Jade or K33ks

there was a time you could say i had it all. but that dream bubble popped and i realized i reached hell. mayhem. madness. here is the after effects of what is left in my mind. i’m trying . will i ever accept the new me?

[jad3can]

I’m hoping for happily ever after with a twist of “ugh”! #kh_jad3 #hoosercan #sillylilk_ #lostinhead #memories #whatwas #whatnow #808keeks #ig_hawaii #oldinstagram #photos (at Hawaiian Paradise Park, Hawaii) https://www.instagram.com/p/CFLVkpZltm-ilysjMXRzystGx4OBS3VLWnctJ00/?igshid=bb07prk9ub2g

[jad3can]

Keek’s Speaks lost in pain

[jad3can]

post say it all

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what is your fear

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“ I tried. I did. I did not. I had better. And will only get better.” #808keeks #here #betterout #thanin #comfortzones #knowyourtruth #livingforreasons #grasscanbegreenerontheotherside

[jad3can]

I need love to be vibing with my nature. thank you @queens_over_bitches @relationshipquotes.official #kh_jad3 #hoosercan #hooseralwaysdo #sillylilk_ #thirdpartytalker #negativepeople #stayaway #killingmyvibes #keepitreal #willnotconform #foryou #liveformy2 #moonwhispers #808keeks #igers (at Hilo, Hawaii) https://www.instagram.com/p/CEds7xTFfKAQfo1mfUhziUijGaMn8WmwSKjrh80/?igshid=7c9eulu0kzkk

[jad3can]

Something I was feeling at a moment in my life before entering into my new relation with my Beau! Yes we are currently still together.Last year was the first for so many but one thing i noticed and thought to myself; “ are there anyone actually ready and willing to be in a committed full filling relationship? Only work to grow and love one another unconditionally till death?” There’s a story in all of this; and throughout time you’ll eventually and hopefully be able to fit together the pieces. These are little bits to my crazy rants, stories & thoughts to mayhem. Nothing personal to anyone or myself. It’s just random kine things like how life dishes out.

[jad3can]

Create memories. Not materials. #kh_jad3 #sillylilk_ #speaksontruth #clearminded #808keeks #livingwithreason

[jad3can]

“ I tried. I did. I did not. I had better. And will only get better.” #808keeks #here #betterout #thanin #comfortzones #knowyourtruth #livingforreasons #grasscanbegreenerontheotherside

[jad3can]

I need love to be vibing with my nature. thank you @queens_over_bitches @relationshipquotes.official #kh_jad3 #hoosercan #hooseralwaysdo #sillylilk_ #thirdpartytalker #negativepeople #stayaway #killingmyvibes #keepitreal #willnotconform #foryou #liveformy2 #moonwhispers #808keeks #igers (at Hilo, Hawaii) https://www.instagram.com/p/CEds7xTFfKAQfo1mfUhziUijGaMn8WmwSKjrh80/?igshid=7c9eulu0kzkk