." His voice was low. "And that's probably my favorite thing about us." He rested his chin lightly against her chest. "I can just... be me." A quiet laugh escaped him. "And that is... everything."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“Well I will never turn down a photos. As long as you come home & I get to touch & lick them.” To prove her point, one soft greedy palm slipped between their bodies toward his stomach palming along the curves of his abs. “This might actually be my favorite part of your body.”

For now.

She had yet to experience jacks full potential.

His compliment (which she took as that) gave her tingles, “yeah? I get under your skin?” Manicured nail tips slipped under the band of his waist feeling the happy trail hair. “Get under your skin like I get under your boxers?”

Then he pointed out more intimate parts that he took a liking to. Her laugh, the way she gazed into his soul, his entire being, she was drawn to him & maybe she wasn’t being as subtle as she thought she was being. Was it written all over her face? The way she was starting to ache & throb for him?

“Well… I gotta admit… she was really off putting when we met the first time. And that time she answered your phone. I could tell immediately she was into you. And that she was treating you like you were her property. I tried to play it off as an over protective friend… but when Vivian caught on too, I knew something was off.” She frowned, “I don’t know how I would feel if… anything happened between you two. I don’t know if I have any more fight left in me to go through another wrecked home.”

Not that they shared a home or anything. But it was a figure of speech right?

Hearing him accept the minimal affection she could give him was nice. Someone was welcoming her efforts & felt like it was enough for them which made her feel all warm & accepted.

“Well don’t stop being you. It’s working great so far. And this whole puppy dog mode… I’m really digging.” That naughty hand retreated back to his shoulder blades & she kissed his temple.

[jackross]

Jack let out a low laugh as her hand wandered lower, his stomach tightening beneath her touch. "You really don't make this easy on me." His own hand settled over hers for a second, not stopping her, just holding it there as his thumb brushed across her knuckles.

"So your favorite part's my abs?" He grinned. "I'll remember that." His eyes flicked down as her fingertips disappeared beneath the waistband of his sweats, and he exhaled through his nose, his body lightly shuddering.

"...See? This is exactly what I mean. You touch me and I'm already forgetting how to form a sentence." He shook his head, smiling as he looked back at her.

"And yeah... You get under my skin. In here." He tapped lightly over the left side of his chest. "Not just under my boxers." Jack smirked, his hips rolled upwards slightly as if his body decided it needed more of her touch. His hands settled at Madison's waist and slipped to her waistband. His fingers just slightly played with the elastic.

His smile softened when the conversation drifted back to Jess. "I know." He rubbed slow circles against her back. "I could tell something bothered you that day, and honestly... I don't blame you." He sighed quietly. "I should've shut it down harder from the beginning. I was trying not to make a scene, trying not to embarrass Danny..."

Jack held her gaze. "I don't want you wondering where you stand with me. You don't have to compete with Jess. You never did." He leaned forward, brushing a slow kiss against her forehead. "And that will never change."

He smiled when she called him a puppy. "Oh, is that what I am now?" He laughed. His eyebrows lifted playfully. "I can live with that." He leaned in until their noses touched. "But just so you know..." His voice dropped to a whisper. "This puppy's got a real hard time behaving when you keep rubbing your hand under my waistband....but i'm not complaining."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“Definitely is.” When his hand covered her, she grinned, “never realized how attractive muscles were until I saw 200lbs of hot man under the hood of a car & suddenly I was feeling wet in places I had never felt wet before.”

When he lost his train of thought she laughed lightly, “stop… it’s so cute that I can fluster you. I’ve never flustered a man before. Atleast… I don’t think I have? It’s so cute that you get a lil edgy when I do little things like this.” Her hand slipped into his boxers giving him a single brush down his length then her hand pulled out & rest on his ribs as if she hadn’t short circuited him.

He tugged at her waist band & she lifted her hips to be playful. “Like them?” She teased, “you picked them out…. I wore them for you.”

He tried to reassure her about Jess but Madison didn’t buy it completely. “Mmm…. I just know girls like her. They want what they want, & no one will stand in their way. And they don’t care who they have to hurt to get it.” A frown formed, “I see the way she’s eye fucking you from across the room.”

“You’re just my good boy.” Her hand flew to the back of his ear to give him a little scratch, “yeah? Is that you? My good boy Jack? My baby boy?” Her nose scrunched playfully & kissed his nose. “You’re such a good boy, you can behave for me. Right?”

[jackross]

Jack let out a helpless laugh, shaking his head as she teased him. "You really enjoy making me lose my train of thought, don't you?" His hand lingered at her waist, his thumb brushing absent-minded circles against her side as he smiled down at her.

"For the record... yeah, I like them." His eyes flicked toward the waistband she'd lifted for him before finding her face again. "Mostly because they're on you." He chewed his lip for a second and his body instictively pressed just slightly into Madison's hips. It happened before he even had a chance to think about it, as if his body decided for him. The action alone stole the air from his lungs all over again.

When she brought up Jess again, his expression softened. "Sunshine..." He cupped her cheek, making sure she was looking at him. "I can't control how somebody else feels or what they choose to do. But I can control me." His thumb brushed gently across her cheek. "I don't want her. Jess can look all she wants. It doesn't change a thing for me."

A grin slowly returned as she scratched behind his ear. "Did you just call me your good boy?" He laughed, rolling his eyes with mock surrender. "You know... if Isaac ever heard you say that, I'd never hear the end of it." He leaned forward until their foreheads touched.

"But..." He shifted again and pressed a kiss to Madison's cheek, then another to her tempe. "Hmmm, I kinda like it..." When her hand reached down into his boxers just for a moment, Jack audibly moaned from the very back of his throat. He didn't have any control over the growl. He fell against Madison, tucking himself against her. "You're so bad...." He whispered. And when she scratched at his ear, Jack couldn't help but smirk. "Mmmmhm. But I can't promise I'll always be good when we're alone." He murmured.

[rpwiththelilflower]

“Yeah I do.”

It was blunt & honest.

Madison liked to tease & be playful & yeah, she totally ate up how into her Jack was even as she shied away at times. Just knowing she had some kind of power drove her insane in a dangerous way.

Jack had the best responses to her antics so when he asked for honesty, she gave it. Yeah she loved to drive him crazy & watch him struggle, & deep down, she hoped he loved it too. Because what was more sexy than Jack admitting he was gone for her? Maybe him bragging about her to his friends, they sure did something to her.

“You know… it might do you a little good to… be a little more… you know,” her brows wiggled “& a lot less sweet… tell me my panties that you picked out are fucking sexy & you like knowing I wear what you specifically like.” Oh she was getting brave. Maybe even a little cocky. Or maybe she just wanted Jack to let go a little but the look on her face said she was serious.

Madison skipped over the Jess part & focused on the next part if their conversation.

The moan hit her like electricity. Her legs wrapped around his hips & she pressed into him, “when you sound like that… I can’t even begin to imagine how you’ll sound when we…” that hung in the air. It was bait. It was there & now she was talking about it & hinting at it like she saw it in their near future.

That was exciting.

“Yeah? I’m bad?” She teased, “your bad girl? My good boy ~” Madison help him close when he snuggled in. “Babe, I needed this.”

“You.”

[jackross]

Jack held her gaze for a long second, a slow grin creeping across his face. "Oh... So that's what you want." His thumb hooked lightly against the waistband she'd been teasing him with, giving it the smallest tug.

"I can do that." His eyes wandered over her for just a moment before finding hers again. "Those panties?" Jack's voice lowered, "They're sexy as hell."

His voice dropped, confident now instead of shy. "I like that when you opened your drawer this morning, you looked at all of them.....and still reached for mine." His hand settled comfortably on her hip, squeezing once.

Jack shifted then, he moved fast and his leg hooked arounf Madison's and within seconds he had flipped them over, changing positions so that he was now hovering over her. His pressed against hers, which when he was only wearing cotton sweats and boxers didn't hide much of the way his body consistently reacted to her.

A crooked smile spread across his face. "And before you ask...No. I'm not jealous of the panties. But I'm jealous of the fact they get to be that close to you all day."

He leaned in and his hands roamed across Madison's body, fingers slipping slightly beneath the hem of her shirt, just enough to graze his nails against her skin. "You're playing a dangerous game, Miss Claire." Jack murmured and pressed his weight into her body, and tangled himself between her legs.

"You like the sound of that huh?" Jack whispered, and his hands slipped further as he got slightly more confident, until his hands covered the lace of her bra. "For the record? I prefer what you don't wear." Jack leaned in to murmur against her mouth, not quite kissing yet and whispered. "But the lace?..." His hands squeezed at her chest, "Fucking hot.." And before Madison could reply his mouth caught hers in a kiss that wasn't soft but full, hungry and deep.

[rpwiththelilflower]

Madison squeaked when he flipped them so easily. And when she was beneath his weight, her mouth parted like she wanted to say something smart ass-y, but couldn’t. She could think of anything that wasn’t the absolute truth of how much she was enjoying them.

He pressed into her hard & Madison visibly relaxed into the bed Ike she was ready for him. It was a far too suggestive look on her face that she probably didn’t even know she was wearing.

In a way, she looked already overstimulated & ‘fucked out’, w/o him even having to touch her (or be inside).

“You calling me Miss Claire is dangerous.”

Ah so that was it.

“Maybe I like being a little bossy. And I like when you put some respect on my name.” She reached up cupping his jaw. “Good boy.”

Instead of fighting for dominance, Madison sat back & let Jack guide their kiss. He wasn’t too much, & maybe if he felt her melt into his lead, he would get it through his thick fluffy bed head that she was completely into him. That worry he was too much was not necessary & he was starting to see that. Madison was doing something right. He felt things about them, & that was okay.

“Jack.” She whispered, “I’m so horny for you.”

That was supposed to be a thought but somehow it slipped out.

“I like who I am, when I have you in my eyes.”

[jackross]

Jack shifted his hips slightly, another cheeky roll against Madison, alittle more intentional this time. His eyes stayed on hers as he did so. "I like calling you Miss Claire." He murmured. His hands stayed slipped under Madison's shirt, and he couldn't help but squeeze again. His eyes dropped to her mouth when she said that O-shape with her lips, and all it did was light the fire low inside Jack's stomach. "You look so hot right now..." He whispered, which was one of those inside thoughts that trickled out of his lips before he had a chance to catch them. Not that he regretted it, because the really dangerous thing about Madison was that she was making Jack feel increasingly safe. That she wouldn't push him away, and that meant more than anything he could put into words. "Hmmm." Jack's voice had thickened, raspy with the way Madison was making him feel. "I like when you're bossy." He smirked and lowered so that their bodies were flush. He kept one hand where it had been, beneath her shirt, and the other moved to her thigh, moving Madison slightly to make more room for himself between her legs. He opened his mouth to speak again, but instead he heard what Madison said, and his eyes flicked down to her mouth again, then up to her eyes. "Yeah?" His mouth twitched into a smirk, and he ducked his head low to press a kiss to the crook of Madison's neck, then the other to the space just below her ear. Teeth grazed over her skin, making a pathway to her mouth where he pressed another heated kiss accompanied with another roll of his hips. "I'm so horny for you too..." He whispered between kisses.

[rpwiththelilflower]

One thing that never failed to make Madison smile was the size difference between them. Jack had to curl around Madison, dip his head just to reach the areas he wanted.

It was cute.

And, his size made her feel small & secured; wrapped in his body where nothing could hurt here.

His kisses were so gentle even when he used force, it was almost like he didn’t want to hurt her or scare her away. Jack was still holding back & Madison was growing to accept that he needed to be worked up in order to come down & let go. That wasn’t a problem, Madison was patient & just as she was testing the waters of her comfort, he was tread the waters of his restraint. Both slowly opening up to the other.

“You like a bossy lady telling you what to do? That some kind of kink?”

His hips rolled making her eyes flutter closed. “Ugh~” her soft approving sound slipped out.

They took a moment to look at eachother, both flushed, both trembling in anticipation. Brown eyes flickered to her alarm clock, somehow it was just past midnight.

“You know… I said I wanted to spend the night relaxing…”

She bit her lip & lifted her hips, “technically it’s tomorrow & early morning….”.

Her hips rolled up into his & she let out a more confident moan. “It’s been awhile since we’ve…. Had a moment like this.” Even though she was shy to ask, she had no problem being suggestive, “I really need a distressed after the week I had.”

[jackross]

It wasn't that he was holding back, it had more to do with the fact that Jack had never been with anyone who let him let go so freely before. He'd had one long term partner who took up most of his twenties, and the others had been people he hadn't really known. That aspect of his past made Jack cringe now, because that had never really been him, he'd been looking for something, he just hadn't known what. Or rather, who. Not until she moved in across the street from him. Of course he felt lust for Madison, but it was alot more complicated than just that. Much deeper than that. It had started slowly, he had started to miss her slowly when she wasn''t around, and now it had just completely overtaken him. And the thing was... he didn't even mind. He wanted her to. Laying there beneath him looking small but fiesty, did she have any idea what she did to him? Maybe she knew exactly. "Kink?" Jack repeated and his eyebrow raised, but then Madison made that low moan, and it pushed Jack to roll his hips again in the same, slow but deliberate manner. Even through his own sweatpants and Madison's layers, he could feel her heat between her legs, and it made the throbbing in his boxers almost painful, but in the best kind of way. "Hmmm, you know...you sound sexy as hell when you make noises like that." Jack murmured. His hand slipped along Madison's side grabbing greedily at her waist, and he ducked his head down again to press a hungry kiss to her mouth. "I don't know, I guess I like that side of you." He whispered. Not because it was a secret, but because once again he was breathless from the way she was making him feel. "I needed it too.." Jack said as his hips rolled again. "I gotta tell you..... you look so good right now, under me..."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“I do?”

That was a question back to both his statements?

He liked the sounds she made for him?

And he likes the way she looked under him?

The statements were so naughty to her ears because she knew if she asked for more, Jack wouldn’t hesitate. And that meant she had to have some restraint, if not… he might end up 7 inches deep before she could blink.

She should stop.

Leave the boundaries where they lie…

“Yeah? You like the way I look under you?”

The words cooed into his quiet room like a taunt. “Do I just look so dainty? So pretty? Are you imagining what it would be like if tonight was the night?”

Her eyes scanned intently, “because I am…. It’s gonna start getting a lot harder to tell you no when you look like this.” One rude index pointed up & down his body, “too hot, too eager.”

His hips rolled again & she made another ‘O’ face & threw her head into the pillows. “Fuck babe.” Her hips bucked up, “if you plan on making me cum this morning, then you’ll have to try a lot harder than that.

But truthfully, he didn’t need to try THAT much harder.

“We have to be careful…. If not….”

She was going to give him access to everything….

[jackross]

Jack couldn't help but look down at Madison, his legs hooked around hers, keeping her thighs open for him. It wasn't forceful, but he was firm, he couldn't help himself, something about Madison was so addictive to him. As if she gave him exactly what he had been looking for all this time. Who knew that he had been waiting for his neighbour to notice him? His hips rolled again, and his body pressed against her. "Yeah, you do look so good." His voice lowered again, husky and deep. He didn't have any control over that, it was as if his body was just giving into her completely. At her question, Jack's eyebrow arched and instead of answering right away his hips rolled again as if he were trying to make a point. "Does that answer your question?" He tilted his head to one side, "Can't you feel what you're doing ot me?" Every time his hips pressed against the heat between her legs, he felt like he was pushing his luck before his body would need a release, but Jack didn't care. Being here like this with Madison just felt so good, he couldn't help himself. "Babe... don't tease me." Jack murmured, his mouth tugged into a lazy smirk and his hips rocked again, slower this time, more pronounced. Then she made that face again and challenged him, which probably caused just the reaction Madison was looking for, because he pulled his tshirt up and over his head, then began moving harder. His hands slipped along her thighs and tugged her close to him, making sure she felt every single movement. "Careful? Babe..." Jack laughed breathlessly. "...I can't...stop..."

[rpwiththelilflower]

There were benefits from being hovered over, one of them being surrounded in heat. The bed was warm from their bodies, & Jack felt like he was on fire. Even though his fabrics, she was able to feel him, & the little bit of sweat in his nose; so fucking cute.

Jack’s hands had access to roam wherever they wanted & when he felt up her body, Madison beamed beneath him.

But there was no smile on her face.

It was a completely new look; intense eyes that were almost glazed over w/ arousal. “I can kinda feel it.” Now that was a dangerous thing to say because clearly they both were feeling what was happening between their bodies. “Teasing you is the best part.”

And he sure got his revenge.

Jack pulled his shirt over his head in one motion exposing his bare chest to her. “Oh my god.” She whispered. He was tatted, & had muscles she just wanted to bite up, & he was grinding into her just right. Madison had been gone far too long, & it had been way too long since they had been in bed like this.

“Can’t stop?” She repeated.

“Baby boy, I don’t want you to stop.” She reached up & palmed his chest feeling his pectoral’s. A dangerous smile grew & that’s when she chose to drag her nails roughly down leaving angry red streaks behind. For a second she thought she was way too rough because he let out an unfamiliar sound.

Her eyes softened.

And that’s when Jack surprised her. His hips slammed so hard she scooted into the pillows. His pelvis hitting her thighs, it hurt… but in such a good way. It even surprised her how into his aggression she was. It pulled a surprised gasp, & she was talking before she could help it, “do it again.”

And he did.

“You’re going to break me.”

And she said it knowing he would catch onto the idea she wasn’t talking about right now… she was talking about when they finally let go. He was going to break her…

[jackross]

He hadn't necessarily meant it in only a sexual way. Jack had removed one of his layers because he selfishly needed to be even closer to Madison. It was hard to put into words because he had never experienced anything like this before. It wasn't just the lust, though that was intense; it was the absolute need to be close to her, to feel her, to have her beneath him. When her hands touched him, he leaned into her palms, pressing his chest into Madison's touch. When she said she could feel it, his smirk darkened slightly, and he rolled his hips again, slowly, with clear intent. That pulled a low moan from the back of his throat, which he couldn't contain. One hand braced at the headboard of the bed, the other gripped at her waist, almost as if he couldn't let go. "Well, that's good because you do manage to tease me better than anyone I've ever known," Jack murmured, his brown eyes flickered with something close to lust. Jack opened his mouth to say something else, but that was when he felt Madison's nails scratch down his chest, and fuck, it did something new to him. "Jesus Madison...." His voice came out low and raspy, but it was clear that he was not complaining; if anything, he was delighted. He almost asked her to do it again, but he didn't need to because she did it anyway. His head tilted back for a second; he still pressed into her fingers. The second scratch caused his body to react almost independently and he found himself rolling his hips again, harder this time. Hard enough to cause the headboard to hit Madison's bedroom wall. It was something between what she said, how she said it, and those damn manicured nails on his chest. His head picked up again and he looked down at her, a lazy smirk tugged at his lips. "Call me that again.." He said raspily and ducked down to catch her mouth with his. This kiss wasn't soft like before; it was hungry. His tongue flicked against Madison's mouth whilst his hips bucked again roughly. "I don't want to break you..." He whispered into Madison's mouth, "I want you like this, I want you needing you, I want you under me..." Jack tugged at her lower lip with his teeth, nipping lightly. One strong arm was still braced against the wall just above her head, the other slipped beneath the hem of her shirt again, nails scratching at her hip.

[rpwiththelilflower]

Jack was already leaned down trying to kiss, lick & touch her in different ways (how romantic). She was appreciative in his patience & willingness to explore because it made her feel like he was interested in her.

Which she hadn’t doubted his interest before, clearly he was hooked on her & couldn’t get enough. But there was something about being touched like she was a precious artifact that made her body burn w/ desire. He was curious, he wanted to know, to feel, to learn & her reactions seemed to do him some good. His hips proved that, the rasp of his voice made it even clearer. So she gave him what he wanted:

“Baby boy~” she whispered right in his ear.

The flare in her flickered when his hand braced the wall & her headboard hit the wall w/ a bit of force. “I’m so lucky I don’t live in an apartment…. I’m sure you’d have some noise complaints & explaining to do.”

His calloused hand felt up her body & her nipples stood at attention. “I’m right here babe…. You have me.”

And he did.

Deep down behind the denial Madison belonged to him, & it seemed like her body agreed, her brain just hadn’t caught up quite yet. His hand touched her soft skin, the same skin he was familiar w/ but each time he palmed & squeezed, it was like this was his first chance to feel her.

She liked that.

She liked feeling like she was special.

“Jack…. I think…” she bit her lip & licked the area he had nipped at. “We both need to cum.” And that’s what she wanted; both deserved to feel that pent up release that had been denied for over a week. These nights were far & few for her because she didn’t like to ask or seem too needy, she could only imagine if she was feeling the ache, he did too.

“Please?”

[jackross]

It was still amazing to Jack how easy it was for Madison to make him completely melt. He'd never liked pet names before her, or maybe he had just never thought about it. But hearing her call him that left a hot sensation burning inside. He just couldn't get enough, but he'd known that for a while now. Madison was so addictive to Jack. It wasn't just the way her body felt under him, or the way she whispered into his ear, or even the way her mouth tasted on his. It was everything; it was the way she made him feel without even having to try very hard. His hips bucked again, causing the bed frame to rattle a second time, and at Madison's comment, a breathy laugh left Jack's throat. "Even if you did live in an apartment, that wouldn't stop me..." He murmured with a lazy smirk. "...I'm sure I'd think of something." Jack winked, and he ducked down again, catching Madison's mouth with his as though he physically couldn't help himself. Which he couldn't. "Babe... you look so fucking hot right now..." He half moaned into her mouth between hungry kisses. Again, his hips rolled slowly, firmly, making sure that Madison could feel every inch of him between her legs. The motion pulled another moan from the back of his throat, low and almost like a growl. Primal in a way. Hungry. He didn't mean to be rough, but the lust inside him caused Jack's free hand to slip higher and tug at Madison's bra loose. The sound of ripping fabric filled the air, and an eager hand flew to her newly exposed breast. He just had to feel more; it was as though he had never touched Madison like this before because one more moan rumbled in the back of his throat and his eyes dragged over her body beneath him. At Madison's question, something in Jack's chest squeezed and he nodded a slow yes. "I need to too...." He admitted lowly. "You don't need to ask for permission..." Jack almost smirked, but his expression was different than usual, more open in some kind of way. More intimate. Lips parted, swollen from her hungry kisses to Madison. He pressed his weight against her and rolled his hips again. "Cum with me babe." He whispered into her mouth.

[rpwiththelilflower]

Madison didn’t even know it was possible for her bra to be torn apart.

So when she heard the seams rip & pop, her eyes widened. “Jack!” She almost scolded in a half laugh, “you gotta warn a girl!”

He palmed her full breast which made her arch into his touch & her smile grew. “You’re so bad~” but the way she said it, it was almost a compliment, a challenge even. “I want you to be bad for me~”

His hips rolled into her again & hearing him say he needed to cum paired w/ what he was doing to her, Madison breathed “fuck.” He wanted to cum for her, w/ her, on her, & maybe given the opportunity… in her. Thankfully the blood flowed back to her brain fast enough to stop her from saying anything she would regret.

Instead she began to shift & maneuver, her bra was destroyed, so that had to go. Madison reached under her thin shirt sleeves & slipped her bra straps down her arms, then she arched to pull the fabric out from under her showing off some successful skill of removing her bra w/o actually taking off her shirt.

So there she was: sprawled out before him, legs bent, body trembling in anticipation, her shirt bunched & lifted over her breast exposing them to his eyes, her cute panties separating them from what he wanted. She wanted him. And if he couldn’t tell because she didn’t say, he could clearly see it written on her face & in her body language.

Hips rolled & her breast bounced.

The eye contact was the permission, the smile was the queue.

Jack rolled his hips & they kissed like the action would promise them to eachother. “You know…” her words cut short w/ his thrust, “nothing,” another thrust “has ever felt as good as you do” again & this time she moaned, “when we do this.”

“You”

“Feel”

“Perfect.”

[jackross]

Jack's mouth curved into a smirk. He hadn't meant to tear the lace, but the lust had built up to a fever pitch, and he couldn't help himself. "Sorry, babe..." He said breathlessly, though the way he looked at her suggested that he wasn't sorry at all. Not even slightly. Those hazel eyes of his sparkled as they flicked down to look Madison over greedily. "Fuck you look so good..." He said lowly, more like a thought out loud than something he meant to be heard. "I'll get you a new one," Jack smirked and rolled his hips again, slowly, intentionally, which another moan from him. Low and raspy. "I'll be back for you." He smirked again, and his hand braced against the wall as he rocked his hips harder this time, enough to rock the headboard once again. He watched as Madison removed the torn lace, and the action, as simple as it was, did something to him. The intimacy, the wanting... god he wanted her; he wasn't sure he had ever wanted anyone so much in his life. He wasn't sure he ever would again, but that was still too dangerous to say, even if he had finally accepted that to himself. Maybe it was too soon, but Jack knew deep inside that what he felt for her was new, but the thing was he wasn't even scared.... maybe he should have been. Jack shifted slightly, tugging his sweatpants down, losing one more layer between them. He just needed to be closer still. Between his legs he was hard, and there was already a wet patch on his boxers, the sight of which made his smirk grow slightly. He looked at Madison as if to say, see what you do to me... His sweatpants sat at his thighs now, and he pressed his body back against Madison's. "Fuck babe..." Jack murmured, and his free hand slipped under her shirt again, right back to where he had been holding her before. Fingers tightened around her breast. And immediately his hips rolled again. "You feel so good..." Jack said back, and now when he moved, it was faster, harder. The headboard was now hitting her wall faster than before. He could feel how warm Madison was between his legs and it pulled a low, half-moan, half-growl from the back of his throat. "Jesus..." Jack's grip tightened around her, and he ducked his head down to catch a needy kiss whilst still rolling his hips.

[rpwiththelilflower]

“That’s exactly why I keep feeling you up.” She smirked. “You have muscles, & guess I’m not used to being attracted to that. I use to like those tall scrawny, lanky guys… & I don’t know what it is about you that has me liking things I never thought I’d be into.”

Her hand touched along his forearm, “I like this one.” The tribal tattoo was cool, & he had distracting arms that just made her want to bite him all over.

Then her gaze followed along up his arms to his shoulders & neck, finally stopping at his eyes.

“You know… I’m not quite sure. I’m guess I’m just as indecisive & clueless as I was back then.” She laughed lightly, “I don’t know if I would get one now.”

When he tugged her closer she cracked a little laugh, “babe any closer & you’re gonna smoosh me into your skin.” Her head tilted up & her arms linked around his neck to give him a tug & roll them onto her back forcing him to hover above her.

“I’m not going anywhere.” She said it reassuringly.

He hovered & carefully she wrapped her legs around his waist giving him a tug into her body. Once he settled against she slid her hands deep into his hair & massaged at the back of his neck.

“I’ve always liked romantic things. I think if I were to ever get a tattoo, it would have to be romantic. Or something that is Considered romantic.” She shrugged, “maybe I’ll know when I see it…. Maybe I’ll be inspired by something. Or someone.”

Her hands began to apply a little bit of pressed to the back of his head forcing him to tuck himself into her neck. “I got you…. Just relax for me.”

Jack being so close & intimate resulted in her heart pounding. Could he feel it? Was it obvious what he did to her? Maybe not, he had an obvious brick in his pants everytime she affected him, but how could he know she felt something too. “Close your eyes… just relax…”

[jackross]

Jack let himself sink into her for a moment, his forehead resting against the curve of her neck exactly where she'd guided him. He closed his eyes, letting out a slow breath through his nose. The warmth of her hands in his hair, the steady beat of her heart against his chest, it did something to him that no amount of flirting ever managed.

"...You're dangerous, you know that?" A quiet laugh escaped him, muffled against her skin. "But....In a good way."

His arms settled comfortably around her waist, not trapping her, just holding her close enough that neither of them had to wonder if the other was still there.

"I can feel your heart." He smiled to himself. "It's racing." Jack tilted his head just enough to brush a gentle kiss beneath her jaw before settling back against her shoulder.

"I don't need you to figure everything out tonight babe." His thumb rubbed slow circles against her side. "You don't have to decide about tattoos, or tomorrow, or ten years from now." He chuckled softly. "i mean, you don't even have to decide what pizza topping is best..." He paused just long enough to add with mock seriousness, "Even if you're objectively wrong about olives."

Another grin tugged at his lips. "I just like this." His voice had gone quieter now. "Just you and me, He finally lifted his head enough to look down at her, hazel eyes meeting hers with the same softness they'd carried all evening.

"You asked earlier what I did while you were away." His smile became a little more sheepish. "Hung out with Isaac, worked a couple of jobs... but every time something funny happened, or I saw something you'd have rolled your eyes at, I caught myself reaching for my phone."

He shrugged lightly. "Guess I got used to telling you everything." His fingers brushed a loose strand of hair behind her ear. "So if you ever get a tattoo..." he murmured, "don't get one because somebody tells you it'd look good. Get one because it means something to you."

He smiled warmly. "And if you never get one... you'll still be the hottest woman I've ever had wrapped around me like this."

His eyes closed again and his weight rested against Madison finally, "Tell me if I'm hurting you, I can shift..." Not that he wanted to. "I know I've told you this before but... you make me feel safe..." Jack murmured against the curve of Madison's neck, then pressed another slow kiss to the same spot. "As for tall, lanky guys.... guess the tall dark mechanic won this time..."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“You know, just cause I wasn’t here. You can still call & text me. I may not respond immediately, but I’ll always reply to you.” Her palm smoothed down his bare back letting her nails scratch in a light massage up to his hair line. “It would make me happy knowing there’s things you want to share w/ me when I’m not around. Then when I come home, you can still tell me all about it.”

“You could never hurt me Jack.”

Lips pressed to his temple. “I trust you.”

Holding Jack felt like a sacred privilege. He was tall, & handsome, maybe a little intimating w/ his tattoos, his mechanic work gave him this gruff persona, so the fact he could curl in her arms & she could watch his shoulders relax under her touch, it made her feel like she was doing something right. For once she had something someone wanted. For once, someone was picking her & her comfort over that of another woman, it made her feel… loved.

“I’m starting to have a preference.” She smirked & tilted her head. “I’m kinda into You & only you.”

Playfully she pressed her lips to the shell of his ear & nipped. “Mmmm~ you are soooo delicious.” The action repeated & this time she inhaled deeply, “you know… tonight we agreed to enjoy eachothers company. But I hope tomorrow night, I’m going to expect something more. Something a little more….” Brows jumped playfully, “fun.”

Her knees squeezed his hips. “Is that okay?”

Then she tilted her head down, “any news from Isaac about Danny? And…… Jess.”

[jackross]

Jack smiled as her fingers drifted through his hair, his eyes closing for a second. "I will." His voice was quiet. "I think I'm finally getting used to the idea that I've got someone I want to tell everything to." Jack had been so used to looking after himself, to conditioning himself to believe that he was too much, or nobody really wanted to hear about the day he'd had. He hadn't even realised that was what he had been doing until Madison let him just.... be.

A grin tugged at the corner of his mouth. "Well don't complain when you get a picture of a weird-looking car part at nine in the morning. " He laughed softly. "You asked for it."

When she admitted she had a preference, his smile widened. "Oh yeah? Just me?" He pretended to think about it. "I suppose I can live with that."

The playful nip to his ear earned a quiet groan and a chuckle. "You are making this 'wholesome evening' increasingly difficult, Sunshine." His breath hitched slightly, and his body instictively curved closer to Madison's.

His hands settled comfortably on her hips, holding her there as she spoke about tomorrow. He looked up at her. "I think tomorrow sounds perfect." There wasn't a hint of hesitation. He leaned in, stealing a quick kiss. "What kinda fun are we talking?" Jack arched a brow. He pulled back just enough to look into her eyes. He shifted just slightly so that his hips rolled subtly between her legs. Just enough that she would feel him. Then he leaned in closer and stole another kiss, deeper this time. Longer too. His hands roaming along her thighs. When he pulled back, it was only to return his head to Madison's neck.

At the mention of Danny and Jess, his expression grew thoughtful. "I didn't get loads." He shrugged.

"II really only hung out with Isaac.... Danny's been kinda... shutting me out? I don't know." Jack frowned. "Isaac thinks it's bad idea for me to reach out just now, but I didn't do anything wrong..."

Then he exhaled, "And Jess..." He shook his head. "I have no idea, I haven't seen her since the night around at my place with everyone..."

His thumb brushed over the side of Madison's waist. "I'm not interested in Jess." His eyes met hers. A small smile spread across his face. "So that's about all there is to it."

He leaned up just enough to kiss the tip of her nose. "If I'm honest... I'd rather spend my time talking about Steve finally growing a backbone around Kim than waste another minute thinking about Jess."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“Babe you could send me a photo of what you’re having for lunch & I would just be happy you thought of me to begin w/.”

The hitch in his voice was exactly what she wanted to hear. “You’re so sensitive.” She whispered those words right in his ear being sure to give the shell a lick & feeling him twitch in her hold.

“Has it really been THAT long?” She asked, “or are you just like this w/ me?”

It wasn’t a trap, more of a genuine question. His hips rolled into her & she let out a little breath, “just some fun…. I guess we will have to see where the night takes us hmm?” Even though in her head she had a clear idea of what she wanted tomorrow night to look like: some casual dinner, maybe a night out in town, then back for an intense makeout sense. Her mouth was watering at the idea.

When he answered her questions about his friends, she listened intently. Eyes focused on him, brows softening, hands resumed the gentle rub again. “Hey… it’s okay. Whatever they are going through that’s not your fault or problem. Danny might just be feeling a little insecure. I mean… look at you & look at him. You are clearly the handsome one of your friend group…. Maybe he’s just a little sensitive about the idea his girlfriend wants to get railed by my man.”

The moment she said it, she quickly back tracker.

“Not that you’re mine!”

Was that harsh? She didn’t want labels. Not yet. But she felt like Jack did belong to her in some way.

“I just mean… she sees us…. Exploring eachother. I’m sure that just bothers her.”

Madison tried to take it back to the point she was originally trying to make. “Don’t worry about it… it’s just something he has to work through. Just…. Be supportive. Even if that’s from a distance.”

Then she wrapped him in a hug & kissed his head. “I’m here for you… I know it’s bothering you… you can talk to me about anything.”

[jackross]

Jack laughed quietly, the sound rumbling against her shoulder. "So all I've gotta do is send you a picture of whatever I'm eating?" A grin spread across his face. "I can do that." Hack smirked against Madison's shoulder, "don't worry, I'll send you ab pictures instead."

The lick against his ear earned exactly the reaction she'd been fishing for. His shoulders tensed, and he let out a breathy chuckle. "...You're trouble." He turned his head just enough to steal a quick kiss from her lips. "And yeah..." His smile softened. "....it's just you." Jack pulled back just enough to look into her eyes, "I've dated before. But I've never met someone who gets under my skin the way you do."

He looked at her for a long moment. "You don't even have to be trying. You smile at me... You laugh... You look at me the way you do..." He shook his head with a quiet laugh. "...and I'm just...gone."

Her comments about Danny made him sigh. "I think he's insecure. And honestly? I'd probably feel the same way if the roles were reversed."

He shrugged. "But I've never given Jess a reason to think she had a chance. I've always kept my distance. She's Danny's girl. That's where it starts and ends for me. I don't look at my friends girls, nevermind anything else..." Jack's forehead crinkled into a frown, "Don't ever let her make you think otherwise okay?"

Then she stumbled over calling him her man. Jack caught it immediately. The grin that spread across his face was impossible to hide.

"You know..." He rubbed his thumb across the back of her hand. "...I kind of liked hearing that." His eyes met hers. "I'm not asking you to put a label on us. But i want you to know I'm here for it."

When she wrapped him up in another hug, he held her without hesitation, one hand rubbing slowly up and down her back.

"I know I can." His voice was low. "And that's probably my favorite thing about us." He rested his chin lightly against her chest. "I can just... be me." A quiet laugh escaped him. "And that is... everything."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“Well I will never turn down a photos. As long as you come home & I get to touch & lick them.” To prove her point, one soft greedy palm slipped between their bodies toward his stomach palming along the curves of his abs. “This might actually be my favorite part of your body.”

For now.

She had yet to experience jacks full potential.

His compliment (which she took as that) gave her tingles, “yeah? I get under your skin?” Manicured nail tips slipped under the band of his waist feeling the happy trail hair. “Get under your skin like I get under your boxers?”

Then he pointed out more intimate parts that he took a liking to. Her laugh, the way she gazed into his soul, his entire being, she was drawn to him & maybe she wasn’t being as subtle as she thought she was being. Was it written all over her face? The way she was starting to ache & throb for him?

“Well… I gotta admit… she was really off putting when we met the first time. And that time she answered your phone. I could tell immediately she was into you. And that she was treating you like you were her property. I tried to play it off as an over protective friend… but when Vivian caught on too, I knew something was off.” She frowned, “I don’t know how I would feel if… anything happened between you two. I don’t know if I have any more fight left in me to go through another wrecked home.”

Not that they shared a home or anything. But it was a figure of speech right?

Hearing him accept the minimal affection she could give him was nice. Someone was welcoming her efforts & felt like it was enough for them which made her feel all warm & accepted.

“Well don’t stop being you. It’s working great so far. And this whole puppy dog mode… I’m really digging.” That naughty hand retreated back to his shoulder blades & she kissed his temple.

[jackross]

Jack let out a low laugh as her hand wandered lower, his stomach tightening beneath her touch. "You really don't make this easy on me." His own hand settled over hers for a second, not stopping her, just holding it there as his thumb brushed across her knuckles.

"So your favorite part's my abs?" He grinned. "I'll remember that." His eyes flicked down as her fingertips disappeared beneath the waistband of his sweats, and he exhaled through his nose, his body lightly shuddering.

"...See? This is exactly what I mean. You touch me and I'm already forgetting how to form a sentence." He shook his head, smiling as he looked back at her.

"And yeah... You get under my skin. In here." He tapped lightly over the left side of his chest. "Not just under my boxers." Jack smirked, his hips rolled upwards slightly as if his body decided it needed more of her touch. His hands settled at Madison's waist and slipped to her waistband. His fingers just slightly played with the elastic.

His smile softened when the conversation drifted back to Jess. "I know." He rubbed slow circles against her back. "I could tell something bothered you that day, and honestly... I don't blame you." He sighed quietly. "I should've shut it down harder from the beginning. I was trying not to make a scene, trying not to embarrass Danny..."

Jack held her gaze. "I don't want you wondering where you stand with me. You don't have to compete with Jess. You never did." He leaned forward, brushing a slow kiss against her forehead. "And that will never change."

He smiled when she called him a puppy. "Oh, is that what I am now?" He laughed. His eyebrows lifted playfully. "I can live with that." He leaned in until their noses touched. "But just so you know..." His voice dropped to a whisper. "This puppy's got a real hard time behaving when you keep rubbing your hand under my waistband....but i'm not complaining."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“Definitely is.” When his hand covered her, she grinned, “never realized how attractive muscles were until I saw 200lbs of hot man under the hood of a car & suddenly I was feeling wet in places I had never felt wet before.”

When he lost his train of thought she laughed lightly, “stop… it’s so cute that I can fluster you. I’ve never flustered a man before. Atleast… I don’t think I have? It’s so cute that you get a lil edgy when I do little things like this.” Her hand slipped into his boxers giving him a single brush down his length then her hand pulled out & rest on his ribs as if she hadn’t short circuited him.

He tugged at her waist band & she lifted her hips to be playful. “Like them?” She teased, “you picked them out…. I wore them for you.”

He tried to reassure her about Jess but Madison didn’t buy it completely. “Mmm…. I just know girls like her. They want what they want, & no one will stand in their way. And they don’t care who they have to hurt to get it.” A frown formed, “I see the way she’s eye fucking you from across the room.”

“You’re just my good boy.” Her hand flew to the back of his ear to give him a little scratch, “yeah? Is that you? My good boy Jack? My baby boy?” Her nose scrunched playfully & kissed his nose. “You’re such a good boy, you can behave for me. Right?”

[jackross]

Jack let out a helpless laugh, shaking his head as she teased him. "You really enjoy making me lose my train of thought, don't you?" His hand lingered at her waist, his thumb brushing absent-minded circles against her side as he smiled down at her.

"For the record... yeah, I like them." His eyes flicked toward the waistband she'd lifted for him before finding her face again. "Mostly because they're on you." He chewed his lip for a second and his body instictively pressed just slightly into Madison's hips. It happened before he even had a chance to think about it, as if his body decided for him. The action alone stole the air from his lungs all over again.

When she brought up Jess again, his expression softened. "Sunshine..." He cupped her cheek, making sure she was looking at him. "I can't control how somebody else feels or what they choose to do. But I can control me." His thumb brushed gently across her cheek. "I don't want her. Jess can look all she wants. It doesn't change a thing for me."

A grin slowly returned as she scratched behind his ear. "Did you just call me your good boy?" He laughed, rolling his eyes with mock surrender. "You know... if Isaac ever heard you say that, I'd never hear the end of it." He leaned forward until their foreheads touched.

"But..." He shifted again and pressed a kiss to Madison's cheek, then another to her tempe. "Hmmm, I kinda like it..." When her hand reached down into his boxers just for a moment, Jack audibly moaned from the very back of his throat. He didn't have any control over the growl. He fell against Madison, tucking himself against her. "You're so bad...." He whispered. And when she scratched at his ear, Jack couldn't help but smirk. "Mmmmhm. But I can't promise I'll always be good when we're alone." He murmured.

[rpwiththelilflower]

“Yeah I do.”

It was blunt & honest.

Madison liked to tease & be playful & yeah, she totally ate up how into her Jack was even as she shied away at times. Just knowing she had some kind of power drove her insane in a dangerous way.

Jack had the best responses to her antics so when he asked for honesty, she gave it. Yeah she loved to drive him crazy & watch him struggle, & deep down, she hoped he loved it too. Because what was more sexy than Jack admitting he was gone for her? Maybe him bragging about her to his friends, they sure did something to her.

“You know… it might do you a little good to… be a little more… you know,” her brows wiggled “& a lot less sweet… tell me my panties that you picked out are fucking sexy & you like knowing I wear what you specifically like.” Oh she was getting brave. Maybe even a little cocky. Or maybe she just wanted Jack to let go a little but the look on her face said she was serious.

Madison skipped over the Jess part & focused on the next part if their conversation.

The moan hit her like electricity. Her legs wrapped around his hips & she pressed into him, “when you sound like that… I can’t even begin to imagine how you’ll sound when we…” that hung in the air. It was bait. It was there & now she was talking about it & hinting at it like she saw it in their near future.

That was exciting.

“Yeah? I’m bad?” She teased, “your bad girl? My good boy ~” Madison help him close when he snuggled in. “Babe, I needed this.”

“You.”

[jackross]

Jack held her gaze for a long second, a slow grin creeping across his face. "Oh... So that's what you want." His thumb hooked lightly against the waistband she'd been teasing him with, giving it the smallest tug.

"I can do that." His eyes wandered over her for just a moment before finding hers again. "Those panties?" Jack's voice lowered, "They're sexy as hell."

His voice dropped, confident now instead of shy. "I like that when you opened your drawer this morning, you looked at all of them.....and still reached for mine." His hand settled comfortably on her hip, squeezing once.

Jack shifted then, he moved fast and his leg hooked arounf Madison's and within seconds he had flipped them over, changing positions so that he was now hovering over her. His pressed against hers, which when he was only wearing cotton sweats and boxers didn't hide much of the way his body consistently reacted to her.

A crooked smile spread across his face. "And before you ask...No. I'm not jealous of the panties. But I'm jealous of the fact they get to be that close to you all day."

He leaned in and his hands roamed across Madison's body, fingers slipping slightly beneath the hem of her shirt, just enough to graze his nails against her skin. "You're playing a dangerous game, Miss Claire." Jack murmured and pressed his weight into her body, and tangled himself between her legs.

"You like the sound of that huh?" Jack whispered, and his hands slipped further as he got slightly more confident, until his hands covered the lace of her bra. "For the record? I prefer what you don't wear." Jack leaned in to murmur against her mouth, not quite kissing yet and whispered. "But the lace?..." His hands squeezed at her chest, "Fucking hot.." And before Madison could reply his mouth caught hers in a kiss that wasn't soft but full, hungry and deep.

[rpwiththelilflower]

Madison squeaked when he flipped them so easily. And when she was beneath his weight, her mouth parted like she wanted to say something smart ass-y, but couldn’t. She could think of anything that wasn’t the absolute truth of how much she was enjoying them.

He pressed into her hard & Madison visibly relaxed into the bed Ike she was ready for him. It was a far too suggestive look on her face that she probably didn’t even know she was wearing.

In a way, she looked already overstimulated & ‘fucked out’, w/o him even having to touch her (or be inside).

“You calling me Miss Claire is dangerous.”

Ah so that was it.

“Maybe I like being a little bossy. And I like when you put some respect on my name.” She reached up cupping his jaw. “Good boy.”

Instead of fighting for dominance, Madison sat back & let Jack guide their kiss. He wasn’t too much, & maybe if he felt her melt into his lead, he would get it through his thick fluffy bed head that she was completely into him. That worry he was too much was not necessary & he was starting to see that. Madison was doing something right. He felt things about them, & that was okay.

“Jack.” She whispered, “I’m so horny for you.”

That was supposed to be a thought but somehow it slipped out.

“I like who I am, when I have you in my eyes.”

[jackross]

Jack shifted his hips slightly, another cheeky roll against Madison, alittle more intentional this time. His eyes stayed on hers as he did so. "I like calling you Miss Claire." He murmured. His hands stayed slipped under Madison's shirt, and he couldn't help but squeeze again. His eyes dropped to her mouth when she said that O-shape with her lips, and all it did was light the fire low inside Jack's stomach. "You look so hot right now..." He whispered, which was one of those inside thoughts that trickled out of his lips before he had a chance to catch them. Not that he regretted it, because the really dangerous thing about Madison was that she was making Jack feel increasingly safe. That she wouldn't push him away, and that meant more than anything he could put into words. "Hmmm." Jack's voice had thickened, raspy with the way Madison was making him feel. "I like when you're bossy." He smirked and lowered so that their bodies were flush. He kept one hand where it had been, beneath her shirt, and the other moved to her thigh, moving Madison slightly to make more room for himself between her legs. He opened his mouth to speak again, but instead he heard what Madison said, and his eyes flicked down to her mouth again, then up to her eyes. "Yeah?" His mouth twitched into a smirk, and he ducked his head low to press a kiss to the crook of Madison's neck, then the other to the space just below her ear. Teeth grazed over her skin, making a pathway to her mouth where he pressed another heated kiss accompanied with another roll of his hips. "I'm so horny for you too..." He whispered between kisses.

[rpwiththelilflower]

One thing that never failed to make Madison smile was the size difference between them. Jack had to curl around Madison, dip his head just to reach the areas he wanted.

It was cute.

And, his size made her feel small & secured; wrapped in his body where nothing could hurt here.

His kisses were so gentle even when he used force, it was almost like he didn’t want to hurt her or scare her away. Jack was still holding back & Madison was growing to accept that he needed to be worked up in order to come down & let go. That wasn’t a problem, Madison was patient & just as she was testing the waters of her comfort, he was tread the waters of his restraint. Both slowly opening up to the other.

“You like a bossy lady telling you what to do? That some kind of kink?”

His hips rolled making her eyes flutter closed. “Ugh~” her soft approving sound slipped out.

They took a moment to look at eachother, both flushed, both trembling in anticipation. Brown eyes flickered to her alarm clock, somehow it was just past midnight.

“You know… I said I wanted to spend the night relaxing…”

She bit her lip & lifted her hips, “technically it’s tomorrow & early morning….”.

Her hips rolled up into his & she let out a more confident moan. “It’s been awhile since we’ve…. Had a moment like this.” Even though she was shy to ask, she had no problem being suggestive, “I really need a distressed after the week I had.”

[jackross]

It wasn't that he was holding back, it had more to do with the fact that Jack had never been with anyone who let him let go so freely before. He'd had one long term partner who took up most of his twenties, and the others had been people he hadn't really known. That aspect of his past made Jack cringe now, because that had never really been him, he'd been looking for something, he just hadn't known what. Or rather, who. Not until she moved in across the street from him. Of course he felt lust for Madison, but it was alot more complicated than just that. Much deeper than that. It had started slowly, he had started to miss her slowly when she wasn''t around, and now it had just completely overtaken him. And the thing was... he didn't even mind. He wanted her to. Laying there beneath him looking small but fiesty, did she have any idea what she did to him? Maybe she knew exactly. "Kink?" Jack repeated and his eyebrow raised, but then Madison made that low moan, and it pushed Jack to roll his hips again in the same, slow but deliberate manner. Even through his own sweatpants and Madison's layers, he could feel her heat between her legs, and it made the throbbing in his boxers almost painful, but in the best kind of way. "Hmmm, you know...you sound sexy as hell when you make noises like that." Jack murmured. His hand slipped along Madison's side grabbing greedily at her waist, and he ducked his head down again to press a hungry kiss to her mouth. "I don't know, I guess I like that side of you." He whispered. Not because it was a secret, but because once again he was breathless from the way she was making him feel. "I needed it too.." Jack said as his hips rolled again. "I gotta tell you..... you look so good right now, under me..."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“I do?”

That was a question back to both his statements?

He liked the sounds she made for him?

And he likes the way she looked under him?

The statements were so naughty to her ears because she knew if she asked for more, Jack wouldn’t hesitate. And that meant she had to have some restraint, if not… he might end up 7 inches deep before she could blink.

She should stop.

Leave the boundaries where they lie…

“Yeah? You like the way I look under you?”

The words cooed into his quiet room like a taunt. “Do I just look so dainty? So pretty? Are you imagining what it would be like if tonight was the night?”

Her eyes scanned intently, “because I am…. It’s gonna start getting a lot harder to tell you no when you look like this.” One rude index pointed up & down his body, “too hot, too eager.”

His hips rolled again & she made another ‘O’ face & threw her head into the pillows. “Fuck babe.” Her hips bucked up, “if you plan on making me cum this morning, then you’ll have to try a lot harder than that.

But truthfully, he didn’t need to try THAT much harder.

“We have to be careful…. If not….”

She was going to give him access to everything….

[jackross]

Jack couldn't help but look down at Madison, his legs hooked around hers, keeping her thighs open for him. It wasn't forceful, but he was firm, he couldn't help himself, something about Madison was so addictive to him. As if she gave him exactly what he had been looking for all this time. Who knew that he had been waiting for his neighbour to notice him? His hips rolled again, and his body pressed against her. "Yeah, you do look so good." His voice lowered again, husky and deep. He didn't have any control over that, it was as if his body was just giving into her completely. At her question, Jack's eyebrow arched and instead of answering right away his hips rolled again as if he were trying to make a point. "Does that answer your question?" He tilted his head to one side, "Can't you feel what you're doing ot me?" Every time his hips pressed against the heat between her legs, he felt like he was pushing his luck before his body would need a release, but Jack didn't care. Being here like this with Madison just felt so good, he couldn't help himself. "Babe... don't tease me." Jack murmured, his mouth tugged into a lazy smirk and his hips rocked again, slower this time, more pronounced. Then she made that face again and challenged him, which probably caused just the reaction Madison was looking for, because he pulled his tshirt up and over his head, then began moving harder. His hands slipped along her thighs and tugged her close to him, making sure she felt every single movement. "Careful? Babe..." Jack laughed breathlessly. "...I can't...stop..."

[rpwiththelilflower]

There were benefits from being hovered over, one of them being surrounded in heat. The bed was warm from their bodies, & Jack felt like he was on fire. Even though his fabrics, she was able to feel him, & the little bit of sweat in his nose; so fucking cute.

Jack’s hands had access to roam wherever they wanted & when he felt up her body, Madison beamed beneath him.

But there was no smile on her face.

It was a completely new look; intense eyes that were almost glazed over w/ arousal. “I can kinda feel it.” Now that was a dangerous thing to say because clearly they both were feeling what was happening between their bodies. “Teasing you is the best part.”

And he sure got his revenge.

Jack pulled his shirt over his head in one motion exposing his bare chest to her. “Oh my god.” She whispered. He was tatted, & had muscles she just wanted to bite up, & he was grinding into her just right. Madison had been gone far too long, & it had been way too long since they had been in bed like this.

“Can’t stop?” She repeated.

“Baby boy, I don’t want you to stop.” She reached up & palmed his chest feeling his pectoral’s. A dangerous smile grew & that’s when she chose to drag her nails roughly down leaving angry red streaks behind. For a second she thought she was way too rough because he let out an unfamiliar sound.

Her eyes softened.

And that’s when Jack surprised her. His hips slammed so hard she scooted into the pillows. His pelvis hitting her thighs, it hurt… but in such a good way. It even surprised her how into his aggression she was. It pulled a surprised gasp, & she was talking before she could help it, “do it again.”

And he did.

“You’re going to break me.”

And she said it knowing he would catch onto the idea she wasn’t talking about right now… she was talking about when they finally let go. He was going to break her…

[jackross]

He hadn't necessarily meant it in only a sexual way. Jack had removed one of his layers because he selfishly needed to be even closer to Madison. It was hard to put into words because he had never experienced anything like this before. It wasn't just the lust, though that was intense; it was the absolute need to be close to her, to feel her, to have her beneath him. When her hands touched him, he leaned into her palms, pressing his chest into Madison's touch. When she said she could feel it, his smirk darkened slightly, and he rolled his hips again, slowly, with clear intent. That pulled a low moan from the back of his throat, which he couldn't contain. One hand braced at the headboard of the bed, the other gripped at her waist, almost as if he couldn't let go. "Well, that's good because you do manage to tease me better than anyone I've ever known," Jack murmured, his brown eyes flickered with something close to lust. Jack opened his mouth to say something else, but that was when he felt Madison's nails scratch down his chest, and fuck, it did something new to him. "Jesus Madison...." His voice came out low and raspy, but it was clear that he was not complaining; if anything, he was delighted. He almost asked her to do it again, but he didn't need to because she did it anyway. His head tilted back for a second; he still pressed into her fingers. The second scratch caused his body to react almost independently and he found himself rolling his hips again, harder this time. Hard enough to cause the headboard to hit Madison's bedroom wall. It was something between what she said, how she said it, and those damn manicured nails on his chest. His head picked up again and he looked down at her, a lazy smirk tugged at his lips. "Call me that again.." He said raspily and ducked down to catch her mouth with his. This kiss wasn't soft like before; it was hungry. His tongue flicked against Madison's mouth whilst his hips bucked again roughly. "I don't want to break you..." He whispered into Madison's mouth, "I want you like this, I want you needing you, I want you under me..." Jack tugged at her lower lip with his teeth, nipping lightly. One strong arm was still braced against the wall just above her head, the other slipped beneath the hem of her shirt again, nails scratching at her hip.

[rpwiththelilflower]

Jack was already leaned down trying to kiss, lick & touch her in different ways (how romantic). She was appreciative in his patience & willingness to explore because it made her feel like he was interested in her.

Which she hadn’t doubted his interest before, clearly he was hooked on her & couldn’t get enough. But there was something about being touched like she was a precious artifact that made her body burn w/ desire. He was curious, he wanted to know, to feel, to learn & her reactions seemed to do him some good. His hips proved that, the rasp of his voice made it even clearer. So she gave him what he wanted:

“Baby boy~” she whispered right in his ear.

The flare in her flickered when his hand braced the wall & her headboard hit the wall w/ a bit of force. “I’m so lucky I don’t live in an apartment…. I’m sure you’d have some noise complaints & explaining to do.”

His calloused hand felt up her body & her nipples stood at attention. “I’m right here babe…. You have me.”

And he did.

Deep down behind the denial Madison belonged to him, & it seemed like her body agreed, her brain just hadn’t caught up quite yet. His hand touched her soft skin, the same skin he was familiar w/ but each time he palmed & squeezed, it was like this was his first chance to feel her.

She liked that.

She liked feeling like she was special.

“Jack…. I think…” she bit her lip & licked the area he had nipped at. “We both need to cum.” And that’s what she wanted; both deserved to feel that pent up release that had been denied for over a week. These nights were far & few for her because she didn’t like to ask or seem too needy, she could only imagine if she was feeling the ache, he did too.

“Please?”

[jackross]

It was still amazing to Jack how easy it was for Madison to make him completely melt. He'd never liked pet names before her, or maybe he had just never thought about it. But hearing her call him that left a hot sensation burning inside. He just couldn't get enough, but he'd known that for a while now. Madison was so addictive to Jack. It wasn't just the way her body felt under him, or the way she whispered into his ear, or even the way her mouth tasted on his. It was everything; it was the way she made him feel without even having to try very hard. His hips bucked again, causing the bed frame to rattle a second time, and at Madison's comment, a breathy laugh left Jack's throat. "Even if you did live in an apartment, that wouldn't stop me..." He murmured with a lazy smirk. "...I'm sure I'd think of something." Jack winked, and he ducked down again, catching Madison's mouth with his as though he physically couldn't help himself. Which he couldn't. "Babe... you look so fucking hot right now..." He half moaned into her mouth between hungry kisses. Again, his hips rolled slowly, firmly, making sure that Madison could feel every inch of him between her legs. The motion pulled another moan from the back of his throat, low and almost like a growl. Primal in a way. Hungry. He didn't mean to be rough, but the lust inside him caused Jack's free hand to slip higher and tug at Madison's bra loose. The sound of ripping fabric filled the air, and an eager hand flew to her newly exposed breast. He just had to feel more; it was as though he had never touched Madison like this before because one more moan rumbled in the back of his throat and his eyes dragged over her body beneath him. At Madison's question, something in Jack's chest squeezed and he nodded a slow yes. "I need to too...." He admitted lowly. "You don't need to ask for permission..." Jack almost smirked, but his expression was different than usual, more open in some kind of way. More intimate. Lips parted, swollen from her hungry kisses to Madison. He pressed his weight against her and rolled his hips again. "Cum with me babe." He whispered into her mouth.

[rpwiththelilflower]

“That’s exactly why I keep feeling you up.” She smirked. “You have muscles, & guess I’m not used to being attracted to that. I use to like those tall scrawny, lanky guys… & I don’t know what it is about you that has me liking things I never thought I’d be into.”

Her hand touched along his forearm, “I like this one.” The tribal tattoo was cool, & he had distracting arms that just made her want to bite him all over.

Then her gaze followed along up his arms to his shoulders & neck, finally stopping at his eyes.

“You know… I’m not quite sure. I’m guess I’m just as indecisive & clueless as I was back then.” She laughed lightly, “I don’t know if I would get one now.”

When he tugged her closer she cracked a little laugh, “babe any closer & you’re gonna smoosh me into your skin.” Her head tilted up & her arms linked around his neck to give him a tug & roll them onto her back forcing him to hover above her.

“I’m not going anywhere.” She said it reassuringly.

He hovered & carefully she wrapped her legs around his waist giving him a tug into her body. Once he settled against she slid her hands deep into his hair & massaged at the back of his neck.

“I’ve always liked romantic things. I think if I were to ever get a tattoo, it would have to be romantic. Or something that is Considered romantic.” She shrugged, “maybe I’ll know when I see it…. Maybe I’ll be inspired by something. Or someone.”

Her hands began to apply a little bit of pressed to the back of his head forcing him to tuck himself into her neck. “I got you…. Just relax for me.”

Jack being so close & intimate resulted in her heart pounding. Could he feel it? Was it obvious what he did to her? Maybe not, he had an obvious brick in his pants everytime she affected him, but how could he know she felt something too. “Close your eyes… just relax…”

[jackross]

Jack let himself sink into her for a moment, his forehead resting against the curve of her neck exactly where she'd guided him. He closed his eyes, letting out a slow breath through his nose. The warmth of her hands in his hair, the steady beat of her heart against his chest, it did something to him that no amount of flirting ever managed.

"...You're dangerous, you know that?" A quiet laugh escaped him, muffled against her skin. "But....In a good way."

His arms settled comfortably around her waist, not trapping her, just holding her close enough that neither of them had to wonder if the other was still there.

"I can feel your heart." He smiled to himself. "It's racing." Jack tilted his head just enough to brush a gentle kiss beneath her jaw before settling back against her shoulder.

"I don't need you to figure everything out tonight babe." His thumb rubbed slow circles against her side. "You don't have to decide about tattoos, or tomorrow, or ten years from now." He chuckled softly. "i mean, you don't even have to decide what pizza topping is best..." He paused just long enough to add with mock seriousness, "Even if you're objectively wrong about olives."

Another grin tugged at his lips. "I just like this." His voice had gone quieter now. "Just you and me, He finally lifted his head enough to look down at her, hazel eyes meeting hers with the same softness they'd carried all evening.

"You asked earlier what I did while you were away." His smile became a little more sheepish. "Hung out with Isaac, worked a couple of jobs... but every time something funny happened, or I saw something you'd have rolled your eyes at, I caught myself reaching for my phone."

He shrugged lightly. "Guess I got used to telling you everything." His fingers brushed a loose strand of hair behind her ear. "So if you ever get a tattoo..." he murmured, "don't get one because somebody tells you it'd look good. Get one because it means something to you."

He smiled warmly. "And if you never get one... you'll still be the hottest woman I've ever had wrapped around me like this."

His eyes closed again and his weight rested against Madison finally, "Tell me if I'm hurting you, I can shift..." Not that he wanted to. "I know I've told you this before but... you make me feel safe..." Jack murmured against the curve of Madison's neck, then pressed another slow kiss to the same spot. "As for tall, lanky guys.... guess the tall dark mechanic won this time..."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“You know, just cause I wasn’t here. You can still call & text me. I may not respond immediately, but I’ll always reply to you.” Her palm smoothed down his bare back letting her nails scratch in a light massage up to his hair line. “It would make me happy knowing there’s things you want to share w/ me when I’m not around. Then when I come home, you can still tell me all about it.”

“You could never hurt me Jack.”

Lips pressed to his temple. “I trust you.”

Holding Jack felt like a sacred privilege. He was tall, & handsome, maybe a little intimating w/ his tattoos, his mechanic work gave him this gruff persona, so the fact he could curl in her arms & she could watch his shoulders relax under her touch, it made her feel like she was doing something right. For once she had something someone wanted. For once, someone was picking her & her comfort over that of another woman, it made her feel… loved.

“I’m starting to have a preference.” She smirked & tilted her head. “I’m kinda into You & only you.”

Playfully she pressed her lips to the shell of his ear & nipped. “Mmmm~ you are soooo delicious.” The action repeated & this time she inhaled deeply, “you know… tonight we agreed to enjoy eachothers company. But I hope tomorrow night, I’m going to expect something more. Something a little more….” Brows jumped playfully, “fun.”

Her knees squeezed his hips. “Is that okay?”

Then she tilted her head down, “any news from Isaac about Danny? And…… Jess.”

[jackross]

Jack smiled as her fingers drifted through his hair, his eyes closing for a second. "I will." His voice was quiet. "I think I'm finally getting used to the idea that I've got someone I want to tell everything to." Jack had been so used to looking after himself, to conditioning himself to believe that he was too much, or nobody really wanted to hear about the day he'd had. He hadn't even realised that was what he had been doing until Madison let him just.... be.

A grin tugged at the corner of his mouth. "Well don't complain when you get a picture of a weird-looking car part at nine in the morning. " He laughed softly. "You asked for it."

When she admitted she had a preference, his smile widened. "Oh yeah? Just me?" He pretended to think about it. "I suppose I can live with that."

The playful nip to his ear earned a quiet groan and a chuckle. "You are making this 'wholesome evening' increasingly difficult, Sunshine." His breath hitched slightly, and his body instictively curved closer to Madison's.

His hands settled comfortably on her hips, holding her there as she spoke about tomorrow. He looked up at her. "I think tomorrow sounds perfect." There wasn't a hint of hesitation. He leaned in, stealing a quick kiss. "What kinda fun are we talking?" Jack arched a brow. He pulled back just enough to look into her eyes. He shifted just slightly so that his hips rolled subtly between her legs. Just enough that she would feel him. Then he leaned in closer and stole another kiss, deeper this time. Longer too. His hands roaming along her thighs. When he pulled back, it was only to return his head to Madison's neck.

At the mention of Danny and Jess, his expression grew thoughtful. "I didn't get loads." He shrugged.

"II really only hung out with Isaac.... Danny's been kinda... shutting me out? I don't know." Jack frowned. "Isaac thinks it's bad idea for me to reach out just now, but I didn't do anything wrong..."

Then he exhaled, "And Jess..." He shook his head. "I have no idea, I haven't seen her since the night around at my place with everyone..."

His thumb brushed over the side of Madison's waist. "I'm not interested in Jess." His eyes met hers. A small smile spread across his face. "So that's about all there is to it."

He leaned up just enough to kiss the tip of her nose. "If I'm honest... I'd rather spend my time talking about Steve finally growing a backbone around Kim than waste another minute thinking about Jess."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“Babe you could send me a photo of what you’re having for lunch & I would just be happy you thought of me to begin w/.”

The hitch in his voice was exactly what she wanted to hear. “You’re so sensitive.” She whispered those words right in his ear being sure to give the shell a lick & feeling him twitch in her hold.

“Has it really been THAT long?” She asked, “or are you just like this w/ me?”

It wasn’t a trap, more of a genuine question. His hips rolled into her & she let out a little breath, “just some fun…. I guess we will have to see where the night takes us hmm?” Even though in her head she had a clear idea of what she wanted tomorrow night to look like: some casual dinner, maybe a night out in town, then back for an intense makeout sense. Her mouth was watering at the idea.

When he answered her questions about his friends, she listened intently. Eyes focused on him, brows softening, hands resumed the gentle rub again. “Hey… it’s okay. Whatever they are going through that’s not your fault or problem. Danny might just be feeling a little insecure. I mean… look at you & look at him. You are clearly the handsome one of your friend group…. Maybe he’s just a little sensitive about the idea his girlfriend wants to get railed by my man.”

The moment she said it, she quickly back tracker.

“Not that you’re mine!”

Was that harsh? She didn’t want labels. Not yet. But she felt like Jack did belong to her in some way.

“I just mean… she sees us…. Exploring eachother. I’m sure that just bothers her.”

Madison tried to take it back to the point she was originally trying to make. “Don’t worry about it… it’s just something he has to work through. Just…. Be supportive. Even if that’s from a distance.”

Then she wrapped him in a hug & kissed his head. “I’m here for you… I know it’s bothering you… you can talk to me about anything.”

[jackross]

Jack laughed quietly, the sound rumbling against her shoulder. "So all I've gotta do is send you a picture of whatever I'm eating?" A grin spread across his face. "I can do that." Hack smirked against Madison's shoulder, "don't worry, I'll send you ab pictures instead."

The lick against his ear earned exactly the reaction she'd been fishing for. His shoulders tensed, and he let out a breathy chuckle. "...You're trouble." He turned his head just enough to steal a quick kiss from her lips. "And yeah..." His smile softened. "....it's just you." Jack pulled back just enough to look into her eyes, "I've dated before. But I've never met someone who gets under my skin the way you do."

He looked at her for a long moment. "You don't even have to be trying. You smile at me... You laugh... You look at me the way you do..." He shook his head with a quiet laugh. "...and I'm just...gone."

Her comments about Danny made him sigh. "I think he's insecure. And honestly? I'd probably feel the same way if the roles were reversed."

He shrugged. "But I've never given Jess a reason to think she had a chance. I've always kept my distance. She's Danny's girl. That's where it starts and ends for me. I don't look at my friends girls, nevermind anything else..." Jack's forehead crinkled into a frown, "Don't ever let her make you think otherwise okay?"

Then she stumbled over calling him her man. Jack caught it immediately. The grin that spread across his face was impossible to hide.

"You know..." He rubbed his thumb across the back of her hand. "...I kind of liked hearing that." His eyes met hers. "I'm not asking you to put a label on us. But i want you to know I'm here for it."

When she wrapped him up in another hug, he held her without hesitation, one hand rubbing slowly up and down her back.

"I know I can." His voice was low. "And that's probably my favorite thing about us." He rested his chin lightly against her chest. "I can just... be me." A quiet laugh escaped him. "And that is... everything."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“Well I will never turn down a photos. As long as you come home & I get to touch & lick them.” To prove her point, one soft greedy palm slipped between their bodies toward his stomach palming along the curves of his abs. “This might actually be my favorite part of your body.”

For now.

She had yet to experience jacks full potential.

His compliment (which she took as that) gave her tingles, “yeah? I get under your skin?” Manicured nail tips slipped under the band of his waist feeling the happy trail hair. “Get under your skin like I get under your boxers?”

Then he pointed out more intimate parts that he took a liking to. Her laugh, the way she gazed into his soul, his entire being, she was drawn to him & maybe she wasn’t being as subtle as she thought she was being. Was it written all over her face? The way she was starting to ache & throb for him?

“Well… I gotta admit… she was really off putting when we met the first time. And that time she answered your phone. I could tell immediately she was into you. And that she was treating you like you were her property. I tried to play it off as an over protective friend… but when Vivian caught on too, I knew something was off.” She frowned, “I don’t know how I would feel if… anything happened between you two. I don’t know if I have any more fight left in me to go through another wrecked home.”

Not that they shared a home or anything. But it was a figure of speech right?

Hearing him accept the minimal affection she could give him was nice. Someone was welcoming her efforts & felt like it was enough for them which made her feel all warm & accepted.

“Well don’t stop being you. It’s working great so far. And this whole puppy dog mode… I’m really digging.” That naughty hand retreated back to his shoulder blades & she kissed his temple.

[jackross]

Jack let out a low laugh as her hand wandered lower, his stomach tightening beneath her touch. "You really don't make this easy on me." His own hand settled over hers for a second, not stopping her, just holding it there as his thumb brushed across her knuckles.

"So your favorite part's my abs?" He grinned. "I'll remember that." His eyes flicked down as her fingertips disappeared beneath the waistband of his sweats, and he exhaled through his nose, his body lightly shuddering.

"...See? This is exactly what I mean. You touch me and I'm already forgetting how to form a sentence." He shook his head, smiling as he looked back at her.

"And yeah... You get under my skin. In here." He tapped lightly over the left side of his chest. "Not just under my boxers." Jack smirked, his hips rolled upwards slightly as if his body decided it needed more of her touch. His hands settled at Madison's waist and slipped to her waistband. His fingers just slightly played with the elastic.

His smile softened when the conversation drifted back to Jess. "I know." He rubbed slow circles against her back. "I could tell something bothered you that day, and honestly... I don't blame you." He sighed quietly. "I should've shut it down harder from the beginning. I was trying not to make a scene, trying not to embarrass Danny..."

Jack held her gaze. "I don't want you wondering where you stand with me. You don't have to compete with Jess. You never did." He leaned forward, brushing a slow kiss against her forehead. "And that will never change."

He smiled when she called him a puppy. "Oh, is that what I am now?" He laughed. His eyebrows lifted playfully. "I can live with that." He leaned in until their noses touched. "But just so you know..." His voice dropped to a whisper. "This puppy's got a real hard time behaving when you keep rubbing your hand under my waistband....but i'm not complaining."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“Definitely is.” When his hand covered her, she grinned, “never realized how attractive muscles were until I saw 200lbs of hot man under the hood of a car & suddenly I was feeling wet in places I had never felt wet before.”

When he lost his train of thought she laughed lightly, “stop… it’s so cute that I can fluster you. I’ve never flustered a man before. Atleast… I don’t think I have? It’s so cute that you get a lil edgy when I do little things like this.” Her hand slipped into his boxers giving him a single brush down his length then her hand pulled out & rest on his ribs as if she hadn’t short circuited him.

He tugged at her waist band & she lifted her hips to be playful. “Like them?” She teased, “you picked them out…. I wore them for you.”

He tried to reassure her about Jess but Madison didn’t buy it completely. “Mmm…. I just know girls like her. They want what they want, & no one will stand in their way. And they don’t care who they have to hurt to get it.” A frown formed, “I see the way she’s eye fucking you from across the room.”

“You’re just my good boy.” Her hand flew to the back of his ear to give him a little scratch, “yeah? Is that you? My good boy Jack? My baby boy?” Her nose scrunched playfully & kissed his nose. “You’re such a good boy, you can behave for me. Right?”

[jackross]

Jack let out a helpless laugh, shaking his head as she teased him. "You really enjoy making me lose my train of thought, don't you?" His hand lingered at her waist, his thumb brushing absent-minded circles against her side as he smiled down at her.

"For the record... yeah, I like them." His eyes flicked toward the waistband she'd lifted for him before finding her face again. "Mostly because they're on you." He chewed his lip for a second and his body instictively pressed just slightly into Madison's hips. It happened before he even had a chance to think about it, as if his body decided for him. The action alone stole the air from his lungs all over again.

When she brought up Jess again, his expression softened. "Sunshine..." He cupped her cheek, making sure she was looking at him. "I can't control how somebody else feels or what they choose to do. But I can control me." His thumb brushed gently across her cheek. "I don't want her. Jess can look all she wants. It doesn't change a thing for me."

A grin slowly returned as she scratched behind his ear. "Did you just call me your good boy?" He laughed, rolling his eyes with mock surrender. "You know... if Isaac ever heard you say that, I'd never hear the end of it." He leaned forward until their foreheads touched.

"But..." He shifted again and pressed a kiss to Madison's cheek, then another to her tempe. "Hmmm, I kinda like it..." When her hand reached down into his boxers just for a moment, Jack audibly moaned from the very back of his throat. He didn't have any control over the growl. He fell against Madison, tucking himself against her. "You're so bad...." He whispered. And when she scratched at his ear, Jack couldn't help but smirk. "Mmmmhm. But I can't promise I'll always be good when we're alone." He murmured.

[rpwiththelilflower]

“Yeah I do.”

It was blunt & honest.

Madison liked to tease & be playful & yeah, she totally ate up how into her Jack was even as she shied away at times. Just knowing she had some kind of power drove her insane in a dangerous way.

Jack had the best responses to her antics so when he asked for honesty, she gave it. Yeah she loved to drive him crazy & watch him struggle, & deep down, she hoped he loved it too. Because what was more sexy than Jack admitting he was gone for her? Maybe him bragging about her to his friends, they sure did something to her.

“You know… it might do you a little good to… be a little more… you know,” her brows wiggled “& a lot less sweet… tell me my panties that you picked out are fucking sexy & you like knowing I wear what you specifically like.” Oh she was getting brave. Maybe even a little cocky. Or maybe she just wanted Jack to let go a little but the look on her face said she was serious.

Madison skipped over the Jess part & focused on the next part if their conversation.

The moan hit her like electricity. Her legs wrapped around his hips & she pressed into him, “when you sound like that… I can’t even begin to imagine how you’ll sound when we…” that hung in the air. It was bait. It was there & now she was talking about it & hinting at it like she saw it in their near future.

That was exciting.

“Yeah? I’m bad?” She teased, “your bad girl? My good boy ~” Madison help him close when he snuggled in. “Babe, I needed this.”

“You.”

[jackross]

Jack held her gaze for a long second, a slow grin creeping across his face. "Oh... So that's what you want." His thumb hooked lightly against the waistband she'd been teasing him with, giving it the smallest tug.

"I can do that." His eyes wandered over her for just a moment before finding hers again. "Those panties?" Jack's voice lowered, "They're sexy as hell."

His voice dropped, confident now instead of shy. "I like that when you opened your drawer this morning, you looked at all of them.....and still reached for mine." His hand settled comfortably on her hip, squeezing once.

Jack shifted then, he moved fast and his leg hooked arounf Madison's and within seconds he had flipped them over, changing positions so that he was now hovering over her. His pressed against hers, which when he was only wearing cotton sweats and boxers didn't hide much of the way his body consistently reacted to her.

A crooked smile spread across his face. "And before you ask...No. I'm not jealous of the panties. But I'm jealous of the fact they get to be that close to you all day."

He leaned in and his hands roamed across Madison's body, fingers slipping slightly beneath the hem of her shirt, just enough to graze his nails against her skin. "You're playing a dangerous game, Miss Claire." Jack murmured and pressed his weight into her body, and tangled himself between her legs.

"You like the sound of that huh?" Jack whispered, and his hands slipped further as he got slightly more confident, until his hands covered the lace of her bra. "For the record? I prefer what you don't wear." Jack leaned in to murmur against her mouth, not quite kissing yet and whispered. "But the lace?..." His hands squeezed at her chest, "Fucking hot.." And before Madison could reply his mouth caught hers in a kiss that wasn't soft but full, hungry and deep.

[rpwiththelilflower]

Madison squeaked when he flipped them so easily. And when she was beneath his weight, her mouth parted like she wanted to say something smart ass-y, but couldn’t. She could think of anything that wasn’t the absolute truth of how much she was enjoying them.

He pressed into her hard & Madison visibly relaxed into the bed Ike she was ready for him. It was a far too suggestive look on her face that she probably didn’t even know she was wearing.

In a way, she looked already overstimulated & ‘fucked out’, w/o him even having to touch her (or be inside).

“You calling me Miss Claire is dangerous.”

Ah so that was it.

“Maybe I like being a little bossy. And I like when you put some respect on my name.” She reached up cupping his jaw. “Good boy.”

Instead of fighting for dominance, Madison sat back & let Jack guide their kiss. He wasn’t too much, & maybe if he felt her melt into his lead, he would get it through his thick fluffy bed head that she was completely into him. That worry he was too much was not necessary & he was starting to see that. Madison was doing something right. He felt things about them, & that was okay.

“Jack.” She whispered, “I’m so horny for you.”

That was supposed to be a thought but somehow it slipped out.

“I like who I am, when I have you in my eyes.”

[jackross]

Jack shifted his hips slightly, another cheeky roll against Madison, alittle more intentional this time. His eyes stayed on hers as he did so. "I like calling you Miss Claire." He murmured. His hands stayed slipped under Madison's shirt, and he couldn't help but squeeze again. His eyes dropped to her mouth when she said that O-shape with her lips, and all it did was light the fire low inside Jack's stomach. "You look so hot right now..." He whispered, which was one of those inside thoughts that trickled out of his lips before he had a chance to catch them. Not that he regretted it, because the really dangerous thing about Madison was that she was making Jack feel increasingly safe. That she wouldn't push him away, and that meant more than anything he could put into words. "Hmmm." Jack's voice had thickened, raspy with the way Madison was making him feel. "I like when you're bossy." He smirked and lowered so that their bodies were flush. He kept one hand where it had been, beneath her shirt, and the other moved to her thigh, moving Madison slightly to make more room for himself between her legs. He opened his mouth to speak again, but instead he heard what Madison said, and his eyes flicked down to her mouth again, then up to her eyes. "Yeah?" His mouth twitched into a smirk, and he ducked his head low to press a kiss to the crook of Madison's neck, then the other to the space just below her ear. Teeth grazed over her skin, making a pathway to her mouth where he pressed another heated kiss accompanied with another roll of his hips. "I'm so horny for you too..." He whispered between kisses.

[rpwiththelilflower]

One thing that never failed to make Madison smile was the size difference between them. Jack had to curl around Madison, dip his head just to reach the areas he wanted.

It was cute.

And, his size made her feel small & secured; wrapped in his body where nothing could hurt here.

His kisses were so gentle even when he used force, it was almost like he didn’t want to hurt her or scare her away. Jack was still holding back & Madison was growing to accept that he needed to be worked up in order to come down & let go. That wasn’t a problem, Madison was patient & just as she was testing the waters of her comfort, he was tread the waters of his restraint. Both slowly opening up to the other.

“You like a bossy lady telling you what to do? That some kind of kink?”

His hips rolled making her eyes flutter closed. “Ugh~” her soft approving sound slipped out.

They took a moment to look at eachother, both flushed, both trembling in anticipation. Brown eyes flickered to her alarm clock, somehow it was just past midnight.

“You know… I said I wanted to spend the night relaxing…”

She bit her lip & lifted her hips, “technically it’s tomorrow & early morning….”.

Her hips rolled up into his & she let out a more confident moan. “It’s been awhile since we’ve…. Had a moment like this.” Even though she was shy to ask, she had no problem being suggestive, “I really need a distressed after the week I had.”

[jackross]

It wasn't that he was holding back, it had more to do with the fact that Jack had never been with anyone who let him let go so freely before. He'd had one long term partner who took up most of his twenties, and the others had been people he hadn't really known. That aspect of his past made Jack cringe now, because that had never really been him, he'd been looking for something, he just hadn't known what. Or rather, who. Not until she moved in across the street from him. Of course he felt lust for Madison, but it was alot more complicated than just that. Much deeper than that. It had started slowly, he had started to miss her slowly when she wasn''t around, and now it had just completely overtaken him. And the thing was... he didn't even mind. He wanted her to. Laying there beneath him looking small but fiesty, did she have any idea what she did to him? Maybe she knew exactly. "Kink?" Jack repeated and his eyebrow raised, but then Madison made that low moan, and it pushed Jack to roll his hips again in the same, slow but deliberate manner. Even through his own sweatpants and Madison's layers, he could feel her heat between her legs, and it made the throbbing in his boxers almost painful, but in the best kind of way. "Hmmm, you know...you sound sexy as hell when you make noises like that." Jack murmured. His hand slipped along Madison's side grabbing greedily at her waist, and he ducked his head down again to press a hungry kiss to her mouth. "I don't know, I guess I like that side of you." He whispered. Not because it was a secret, but because once again he was breathless from the way she was making him feel. "I needed it too.." Jack said as his hips rolled again. "I gotta tell you..... you look so good right now, under me..."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“I do?”

That was a question back to both his statements?

He liked the sounds she made for him?

And he likes the way she looked under him?

The statements were so naughty to her ears because she knew if she asked for more, Jack wouldn’t hesitate. And that meant she had to have some restraint, if not… he might end up 7 inches deep before she could blink.

She should stop.

Leave the boundaries where they lie…

“Yeah? You like the way I look under you?”

The words cooed into his quiet room like a taunt. “Do I just look so dainty? So pretty? Are you imagining what it would be like if tonight was the night?”

Her eyes scanned intently, “because I am…. It’s gonna start getting a lot harder to tell you no when you look like this.” One rude index pointed up & down his body, “too hot, too eager.”

His hips rolled again & she made another ‘O’ face & threw her head into the pillows. “Fuck babe.” Her hips bucked up, “if you plan on making me cum this morning, then you’ll have to try a lot harder than that.

But truthfully, he didn’t need to try THAT much harder.

“We have to be careful…. If not….”

She was going to give him access to everything….

[jackross]

Jack couldn't help but look down at Madison, his legs hooked around hers, keeping her thighs open for him. It wasn't forceful, but he was firm, he couldn't help himself, something about Madison was so addictive to him. As if she gave him exactly what he had been looking for all this time. Who knew that he had been waiting for his neighbour to notice him? His hips rolled again, and his body pressed against her. "Yeah, you do look so good." His voice lowered again, husky and deep. He didn't have any control over that, it was as if his body was just giving into her completely. At her question, Jack's eyebrow arched and instead of answering right away his hips rolled again as if he were trying to make a point. "Does that answer your question?" He tilted his head to one side, "Can't you feel what you're doing ot me?" Every time his hips pressed against the heat between her legs, he felt like he was pushing his luck before his body would need a release, but Jack didn't care. Being here like this with Madison just felt so good, he couldn't help himself. "Babe... don't tease me." Jack murmured, his mouth tugged into a lazy smirk and his hips rocked again, slower this time, more pronounced. Then she made that face again and challenged him, which probably caused just the reaction Madison was looking for, because he pulled his tshirt up and over his head, then began moving harder. His hands slipped along her thighs and tugged her close to him, making sure she felt every single movement. "Careful? Babe..." Jack laughed breathlessly. "...I can't...stop..."

[rpwiththelilflower]

There were benefits from being hovered over, one of them being surrounded in heat. The bed was warm from their bodies, & Jack felt like he was on fire. Even though his fabrics, she was able to feel him, & the little bit of sweat in his nose; so fucking cute.

Jack’s hands had access to roam wherever they wanted & when he felt up her body, Madison beamed beneath him.

But there was no smile on her face.

It was a completely new look; intense eyes that were almost glazed over w/ arousal. “I can kinda feel it.” Now that was a dangerous thing to say because clearly they both were feeling what was happening between their bodies. “Teasing you is the best part.”

And he sure got his revenge.

Jack pulled his shirt over his head in one motion exposing his bare chest to her. “Oh my god.” She whispered. He was tatted, & had muscles she just wanted to bite up, & he was grinding into her just right. Madison had been gone far too long, & it had been way too long since they had been in bed like this.

“Can’t stop?” She repeated.

“Baby boy, I don’t want you to stop.” She reached up & palmed his chest feeling his pectoral’s. A dangerous smile grew & that’s when she chose to drag her nails roughly down leaving angry red streaks behind. For a second she thought she was way too rough because he let out an unfamiliar sound.

Her eyes softened.

And that’s when Jack surprised her. His hips slammed so hard she scooted into the pillows. His pelvis hitting her thighs, it hurt… but in such a good way. It even surprised her how into his aggression she was. It pulled a surprised gasp, & she was talking before she could help it, “do it again.”

And he did.

“You’re going to break me.”

And she said it knowing he would catch onto the idea she wasn’t talking about right now… she was talking about when they finally let go. He was going to break her…

[jackross]

He hadn't necessarily meant it in only a sexual way. Jack had removed one of his layers because he selfishly needed to be even closer to Madison. It was hard to put into words because he had never experienced anything like this before. It wasn't just the lust, though that was intense; it was the absolute need to be close to her, to feel her, to have her beneath him. When her hands touched him, he leaned into her palms, pressing his chest into Madison's touch. When she said she could feel it, his smirk darkened slightly, and he rolled his hips again, slowly, with clear intent. That pulled a low moan from the back of his throat, which he couldn't contain. One hand braced at the headboard of the bed, the other gripped at her waist, almost as if he couldn't let go. "Well, that's good because you do manage to tease me better than anyone I've ever known," Jack murmured, his brown eyes flickered with something close to lust. Jack opened his mouth to say something else, but that was when he felt Madison's nails scratch down his chest, and fuck, it did something new to him. "Jesus Madison...." His voice came out low and raspy, but it was clear that he was not complaining; if anything, he was delighted. He almost asked her to do it again, but he didn't need to because she did it anyway. His head tilted back for a second; he still pressed into her fingers. The second scratch caused his body to react almost independently and he found himself rolling his hips again, harder this time. Hard enough to cause the headboard to hit Madison's bedroom wall. It was something between what she said, how she said it, and those damn manicured nails on his chest. His head picked up again and he looked down at her, a lazy smirk tugged at his lips. "Call me that again.." He said raspily and ducked down to catch her mouth with his. This kiss wasn't soft like before; it was hungry. His tongue flicked against Madison's mouth whilst his hips bucked again roughly. "I don't want to break you..." He whispered into Madison's mouth, "I want you like this, I want you needing you, I want you under me..." Jack tugged at her lower lip with his teeth, nipping lightly. One strong arm was still braced against the wall just above her head, the other slipped beneath the hem of her shirt again, nails scratching at her hip.

[rpwiththelilflower]

“That’s exactly why I keep feeling you up.” She smirked. “You have muscles, & guess I’m not used to being attracted to that. I use to like those tall scrawny, lanky guys… & I don’t know what it is about you that has me liking things I never thought I’d be into.”

Her hand touched along his forearm, “I like this one.” The tribal tattoo was cool, & he had distracting arms that just made her want to bite him all over.

Then her gaze followed along up his arms to his shoulders & neck, finally stopping at his eyes.

“You know… I’m not quite sure. I’m guess I’m just as indecisive & clueless as I was back then.” She laughed lightly, “I don’t know if I would get one now.”

When he tugged her closer she cracked a little laugh, “babe any closer & you’re gonna smoosh me into your skin.” Her head tilted up & her arms linked around his neck to give him a tug & roll them onto her back forcing him to hover above her.

“I’m not going anywhere.” She said it reassuringly.

He hovered & carefully she wrapped her legs around his waist giving him a tug into her body. Once he settled against she slid her hands deep into his hair & massaged at the back of his neck.

“I’ve always liked romantic things. I think if I were to ever get a tattoo, it would have to be romantic. Or something that is Considered romantic.” She shrugged, “maybe I’ll know when I see it…. Maybe I’ll be inspired by something. Or someone.”

Her hands began to apply a little bit of pressed to the back of his head forcing him to tuck himself into her neck. “I got you…. Just relax for me.”

Jack being so close & intimate resulted in her heart pounding. Could he feel it? Was it obvious what he did to her? Maybe not, he had an obvious brick in his pants everytime she affected him, but how could he know she felt something too. “Close your eyes… just relax…”

[jackross]

Jack let himself sink into her for a moment, his forehead resting against the curve of her neck exactly where she'd guided him. He closed his eyes, letting out a slow breath through his nose. The warmth of her hands in his hair, the steady beat of her heart against his chest, it did something to him that no amount of flirting ever managed.

"...You're dangerous, you know that?" A quiet laugh escaped him, muffled against her skin. "But....In a good way."

His arms settled comfortably around her waist, not trapping her, just holding her close enough that neither of them had to wonder if the other was still there.

"I can feel your heart." He smiled to himself. "It's racing." Jack tilted his head just enough to brush a gentle kiss beneath her jaw before settling back against her shoulder.

"I don't need you to figure everything out tonight babe." His thumb rubbed slow circles against her side. "You don't have to decide about tattoos, or tomorrow, or ten years from now." He chuckled softly. "i mean, you don't even have to decide what pizza topping is best..." He paused just long enough to add with mock seriousness, "Even if you're objectively wrong about olives."

Another grin tugged at his lips. "I just like this." His voice had gone quieter now. "Just you and me, He finally lifted his head enough to look down at her, hazel eyes meeting hers with the same softness they'd carried all evening.

"You asked earlier what I did while you were away." His smile became a little more sheepish. "Hung out with Isaac, worked a couple of jobs... but every time something funny happened, or I saw something you'd have rolled your eyes at, I caught myself reaching for my phone."

He shrugged lightly. "Guess I got used to telling you everything." His fingers brushed a loose strand of hair behind her ear. "So if you ever get a tattoo..." he murmured, "don't get one because somebody tells you it'd look good. Get one because it means something to you."

He smiled warmly. "And if you never get one... you'll still be the hottest woman I've ever had wrapped around me like this."

His eyes closed again and his weight rested against Madison finally, "Tell me if I'm hurting you, I can shift..." Not that he wanted to. "I know I've told you this before but... you make me feel safe..." Jack murmured against the curve of Madison's neck, then pressed another slow kiss to the same spot. "As for tall, lanky guys.... guess the tall dark mechanic won this time..."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“You know, just cause I wasn’t here. You can still call & text me. I may not respond immediately, but I’ll always reply to you.” Her palm smoothed down his bare back letting her nails scratch in a light massage up to his hair line. “It would make me happy knowing there’s things you want to share w/ me when I’m not around. Then when I come home, you can still tell me all about it.”

“You could never hurt me Jack.”

Lips pressed to his temple. “I trust you.”

Holding Jack felt like a sacred privilege. He was tall, & handsome, maybe a little intimating w/ his tattoos, his mechanic work gave him this gruff persona, so the fact he could curl in her arms & she could watch his shoulders relax under her touch, it made her feel like she was doing something right. For once she had something someone wanted. For once, someone was picking her & her comfort over that of another woman, it made her feel… loved.

“I’m starting to have a preference.” She smirked & tilted her head. “I’m kinda into You & only you.”

Playfully she pressed her lips to the shell of his ear & nipped. “Mmmm~ you are soooo delicious.” The action repeated & this time she inhaled deeply, “you know… tonight we agreed to enjoy eachothers company. But I hope tomorrow night, I’m going to expect something more. Something a little more….” Brows jumped playfully, “fun.”

Her knees squeezed his hips. “Is that okay?”

Then she tilted her head down, “any news from Isaac about Danny? And…… Jess.”

[jackross]

Jack smiled as her fingers drifted through his hair, his eyes closing for a second. "I will." His voice was quiet. "I think I'm finally getting used to the idea that I've got someone I want to tell everything to." Jack had been so used to looking after himself, to conditioning himself to believe that he was too much, or nobody really wanted to hear about the day he'd had. He hadn't even realised that was what he had been doing until Madison let him just.... be.

A grin tugged at the corner of his mouth. "Well don't complain when you get a picture of a weird-looking car part at nine in the morning. " He laughed softly. "You asked for it."

When she admitted she had a preference, his smile widened. "Oh yeah? Just me?" He pretended to think about it. "I suppose I can live with that."

The playful nip to his ear earned a quiet groan and a chuckle. "You are making this 'wholesome evening' increasingly difficult, Sunshine." His breath hitched slightly, and his body instictively curved closer to Madison's.

His hands settled comfortably on her hips, holding her there as she spoke about tomorrow. He looked up at her. "I think tomorrow sounds perfect." There wasn't a hint of hesitation. He leaned in, stealing a quick kiss. "What kinda fun are we talking?" Jack arched a brow. He pulled back just enough to look into her eyes. He shifted just slightly so that his hips rolled subtly between her legs. Just enough that she would feel him. Then he leaned in closer and stole another kiss, deeper this time. Longer too. His hands roaming along her thighs. When he pulled back, it was only to return his head to Madison's neck.

At the mention of Danny and Jess, his expression grew thoughtful. "I didn't get loads." He shrugged.

"II really only hung out with Isaac.... Danny's been kinda... shutting me out? I don't know." Jack frowned. "Isaac thinks it's bad idea for me to reach out just now, but I didn't do anything wrong..."

Then he exhaled, "And Jess..." He shook his head. "I have no idea, I haven't seen her since the night around at my place with everyone..."

His thumb brushed over the side of Madison's waist. "I'm not interested in Jess." His eyes met hers. A small smile spread across his face. "So that's about all there is to it."

He leaned up just enough to kiss the tip of her nose. "If I'm honest... I'd rather spend my time talking about Steve finally growing a backbone around Kim than waste another minute thinking about Jess."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“Babe you could send me a photo of what you’re having for lunch & I would just be happy you thought of me to begin w/.”

The hitch in his voice was exactly what she wanted to hear. “You’re so sensitive.” She whispered those words right in his ear being sure to give the shell a lick & feeling him twitch in her hold.

“Has it really been THAT long?” She asked, “or are you just like this w/ me?”

It wasn’t a trap, more of a genuine question. His hips rolled into her & she let out a little breath, “just some fun…. I guess we will have to see where the night takes us hmm?” Even though in her head she had a clear idea of what she wanted tomorrow night to look like: some casual dinner, maybe a night out in town, then back for an intense makeout sense. Her mouth was watering at the idea.

When he answered her questions about his friends, she listened intently. Eyes focused on him, brows softening, hands resumed the gentle rub again. “Hey… it’s okay. Whatever they are going through that’s not your fault or problem. Danny might just be feeling a little insecure. I mean… look at you & look at him. You are clearly the handsome one of your friend group…. Maybe he’s just a little sensitive about the idea his girlfriend wants to get railed by my man.”

The moment she said it, she quickly back tracker.

“Not that you’re mine!”

Was that harsh? She didn’t want labels. Not yet. But she felt like Jack did belong to her in some way.

“I just mean… she sees us…. Exploring eachother. I’m sure that just bothers her.”

Madison tried to take it back to the point she was originally trying to make. “Don’t worry about it… it’s just something he has to work through. Just…. Be supportive. Even if that’s from a distance.”

Then she wrapped him in a hug & kissed his head. “I’m here for you… I know it’s bothering you… you can talk to me about anything.”

[jackross]

Jack laughed quietly, the sound rumbling against her shoulder. "So all I've gotta do is send you a picture of whatever I'm eating?" A grin spread across his face. "I can do that." Hack smirked against Madison's shoulder, "don't worry, I'll send you ab pictures instead."

The lick against his ear earned exactly the reaction she'd been fishing for. His shoulders tensed, and he let out a breathy chuckle. "...You're trouble." He turned his head just enough to steal a quick kiss from her lips. "And yeah..." His smile softened. "....it's just you." Jack pulled back just enough to look into her eyes, "I've dated before. But I've never met someone who gets under my skin the way you do."

He looked at her for a long moment. "You don't even have to be trying. You smile at me... You laugh... You look at me the way you do..." He shook his head with a quiet laugh. "...and I'm just...gone."

Her comments about Danny made him sigh. "I think he's insecure. And honestly? I'd probably feel the same way if the roles were reversed."

He shrugged. "But I've never given Jess a reason to think she had a chance. I've always kept my distance. She's Danny's girl. That's where it starts and ends for me. I don't look at my friends girls, nevermind anything else..." Jack's forehead crinkled into a frown, "Don't ever let her make you think otherwise okay?"

Then she stumbled over calling him her man. Jack caught it immediately. The grin that spread across his face was impossible to hide.

"You know..." He rubbed his thumb across the back of her hand. "...I kind of liked hearing that." His eyes met hers. "I'm not asking you to put a label on us. But i want you to know I'm here for it."

When she wrapped him up in another hug, he held her without hesitation, one hand rubbing slowly up and down her back.

"I know I can." His voice was low. "And that's probably my favorite thing about us." He rested his chin lightly against her chest. "I can just... be me." A quiet laugh escaped him. "And that is... everything."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“Well I will never turn down a photos. As long as you come home & I get to touch & lick them.” To prove her point, one soft greedy palm slipped between their bodies toward his stomach palming along the curves of his abs. “This might actually be my favorite part of your body.”

For now.

She had yet to experience jacks full potential.

His compliment (which she took as that) gave her tingles, “yeah? I get under your skin?” Manicured nail tips slipped under the band of his waist feeling the happy trail hair. “Get under your skin like I get under your boxers?”

Then he pointed out more intimate parts that he took a liking to. Her laugh, the way she gazed into his soul, his entire being, she was drawn to him & maybe she wasn’t being as subtle as she thought she was being. Was it written all over her face? The way she was starting to ache & throb for him?

“Well… I gotta admit… she was really off putting when we met the first time. And that time she answered your phone. I could tell immediately she was into you. And that she was treating you like you were her property. I tried to play it off as an over protective friend… but when Vivian caught on too, I knew something was off.” She frowned, “I don’t know how I would feel if… anything happened between you two. I don’t know if I have any more fight left in me to go through another wrecked home.”

Not that they shared a home or anything. But it was a figure of speech right?

Hearing him accept the minimal affection she could give him was nice. Someone was welcoming her efforts & felt like it was enough for them which made her feel all warm & accepted.

“Well don’t stop being you. It’s working great so far. And this whole puppy dog mode… I’m really digging.” That naughty hand retreated back to his shoulder blades & she kissed his temple.

[jackross]

Jack let out a low laugh as her hand wandered lower, his stomach tightening beneath her touch. "You really don't make this easy on me." His own hand settled over hers for a second, not stopping her, just holding it there as his thumb brushed across her knuckles.

"So your favorite part's my abs?" He grinned. "I'll remember that." His eyes flicked down as her fingertips disappeared beneath the waistband of his sweats, and he exhaled through his nose, his body lightly shuddering.

"...See? This is exactly what I mean. You touch me and I'm already forgetting how to form a sentence." He shook his head, smiling as he looked back at her.

"And yeah... You get under my skin. In here." He tapped lightly over the left side of his chest. "Not just under my boxers." Jack smirked, his hips rolled upwards slightly as if his body decided it needed more of her touch. His hands settled at Madison's waist and slipped to her waistband. His fingers just slightly played with the elastic.

His smile softened when the conversation drifted back to Jess. "I know." He rubbed slow circles against her back. "I could tell something bothered you that day, and honestly... I don't blame you." He sighed quietly. "I should've shut it down harder from the beginning. I was trying not to make a scene, trying not to embarrass Danny..."

Jack held her gaze. "I don't want you wondering where you stand with me. You don't have to compete with Jess. You never did." He leaned forward, brushing a slow kiss against her forehead. "And that will never change."

He smiled when she called him a puppy. "Oh, is that what I am now?" He laughed. His eyebrows lifted playfully. "I can live with that." He leaned in until their noses touched. "But just so you know..." His voice dropped to a whisper. "This puppy's got a real hard time behaving when you keep rubbing your hand under my waistband....but i'm not complaining."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“Definitely is.” When his hand covered her, she grinned, “never realized how attractive muscles were until I saw 200lbs of hot man under the hood of a car & suddenly I was feeling wet in places I had never felt wet before.”

When he lost his train of thought she laughed lightly, “stop… it’s so cute that I can fluster you. I’ve never flustered a man before. Atleast… I don’t think I have? It’s so cute that you get a lil edgy when I do little things like this.” Her hand slipped into his boxers giving him a single brush down his length then her hand pulled out & rest on his ribs as if she hadn’t short circuited him.

He tugged at her waist band & she lifted her hips to be playful. “Like them?” She teased, “you picked them out…. I wore them for you.”

He tried to reassure her about Jess but Madison didn’t buy it completely. “Mmm…. I just know girls like her. They want what they want, & no one will stand in their way. And they don’t care who they have to hurt to get it.” A frown formed, “I see the way she’s eye fucking you from across the room.”

“You’re just my good boy.” Her hand flew to the back of his ear to give him a little scratch, “yeah? Is that you? My good boy Jack? My baby boy?” Her nose scrunched playfully & kissed his nose. “You’re such a good boy, you can behave for me. Right?”

[jackross]

Jack let out a helpless laugh, shaking his head as she teased him. "You really enjoy making me lose my train of thought, don't you?" His hand lingered at her waist, his thumb brushing absent-minded circles against her side as he smiled down at her.

"For the record... yeah, I like them." His eyes flicked toward the waistband she'd lifted for him before finding her face again. "Mostly because they're on you." He chewed his lip for a second and his body instictively pressed just slightly into Madison's hips. It happened before he even had a chance to think about it, as if his body decided for him. The action alone stole the air from his lungs all over again.

When she brought up Jess again, his expression softened. "Sunshine..." He cupped her cheek, making sure she was looking at him. "I can't control how somebody else feels or what they choose to do. But I can control me." His thumb brushed gently across her cheek. "I don't want her. Jess can look all she wants. It doesn't change a thing for me."

A grin slowly returned as she scratched behind his ear. "Did you just call me your good boy?" He laughed, rolling his eyes with mock surrender. "You know... if Isaac ever heard you say that, I'd never hear the end of it." He leaned forward until their foreheads touched.

"But..." He shifted again and pressed a kiss to Madison's cheek, then another to her tempe. "Hmmm, I kinda like it..." When her hand reached down into his boxers just for a moment, Jack audibly moaned from the very back of his throat. He didn't have any control over the growl. He fell against Madison, tucking himself against her. "You're so bad...." He whispered. And when she scratched at his ear, Jack couldn't help but smirk. "Mmmmhm. But I can't promise I'll always be good when we're alone." He murmured.

[rpwiththelilflower]

“Yeah I do.”

It was blunt & honest.

Madison liked to tease & be playful & yeah, she totally ate up how into her Jack was even as she shied away at times. Just knowing she had some kind of power drove her insane in a dangerous way.

Jack had the best responses to her antics so when he asked for honesty, she gave it. Yeah she loved to drive him crazy & watch him struggle, & deep down, she hoped he loved it too. Because what was more sexy than Jack admitting he was gone for her? Maybe him bragging about her to his friends, they sure did something to her.

“You know… it might do you a little good to… be a little more… you know,” her brows wiggled “& a lot less sweet… tell me my panties that you picked out are fucking sexy & you like knowing I wear what you specifically like.” Oh she was getting brave. Maybe even a little cocky. Or maybe she just wanted Jack to let go a little but the look on her face said she was serious.

Madison skipped over the Jess part & focused on the next part if their conversation.

The moan hit her like electricity. Her legs wrapped around his hips & she pressed into him, “when you sound like that… I can’t even begin to imagine how you’ll sound when we…” that hung in the air. It was bait. It was there & now she was talking about it & hinting at it like she saw it in their near future.

That was exciting.

“Yeah? I’m bad?” She teased, “your bad girl? My good boy ~” Madison help him close when he snuggled in. “Babe, I needed this.”

“You.”

[jackross]

Jack held her gaze for a long second, a slow grin creeping across his face. "Oh... So that's what you want." His thumb hooked lightly against the waistband she'd been teasing him with, giving it the smallest tug.

"I can do that." His eyes wandered over her for just a moment before finding hers again. "Those panties?" Jack's voice lowered, "They're sexy as hell."

His voice dropped, confident now instead of shy. "I like that when you opened your drawer this morning, you looked at all of them.....and still reached for mine." His hand settled comfortably on her hip, squeezing once.

Jack shifted then, he moved fast and his leg hooked arounf Madison's and within seconds he had flipped them over, changing positions so that he was now hovering over her. His pressed against hers, which when he was only wearing cotton sweats and boxers didn't hide much of the way his body consistently reacted to her.

A crooked smile spread across his face. "And before you ask...No. I'm not jealous of the panties. But I'm jealous of the fact they get to be that close to you all day."

He leaned in and his hands roamed across Madison's body, fingers slipping slightly beneath the hem of her shirt, just enough to graze his nails against her skin. "You're playing a dangerous game, Miss Claire." Jack murmured and pressed his weight into her body, and tangled himself between her legs.

"You like the sound of that huh?" Jack whispered, and his hands slipped further as he got slightly more confident, until his hands covered the lace of her bra. "For the record? I prefer what you don't wear." Jack leaned in to murmur against her mouth, not quite kissing yet and whispered. "But the lace?..." His hands squeezed at her chest, "Fucking hot.." And before Madison could reply his mouth caught hers in a kiss that wasn't soft but full, hungry and deep.

[rpwiththelilflower]

Madison squeaked when he flipped them so easily. And when she was beneath his weight, her mouth parted like she wanted to say something smart ass-y, but couldn’t. She could think of anything that wasn’t the absolute truth of how much she was enjoying them.

He pressed into her hard & Madison visibly relaxed into the bed Ike she was ready for him. It was a far too suggestive look on her face that she probably didn’t even know she was wearing.

In a way, she looked already overstimulated & ‘fucked out’, w/o him even having to touch her (or be inside).

“You calling me Miss Claire is dangerous.”

Ah so that was it.

“Maybe I like being a little bossy. And I like when you put some respect on my name.” She reached up cupping his jaw. “Good boy.”

Instead of fighting for dominance, Madison sat back & let Jack guide their kiss. He wasn’t too much, & maybe if he felt her melt into his lead, he would get it through his thick fluffy bed head that she was completely into him. That worry he was too much was not necessary & he was starting to see that. Madison was doing something right. He felt things about them, & that was okay.

“Jack.” She whispered, “I’m so horny for you.”

That was supposed to be a thought but somehow it slipped out.

“I like who I am, when I have you in my eyes.”

[jackross]

Jack shifted his hips slightly, another cheeky roll against Madison, alittle more intentional this time. His eyes stayed on hers as he did so. "I like calling you Miss Claire." He murmured. His hands stayed slipped under Madison's shirt, and he couldn't help but squeeze again. His eyes dropped to her mouth when she said that O-shape with her lips, and all it did was light the fire low inside Jack's stomach. "You look so hot right now..." He whispered, which was one of those inside thoughts that trickled out of his lips before he had a chance to catch them. Not that he regretted it, because the really dangerous thing about Madison was that she was making Jack feel increasingly safe. That she wouldn't push him away, and that meant more than anything he could put into words. "Hmmm." Jack's voice had thickened, raspy with the way Madison was making him feel. "I like when you're bossy." He smirked and lowered so that their bodies were flush. He kept one hand where it had been, beneath her shirt, and the other moved to her thigh, moving Madison slightly to make more room for himself between her legs. He opened his mouth to speak again, but instead he heard what Madison said, and his eyes flicked down to her mouth again, then up to her eyes. "Yeah?" His mouth twitched into a smirk, and he ducked his head low to press a kiss to the crook of Madison's neck, then the other to the space just below her ear. Teeth grazed over her skin, making a pathway to her mouth where he pressed another heated kiss accompanied with another roll of his hips. "I'm so horny for you too..." He whispered between kisses.

[rpwiththelilflower]

One thing that never failed to make Madison smile was the size difference between them. Jack had to curl around Madison, dip his head just to reach the areas he wanted.

It was cute.

And, his size made her feel small & secured; wrapped in his body where nothing could hurt here.

His kisses were so gentle even when he used force, it was almost like he didn’t want to hurt her or scare her away. Jack was still holding back & Madison was growing to accept that he needed to be worked up in order to come down & let go. That wasn’t a problem, Madison was patient & just as she was testing the waters of her comfort, he was tread the waters of his restraint. Both slowly opening up to the other.

“You like a bossy lady telling you what to do? That some kind of kink?”

His hips rolled making her eyes flutter closed. “Ugh~” her soft approving sound slipped out.

They took a moment to look at eachother, both flushed, both trembling in anticipation. Brown eyes flickered to her alarm clock, somehow it was just past midnight.

“You know… I said I wanted to spend the night relaxing…”

She bit her lip & lifted her hips, “technically it’s tomorrow & early morning….”.

Her hips rolled up into his & she let out a more confident moan. “It’s been awhile since we’ve…. Had a moment like this.” Even though she was shy to ask, she had no problem being suggestive, “I really need a distressed after the week I had.”

[jackross]

It wasn't that he was holding back, it had more to do with the fact that Jack had never been with anyone who let him let go so freely before. He'd had one long term partner who took up most of his twenties, and the others had been people he hadn't really known. That aspect of his past made Jack cringe now, because that had never really been him, he'd been looking for something, he just hadn't known what. Or rather, who. Not until she moved in across the street from him. Of course he felt lust for Madison, but it was alot more complicated than just that. Much deeper than that. It had started slowly, he had started to miss her slowly when she wasn''t around, and now it had just completely overtaken him. And the thing was... he didn't even mind. He wanted her to. Laying there beneath him looking small but fiesty, did she have any idea what she did to him? Maybe she knew exactly. "Kink?" Jack repeated and his eyebrow raised, but then Madison made that low moan, and it pushed Jack to roll his hips again in the same, slow but deliberate manner. Even through his own sweatpants and Madison's layers, he could feel her heat between her legs, and it made the throbbing in his boxers almost painful, but in the best kind of way. "Hmmm, you know...you sound sexy as hell when you make noises like that." Jack murmured. His hand slipped along Madison's side grabbing greedily at her waist, and he ducked his head down again to press a hungry kiss to her mouth. "I don't know, I guess I like that side of you." He whispered. Not because it was a secret, but because once again he was breathless from the way she was making him feel. "I needed it too.." Jack said as his hips rolled again. "I gotta tell you..... you look so good right now, under me..."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“I do?”

That was a question back to both his statements?

He liked the sounds she made for him?

And he likes the way she looked under him?

The statements were so naughty to her ears because she knew if she asked for more, Jack wouldn’t hesitate. And that meant she had to have some restraint, if not… he might end up 7 inches deep before she could blink.

She should stop.

Leave the boundaries where they lie…

“Yeah? You like the way I look under you?”

The words cooed into his quiet room like a taunt. “Do I just look so dainty? So pretty? Are you imagining what it would be like if tonight was the night?”

Her eyes scanned intently, “because I am…. It’s gonna start getting a lot harder to tell you no when you look like this.” One rude index pointed up & down his body, “too hot, too eager.”

His hips rolled again & she made another ‘O’ face & threw her head into the pillows. “Fuck babe.” Her hips bucked up, “if you plan on making me cum this morning, then you’ll have to try a lot harder than that.

But truthfully, he didn’t need to try THAT much harder.

“We have to be careful…. If not….”

She was going to give him access to everything….

[jackross]

Jack couldn't help but look down at Madison, his legs hooked around hers, keeping her thighs open for him. It wasn't forceful, but he was firm, he couldn't help himself, something about Madison was so addictive to him. As if she gave him exactly what he had been looking for all this time. Who knew that he had been waiting for his neighbour to notice him? His hips rolled again, and his body pressed against her. "Yeah, you do look so good." His voice lowered again, husky and deep. He didn't have any control over that, it was as if his body was just giving into her completely. At her question, Jack's eyebrow arched and instead of answering right away his hips rolled again as if he were trying to make a point. "Does that answer your question?" He tilted his head to one side, "Can't you feel what you're doing ot me?" Every time his hips pressed against the heat between her legs, he felt like he was pushing his luck before his body would need a release, but Jack didn't care. Being here like this with Madison just felt so good, he couldn't help himself. "Babe... don't tease me." Jack murmured, his mouth tugged into a lazy smirk and his hips rocked again, slower this time, more pronounced. Then she made that face again and challenged him, which probably caused just the reaction Madison was looking for, because he pulled his tshirt up and over his head, then began moving harder. His hands slipped along her thighs and tugged her close to him, making sure she felt every single movement. "Careful? Babe..." Jack laughed breathlessly. "...I can't...stop..."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“That’s exactly why I keep feeling you up.” She smirked. “You have muscles, & guess I’m not used to being attracted to that. I use to like those tall scrawny, lanky guys… & I don’t know what it is about you that has me liking things I never thought I’d be into.”

Her hand touched along his forearm, “I like this one.” The tribal tattoo was cool, & he had distracting arms that just made her want to bite him all over.

Then her gaze followed along up his arms to his shoulders & neck, finally stopping at his eyes.

“You know… I’m not quite sure. I’m guess I’m just as indecisive & clueless as I was back then.” She laughed lightly, “I don’t know if I would get one now.”

When he tugged her closer she cracked a little laugh, “babe any closer & you’re gonna smoosh me into your skin.” Her head tilted up & her arms linked around his neck to give him a tug & roll them onto her back forcing him to hover above her.

“I’m not going anywhere.” She said it reassuringly.

He hovered & carefully she wrapped her legs around his waist giving him a tug into her body. Once he settled against she slid her hands deep into his hair & massaged at the back of his neck.

“I’ve always liked romantic things. I think if I were to ever get a tattoo, it would have to be romantic. Or something that is Considered romantic.” She shrugged, “maybe I’ll know when I see it…. Maybe I’ll be inspired by something. Or someone.”

Her hands began to apply a little bit of pressed to the back of his head forcing him to tuck himself into her neck. “I got you…. Just relax for me.”

Jack being so close & intimate resulted in her heart pounding. Could he feel it? Was it obvious what he did to her? Maybe not, he had an obvious brick in his pants everytime she affected him, but how could he know she felt something too. “Close your eyes… just relax…”

[jackross]

Jack let himself sink into her for a moment, his forehead resting against the curve of her neck exactly where she'd guided him. He closed his eyes, letting out a slow breath through his nose. The warmth of her hands in his hair, the steady beat of her heart against his chest, it did something to him that no amount of flirting ever managed.

"...You're dangerous, you know that?" A quiet laugh escaped him, muffled against her skin. "But....In a good way."

His arms settled comfortably around her waist, not trapping her, just holding her close enough that neither of them had to wonder if the other was still there.

"I can feel your heart." He smiled to himself. "It's racing." Jack tilted his head just enough to brush a gentle kiss beneath her jaw before settling back against her shoulder.

"I don't need you to figure everything out tonight babe." His thumb rubbed slow circles against her side. "You don't have to decide about tattoos, or tomorrow, or ten years from now." He chuckled softly. "i mean, you don't even have to decide what pizza topping is best..." He paused just long enough to add with mock seriousness, "Even if you're objectively wrong about olives."

Another grin tugged at his lips. "I just like this." His voice had gone quieter now. "Just you and me, He finally lifted his head enough to look down at her, hazel eyes meeting hers with the same softness they'd carried all evening.

"You asked earlier what I did while you were away." His smile became a little more sheepish. "Hung out with Isaac, worked a couple of jobs... but every time something funny happened, or I saw something you'd have rolled your eyes at, I caught myself reaching for my phone."

He shrugged lightly. "Guess I got used to telling you everything." His fingers brushed a loose strand of hair behind her ear. "So if you ever get a tattoo..." he murmured, "don't get one because somebody tells you it'd look good. Get one because it means something to you."

He smiled warmly. "And if you never get one... you'll still be the hottest woman I've ever had wrapped around me like this."

His eyes closed again and his weight rested against Madison finally, "Tell me if I'm hurting you, I can shift..." Not that he wanted to. "I know I've told you this before but... you make me feel safe..." Jack murmured against the curve of Madison's neck, then pressed another slow kiss to the same spot. "As for tall, lanky guys.... guess the tall dark mechanic won this time..."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“You know, just cause I wasn’t here. You can still call & text me. I may not respond immediately, but I’ll always reply to you.” Her palm smoothed down his bare back letting her nails scratch in a light massage up to his hair line. “It would make me happy knowing there’s things you want to share w/ me when I’m not around. Then when I come home, you can still tell me all about it.”

“You could never hurt me Jack.”

Lips pressed to his temple. “I trust you.”

Holding Jack felt like a sacred privilege. He was tall, & handsome, maybe a little intimating w/ his tattoos, his mechanic work gave him this gruff persona, so the fact he could curl in her arms & she could watch his shoulders relax under her touch, it made her feel like she was doing something right. For once she had something someone wanted. For once, someone was picking her & her comfort over that of another woman, it made her feel… loved.

“I’m starting to have a preference.” She smirked & tilted her head. “I’m kinda into You & only you.”

Playfully she pressed her lips to the shell of his ear & nipped. “Mmmm~ you are soooo delicious.” The action repeated & this time she inhaled deeply, “you know… tonight we agreed to enjoy eachothers company. But I hope tomorrow night, I’m going to expect something more. Something a little more….” Brows jumped playfully, “fun.”

Her knees squeezed his hips. “Is that okay?”

Then she tilted her head down, “any news from Isaac about Danny? And…… Jess.”

[jackross]

Jack smiled as her fingers drifted through his hair, his eyes closing for a second. "I will." His voice was quiet. "I think I'm finally getting used to the idea that I've got someone I want to tell everything to." Jack had been so used to looking after himself, to conditioning himself to believe that he was too much, or nobody really wanted to hear about the day he'd had. He hadn't even realised that was what he had been doing until Madison let him just.... be.

A grin tugged at the corner of his mouth. "Well don't complain when you get a picture of a weird-looking car part at nine in the morning. " He laughed softly. "You asked for it."

When she admitted she had a preference, his smile widened. "Oh yeah? Just me?" He pretended to think about it. "I suppose I can live with that."

The playful nip to his ear earned a quiet groan and a chuckle. "You are making this 'wholesome evening' increasingly difficult, Sunshine." His breath hitched slightly, and his body instictively curved closer to Madison's.

His hands settled comfortably on her hips, holding her there as she spoke about tomorrow. He looked up at her. "I think tomorrow sounds perfect." There wasn't a hint of hesitation. He leaned in, stealing a quick kiss. "What kinda fun are we talking?" Jack arched a brow. He pulled back just enough to look into her eyes. He shifted just slightly so that his hips rolled subtly between her legs. Just enough that she would feel him. Then he leaned in closer and stole another kiss, deeper this time. Longer too. His hands roaming along her thighs. When he pulled back, it was only to return his head to Madison's neck.

At the mention of Danny and Jess, his expression grew thoughtful. "I didn't get loads." He shrugged.

"II really only hung out with Isaac.... Danny's been kinda... shutting me out? I don't know." Jack frowned. "Isaac thinks it's bad idea for me to reach out just now, but I didn't do anything wrong..."

Then he exhaled, "And Jess..." He shook his head. "I have no idea, I haven't seen her since the night around at my place with everyone..."

His thumb brushed over the side of Madison's waist. "I'm not interested in Jess." His eyes met hers. A small smile spread across his face. "So that's about all there is to it."

He leaned up just enough to kiss the tip of her nose. "If I'm honest... I'd rather spend my time talking about Steve finally growing a backbone around Kim than waste another minute thinking about Jess."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“Babe you could send me a photo of what you’re having for lunch & I would just be happy you thought of me to begin w/.”

The hitch in his voice was exactly what she wanted to hear. “You’re so sensitive.” She whispered those words right in his ear being sure to give the shell a lick & feeling him twitch in her hold.

“Has it really been THAT long?” She asked, “or are you just like this w/ me?”

It wasn’t a trap, more of a genuine question. His hips rolled into her & she let out a little breath, “just some fun…. I guess we will have to see where the night takes us hmm?” Even though in her head she had a clear idea of what she wanted tomorrow night to look like: some casual dinner, maybe a night out in town, then back for an intense makeout sense. Her mouth was watering at the idea.

When he answered her questions about his friends, she listened intently. Eyes focused on him, brows softening, hands resumed the gentle rub again. “Hey… it’s okay. Whatever they are going through that’s not your fault or problem. Danny might just be feeling a little insecure. I mean… look at you & look at him. You are clearly the handsome one of your friend group…. Maybe he’s just a little sensitive about the idea his girlfriend wants to get railed by my man.”

The moment she said it, she quickly back tracker.

“Not that you’re mine!”

Was that harsh? She didn’t want labels. Not yet. But she felt like Jack did belong to her in some way.

“I just mean… she sees us…. Exploring eachother. I’m sure that just bothers her.”

Madison tried to take it back to the point she was originally trying to make. “Don’t worry about it… it’s just something he has to work through. Just…. Be supportive. Even if that’s from a distance.”

Then she wrapped him in a hug & kissed his head. “I’m here for you… I know it’s bothering you… you can talk to me about anything.”

[jackross]

Jack laughed quietly, the sound rumbling against her shoulder. "So all I've gotta do is send you a picture of whatever I'm eating?" A grin spread across his face. "I can do that." Hack smirked against Madison's shoulder, "don't worry, I'll send you ab pictures instead."

The lick against his ear earned exactly the reaction she'd been fishing for. His shoulders tensed, and he let out a breathy chuckle. "...You're trouble." He turned his head just enough to steal a quick kiss from her lips. "And yeah..." His smile softened. "....it's just you." Jack pulled back just enough to look into her eyes, "I've dated before. But I've never met someone who gets under my skin the way you do."

He looked at her for a long moment. "You don't even have to be trying. You smile at me... You laugh... You look at me the way you do..." He shook his head with a quiet laugh. "...and I'm just...gone."

Her comments about Danny made him sigh. "I think he's insecure. And honestly? I'd probably feel the same way if the roles were reversed."

He shrugged. "But I've never given Jess a reason to think she had a chance. I've always kept my distance. She's Danny's girl. That's where it starts and ends for me. I don't look at my friends girls, nevermind anything else..." Jack's forehead crinkled into a frown, "Don't ever let her make you think otherwise okay?"

Then she stumbled over calling him her man. Jack caught it immediately. The grin that spread across his face was impossible to hide.

"You know..." He rubbed his thumb across the back of her hand. "...I kind of liked hearing that." His eyes met hers. "I'm not asking you to put a label on us. But i want you to know I'm here for it."

When she wrapped him up in another hug, he held her without hesitation, one hand rubbing slowly up and down her back.

"I know I can." His voice was low. "And that's probably my favorite thing about us." He rested his chin lightly against her chest. "I can just... be me." A quiet laugh escaped him. "And that is... everything."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“Well I will never turn down a photos. As long as you come home & I get to touch & lick them.” To prove her point, one soft greedy palm slipped between their bodies toward his stomach palming along the curves of his abs. “This might actually be my favorite part of your body.”

For now.

She had yet to experience jacks full potential.

His compliment (which she took as that) gave her tingles, “yeah? I get under your skin?” Manicured nail tips slipped under the band of his waist feeling the happy trail hair. “Get under your skin like I get under your boxers?”

Then he pointed out more intimate parts that he took a liking to. Her laugh, the way she gazed into his soul, his entire being, she was drawn to him & maybe she wasn’t being as subtle as she thought she was being. Was it written all over her face? The way she was starting to ache & throb for him?

“Well… I gotta admit… she was really off putting when we met the first time. And that time she answered your phone. I could tell immediately she was into you. And that she was treating you like you were her property. I tried to play it off as an over protective friend… but when Vivian caught on too, I knew something was off.” She frowned, “I don’t know how I would feel if… anything happened between you two. I don’t know if I have any more fight left in me to go through another wrecked home.”

Not that they shared a home or anything. But it was a figure of speech right?

Hearing him accept the minimal affection she could give him was nice. Someone was welcoming her efforts & felt like it was enough for them which made her feel all warm & accepted.

“Well don’t stop being you. It’s working great so far. And this whole puppy dog mode… I’m really digging.” That naughty hand retreated back to his shoulder blades & she kissed his temple.

[jackross]

Jack let out a low laugh as her hand wandered lower, his stomach tightening beneath her touch. "You really don't make this easy on me." His own hand settled over hers for a second, not stopping her, just holding it there as his thumb brushed across her knuckles.

"So your favorite part's my abs?" He grinned. "I'll remember that." His eyes flicked down as her fingertips disappeared beneath the waistband of his sweats, and he exhaled through his nose, his body lightly shuddering.

"...See? This is exactly what I mean. You touch me and I'm already forgetting how to form a sentence." He shook his head, smiling as he looked back at her.

"And yeah... You get under my skin. In here." He tapped lightly over the left side of his chest. "Not just under my boxers." Jack smirked, his hips rolled upwards slightly as if his body decided it needed more of her touch. His hands settled at Madison's waist and slipped to her waistband. His fingers just slightly played with the elastic.

His smile softened when the conversation drifted back to Jess. "I know." He rubbed slow circles against her back. "I could tell something bothered you that day, and honestly... I don't blame you." He sighed quietly. "I should've shut it down harder from the beginning. I was trying not to make a scene, trying not to embarrass Danny..."

Jack held her gaze. "I don't want you wondering where you stand with me. You don't have to compete with Jess. You never did." He leaned forward, brushing a slow kiss against her forehead. "And that will never change."

He smiled when she called him a puppy. "Oh, is that what I am now?" He laughed. His eyebrows lifted playfully. "I can live with that." He leaned in until their noses touched. "But just so you know..." His voice dropped to a whisper. "This puppy's got a real hard time behaving when you keep rubbing your hand under my waistband....but i'm not complaining."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“Definitely is.” When his hand covered her, she grinned, “never realized how attractive muscles were until I saw 200lbs of hot man under the hood of a car & suddenly I was feeling wet in places I had never felt wet before.”

When he lost his train of thought she laughed lightly, “stop… it’s so cute that I can fluster you. I’ve never flustered a man before. Atleast… I don’t think I have? It’s so cute that you get a lil edgy when I do little things like this.” Her hand slipped into his boxers giving him a single brush down his length then her hand pulled out & rest on his ribs as if she hadn’t short circuited him.

He tugged at her waist band & she lifted her hips to be playful. “Like them?” She teased, “you picked them out…. I wore them for you.”

He tried to reassure her about Jess but Madison didn’t buy it completely. “Mmm…. I just know girls like her. They want what they want, & no one will stand in their way. And they don’t care who they have to hurt to get it.” A frown formed, “I see the way she’s eye fucking you from across the room.”

“You’re just my good boy.” Her hand flew to the back of his ear to give him a little scratch, “yeah? Is that you? My good boy Jack? My baby boy?” Her nose scrunched playfully & kissed his nose. “You’re such a good boy, you can behave for me. Right?”

[jackross]

Jack let out a helpless laugh, shaking his head as she teased him. "You really enjoy making me lose my train of thought, don't you?" His hand lingered at her waist, his thumb brushing absent-minded circles against her side as he smiled down at her.

"For the record... yeah, I like them." His eyes flicked toward the waistband she'd lifted for him before finding her face again. "Mostly because they're on you." He chewed his lip for a second and his body instictively pressed just slightly into Madison's hips. It happened before he even had a chance to think about it, as if his body decided for him. The action alone stole the air from his lungs all over again.

When she brought up Jess again, his expression softened. "Sunshine..." He cupped her cheek, making sure she was looking at him. "I can't control how somebody else feels or what they choose to do. But I can control me." His thumb brushed gently across her cheek. "I don't want her. Jess can look all she wants. It doesn't change a thing for me."

A grin slowly returned as she scratched behind his ear. "Did you just call me your good boy?" He laughed, rolling his eyes with mock surrender. "You know... if Isaac ever heard you say that, I'd never hear the end of it." He leaned forward until their foreheads touched.

"But..." He shifted again and pressed a kiss to Madison's cheek, then another to her tempe. "Hmmm, I kinda like it..." When her hand reached down into his boxers just for a moment, Jack audibly moaned from the very back of his throat. He didn't have any control over the growl. He fell against Madison, tucking himself against her. "You're so bad...." He whispered. And when she scratched at his ear, Jack couldn't help but smirk. "Mmmmhm. But I can't promise I'll always be good when we're alone." He murmured.

[rpwiththelilflower]

“Yeah I do.”

It was blunt & honest.

Madison liked to tease & be playful & yeah, she totally ate up how into her Jack was even as she shied away at times. Just knowing she had some kind of power drove her insane in a dangerous way.

Jack had the best responses to her antics so when he asked for honesty, she gave it. Yeah she loved to drive him crazy & watch him struggle, & deep down, she hoped he loved it too. Because what was more sexy than Jack admitting he was gone for her? Maybe him bragging about her to his friends, they sure did something to her.

“You know… it might do you a little good to… be a little more… you know,” her brows wiggled “& a lot less sweet… tell me my panties that you picked out are fucking sexy & you like knowing I wear what you specifically like.” Oh she was getting brave. Maybe even a little cocky. Or maybe she just wanted Jack to let go a little but the look on her face said she was serious.

Madison skipped over the Jess part & focused on the next part if their conversation.

The moan hit her like electricity. Her legs wrapped around his hips & she pressed into him, “when you sound like that… I can’t even begin to imagine how you’ll sound when we…” that hung in the air. It was bait. It was there & now she was talking about it & hinting at it like she saw it in their near future.

That was exciting.

“Yeah? I’m bad?” She teased, “your bad girl? My good boy ~” Madison help him close when he snuggled in. “Babe, I needed this.”

“You.”

[jackross]

Jack held her gaze for a long second, a slow grin creeping across his face. "Oh... So that's what you want." His thumb hooked lightly against the waistband she'd been teasing him with, giving it the smallest tug.

"I can do that." His eyes wandered over her for just a moment before finding hers again. "Those panties?" Jack's voice lowered, "They're sexy as hell."

His voice dropped, confident now instead of shy. "I like that when you opened your drawer this morning, you looked at all of them.....and still reached for mine." His hand settled comfortably on her hip, squeezing once.

Jack shifted then, he moved fast and his leg hooked arounf Madison's and within seconds he had flipped them over, changing positions so that he was now hovering over her. His pressed against hers, which when he was only wearing cotton sweats and boxers didn't hide much of the way his body consistently reacted to her.

A crooked smile spread across his face. "And before you ask...No. I'm not jealous of the panties. But I'm jealous of the fact they get to be that close to you all day."

He leaned in and his hands roamed across Madison's body, fingers slipping slightly beneath the hem of her shirt, just enough to graze his nails against her skin. "You're playing a dangerous game, Miss Claire." Jack murmured and pressed his weight into her body, and tangled himself between her legs.

"You like the sound of that huh?" Jack whispered, and his hands slipped further as he got slightly more confident, until his hands covered the lace of her bra. "For the record? I prefer what you don't wear." Jack leaned in to murmur against her mouth, not quite kissing yet and whispered. "But the lace?..." His hands squeezed at her chest, "Fucking hot.." And before Madison could reply his mouth caught hers in a kiss that wasn't soft but full, hungry and deep.

[rpwiththelilflower]

Madison squeaked when he flipped them so easily. And when she was beneath his weight, her mouth parted like she wanted to say something smart ass-y, but couldn’t. She could think of anything that wasn’t the absolute truth of how much she was enjoying them.

He pressed into her hard & Madison visibly relaxed into the bed Ike she was ready for him. It was a far too suggestive look on her face that she probably didn’t even know she was wearing.

In a way, she looked already overstimulated & ‘fucked out’, w/o him even having to touch her (or be inside).

“You calling me Miss Claire is dangerous.”

Ah so that was it.

“Maybe I like being a little bossy. And I like when you put some respect on my name.” She reached up cupping his jaw. “Good boy.”

Instead of fighting for dominance, Madison sat back & let Jack guide their kiss. He wasn’t too much, & maybe if he felt her melt into his lead, he would get it through his thick fluffy bed head that she was completely into him. That worry he was too much was not necessary & he was starting to see that. Madison was doing something right. He felt things about them, & that was okay.

“Jack.” She whispered, “I’m so horny for you.”

That was supposed to be a thought but somehow it slipped out.

“I like who I am, when I have you in my eyes.”

[jackross]

Jack shifted his hips slightly, another cheeky roll against Madison, alittle more intentional this time. His eyes stayed on hers as he did so. "I like calling you Miss Claire." He murmured. His hands stayed slipped under Madison's shirt, and he couldn't help but squeeze again. His eyes dropped to her mouth when she said that O-shape with her lips, and all it did was light the fire low inside Jack's stomach. "You look so hot right now..." He whispered, which was one of those inside thoughts that trickled out of his lips before he had a chance to catch them. Not that he regretted it, because the really dangerous thing about Madison was that she was making Jack feel increasingly safe. That she wouldn't push him away, and that meant more than anything he could put into words. "Hmmm." Jack's voice had thickened, raspy with the way Madison was making him feel. "I like when you're bossy." He smirked and lowered so that their bodies were flush. He kept one hand where it had been, beneath her shirt, and the other moved to her thigh, moving Madison slightly to make more room for himself between her legs. He opened his mouth to speak again, but instead he heard what Madison said, and his eyes flicked down to her mouth again, then up to her eyes. "Yeah?" His mouth twitched into a smirk, and he ducked his head low to press a kiss to the crook of Madison's neck, then the other to the space just below her ear. Teeth grazed over her skin, making a pathway to her mouth where he pressed another heated kiss accompanied with another roll of his hips. "I'm so horny for you too..." He whispered between kisses.

[rpwiththelilflower]

One thing that never failed to make Madison smile was the size difference between them. Jack had to curl around Madison, dip his head just to reach the areas he wanted.

It was cute.

And, his size made her feel small & secured; wrapped in his body where nothing could hurt here.

His kisses were so gentle even when he used force, it was almost like he didn’t want to hurt her or scare her away. Jack was still holding back & Madison was growing to accept that he needed to be worked up in order to come down & let go. That wasn’t a problem, Madison was patient & just as she was testing the waters of her comfort, he was tread the waters of his restraint. Both slowly opening up to the other.

“You like a bossy lady telling you what to do? That some kind of kink?”

His hips rolled making her eyes flutter closed. “Ugh~” her soft approving sound slipped out.

They took a moment to look at eachother, both flushed, both trembling in anticipation. Brown eyes flickered to her alarm clock, somehow it was just past midnight.

“You know… I said I wanted to spend the night relaxing…”

She bit her lip & lifted her hips, “technically it’s tomorrow & early morning….”.

Her hips rolled up into his & she let out a more confident moan. “It’s been awhile since we’ve…. Had a moment like this.” Even though she was shy to ask, she had no problem being suggestive, “I really need a distressed after the week I had.”

[jackross]

It wasn't that he was holding back, it had more to do with the fact that Jack had never been with anyone who let him let go so freely before. He'd had one long term partner who took up most of his twenties, and the others had been people he hadn't really known. That aspect of his past made Jack cringe now, because that had never really been him, he'd been looking for something, he just hadn't known what. Or rather, who. Not until she moved in across the street from him. Of course he felt lust for Madison, but it was alot more complicated than just that. Much deeper than that. It had started slowly, he had started to miss her slowly when she wasn''t around, and now it had just completely overtaken him. And the thing was... he didn't even mind. He wanted her to. Laying there beneath him looking small but fiesty, did she have any idea what she did to him? Maybe she knew exactly. "Kink?" Jack repeated and his eyebrow raised, but then Madison made that low moan, and it pushed Jack to roll his hips again in the same, slow but deliberate manner. Even through his own sweatpants and Madison's layers, he could feel her heat between her legs, and it made the throbbing in his boxers almost painful, but in the best kind of way. "Hmmm, you know...you sound sexy as hell when you make noises like that." Jack murmured. His hand slipped along Madison's side grabbing greedily at her waist, and he ducked his head down again to press a hungry kiss to her mouth. "I don't know, I guess I like that side of you." He whispered. Not because it was a secret, but because once again he was breathless from the way she was making him feel. "I needed it too.." Jack said as his hips rolled again. "I gotta tell you..... you look so good right now, under me..."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“That’s exactly why I keep feeling you up.” She smirked. “You have muscles, & guess I’m not used to being attracted to that. I use to like those tall scrawny, lanky guys… & I don’t know what it is about you that has me liking things I never thought I’d be into.”

Her hand touched along his forearm, “I like this one.” The tribal tattoo was cool, & he had distracting arms that just made her want to bite him all over.

Then her gaze followed along up his arms to his shoulders & neck, finally stopping at his eyes.

“You know… I’m not quite sure. I’m guess I’m just as indecisive & clueless as I was back then.” She laughed lightly, “I don’t know if I would get one now.”

When he tugged her closer she cracked a little laugh, “babe any closer & you’re gonna smoosh me into your skin.” Her head tilted up & her arms linked around his neck to give him a tug & roll them onto her back forcing him to hover above her.

“I’m not going anywhere.” She said it reassuringly.

He hovered & carefully she wrapped her legs around his waist giving him a tug into her body. Once he settled against she slid her hands deep into his hair & massaged at the back of his neck.

“I’ve always liked romantic things. I think if I were to ever get a tattoo, it would have to be romantic. Or something that is Considered romantic.” She shrugged, “maybe I’ll know when I see it…. Maybe I’ll be inspired by something. Or someone.”

Her hands began to apply a little bit of pressed to the back of his head forcing him to tuck himself into her neck. “I got you…. Just relax for me.”

Jack being so close & intimate resulted in her heart pounding. Could he feel it? Was it obvious what he did to her? Maybe not, he had an obvious brick in his pants everytime she affected him, but how could he know she felt something too. “Close your eyes… just relax…”

[jackross]

Jack let himself sink into her for a moment, his forehead resting against the curve of her neck exactly where she'd guided him. He closed his eyes, letting out a slow breath through his nose. The warmth of her hands in his hair, the steady beat of her heart against his chest, it did something to him that no amount of flirting ever managed.

"...You're dangerous, you know that?" A quiet laugh escaped him, muffled against her skin. "But....In a good way."

His arms settled comfortably around her waist, not trapping her, just holding her close enough that neither of them had to wonder if the other was still there.

"I can feel your heart." He smiled to himself. "It's racing." Jack tilted his head just enough to brush a gentle kiss beneath her jaw before settling back against her shoulder.

"I don't need you to figure everything out tonight babe." His thumb rubbed slow circles against her side. "You don't have to decide about tattoos, or tomorrow, or ten years from now." He chuckled softly. "i mean, you don't even have to decide what pizza topping is best..." He paused just long enough to add with mock seriousness, "Even if you're objectively wrong about olives."

Another grin tugged at his lips. "I just like this." His voice had gone quieter now. "Just you and me, He finally lifted his head enough to look down at her, hazel eyes meeting hers with the same softness they'd carried all evening.

"You asked earlier what I did while you were away." His smile became a little more sheepish. "Hung out with Isaac, worked a couple of jobs... but every time something funny happened, or I saw something you'd have rolled your eyes at, I caught myself reaching for my phone."

He shrugged lightly. "Guess I got used to telling you everything." His fingers brushed a loose strand of hair behind her ear. "So if you ever get a tattoo..." he murmured, "don't get one because somebody tells you it'd look good. Get one because it means something to you."

He smiled warmly. "And if you never get one... you'll still be the hottest woman I've ever had wrapped around me like this."

His eyes closed again and his weight rested against Madison finally, "Tell me if I'm hurting you, I can shift..." Not that he wanted to. "I know I've told you this before but... you make me feel safe..." Jack murmured against the curve of Madison's neck, then pressed another slow kiss to the same spot. "As for tall, lanky guys.... guess the tall dark mechanic won this time..."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“You know, just cause I wasn’t here. You can still call & text me. I may not respond immediately, but I’ll always reply to you.” Her palm smoothed down his bare back letting her nails scratch in a light massage up to his hair line. “It would make me happy knowing there’s things you want to share w/ me when I’m not around. Then when I come home, you can still tell me all about it.”

“You could never hurt me Jack.”

Lips pressed to his temple. “I trust you.”

Holding Jack felt like a sacred privilege. He was tall, & handsome, maybe a little intimating w/ his tattoos, his mechanic work gave him this gruff persona, so the fact he could curl in her arms & she could watch his shoulders relax under her touch, it made her feel like she was doing something right. For once she had something someone wanted. For once, someone was picking her & her comfort over that of another woman, it made her feel… loved.

“I’m starting to have a preference.” She smirked & tilted her head. “I’m kinda into You & only you.”

Playfully she pressed her lips to the shell of his ear & nipped. “Mmmm~ you are soooo delicious.” The action repeated & this time she inhaled deeply, “you know… tonight we agreed to enjoy eachothers company. But I hope tomorrow night, I’m going to expect something more. Something a little more….” Brows jumped playfully, “fun.”

Her knees squeezed his hips. “Is that okay?”

Then she tilted her head down, “any news from Isaac about Danny? And…… Jess.”

[jackross]

Jack smiled as her fingers drifted through his hair, his eyes closing for a second. "I will." His voice was quiet. "I think I'm finally getting used to the idea that I've got someone I want to tell everything to." Jack had been so used to looking after himself, to conditioning himself to believe that he was too much, or nobody really wanted to hear about the day he'd had. He hadn't even realised that was what he had been doing until Madison let him just.... be.

A grin tugged at the corner of his mouth. "Well don't complain when you get a picture of a weird-looking car part at nine in the morning. " He laughed softly. "You asked for it."

When she admitted she had a preference, his smile widened. "Oh yeah? Just me?" He pretended to think about it. "I suppose I can live with that."

The playful nip to his ear earned a quiet groan and a chuckle. "You are making this 'wholesome evening' increasingly difficult, Sunshine." His breath hitched slightly, and his body instictively curved closer to Madison's.

His hands settled comfortably on her hips, holding her there as she spoke about tomorrow. He looked up at her. "I think tomorrow sounds perfect." There wasn't a hint of hesitation. He leaned in, stealing a quick kiss. "What kinda fun are we talking?" Jack arched a brow. He pulled back just enough to look into her eyes. He shifted just slightly so that his hips rolled subtly between her legs. Just enough that she would feel him. Then he leaned in closer and stole another kiss, deeper this time. Longer too. His hands roaming along her thighs. When he pulled back, it was only to return his head to Madison's neck.

At the mention of Danny and Jess, his expression grew thoughtful. "I didn't get loads." He shrugged.

"II really only hung out with Isaac.... Danny's been kinda... shutting me out? I don't know." Jack frowned. "Isaac thinks it's bad idea for me to reach out just now, but I didn't do anything wrong..."

Then he exhaled, "And Jess..." He shook his head. "I have no idea, I haven't seen her since the night around at my place with everyone..."

His thumb brushed over the side of Madison's waist. "I'm not interested in Jess." His eyes met hers. A small smile spread across his face. "So that's about all there is to it."

He leaned up just enough to kiss the tip of her nose. "If I'm honest... I'd rather spend my time talking about Steve finally growing a backbone around Kim than waste another minute thinking about Jess."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“Babe you could send me a photo of what you’re having for lunch & I would just be happy you thought of me to begin w/.”

The hitch in his voice was exactly what she wanted to hear. “You’re so sensitive.” She whispered those words right in his ear being sure to give the shell a lick & feeling him twitch in her hold.

“Has it really been THAT long?” She asked, “or are you just like this w/ me?”

It wasn’t a trap, more of a genuine question. His hips rolled into her & she let out a little breath, “just some fun…. I guess we will have to see where the night takes us hmm?” Even though in her head she had a clear idea of what she wanted tomorrow night to look like: some casual dinner, maybe a night out in town, then back for an intense makeout sense. Her mouth was watering at the idea.

When he answered her questions about his friends, she listened intently. Eyes focused on him, brows softening, hands resumed the gentle rub again. “Hey… it’s okay. Whatever they are going through that’s not your fault or problem. Danny might just be feeling a little insecure. I mean… look at you & look at him. You are clearly the handsome one of your friend group…. Maybe he’s just a little sensitive about the idea his girlfriend wants to get railed by my man.”

The moment she said it, she quickly back tracker.

“Not that you’re mine!”

Was that harsh? She didn’t want labels. Not yet. But she felt like Jack did belong to her in some way.

“I just mean… she sees us…. Exploring eachother. I’m sure that just bothers her.”

Madison tried to take it back to the point she was originally trying to make. “Don’t worry about it… it’s just something he has to work through. Just…. Be supportive. Even if that’s from a distance.”

Then she wrapped him in a hug & kissed his head. “I’m here for you… I know it’s bothering you… you can talk to me about anything.”

[jackross]

Jack laughed quietly, the sound rumbling against her shoulder. "So all I've gotta do is send you a picture of whatever I'm eating?" A grin spread across his face. "I can do that." Hack smirked against Madison's shoulder, "don't worry, I'll send you ab pictures instead."

The lick against his ear earned exactly the reaction she'd been fishing for. His shoulders tensed, and he let out a breathy chuckle. "...You're trouble." He turned his head just enough to steal a quick kiss from her lips. "And yeah..." His smile softened. "....it's just you." Jack pulled back just enough to look into her eyes, "I've dated before. But I've never met someone who gets under my skin the way you do."

He looked at her for a long moment. "You don't even have to be trying. You smile at me... You laugh... You look at me the way you do..." He shook his head with a quiet laugh. "...and I'm just...gone."

Her comments about Danny made him sigh. "I think he's insecure. And honestly? I'd probably feel the same way if the roles were reversed."

He shrugged. "But I've never given Jess a reason to think she had a chance. I've always kept my distance. She's Danny's girl. That's where it starts and ends for me. I don't look at my friends girls, nevermind anything else..." Jack's forehead crinkled into a frown, "Don't ever let her make you think otherwise okay?"

Then she stumbled over calling him her man. Jack caught it immediately. The grin that spread across his face was impossible to hide.

"You know..." He rubbed his thumb across the back of her hand. "...I kind of liked hearing that." His eyes met hers. "I'm not asking you to put a label on us. But i want you to know I'm here for it."

When she wrapped him up in another hug, he held her without hesitation, one hand rubbing slowly up and down her back.

"I know I can." His voice was low. "And that's probably my favorite thing about us." He rested his chin lightly against her chest. "I can just... be me." A quiet laugh escaped him. "And that is... everything."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“Well I will never turn down a photos. As long as you come home & I get to touch & lick them.” To prove her point, one soft greedy palm slipped between their bodies toward his stomach palming along the curves of his abs. “This might actually be my favorite part of your body.”

For now.

She had yet to experience jacks full potential.

His compliment (which she took as that) gave her tingles, “yeah? I get under your skin?” Manicured nail tips slipped under the band of his waist feeling the happy trail hair. “Get under your skin like I get under your boxers?”

Then he pointed out more intimate parts that he took a liking to. Her laugh, the way she gazed into his soul, his entire being, she was drawn to him & maybe she wasn’t being as subtle as she thought she was being. Was it written all over her face? The way she was starting to ache & throb for him?

“Well… I gotta admit… she was really off putting when we met the first time. And that time she answered your phone. I could tell immediately she was into you. And that she was treating you like you were her property. I tried to play it off as an over protective friend… but when Vivian caught on too, I knew something was off.” She frowned, “I don’t know how I would feel if… anything happened between you two. I don’t know if I have any more fight left in me to go through another wrecked home.”

Not that they shared a home or anything. But it was a figure of speech right?

Hearing him accept the minimal affection she could give him was nice. Someone was welcoming her efforts & felt like it was enough for them which made her feel all warm & accepted.

“Well don’t stop being you. It’s working great so far. And this whole puppy dog mode… I’m really digging.” That naughty hand retreated back to his shoulder blades & she kissed his temple.

[jackross]

Jack let out a low laugh as her hand wandered lower, his stomach tightening beneath her touch. "You really don't make this easy on me." His own hand settled over hers for a second, not stopping her, just holding it there as his thumb brushed across her knuckles.

"So your favorite part's my abs?" He grinned. "I'll remember that." His eyes flicked down as her fingertips disappeared beneath the waistband of his sweats, and he exhaled through his nose, his body lightly shuddering.

"...See? This is exactly what I mean. You touch me and I'm already forgetting how to form a sentence." He shook his head, smiling as he looked back at her.

"And yeah... You get under my skin. In here." He tapped lightly over the left side of his chest. "Not just under my boxers." Jack smirked, his hips rolled upwards slightly as if his body decided it needed more of her touch. His hands settled at Madison's waist and slipped to her waistband. His fingers just slightly played with the elastic.

His smile softened when the conversation drifted back to Jess. "I know." He rubbed slow circles against her back. "I could tell something bothered you that day, and honestly... I don't blame you." He sighed quietly. "I should've shut it down harder from the beginning. I was trying not to make a scene, trying not to embarrass Danny..."

Jack held her gaze. "I don't want you wondering where you stand with me. You don't have to compete with Jess. You never did." He leaned forward, brushing a slow kiss against her forehead. "And that will never change."

He smiled when she called him a puppy. "Oh, is that what I am now?" He laughed. His eyebrows lifted playfully. "I can live with that." He leaned in until their noses touched. "But just so you know..." His voice dropped to a whisper. "This puppy's got a real hard time behaving when you keep rubbing your hand under my waistband....but i'm not complaining."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“Definitely is.” When his hand covered her, she grinned, “never realized how attractive muscles were until I saw 200lbs of hot man under the hood of a car & suddenly I was feeling wet in places I had never felt wet before.”

When he lost his train of thought she laughed lightly, “stop… it’s so cute that I can fluster you. I’ve never flustered a man before. Atleast… I don’t think I have? It’s so cute that you get a lil edgy when I do little things like this.” Her hand slipped into his boxers giving him a single brush down his length then her hand pulled out & rest on his ribs as if she hadn’t short circuited him.

He tugged at her waist band & she lifted her hips to be playful. “Like them?” She teased, “you picked them out…. I wore them for you.”

He tried to reassure her about Jess but Madison didn’t buy it completely. “Mmm…. I just know girls like her. They want what they want, & no one will stand in their way. And they don’t care who they have to hurt to get it.” A frown formed, “I see the way she’s eye fucking you from across the room.”

“You’re just my good boy.” Her hand flew to the back of his ear to give him a little scratch, “yeah? Is that you? My good boy Jack? My baby boy?” Her nose scrunched playfully & kissed his nose. “You’re such a good boy, you can behave for me. Right?”

[jackross]

Jack let out a helpless laugh, shaking his head as she teased him. "You really enjoy making me lose my train of thought, don't you?" His hand lingered at her waist, his thumb brushing absent-minded circles against her side as he smiled down at her.

"For the record... yeah, I like them." His eyes flicked toward the waistband she'd lifted for him before finding her face again. "Mostly because they're on you." He chewed his lip for a second and his body instictively pressed just slightly into Madison's hips. It happened before he even had a chance to think about it, as if his body decided for him. The action alone stole the air from his lungs all over again.

When she brought up Jess again, his expression softened. "Sunshine..." He cupped her cheek, making sure she was looking at him. "I can't control how somebody else feels or what they choose to do. But I can control me." His thumb brushed gently across her cheek. "I don't want her. Jess can look all she wants. It doesn't change a thing for me."

A grin slowly returned as she scratched behind his ear. "Did you just call me your good boy?" He laughed, rolling his eyes with mock surrender. "You know... if Isaac ever heard you say that, I'd never hear the end of it." He leaned forward until their foreheads touched.

"But..." He shifted again and pressed a kiss to Madison's cheek, then another to her tempe. "Hmmm, I kinda like it..." When her hand reached down into his boxers just for a moment, Jack audibly moaned from the very back of his throat. He didn't have any control over the growl. He fell against Madison, tucking himself against her. "You're so bad...." He whispered. And when she scratched at his ear, Jack couldn't help but smirk. "Mmmmhm. But I can't promise I'll always be good when we're alone." He murmured.

[rpwiththelilflower]

“Yeah I do.”

It was blunt & honest.

Madison liked to tease & be playful & yeah, she totally ate up how into her Jack was even as she shied away at times. Just knowing she had some kind of power drove her insane in a dangerous way.

Jack had the best responses to her antics so when he asked for honesty, she gave it. Yeah she loved to drive him crazy & watch him struggle, & deep down, she hoped he loved it too. Because what was more sexy than Jack admitting he was gone for her? Maybe him bragging about her to his friends, they sure did something to her.

“You know… it might do you a little good to… be a little more… you know,” her brows wiggled “& a lot less sweet… tell me my panties that you picked out are fucking sexy & you like knowing I wear what you specifically like.” Oh she was getting brave. Maybe even a little cocky. Or maybe she just wanted Jack to let go a little but the look on her face said she was serious.

Madison skipped over the Jess part & focused on the next part if their conversation.

The moan hit her like electricity. Her legs wrapped around his hips & she pressed into him, “when you sound like that… I can’t even begin to imagine how you’ll sound when we…” that hung in the air. It was bait. It was there & now she was talking about it & hinting at it like she saw it in their near future.

That was exciting.

“Yeah? I’m bad?” She teased, “your bad girl? My good boy ~” Madison help him close when he snuggled in. “Babe, I needed this.”

“You.”

[jackross]

Jack held her gaze for a long second, a slow grin creeping across his face. "Oh... So that's what you want." His thumb hooked lightly against the waistband she'd been teasing him with, giving it the smallest tug.

"I can do that." His eyes wandered over her for just a moment before finding hers again. "Those panties?" Jack's voice lowered, "They're sexy as hell."

His voice dropped, confident now instead of shy. "I like that when you opened your drawer this morning, you looked at all of them.....and still reached for mine." His hand settled comfortably on her hip, squeezing once.

Jack shifted then, he moved fast and his leg hooked arounf Madison's and within seconds he had flipped them over, changing positions so that he was now hovering over her. His pressed against hers, which when he was only wearing cotton sweats and boxers didn't hide much of the way his body consistently reacted to her.

A crooked smile spread across his face. "And before you ask...No. I'm not jealous of the panties. But I'm jealous of the fact they get to be that close to you all day."

He leaned in and his hands roamed across Madison's body, fingers slipping slightly beneath the hem of her shirt, just enough to graze his nails against her skin. "You're playing a dangerous game, Miss Claire." Jack murmured and pressed his weight into her body, and tangled himself between her legs.

"You like the sound of that huh?" Jack whispered, and his hands slipped further as he got slightly more confident, until his hands covered the lace of her bra. "For the record? I prefer what you don't wear." Jack leaned in to murmur against her mouth, not quite kissing yet and whispered. "But the lace?..." His hands squeezed at her chest, "Fucking hot.." And before Madison could reply his mouth caught hers in a kiss that wasn't soft but full, hungry and deep.

[rpwiththelilflower]

Madison squeaked when he flipped them so easily. And when she was beneath his weight, her mouth parted like she wanted to say something smart ass-y, but couldn’t. She could think of anything that wasn’t the absolute truth of how much she was enjoying them.

He pressed into her hard & Madison visibly relaxed into the bed Ike she was ready for him. It was a far too suggestive look on her face that she probably didn’t even know she was wearing.

In a way, she looked already overstimulated & ‘fucked out’, w/o him even having to touch her (or be inside).

“You calling me Miss Claire is dangerous.”

Ah so that was it.

“Maybe I like being a little bossy. And I like when you put some respect on my name.” She reached up cupping his jaw. “Good boy.”

Instead of fighting for dominance, Madison sat back & let Jack guide their kiss. He wasn’t too much, & maybe if he felt her melt into his lead, he would get it through his thick fluffy bed head that she was completely into him. That worry he was too much was not necessary & he was starting to see that. Madison was doing something right. He felt things about them, & that was okay.

“Jack.” She whispered, “I’m so horny for you.”

That was supposed to be a thought but somehow it slipped out.

“I like who I am, when I have you in my eyes.”

[jackross]

Jack shifted his hips slightly, another cheeky roll against Madison, alittle more intentional this time. His eyes stayed on hers as he did so. "I like calling you Miss Claire." He murmured. His hands stayed slipped under Madison's shirt, and he couldn't help but squeeze again. His eyes dropped to her mouth when she said that O-shape with her lips, and all it did was light the fire low inside Jack's stomach. "You look so hot right now..." He whispered, which was one of those inside thoughts that trickled out of his lips before he had a chance to catch them. Not that he regretted it, because the really dangerous thing about Madison was that she was making Jack feel increasingly safe. That she wouldn't push him away, and that meant more than anything he could put into words. "Hmmm." Jack's voice had thickened, raspy with the way Madison was making him feel. "I like when you're bossy." He smirked and lowered so that their bodies were flush. He kept one hand where it had been, beneath her shirt, and the other moved to her thigh, moving Madison slightly to make more room for himself between her legs. He opened his mouth to speak again, but instead he heard what Madison said, and his eyes flicked down to her mouth again, then up to her eyes. "Yeah?" His mouth twitched into a smirk, and he ducked his head low to press a kiss to the crook of Madison's neck, then the other to the space just below her ear. Teeth grazed over her skin, making a pathway to her mouth where he pressed another heated kiss accompanied with another roll of his hips. "I'm so horny for you too..." He whispered between kisses.

[rpwiththelilflower]

“That’s exactly why I keep feeling you up.” She smirked. “You have muscles, & guess I’m not used to being attracted to that. I use to like those tall scrawny, lanky guys… & I don’t know what it is about you that has me liking things I never thought I’d be into.”

Her hand touched along his forearm, “I like this one.” The tribal tattoo was cool, & he had distracting arms that just made her want to bite him all over.

Then her gaze followed along up his arms to his shoulders & neck, finally stopping at his eyes.

“You know… I’m not quite sure. I’m guess I’m just as indecisive & clueless as I was back then.” She laughed lightly, “I don’t know if I would get one now.”

When he tugged her closer she cracked a little laugh, “babe any closer & you’re gonna smoosh me into your skin.” Her head tilted up & her arms linked around his neck to give him a tug & roll them onto her back forcing him to hover above her.

“I’m not going anywhere.” She said it reassuringly.

He hovered & carefully she wrapped her legs around his waist giving him a tug into her body. Once he settled against she slid her hands deep into his hair & massaged at the back of his neck.

“I’ve always liked romantic things. I think if I were to ever get a tattoo, it would have to be romantic. Or something that is Considered romantic.” She shrugged, “maybe I’ll know when I see it…. Maybe I’ll be inspired by something. Or someone.”

Her hands began to apply a little bit of pressed to the back of his head forcing him to tuck himself into her neck. “I got you…. Just relax for me.”

Jack being so close & intimate resulted in her heart pounding. Could he feel it? Was it obvious what he did to her? Maybe not, he had an obvious brick in his pants everytime she affected him, but how could he know she felt something too. “Close your eyes… just relax…”

[jackross]

Jack let himself sink into her for a moment, his forehead resting against the curve of her neck exactly where she'd guided him. He closed his eyes, letting out a slow breath through his nose. The warmth of her hands in his hair, the steady beat of her heart against his chest, it did something to him that no amount of flirting ever managed.

"...You're dangerous, you know that?" A quiet laugh escaped him, muffled against her skin. "But....In a good way."

His arms settled comfortably around her waist, not trapping her, just holding her close enough that neither of them had to wonder if the other was still there.

"I can feel your heart." He smiled to himself. "It's racing." Jack tilted his head just enough to brush a gentle kiss beneath her jaw before settling back against her shoulder.

"I don't need you to figure everything out tonight babe." His thumb rubbed slow circles against her side. "You don't have to decide about tattoos, or tomorrow, or ten years from now." He chuckled softly. "i mean, you don't even have to decide what pizza topping is best..." He paused just long enough to add with mock seriousness, "Even if you're objectively wrong about olives."

Another grin tugged at his lips. "I just like this." His voice had gone quieter now. "Just you and me, He finally lifted his head enough to look down at her, hazel eyes meeting hers with the same softness they'd carried all evening.

"You asked earlier what I did while you were away." His smile became a little more sheepish. "Hung out with Isaac, worked a couple of jobs... but every time something funny happened, or I saw something you'd have rolled your eyes at, I caught myself reaching for my phone."

He shrugged lightly. "Guess I got used to telling you everything." His fingers brushed a loose strand of hair behind her ear. "So if you ever get a tattoo..." he murmured, "don't get one because somebody tells you it'd look good. Get one because it means something to you."

He smiled warmly. "And if you never get one... you'll still be the hottest woman I've ever had wrapped around me like this."

His eyes closed again and his weight rested against Madison finally, "Tell me if I'm hurting you, I can shift..." Not that he wanted to. "I know I've told you this before but... you make me feel safe..." Jack murmured against the curve of Madison's neck, then pressed another slow kiss to the same spot. "As for tall, lanky guys.... guess the tall dark mechanic won this time..."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“You know, just cause I wasn’t here. You can still call & text me. I may not respond immediately, but I’ll always reply to you.” Her palm smoothed down his bare back letting her nails scratch in a light massage up to his hair line. “It would make me happy knowing there’s things you want to share w/ me when I’m not around. Then when I come home, you can still tell me all about it.”

“You could never hurt me Jack.”

Lips pressed to his temple. “I trust you.”

Holding Jack felt like a sacred privilege. He was tall, & handsome, maybe a little intimating w/ his tattoos, his mechanic work gave him this gruff persona, so the fact he could curl in her arms & she could watch his shoulders relax under her touch, it made her feel like she was doing something right. For once she had something someone wanted. For once, someone was picking her & her comfort over that of another woman, it made her feel… loved.

“I’m starting to have a preference.” She smirked & tilted her head. “I’m kinda into You & only you.”

Playfully she pressed her lips to the shell of his ear & nipped. “Mmmm~ you are soooo delicious.” The action repeated & this time she inhaled deeply, “you know… tonight we agreed to enjoy eachothers company. But I hope tomorrow night, I’m going to expect something more. Something a little more….” Brows jumped playfully, “fun.”

Her knees squeezed his hips. “Is that okay?”

Then she tilted her head down, “any news from Isaac about Danny? And…… Jess.”

[jackross]

Jack smiled as her fingers drifted through his hair, his eyes closing for a second. "I will." His voice was quiet. "I think I'm finally getting used to the idea that I've got someone I want to tell everything to." Jack had been so used to looking after himself, to conditioning himself to believe that he was too much, or nobody really wanted to hear about the day he'd had. He hadn't even realised that was what he had been doing until Madison let him just.... be.

A grin tugged at the corner of his mouth. "Well don't complain when you get a picture of a weird-looking car part at nine in the morning. " He laughed softly. "You asked for it."

When she admitted she had a preference, his smile widened. "Oh yeah? Just me?" He pretended to think about it. "I suppose I can live with that."

The playful nip to his ear earned a quiet groan and a chuckle. "You are making this 'wholesome evening' increasingly difficult, Sunshine." His breath hitched slightly, and his body instictively curved closer to Madison's.

His hands settled comfortably on her hips, holding her there as she spoke about tomorrow. He looked up at her. "I think tomorrow sounds perfect." There wasn't a hint of hesitation. He leaned in, stealing a quick kiss. "What kinda fun are we talking?" Jack arched a brow. He pulled back just enough to look into her eyes. He shifted just slightly so that his hips rolled subtly between her legs. Just enough that she would feel him. Then he leaned in closer and stole another kiss, deeper this time. Longer too. His hands roaming along her thighs. When he pulled back, it was only to return his head to Madison's neck.

At the mention of Danny and Jess, his expression grew thoughtful. "I didn't get loads." He shrugged.

"II really only hung out with Isaac.... Danny's been kinda... shutting me out? I don't know." Jack frowned. "Isaac thinks it's bad idea for me to reach out just now, but I didn't do anything wrong..."

Then he exhaled, "And Jess..." He shook his head. "I have no idea, I haven't seen her since the night around at my place with everyone..."

His thumb brushed over the side of Madison's waist. "I'm not interested in Jess." His eyes met hers. A small smile spread across his face. "So that's about all there is to it."

He leaned up just enough to kiss the tip of her nose. "If I'm honest... I'd rather spend my time talking about Steve finally growing a backbone around Kim than waste another minute thinking about Jess."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“Babe you could send me a photo of what you’re having for lunch & I would just be happy you thought of me to begin w/.”

The hitch in his voice was exactly what she wanted to hear. “You’re so sensitive.” She whispered those words right in his ear being sure to give the shell a lick & feeling him twitch in her hold.

“Has it really been THAT long?” She asked, “or are you just like this w/ me?”

It wasn’t a trap, more of a genuine question. His hips rolled into her & she let out a little breath, “just some fun…. I guess we will have to see where the night takes us hmm?” Even though in her head she had a clear idea of what she wanted tomorrow night to look like: some casual dinner, maybe a night out in town, then back for an intense makeout sense. Her mouth was watering at the idea.

When he answered her questions about his friends, she listened intently. Eyes focused on him, brows softening, hands resumed the gentle rub again. “Hey… it’s okay. Whatever they are going through that’s not your fault or problem. Danny might just be feeling a little insecure. I mean… look at you & look at him. You are clearly the handsome one of your friend group…. Maybe he’s just a little sensitive about the idea his girlfriend wants to get railed by my man.”

The moment she said it, she quickly back tracker.

“Not that you’re mine!”

Was that harsh? She didn’t want labels. Not yet. But she felt like Jack did belong to her in some way.

“I just mean… she sees us…. Exploring eachother. I’m sure that just bothers her.”

Madison tried to take it back to the point she was originally trying to make. “Don’t worry about it… it’s just something he has to work through. Just…. Be supportive. Even if that’s from a distance.”

Then she wrapped him in a hug & kissed his head. “I’m here for you… I know it’s bothering you… you can talk to me about anything.”

[jackross]

Jack laughed quietly, the sound rumbling against her shoulder. "So all I've gotta do is send you a picture of whatever I'm eating?" A grin spread across his face. "I can do that." Hack smirked against Madison's shoulder, "don't worry, I'll send you ab pictures instead."

The lick against his ear earned exactly the reaction she'd been fishing for. His shoulders tensed, and he let out a breathy chuckle. "...You're trouble." He turned his head just enough to steal a quick kiss from her lips. "And yeah..." His smile softened. "....it's just you." Jack pulled back just enough to look into her eyes, "I've dated before. But I've never met someone who gets under my skin the way you do."

He looked at her for a long moment. "You don't even have to be trying. You smile at me... You laugh... You look at me the way you do..." He shook his head with a quiet laugh. "...and I'm just...gone."

Her comments about Danny made him sigh. "I think he's insecure. And honestly? I'd probably feel the same way if the roles were reversed."

He shrugged. "But I've never given Jess a reason to think she had a chance. I've always kept my distance. She's Danny's girl. That's where it starts and ends for me. I don't look at my friends girls, nevermind anything else..." Jack's forehead crinkled into a frown, "Don't ever let her make you think otherwise okay?"

Then she stumbled over calling him her man. Jack caught it immediately. The grin that spread across his face was impossible to hide.

"You know..." He rubbed his thumb across the back of her hand. "...I kind of liked hearing that." His eyes met hers. "I'm not asking you to put a label on us. But i want you to know I'm here for it."

When she wrapped him up in another hug, he held her without hesitation, one hand rubbing slowly up and down her back.

"I know I can." His voice was low. "And that's probably my favorite thing about us." He rested his chin lightly against her chest. "I can just... be me." A quiet laugh escaped him. "And that is... everything."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“Well I will never turn down a photos. As long as you come home & I get to touch & lick them.” To prove her point, one soft greedy palm slipped between their bodies toward his stomach palming along the curves of his abs. “This might actually be my favorite part of your body.”

For now.

She had yet to experience jacks full potential.

His compliment (which she took as that) gave her tingles, “yeah? I get under your skin?” Manicured nail tips slipped under the band of his waist feeling the happy trail hair. “Get under your skin like I get under your boxers?”

Then he pointed out more intimate parts that he took a liking to. Her laugh, the way she gazed into his soul, his entire being, she was drawn to him & maybe she wasn’t being as subtle as she thought she was being. Was it written all over her face? The way she was starting to ache & throb for him?

“Well… I gotta admit… she was really off putting when we met the first time. And that time she answered your phone. I could tell immediately she was into you. And that she was treating you like you were her property. I tried to play it off as an over protective friend… but when Vivian caught on too, I knew something was off.” She frowned, “I don’t know how I would feel if… anything happened between you two. I don’t know if I have any more fight left in me to go through another wrecked home.”

Not that they shared a home or anything. But it was a figure of speech right?

Hearing him accept the minimal affection she could give him was nice. Someone was welcoming her efforts & felt like it was enough for them which made her feel all warm & accepted.

“Well don’t stop being you. It’s working great so far. And this whole puppy dog mode… I’m really digging.” That naughty hand retreated back to his shoulder blades & she kissed his temple.

[jackross]

Jack let out a low laugh as her hand wandered lower, his stomach tightening beneath her touch. "You really don't make this easy on me." His own hand settled over hers for a second, not stopping her, just holding it there as his thumb brushed across her knuckles.

"So your favorite part's my abs?" He grinned. "I'll remember that." His eyes flicked down as her fingertips disappeared beneath the waistband of his sweats, and he exhaled through his nose, his body lightly shuddering.

"...See? This is exactly what I mean. You touch me and I'm already forgetting how to form a sentence." He shook his head, smiling as he looked back at her.

"And yeah... You get under my skin. In here." He tapped lightly over the left side of his chest. "Not just under my boxers." Jack smirked, his hips rolled upwards slightly as if his body decided it needed more of her touch. His hands settled at Madison's waist and slipped to her waistband. His fingers just slightly played with the elastic.

His smile softened when the conversation drifted back to Jess. "I know." He rubbed slow circles against her back. "I could tell something bothered you that day, and honestly... I don't blame you." He sighed quietly. "I should've shut it down harder from the beginning. I was trying not to make a scene, trying not to embarrass Danny..."

Jack held her gaze. "I don't want you wondering where you stand with me. You don't have to compete with Jess. You never did." He leaned forward, brushing a slow kiss against her forehead. "And that will never change."

He smiled when she called him a puppy. "Oh, is that what I am now?" He laughed. His eyebrows lifted playfully. "I can live with that." He leaned in until their noses touched. "But just so you know..." His voice dropped to a whisper. "This puppy's got a real hard time behaving when you keep rubbing your hand under my waistband....but i'm not complaining."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“Definitely is.” When his hand covered her, she grinned, “never realized how attractive muscles were until I saw 200lbs of hot man under the hood of a car & suddenly I was feeling wet in places I had never felt wet before.”

When he lost his train of thought she laughed lightly, “stop… it’s so cute that I can fluster you. I’ve never flustered a man before. Atleast… I don’t think I have? It’s so cute that you get a lil edgy when I do little things like this.” Her hand slipped into his boxers giving him a single brush down his length then her hand pulled out & rest on his ribs as if she hadn’t short circuited him.

He tugged at her waist band & she lifted her hips to be playful. “Like them?” She teased, “you picked them out…. I wore them for you.”

He tried to reassure her about Jess but Madison didn’t buy it completely. “Mmm…. I just know girls like her. They want what they want, & no one will stand in their way. And they don’t care who they have to hurt to get it.” A frown formed, “I see the way she’s eye fucking you from across the room.”

“You’re just my good boy.” Her hand flew to the back of his ear to give him a little scratch, “yeah? Is that you? My good boy Jack? My baby boy?” Her nose scrunched playfully & kissed his nose. “You’re such a good boy, you can behave for me. Right?”

[jackross]

Jack let out a helpless laugh, shaking his head as she teased him. "You really enjoy making me lose my train of thought, don't you?" His hand lingered at her waist, his thumb brushing absent-minded circles against her side as he smiled down at her.

"For the record... yeah, I like them." His eyes flicked toward the waistband she'd lifted for him before finding her face again. "Mostly because they're on you." He chewed his lip for a second and his body instictively pressed just slightly into Madison's hips. It happened before he even had a chance to think about it, as if his body decided for him. The action alone stole the air from his lungs all over again.

When she brought up Jess again, his expression softened. "Sunshine..." He cupped her cheek, making sure she was looking at him. "I can't control how somebody else feels or what they choose to do. But I can control me." His thumb brushed gently across her cheek. "I don't want her. Jess can look all she wants. It doesn't change a thing for me."

A grin slowly returned as she scratched behind his ear. "Did you just call me your good boy?" He laughed, rolling his eyes with mock surrender. "You know... if Isaac ever heard you say that, I'd never hear the end of it." He leaned forward until their foreheads touched.

"But..." He shifted again and pressed a kiss to Madison's cheek, then another to her tempe. "Hmmm, I kinda like it..." When her hand reached down into his boxers just for a moment, Jack audibly moaned from the very back of his throat. He didn't have any control over the growl. He fell against Madison, tucking himself against her. "You're so bad...." He whispered. And when she scratched at his ear, Jack couldn't help but smirk. "Mmmmhm. But I can't promise I'll always be good when we're alone." He murmured.

[rpwiththelilflower]

“Yeah I do.”

It was blunt & honest.

Madison liked to tease & be playful & yeah, she totally ate up how into her Jack was even as she shied away at times. Just knowing she had some kind of power drove her insane in a dangerous way.

Jack had the best responses to her antics so when he asked for honesty, she gave it. Yeah she loved to drive him crazy & watch him struggle, & deep down, she hoped he loved it too. Because what was more sexy than Jack admitting he was gone for her? Maybe him bragging about her to his friends, they sure did something to her.

“You know… it might do you a little good to… be a little more… you know,” her brows wiggled “& a lot less sweet… tell me my panties that you picked out are fucking sexy & you like knowing I wear what you specifically like.” Oh she was getting brave. Maybe even a little cocky. Or maybe she just wanted Jack to let go a little but the look on her face said she was serious.

Madison skipped over the Jess part & focused on the next part if their conversation.

The moan hit her like electricity. Her legs wrapped around his hips & she pressed into him, “when you sound like that… I can’t even begin to imagine how you’ll sound when we…” that hung in the air. It was bait. It was there & now she was talking about it & hinting at it like she saw it in their near future.

That was exciting.

“Yeah? I’m bad?” She teased, “your bad girl? My good boy ~” Madison help him close when he snuggled in. “Babe, I needed this.”

“You.”

[jackross]

Jack held her gaze for a long second, a slow grin creeping across his face. "Oh... So that's what you want." His thumb hooked lightly against the waistband she'd been teasing him with, giving it the smallest tug.

"I can do that." His eyes wandered over her for just a moment before finding hers again. "Those panties?" Jack's voice lowered, "They're sexy as hell."

His voice dropped, confident now instead of shy. "I like that when you opened your drawer this morning, you looked at all of them.....and still reached for mine." His hand settled comfortably on her hip, squeezing once.

Jack shifted then, he moved fast and his leg hooked arounf Madison's and within seconds he had flipped them over, changing positions so that he was now hovering over her. His pressed against hers, which when he was only wearing cotton sweats and boxers didn't hide much of the way his body consistently reacted to her.

A crooked smile spread across his face. "And before you ask...No. I'm not jealous of the panties. But I'm jealous of the fact they get to be that close to you all day."

He leaned in and his hands roamed across Madison's body, fingers slipping slightly beneath the hem of her shirt, just enough to graze his nails against her skin. "You're playing a dangerous game, Miss Claire." Jack murmured and pressed his weight into her body, and tangled himself between her legs.

"You like the sound of that huh?" Jack whispered, and his hands slipped further as he got slightly more confident, until his hands covered the lace of her bra. "For the record? I prefer what you don't wear." Jack leaned in to murmur against her mouth, not quite kissing yet and whispered. "But the lace?..." His hands squeezed at her chest, "Fucking hot.." And before Madison could reply his mouth caught hers in a kiss that wasn't soft but full, hungry and deep.

[rpwiththelilflower]

“That’s exactly why I keep feeling you up.” She smirked. “You have muscles, & guess I’m not used to being attracted to that. I use to like those tall scrawny, lanky guys… & I don’t know what it is about you that has me liking things I never thought I’d be into.”

Her hand touched along his forearm, “I like this one.” The tribal tattoo was cool, & he had distracting arms that just made her want to bite him all over.

Then her gaze followed along up his arms to his shoulders & neck, finally stopping at his eyes.

“You know… I’m not quite sure. I’m guess I’m just as indecisive & clueless as I was back then.” She laughed lightly, “I don’t know if I would get one now.”

When he tugged her closer she cracked a little laugh, “babe any closer & you’re gonna smoosh me into your skin.” Her head tilted up & her arms linked around his neck to give him a tug & roll them onto her back forcing him to hover above her.

“I’m not going anywhere.” She said it reassuringly.

He hovered & carefully she wrapped her legs around his waist giving him a tug into her body. Once he settled against she slid her hands deep into his hair & massaged at the back of his neck.

“I’ve always liked romantic things. I think if I were to ever get a tattoo, it would have to be romantic. Or something that is Considered romantic.” She shrugged, “maybe I’ll know when I see it…. Maybe I’ll be inspired by something. Or someone.”

Her hands began to apply a little bit of pressed to the back of his head forcing him to tuck himself into her neck. “I got you…. Just relax for me.”

Jack being so close & intimate resulted in her heart pounding. Could he feel it? Was it obvious what he did to her? Maybe not, he had an obvious brick in his pants everytime she affected him, but how could he know she felt something too. “Close your eyes… just relax…”

[jackross]

Jack let himself sink into her for a moment, his forehead resting against the curve of her neck exactly where she'd guided him. He closed his eyes, letting out a slow breath through his nose. The warmth of her hands in his hair, the steady beat of her heart against his chest, it did something to him that no amount of flirting ever managed.

"...You're dangerous, you know that?" A quiet laugh escaped him, muffled against her skin. "But....In a good way."

His arms settled comfortably around her waist, not trapping her, just holding her close enough that neither of them had to wonder if the other was still there.

"I can feel your heart." He smiled to himself. "It's racing." Jack tilted his head just enough to brush a gentle kiss beneath her jaw before settling back against her shoulder.

"I don't need you to figure everything out tonight babe." His thumb rubbed slow circles against her side. "You don't have to decide about tattoos, or tomorrow, or ten years from now." He chuckled softly. "i mean, you don't even have to decide what pizza topping is best..." He paused just long enough to add with mock seriousness, "Even if you're objectively wrong about olives."

Another grin tugged at his lips. "I just like this." His voice had gone quieter now. "Just you and me, He finally lifted his head enough to look down at her, hazel eyes meeting hers with the same softness they'd carried all evening.

"You asked earlier what I did while you were away." His smile became a little more sheepish. "Hung out with Isaac, worked a couple of jobs... but every time something funny happened, or I saw something you'd have rolled your eyes at, I caught myself reaching for my phone."

He shrugged lightly. "Guess I got used to telling you everything." His fingers brushed a loose strand of hair behind her ear. "So if you ever get a tattoo..." he murmured, "don't get one because somebody tells you it'd look good. Get one because it means something to you."

He smiled warmly. "And if you never get one... you'll still be the hottest woman I've ever had wrapped around me like this."

His eyes closed again and his weight rested against Madison finally, "Tell me if I'm hurting you, I can shift..." Not that he wanted to. "I know I've told you this before but... you make me feel safe..." Jack murmured against the curve of Madison's neck, then pressed another slow kiss to the same spot. "As for tall, lanky guys.... guess the tall dark mechanic won this time..."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“You know, just cause I wasn’t here. You can still call & text me. I may not respond immediately, but I’ll always reply to you.” Her palm smoothed down his bare back letting her nails scratch in a light massage up to his hair line. “It would make me happy knowing there’s things you want to share w/ me when I’m not around. Then when I come home, you can still tell me all about it.”

“You could never hurt me Jack.”

Lips pressed to his temple. “I trust you.”

Holding Jack felt like a sacred privilege. He was tall, & handsome, maybe a little intimating w/ his tattoos, his mechanic work gave him this gruff persona, so the fact he could curl in her arms & she could watch his shoulders relax under her touch, it made her feel like she was doing something right. For once she had something someone wanted. For once, someone was picking her & her comfort over that of another woman, it made her feel… loved.

“I’m starting to have a preference.” She smirked & tilted her head. “I’m kinda into You & only you.”

Playfully she pressed her lips to the shell of his ear & nipped. “Mmmm~ you are soooo delicious.” The action repeated & this time she inhaled deeply, “you know… tonight we agreed to enjoy eachothers company. But I hope tomorrow night, I’m going to expect something more. Something a little more….” Brows jumped playfully, “fun.”

Her knees squeezed his hips. “Is that okay?”

Then she tilted her head down, “any news from Isaac about Danny? And…… Jess.”

[jackross]

Jack smiled as her fingers drifted through his hair, his eyes closing for a second. "I will." His voice was quiet. "I think I'm finally getting used to the idea that I've got someone I want to tell everything to." Jack had been so used to looking after himself, to conditioning himself to believe that he was too much, or nobody really wanted to hear about the day he'd had. He hadn't even realised that was what he had been doing until Madison let him just.... be.

A grin tugged at the corner of his mouth. "Well don't complain when you get a picture of a weird-looking car part at nine in the morning. " He laughed softly. "You asked for it."

When she admitted she had a preference, his smile widened. "Oh yeah? Just me?" He pretended to think about it. "I suppose I can live with that."

The playful nip to his ear earned a quiet groan and a chuckle. "You are making this 'wholesome evening' increasingly difficult, Sunshine." His breath hitched slightly, and his body instictively curved closer to Madison's.

His hands settled comfortably on her hips, holding her there as she spoke about tomorrow. He looked up at her. "I think tomorrow sounds perfect." There wasn't a hint of hesitation. He leaned in, stealing a quick kiss. "What kinda fun are we talking?" Jack arched a brow. He pulled back just enough to look into her eyes. He shifted just slightly so that his hips rolled subtly between her legs. Just enough that she would feel him. Then he leaned in closer and stole another kiss, deeper this time. Longer too. His hands roaming along her thighs. When he pulled back, it was only to return his head to Madison's neck.

At the mention of Danny and Jess, his expression grew thoughtful. "I didn't get loads." He shrugged.

"II really only hung out with Isaac.... Danny's been kinda... shutting me out? I don't know." Jack frowned. "Isaac thinks it's bad idea for me to reach out just now, but I didn't do anything wrong..."

Then he exhaled, "And Jess..." He shook his head. "I have no idea, I haven't seen her since the night around at my place with everyone..."

His thumb brushed over the side of Madison's waist. "I'm not interested in Jess." His eyes met hers. A small smile spread across his face. "So that's about all there is to it."

He leaned up just enough to kiss the tip of her nose. "If I'm honest... I'd rather spend my time talking about Steve finally growing a backbone around Kim than waste another minute thinking about Jess."

[rpwiththelilflower]

“Babe you could send me a photo of what you’re having for lunch & I would just be happy you thought of me to begin w/.”

The hitch in his voice was exactly what she wanted to hear. “You’re so sensitive.” She whispered those words right in his ear being sure to give the shell a lick & feeling him twitch in her hold.

“Has it really been THAT long?” She asked, “or are you just like this w/ me?”

It wasn’t a trap, more of a genuine question. His hips rolled into her & she let out a little breath, “just some fun…. I guess we will have to see where the night takes us hmm?” Even though in her head she had a clear idea of what she wanted tomorrow night to look like: some casual dinner, maybe a night out in town, then back for an intense makeout sense. Her mouth was watering at the idea.

When he answered her questions about his friends, she listened intently. Eyes focused on him, brows softening, hands resumed the gentle rub again. “Hey… it’s okay. Whatever they are going through that’s not your fault or problem. Danny might just be feeling a little insecure. I mean… look at you & look at him. You are clearly the handsome one of your friend group…. Maybe he’s just a little sensitive about the idea his girlfriend wants to get railed by my man.”

The moment she said it, she quickly back tracker.

“Not that you’re mine!”

Was that harsh? She didn’t want labels. Not yet. But she felt like Jack did belong to her in some way.

“I just mean… she sees us…. Exploring eachother. I’m sure that just bothers her.”

Madison tried to take it back to the point she was originally trying to make. “Don’t worry about it… it’s just something he has to work through. Just…. Be supportive. Even if that’s from a distance.”

Then she wrapped him in a hug & kissed his head. “I’m here for you… I know it’s bothering you… you can talk to me about anything.”

[jackross]

Jack laughed quietly, the sound rumbling against her shoulder. "So all I've gotta do is send you a picture of whatever I'm eating?" A grin spread across his face. "I can do that." Hack smirked against Madison's shoulder, "don't worry, I'll send you ab pictures instead."

The lick against his ear earned exactly the reaction she'd been fishing for. His shoulders tensed, and he let out a breathy chuckle. "...You're trouble." He turned his head just enough to steal a quick kiss from her lips. "And yeah..." His smile softened. "....it's just you." Jack pulled back just enough to look into her eyes, "I've dated before. But I've never met someone who gets under my skin the way you do."

He looked at her for a long moment. "You don't even have to be trying. You smile at me... You laugh... You look at me the way you do..." He shook his head with a quiet laugh. "...and I'm just...gone."

Her comments about Danny made him sigh. "I think he's insecure. And honestly? I'd probably feel the same way if the roles were reversed."

He shrugged. "But I've never given Jess a reason to think she had a chance. I've always kept my distance. She's Danny's girl. That's where it starts and ends for me. I don't look at my friends girls, nevermind anything else..." Jack's forehead crinkled into a frown, "Don't ever let her make you think otherwise okay?"

Then she stumbled over calling him her man. Jack caught it immediately. The grin that spread across his face was impossible to hide.

"You know..." He rubbed his thumb across the back of her hand. "...I kind of liked hearing that." His eyes met hers. "I'm not asking you to put a label on us. But i want you to know I'm here for it."

When she wrapped him up in another hug, he held her without hesitation, one hand rubbing slowly up and down her back.

"I know I can." His voice was low. "And that's probably my favorite thing about us." He rested his chin lightly against her chest. "I can just... be me." A quiet laugh escaped him. "And that is... everything."

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“Well I will never turn down a photos. As long as you come home & I get to touch & lick them.” To prove her point, one soft greedy palm slipped between their bodies toward his stomach palming along the curves of his abs. “This might actually be my favorite part of your body.”

For now.

She had yet to experience jacks full potential.

His compliment (which she took as that) gave her tingles, “yeah? I get under your skin?” Manicured nail tips slipped under the band of his waist feeling the happy trail hair. “Get under your skin like I get under your boxers?”

Then he pointed out more intimate parts that he took a liking to. Her laugh, the way she gazed into his soul, his entire being, she was drawn to him & maybe she wasn’t being as subtle as she thought she was being. Was it written all over her face? The way she was starting to ache & throb for him?

“Well… I gotta admit… she was really off putting when we met the first time. And that time she answered your phone. I could tell immediately she was into you. And that she was treating you like you were her property. I tried to play it off as an over protective friend… but when Vivian caught on too, I knew something was off.” She frowned, “I don’t know how I would feel if… anything happened between you two. I don’t know if I have any more fight left in me to go through another wrecked home.”

Not that they shared a home or anything. But it was a figure of speech right?

Hearing him accept the minimal affection she could give him was nice. Someone was welcoming her efforts & felt like it was enough for them which made her feel all warm & accepted.

“Well don’t stop being you. It’s working great so far. And this whole puppy dog mode… I’m really digging.” That naughty hand retreated back to his shoulder blades & she kissed his temple.

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Jack let out a low laugh as her hand wandered lower, his stomach tightening beneath her touch. "You really don't make this easy on me." His own hand settled over hers for a second, not stopping her, just holding it there as his thumb brushed across her knuckles.

"So your favorite part's my abs?" He grinned. "I'll remember that." His eyes flicked down as her fingertips disappeared beneath the waistband of his sweats, and he exhaled through his nose, his body lightly shuddering.

"...See? This is exactly what I mean. You touch me and I'm already forgetting how to form a sentence." He shook his head, smiling as he looked back at her.

"And yeah... You get under my skin. In here." He tapped lightly over the left side of his chest. "Not just under my boxers." Jack smirked, his hips rolled upwards slightly as if his body decided it needed more of her touch. His hands settled at Madison's waist and slipped to her waistband. His fingers just slightly played with the elastic.

His smile softened when the conversation drifted back to Jess. "I know." He rubbed slow circles against her back. "I could tell something bothered you that day, and honestly... I don't blame you." He sighed quietly. "I should've shut it down harder from the beginning. I was trying not to make a scene, trying not to embarrass Danny..."

Jack held her gaze. "I don't want you wondering where you stand with me. You don't have to compete with Jess. You never did." He leaned forward, brushing a slow kiss against her forehead. "And that will never change."

He smiled when she called him a puppy. "Oh, is that what I am now?" He laughed. His eyebrows lifted playfully. "I can live with that." He leaned in until their noses touched. "But just so you know..." His voice dropped to a whisper. "This puppy's got a real hard time behaving when you keep rubbing your hand under my waistband....but i'm not complaining."

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“Definitely is.” When his hand covered her, she grinned, “never realized how attractive muscles were until I saw 200lbs of hot man under the hood of a car & suddenly I was feeling wet in places I had never felt wet before.”

When he lost his train of thought she laughed lightly, “stop… it’s so cute that I can fluster you. I’ve never flustered a man before. Atleast… I don’t think I have? It’s so cute that you get a lil edgy when I do little things like this.” Her hand slipped into his boxers giving him a single brush down his length then her hand pulled out & rest on his ribs as if she hadn’t short circuited him.

He tugged at her waist band & she lifted her hips to be playful. “Like them?” She teased, “you picked them out…. I wore them for you.”

He tried to reassure her about Jess but Madison didn’t buy it completely. “Mmm…. I just know girls like her. They want what they want, & no one will stand in their way. And they don’t care who they have to hurt to get it.” A frown formed, “I see the way she’s eye fucking you from across the room.”

“You’re just my good boy.” Her hand flew to the back of his ear to give him a little scratch, “yeah? Is that you? My good boy Jack? My baby boy?” Her nose scrunched playfully & kissed his nose. “You’re such a good boy, you can behave for me. Right?”

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Jack let out a helpless laugh, shaking his head as she teased him. "You really enjoy making me lose my train of thought, don't you?" His hand lingered at her waist, his thumb brushing absent-minded circles against her side as he smiled down at her.

"For the record... yeah, I like them." His eyes flicked toward the waistband she'd lifted for him before finding her face again. "Mostly because they're on you." He chewed his lip for a second and his body instictively pressed just slightly into Madison's hips. It happened before he even had a chance to think about it, as if his body decided for him. The action alone stole the air from his lungs all over again.

When she brought up Jess again, his expression softened. "Sunshine..." He cupped her cheek, making sure she was looking at him. "I can't control how somebody else feels or what they choose to do. But I can control me." His thumb brushed gently across her cheek. "I don't want her. Jess can look all she wants. It doesn't change a thing for me."

A grin slowly returned as she scratched behind his ear. "Did you just call me your good boy?" He laughed, rolling his eyes with mock surrender. "You know... if Isaac ever heard you say that, I'd never hear the end of it." He leaned forward until their foreheads touched.

"But..." He shifted again and pressed a kiss to Madison's cheek, then another to her tempe. "Hmmm, I kinda like it..." When her hand reached down into his boxers just for a moment, Jack audibly moaned from the very back of his throat. He didn't have any control over the growl. He fell against Madison, tucking himself against her. "You're so bad...." He whispered. And when she scratched at his ear, Jack couldn't help but smirk. "Mmmmhm. But I can't promise I'll always be good when we're alone." He murmured.