I used to be God

@jacks-sfw-muses

This is an ask and RP blog for Chuck Shurley AKA: God post supernatural. He's been turned human and is just trying to survive earth and living amongst humans.

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About!

This is an RP blog dedicated to playing Chuck Shurley from Supernatural post season 15.

After being turned human and left on the shore of a lake in the middle of nowhere Chuck begged, he pleaded, he called out and prayed hoping someone would help him, but he was alone. Eventually when the tears ran dry and the self-pity ran thin Chuck got up and started walking. As he walked something stirred in him, maybe a soul? maybe something else. Chuck wasn’t sure what it was but he’d never felt what he was feeling before. His chest ached and his mind started to reel going over his life, his work all the humans and angels he had simply… toyed with. Was this… regret? sorrow? empathy? Or just the fact that his stomach was empty and he had no idea how to solve that problem as a human with no money.

Face Claim: Rob Bennidict

John sat in the cell they had put him in his head in his hands. He had been overwhelmed even as strong as he was there was only one of him and 5 of the 'new' flag smashers, all supersoldiers of course. He had a feeling the worlds super soldier problem was only going to get worse.

Peter hadn't heard from John in a hot minute. Sure, maybe the guy was busy. No biggie! It's not like Peter's going to judge. Hero life, right?

Still, better safe than sorry.

He pulled up his laptop, opening the maybe-not-so-safe tracking program he whipped up in like fifteen minutes when he was thirteen. listen, he was on a time crunch!

thats.... strange. John's dot hasn't moved in a couple days. guess i better go check it out.

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John had tried breaking the walls but they were solid stone, the door made out of blast-proof metal, his meals slipped in threw a slot.

He paced the cage. The only one who paid any attention to him was the leader and it was clear he was trying to break John down, get him to switch sides and honestly the guy had good points but the fact that they had kidnapped him overroad any of those

peter, in his stealth suit, sat at a vantage point a bit away from the building, looking for a way in. he only hoped John was alright. was he conscious? was he even alive?

jacks-sfw-muses

John was in his cell using the be to do dips tyring to keep himself fit incase there was an opertunity to escape.

The building was actually an old observatory built into the side of a mountain. It wasn't heavily staffed, about 10 people but they were all supersoldiers

John sat in the cell they had put him in his head in his hands. He had been overwhelmed even as strong as he was there was only one of him and 5 of the 'new' flag smashers, all supersoldiers of course. He had a feeling the worlds super soldier problem was only going to get worse.

Peter hadn't heard from John in a hot minute. Sure, maybe the guy was busy. No biggie! It's not like Peter's going to judge. Hero life, right?

Still, better safe than sorry.

He pulled up his laptop, opening the maybe-not-so-safe tracking program he whipped up in like fifteen minutes when he was thirteen. listen, he was on a time crunch!

thats.... strange. John's dot hasn't moved in a couple days. guess i better go check it out.

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John had tried breaking the walls but they were solid stone, the door made out of blast-proof metal, his meals slipped in threw a slot.

He paced the cage. The only one who paid any attention to him was the leader and it was clear he was trying to break John down, get him to switch sides and honestly the guy had good points but the fact that they had kidnapped him overroad any of those

[text: to spider kid

Someone gave me adult money

want to help me justify my bad spending by calling it a team building exercise?]

[spider kid is typing...]

[maybe tomorrow? bit busy]

jacks-sfw-muses

[text: It's not going anywhere.

What are you up to today then?]

"38." He says shaking his head "I was about to retire from the military when they asked me to be cap" He says frowninga bit. "I stupidly said yes now I work for peanuts from Valentina.... and give most of that to my ex wife." He says sighing a bit .

"there's no way." he shook his head. "you look 25! i swear! it must be the serum or something"

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John laughs "Thanks kid" he says "At least it didn't make me look like Alexei" he says with a grin.

"alrighty open up that pie" he says rubbing his hands together as he grabs a couple of paper plates out of the bag

he pops open the box, pulling the pieces apart with one hand.

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John takes two to start and sprinkles and takes a bit bite. "mmmm fuck yeah" he says grinning a bit. "That hits the spot.

He flaps his hand not holding the pizza twice before he forces himself to stop

peter doesn't comment on the forced stopping of the stim, but he let himself click a few times. mutual tisming.

"it is pretty good, they must have michael on the oven today"

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"mmm yeah, the actual pizza oven is the best part of the resturant" he says

peter dug in, licking the grease off his fingers.

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Once it was done he tossed the garbage. "mmm that was good... alright kid where we patrolling?"

"i typically run up liberty, then skirt the perimeter" he points to where he's talking about.

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"Perimeter or brooklynn or...." he asks raising an eyebrow.

"you know I've got a police scanner on my phone" he says shrugging

"..... why??"

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"Well sometimes I'm close by when a call goes oout, I get there before the cops, handle whatever it is."

"i mean, that makes sense but like... how did you think of that??"

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"Well... when I was a dumb ass about your age we used to use a scanner to keep track of DUI checkpoints.... Luckily nothinng ever happened but uh when your 18 in the military it's... worse than college kids... an if you're going to college in the military I think your brain only works in the stupest ways" he laugh "So uh... don't do that... It was stupid"

"yeah i've had to deal with a few of those, actually." he sighs.

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"What DUi checkpoints or Stupid teens?" he teases

"oh uh both"

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He laughs a bit "Hey kid you just shouldn't be drinking alright, Dui check points are there to keep people safe"

"what- oh! no i wasn't the one drinking!" he laughed. "god, no. that shit's nasty. i meant i've stopped a few accidents that wouldve been DUI-caused"

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"good I won't need to introduce you to near beer" he says as he jumps from a roof to another.

"yeah, fuck that, absolutely not" he said, shaking his head as he landed.

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He laughs a bit "ah you're cute kid but you'll find a drink you like, maybe one of those fruty chick drinks"

"38." He says shaking his head "I was about to retire from the military when they asked me to be cap" He says frowninga bit. "I stupidly said yes now I work for peanuts from Valentina.... and give most of that to my ex wife." He says sighing a bit .

"there's no way." he shook his head. "you look 25! i swear! it must be the serum or something"

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John laughs "Thanks kid" he says "At least it didn't make me look like Alexei" he says with a grin.

"alrighty open up that pie" he says rubbing his hands together as he grabs a couple of paper plates out of the bag

he pops open the box, pulling the pieces apart with one hand.

jacks-sfw-muses

John takes two to start and sprinkles and takes a bit bite. "mmmm fuck yeah" he says grinning a bit. "That hits the spot.

He flaps his hand not holding the pizza twice before he forces himself to stop

peter doesn't comment on the forced stopping of the stim, but he let himself click a few times. mutual tisming.

"it is pretty good, they must have michael on the oven today"

jacks-sfw-muses

"mmm yeah, the actual pizza oven is the best part of the resturant" he says

peter dug in, licking the grease off his fingers.

jacks-sfw-muses

Once it was done he tossed the garbage. "mmm that was good... alright kid where we patrolling?"

"i typically run up liberty, then skirt the perimeter" he points to where he's talking about.

jacks-sfw-muses

"Perimeter or brooklynn or...." he asks raising an eyebrow.

"you know I've got a police scanner on my phone" he says shrugging

"..... why??"

jacks-sfw-muses

"Well sometimes I'm close by when a call goes oout, I get there before the cops, handle whatever it is."

"i mean, that makes sense but like... how did you think of that??"

jacks-sfw-muses

"Well... when I was a dumb ass about your age we used to use a scanner to keep track of DUI checkpoints.... Luckily nothinng ever happened but uh when your 18 in the military it's... worse than college kids... an if you're going to college in the military I think your brain only works in the stupest ways" he laugh "So uh... don't do that... It was stupid"

"yeah i've had to deal with a few of those, actually." he sighs.

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"What DUi checkpoints or Stupid teens?" he teases

"oh uh both"

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He laughs a bit "Hey kid you just shouldn't be drinking alright, Dui check points are there to keep people safe"

"what- oh! no i wasn't the one drinking!" he laughed. "god, no. that shit's nasty. i meant i've stopped a few accidents that wouldve been DUI-caused"

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"good I won't need to introduce you to near beer" he says as he jumps from a roof to another.

"38." He says shaking his head "I was about to retire from the military when they asked me to be cap" He says frowninga bit. "I stupidly said yes now I work for peanuts from Valentina.... and give most of that to my ex wife." He says sighing a bit .

"there's no way." he shook his head. "you look 25! i swear! it must be the serum or something"

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John laughs "Thanks kid" he says "At least it didn't make me look like Alexei" he says with a grin.

"alrighty open up that pie" he says rubbing his hands together as he grabs a couple of paper plates out of the bag

he pops open the box, pulling the pieces apart with one hand.

jacks-sfw-muses

John takes two to start and sprinkles and takes a bit bite. "mmmm fuck yeah" he says grinning a bit. "That hits the spot.

He flaps his hand not holding the pizza twice before he forces himself to stop

peter doesn't comment on the forced stopping of the stim, but he let himself click a few times. mutual tisming.

"it is pretty good, they must have michael on the oven today"

jacks-sfw-muses

"mmm yeah, the actual pizza oven is the best part of the resturant" he says

peter dug in, licking the grease off his fingers.

jacks-sfw-muses

Once it was done he tossed the garbage. "mmm that was good... alright kid where we patrolling?"

"i typically run up liberty, then skirt the perimeter" he points to where he's talking about.

jacks-sfw-muses

"Perimeter or brooklynn or...." he asks raising an eyebrow.

"you know I've got a police scanner on my phone" he says shrugging

"..... why??"

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"Well sometimes I'm close by when a call goes oout, I get there before the cops, handle whatever it is."

"i mean, that makes sense but like... how did you think of that??"

jacks-sfw-muses

"Well... when I was a dumb ass about your age we used to use a scanner to keep track of DUI checkpoints.... Luckily nothinng ever happened but uh when your 18 in the military it's... worse than college kids... an if you're going to college in the military I think your brain only works in the stupest ways" he laugh "So uh... don't do that... It was stupid"

"yeah i've had to deal with a few of those, actually." he sighs.

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"What DUi checkpoints or Stupid teens?" he teases

"oh uh both"

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He laughs a bit "Hey kid you just shouldn't be drinking alright, Dui check points are there to keep people safe"

"38." He says shaking his head "I was about to retire from the military when they asked me to be cap" He says frowninga bit. "I stupidly said yes now I work for peanuts from Valentina.... and give most of that to my ex wife." He says sighing a bit .

"there's no way." he shook his head. "you look 25! i swear! it must be the serum or something"

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John laughs "Thanks kid" he says "At least it didn't make me look like Alexei" he says with a grin.

"alrighty open up that pie" he says rubbing his hands together as he grabs a couple of paper plates out of the bag

he pops open the box, pulling the pieces apart with one hand.

jacks-sfw-muses

John takes two to start and sprinkles and takes a bit bite. "mmmm fuck yeah" he says grinning a bit. "That hits the spot.

He flaps his hand not holding the pizza twice before he forces himself to stop

peter doesn't comment on the forced stopping of the stim, but he let himself click a few times. mutual tisming.

"it is pretty good, they must have michael on the oven today"

jacks-sfw-muses

"mmm yeah, the actual pizza oven is the best part of the resturant" he says

peter dug in, licking the grease off his fingers.

jacks-sfw-muses

Once it was done he tossed the garbage. "mmm that was good... alright kid where we patrolling?"

"i typically run up liberty, then skirt the perimeter" he points to where he's talking about.

jacks-sfw-muses

"Perimeter or brooklynn or...." he asks raising an eyebrow.

"you know I've got a police scanner on my phone" he says shrugging

"..... why??"

jacks-sfw-muses

"Well sometimes I'm close by when a call goes oout, I get there before the cops, handle whatever it is."

"i mean, that makes sense but like... how did you think of that??"

jacks-sfw-muses

"Well... when I was a dumb ass about your age we used to use a scanner to keep track of DUI checkpoints.... Luckily nothinng ever happened but uh when your 18 in the military it's... worse than college kids... an if you're going to college in the military I think your brain only works in the stupest ways" he laugh "So uh... don't do that... It was stupid"

"yeah i've had to deal with a few of those, actually." he sighs.

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"What DUi checkpoints or Stupid teens?" he teases

"38." He says shaking his head "I was about to retire from the military when they asked me to be cap" He says frowninga bit. "I stupidly said yes now I work for peanuts from Valentina.... and give most of that to my ex wife." He says sighing a bit .

"there's no way." he shook his head. "you look 25! i swear! it must be the serum or something"

jacks-sfw-muses

John laughs "Thanks kid" he says "At least it didn't make me look like Alexei" he says with a grin.

"alrighty open up that pie" he says rubbing his hands together as he grabs a couple of paper plates out of the bag

he pops open the box, pulling the pieces apart with one hand.

jacks-sfw-muses

John takes two to start and sprinkles and takes a bit bite. "mmmm fuck yeah" he says grinning a bit. "That hits the spot.

He flaps his hand not holding the pizza twice before he forces himself to stop

peter doesn't comment on the forced stopping of the stim, but he let himself click a few times. mutual tisming.

"it is pretty good, they must have michael on the oven today"

jacks-sfw-muses

"mmm yeah, the actual pizza oven is the best part of the resturant" he says

peter dug in, licking the grease off his fingers.

jacks-sfw-muses

Once it was done he tossed the garbage. "mmm that was good... alright kid where we patrolling?"

"i typically run up liberty, then skirt the perimeter" he points to where he's talking about.

jacks-sfw-muses

"Perimeter or brooklynn or...." he asks raising an eyebrow.

"you know I've got a police scanner on my phone" he says shrugging

"..... why??"

jacks-sfw-muses

"Well sometimes I'm close by when a call goes oout, I get there before the cops, handle whatever it is."

"i mean, that makes sense but like... how did you think of that??"

jacks-sfw-muses

"Well... when I was a dumb ass about your age we used to use a scanner to keep track of DUI checkpoints.... Luckily nothinng ever happened but uh when your 18 in the military it's... worse than college kids... an if you're going to college in the military I think your brain only works in the stupest ways" he laugh "So uh... don't do that... It was stupid"

"38." He says shaking his head "I was about to retire from the military when they asked me to be cap" He says frowninga bit. "I stupidly said yes now I work for peanuts from Valentina.... and give most of that to my ex wife." He says sighing a bit .

"there's no way." he shook his head. "you look 25! i swear! it must be the serum or something"

jacks-sfw-muses

John laughs "Thanks kid" he says "At least it didn't make me look like Alexei" he says with a grin.

"alrighty open up that pie" he says rubbing his hands together as he grabs a couple of paper plates out of the bag

he pops open the box, pulling the pieces apart with one hand.

jacks-sfw-muses

John takes two to start and sprinkles and takes a bit bite. "mmmm fuck yeah" he says grinning a bit. "That hits the spot.

He flaps his hand not holding the pizza twice before he forces himself to stop

peter doesn't comment on the forced stopping of the stim, but he let himself click a few times. mutual tisming.

"it is pretty good, they must have michael on the oven today"

jacks-sfw-muses

"mmm yeah, the actual pizza oven is the best part of the resturant" he says

peter dug in, licking the grease off his fingers.

jacks-sfw-muses

Once it was done he tossed the garbage. "mmm that was good... alright kid where we patrolling?"

"i typically run up liberty, then skirt the perimeter" he points to where he's talking about.

jacks-sfw-muses

"Perimeter or brooklynn or...." he asks raising an eyebrow.

"you know I've got a police scanner on my phone" he says shrugging

"..... why??"

jacks-sfw-muses

"Well sometimes I'm close by when a call goes oout, I get there before the cops, handle whatever it is."

"38." He says shaking his head "I was about to retire from the military when they asked me to be cap" He says frowninga bit. "I stupidly said yes now I work for peanuts from Valentina.... and give most of that to my ex wife." He says sighing a bit .

"there's no way." he shook his head. "you look 25! i swear! it must be the serum or something"

jacks-sfw-muses

John laughs "Thanks kid" he says "At least it didn't make me look like Alexei" he says with a grin.

"alrighty open up that pie" he says rubbing his hands together as he grabs a couple of paper plates out of the bag

he pops open the box, pulling the pieces apart with one hand.

jacks-sfw-muses

John takes two to start and sprinkles and takes a bit bite. "mmmm fuck yeah" he says grinning a bit. "That hits the spot.

He flaps his hand not holding the pizza twice before he forces himself to stop

peter doesn't comment on the forced stopping of the stim, but he let himself click a few times. mutual tisming.

"it is pretty good, they must have michael on the oven today"

jacks-sfw-muses

"mmm yeah, the actual pizza oven is the best part of the resturant" he says

peter dug in, licking the grease off his fingers.

jacks-sfw-muses

Once it was done he tossed the garbage. "mmm that was good... alright kid where we patrolling?"

"i typically run up liberty, then skirt the perimeter" he points to where he's talking about.

jacks-sfw-muses

"Perimeter or brooklynn or...." he asks raising an eyebrow.

"you know I've got a police scanner on my phone" he says shrugging

"38." He says shaking his head "I was about to retire from the military when they asked me to be cap" He says frowninga bit. "I stupidly said yes now I work for peanuts from Valentina.... and give most of that to my ex wife." He says sighing a bit .

"there's no way." he shook his head. "you look 25! i swear! it must be the serum or something"

jacks-sfw-muses

John laughs "Thanks kid" he says "At least it didn't make me look like Alexei" he says with a grin.

"alrighty open up that pie" he says rubbing his hands together as he grabs a couple of paper plates out of the bag

he pops open the box, pulling the pieces apart with one hand.

jacks-sfw-muses

John takes two to start and sprinkles and takes a bit bite. "mmmm fuck yeah" he says grinning a bit. "That hits the spot.

He flaps his hand not holding the pizza twice before he forces himself to stop

peter doesn't comment on the forced stopping of the stim, but he let himself click a few times. mutual tisming.

"it is pretty good, they must have michael on the oven today"

jacks-sfw-muses

"mmm yeah, the actual pizza oven is the best part of the resturant" he says

peter dug in, licking the grease off his fingers.

jacks-sfw-muses

Once it was done he tossed the garbage. "mmm that was good... alright kid where we patrolling?"

"38." He says shaking his head "I was about to retire from the military when they asked me to be cap" He says frowninga bit. "I stupidly said yes now I work for peanuts from Valentina.... and give most of that to my ex wife." He says sighing a bit .

"there's no way." he shook his head. "you look 25! i swear! it must be the serum or something"

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John laughs "Thanks kid" he says "At least it didn't make me look like Alexei" he says with a grin.

"alrighty open up that pie" he says rubbing his hands together as he grabs a couple of paper plates out of the bag

he pops open the box, pulling the pieces apart with one hand.

jacks-sfw-muses

John takes two to start and sprinkles and takes a bit bite. "mmmm fuck yeah" he says grinning a bit. "That hits the spot.

He flaps his hand not holding the pizza twice before he forces himself to stop

peter doesn't comment on the forced stopping of the stim, but he let himself click a few times. mutual tisming.

"it is pretty good, they must have michael on the oven today"

jacks-sfw-muses

"mmm yeah, the actual pizza oven is the best part of the resturant" he says

"38." He says shaking his head "I was about to retire from the military when they asked me to be cap" He says frowninga bit. "I stupidly said yes now I work for peanuts from Valentina.... and give most of that to my ex wife." He says sighing a bit .

"there's no way." he shook his head. "you look 25! i swear! it must be the serum or something"

jacks-sfw-muses

John laughs "Thanks kid" he says "At least it didn't make me look like Alexei" he says with a grin.

"alrighty open up that pie" he says rubbing his hands together as he grabs a couple of paper plates out of the bag

he pops open the box, pulling the pieces apart with one hand.

jacks-sfw-muses

John takes two to start and sprinkles and takes a bit bite. "mmmm fuck yeah" he says grinning a bit. "That hits the spot.

He flaps his hand not holding the pizza twice before he forces himself to stop

"38." He says shaking his head "I was about to retire from the military when they asked me to be cap" He says frowninga bit. "I stupidly said yes now I work for peanuts from Valentina.... and give most of that to my ex wife." He says sighing a bit .

"there's no way." he shook his head. "you look 25! i swear! it must be the serum or something"

jacks-sfw-muses

John laughs "Thanks kid" he says "At least it didn't make me look like Alexei" he says with a grin.

"alrighty open up that pie" he says rubbing his hands together as he grabs a couple of paper plates out of the bag

thebaddestb-tchinthisclub-deact

it had been three months since they had dumped chuck at the lake in his human form. He had no idea how to actually be a human. Even as Chuck he had used his powers to make his life easier.

So now he was standing in front of the bunker knocking on the door half expecting to be shot in the face.

Dean was unprepared for a visitor. “Sammy!?” He called out but his brother was apparently pretending to be deaf. “Shit…” Dean mumbled looking down at himself. He quickly ran to his room, tossed his robe, threw on pants and then headed to the front door.

Dean ran his fingers through his hair before slinging the door open. “Yes?” But then there he was… how could this be? Why? Dean pulled his gun and pointed it directly between Chuck’s eyes. “What the fuck!? Why are you here!? What could you possibly want? Tell me why I shouldn’t just shoot and kill you right now!”

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Chuck quickly put his hands up. "Dean, please... I'm not here for a fight" he says his heart fluttering in fear. "Please Dean I need help... I don't.... I don't know how to do this human thing alright? Please... you just left me in the middle of nowhere as a human... I don't... I can't..." He was starting to tear up. He was hungry and tired and smelly and he had no idea what he was supposed to do now.

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"so... I would probably be Lucifer if I had a dad" he says "Is that what your saying?" he asks frowning a little bit as he takes another deep breath from his egg nog.

"your probably right though... That was one of the reasons Lucifer was my favorite... because he was so much like me... it's also why we never got along"

"I guess? You're the one who made the comparison though." Had actually not thought of it till was said. Giving an couple thoughtful chews onto the metal pencil as listened. Thinking the idea over inside his head. Made an whole lot of sense as strung it together. "Quite an trainwreck of clashing as an result honestly-." Was just an observation clearly from the tone of his voice. Just thinking out loud and twirling the pencil between his fingers. "Plus sure probably didn't help that he has the ability to create as well."

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He sighs a little bit "yeah... well... lot of things are making sense in retrospect" he says sighing a little bit.

"Why don't you get one of those chew necklaces instead of chewing on metal" he says sighing a little bit

"I gave him the power to create because I wanted someone like me" he says "I wanted someone who understood what it's like to create." he says

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