Dismantled Peculiar

A lost fairy in an outland. =) Happy. Frustrated. Dreamer. Blessed. 💕Filipina living in Canada. Blogger since 2011♚ F ∞

[ptimepoet]

- Clementine Von Radics

[remanence-of-love]

[thecalminside]

The quieter you become, the more you can hear.

-Ram Dass

[picsandquotes]

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[must-to-be-perfect]

[thetruthwecanthandle]

[jadeferiwinkle]

Aaawww Calgary Stampede🥺🥺💓💓

[bakwaaas]

i love.... calm men. like some men just have this really soothing, gentle, calm aura. as a girl who is highly strung and often suffers from anxiety and paranoia, I love a man who’s good at comforting you, who’s relaxed vibe rubs off on you, talking to him eases your anxiety and you just feel calm and safe

[jadeferiwinkle]

Coffee Shop Hunting

It’s sad how since pandemic started, starbucks in Canada do not offer dine in anymore. Staying in coffee shop is my thing at all cost!!! And my favorite coffee shop never opened dine in since 2020 covid hits!! It’s so sad that I cannot even go to my happy place, my serenity, love and peace. So after more than a year, i decided to give up on my loyalty for now.. I decided to do coffee shop hunting. I’ve been a loyal starbucks lover and i wouldn’t choose any other coffee shop than sb. I love being in coffee shop, with books, writing poetry, thinking about stuff in my head, smelling the coffee aroma and the coffee shop ambiance. I love those shit bruh. You know, i learn that our script will not be always the same at is. Life is a flowing river. It is continuous. And we have to accept that things that we are not in control, will be inevitable to change. I never imagine i will needed to leave starbucks for now and go to different coffee shop. Just as how i never though i will have to stop loving and dating the man i had before or i would to leave that one guy who has been with me since 2013. I waited for more than a year for the starbucks to open for dine in. But maybe, i have to switch stranger coffee shops for now. I know me and starbucks had been through a lot, heartbreaks and frustration, but i have to let you go for now, until you heal. I think life is not supposed to turn around in one person or one place. We need to evolve as the world revolves. We are destined to see how beautiful and magical this world is. I am excited to step for new ones. I’m excited to see beauty outside of my comfortzone. I can’t wait to travel in this city looking for differeng coffee shop!! You know sometimes, we pray for things not to change, but little did we know, change is one of the most stravagant thing that happens in our well being, a magic of trauma and frustration with glimpse of bliss surprises. I am ready for this adventure. I will update my tiktok and fb mydays for all the coffee shops that i will visit! ☺️💫💝

[jadeferiwinkle]

Mahal na mahal kita, beb. 🥺 I promise to love you the way you love me consistently. Baby ko, thank you. Thank you everyday, salamat sa pag-iintindi, sa pagmamahal mo, araw araw. Thank you for not disappointing me. Thank you for making me feel that i am your one and only every single time. You are enough, and you made me feel that i am enough. You will always be my handsome baby, beb and boyfriend. 💖💖 Thank you for being my bestfriend, partner and lover. Let’s make this work. I can’t wait to see us reaching our own dreams and wants. Andito lang ako, baby. Salamat nandyan ka lang din sakin lagi. Let’s get through these together, puhon🖤

[lalalalepop]

“the longer realizations are avoided, the harder they pound through your chest once they finally strike.”

—

Noor Shirazie

,

into the wildfire: battle scars

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[jadeferiwinkle]

Iloveyou.

To bits. 😩 Baka kasi nauumay na mga followers ko sa twitter pero ayun nga. Gusto ko lang sabihin na sobrang mahal na mahal ko yung boyfriend ko now. You are worth my YES. 🥺🥺 Even if you break my heart in the future, tho you told me not to, i am always grateful that we loved each other. Pero ayun. Overthinker ako sobrang matatakutin sa gantong bagay kasi grabe ako bumagsak, pag nafall ako ng ganito kasobra ulit. Pero ayun nga. Blog ko nalang din sa tumblr, para kahit busy ka di ako maghahanap ng ibang kausap or like di ako mageentertain ng mga nagchchat sakin, kasi ikaw lang po beb ko, ikaw lang love ko at gusto ko kausap. Yung pagmamahalan natin yung naglelet saking maging firm pa. I’ve never handled this kind of relationship before, so thank you kasi kahit medyo mahirap, i actually wanted this kind of relationship. I want to learn this, us, more and more everyday. I wanted to be contented sa mundo na ako at ikaw lang meron. Na walang involved na kahit sino, na malaya tayo sa love natin, getting deeper and closer to each other. Malaya tayo. Kaya PUHON baby beb ko. 🥺💙💙 Our puhon make us stronger everyday my beb love. Gihigugma ti ka. Kaluguran da ka. Grateful to know you since February 2020. Iloveyousomuch. ☹️😍

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“I plant roots so deeply in the people I love that I always lose a piece of myself when they go.”

— Beau Taplin

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“Flowers grow back even after the harshest winters. You will too.”

— Jennae Cecelia

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“She loves deeply regardless of the love she gets back in return, and it is both her biggest strength, and her biggest weakness.”

— N.R. Hart

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“I don’t want you to save me. I want you to stand by my side as I save myself.”

— Unknown

[im-forever-blessed]

Hi Jadey, sa dinami rami nating pics iniscreenshot ko nalang haha. Konti lang yan pero highlights naman ata ni fb yan. Happy birthday! For real. Hindi lang basta katulad ng everyday birthday natin. Thanks for everything, I thank God for giving you as a friend :) college life isn't complete without this hugoterang mahilig sa parpol. Lagi ka mang makulit at matigas ang ulo, meron ka ring pagka bitch side, sabi ml nga you're an asshole, but that's okay :) once a friend, always a friend to me :) thank you sa libres, sa kwento, sa moments, sa handwritten letters and notepads 💚 thank you sa bff stories. thank you din na kahit asa Canada ka, nadamayan mo pa rin ako don sa most painful memory ko last year/start of this year. Thank you for everything :) salamat din kasi ikaw yung pinaka nag push sa akin non na bat d ko pagbigyang umenter sa life ko si kc 😂😁 thank you sa pakikinig, sa pagdamay, sa pangungulit, sa masasayang mga araw at sandali na kasama kita :) kahit minsan nag i sneak out ka lang or what haha. never kong makakalimutan yung away natin regarding stratma paper pero kahit ganon, importante ka pa din for me coz you're already a significant part of my life 😊 ingat ka palagi dyan sa Canada! ipasyal mo ako dyan minsan or i tour mo ako dyan if matuloy man akong mag abroad there :) hope you'll be happy. kahit marami kang trials, kahit madami kang problems and all. wag ka nang papaloko sa ex mong siraulo, ha? kami nahihirapan twing nasasaktan ka. pero, kung namang naisipan mo pa ding magpaloko sa kanya, wala naman akong magagawa 😅 susuportahan pa din kita, aalalayan pa din, at andyan lang pa din sa tabi mo handang makinig if may need kang ikwento :) mukha lang akong d online kasi naka off ang active status ko lols. pero you can mesaage me anytime :) wag mong isipin na bina bother mo lang kami sa problems mo or what. always ready lang naman kami dto sa tabi tabi 😊 hope you enjoyed your day. always stay safe and God bless you!! happy birthday, jadey!! 😊

[jadeferiwinkle]

Thank you shelly ilysm and happy birthday!!! 💚💚💚💚

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“I have to believe that caring for myself is not self indulgent. Caring for myself is an act of survival.”

— Audre Lorde