edgar

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[jackworthings]

hi guys im edgar im also

@austinpowersarchive

@shocknhorror

@wehappyfest

@fighterofdeath

and the list just keeps growing

thats all this blog is very random while those have proper themes. no tags this is just for the hell of it

[jackworthings]

my entire body just goes through pain randomly and idk why. but i just deal with it. I'll be FINEEEE trust.... i don't know what's wrong but i don't think I'll ever find out in this country so it's fine

[jackworthings]

We all have that fandom we're terrified of because the people in it are amazing.

[satan-offical]

Some people are going to scroll past this post

I mean fair play, this isn't your usual shitpost you often see from me

But that doesn't matter, this message is for the scrollers, the ignorers, the haters. It's for everyone.

You matter

Maybe you don't feel it, maybe no one has ever said it to you.

But everything you do, everything you ARE, matters

Every time you convert oxygen into carbon dioxide

Every time your heart beats and moves blood though your veins

Every electron and proton and neutron making up your body matters

But it's not just the science that makes you matter.

Your hobbies you've spent hours perfecting

Your personality carefully carved out by your experiences

Your achievements and failures and climbs and falls and hopes and despairs and wills to fight and wills to give up all matter.

Everything about you matters.

You are incredible.

You are extraordinary.

You are you.

And that is the best thing you can be

[proffbon]

Bless Pathologic Classic for giving all of the doctors sick ass leather gloves

[codex-entry]

Thinking about Pathologic 3 so far and struck by how subtly but notably the tone has shifted from 1 and 2.

The writing in Patho1 is a very cold, everyone and everything is pushing you away which works in service to that infamous alienating tone it has. Patho2's by comparison is actually a very warm, human game. A lot of people hated you, but many more cherished you, there's a much more intimate emotionality between even your enemies, so when people start dying it feels visceral, personal, like watching your hometown die in front of you - because You Are Artemy.

Patho3's thus far has been neither warm nor cold, but absurd (in the theatrical sense). The whole narrative is deeply unmoored from time, place, and consequence, we are everywhere and nowhere at once, at all times. As a result, so many interactions have this baked in futility, a base assumption that 'yeah, we know how this goes and we're fucked. Nothing to be done.' to it all.

Daniil's story is to fight against that; to resist the urge to buy into the absurdism so inherent to the world he's in and violently grab onto incoherent hopes. It's not defeatist, far from it, but, well.

It's Apathy and Mania.

[asks-offical]

Anyone who reblogs this will be sent a random silly ask

I mean it. I'm bored and don't want to do homework so if you want to be interacted with more that's what I'm here for.

[panicccking]

softlaunching a crackship call that shit microdosing

...

@jackworthings this is your fault

[jackworthings]

we're up here microdosing more than daniil dankovsky does in the span of 12 days

[permian-tropos]

you're laughing. he's stepped in the stillwater's indoor pool by accident twice already and you're laughing

[reconditeclown]

[berlogauwu]

tsh

[nobrashfestivity]

John La Farge Snow Field, Morning, Roxbury 1864 Oil on beveled mahogany panel 30.5 × 25.1 cm (12 × 9 7/8 in.)

[jackworthings]

man. he's always yearning.

[shekinester]

That one CaseOh image

[shmowder]

A kind drawing

She'll become an artist

Expressionism?

Maybe I should draw something at the Stillwater?

[moputopia]

yesss king keep denying reality! just keep posting through it, you'll get there for sure <3

[wholedayof]

The concept of Peter Venkman actually being so teriffied of Egon dying when he tried to self-trepanate himself.

The concept of Peter Venkman making jokes and keep arguing about Egon about it because he is so frustrated that Egon doesn't see the dangers. He doesn't see how he mattered to Peter ot Ray and that's what frustrated Venkman so much.

He had a grudge on Spengler for a whole while after, he made fun of him mostly. He was angry, he yelled at Egon the first time in their lifes. He yelled at him how stupid he can about it. The first time Venkman ever lost his cool about anything.

Usually Venkman was a collected guy, he rarely seemd like the type of person to take things seriously, he jokes, he jabs, he deflects. Rarely he actually gets frustrated at people, rarely Egon or Ray see him take things seriously.

Yet at that moment he yelled at Egon, he took away any sharp objects he found in Spenglers dorm for at least 3 weeks, He watched his lob work. He looked after Spengler like a hawk.

He didn't tell Ray anything about it. He simply just did what he thought was right. If he could he would have called a hospital but he heard those horror stories.

It was a secret between him and Spengler, how utterly horrified Venkman was. He told Ray because he needed to tell someone but he deflected. He made excuses "yeah I need Egon still for my diploma" he would joke.

"If egons dead my education would be too", He simply says.

But in reality he didn't know what to do when Egon actually dies.

He can't lose him and Ray.