Jadena

California cultivated.

[jadenaishere]

All I want for 2019 is to be someone’s first choice. Not a backup. Not second best. Not the alternative you run to when things don’t work out with the first pick. #sotiredofthisshit

[jadenaishere]

[jadenaishere]

When the rain washes you clean, you’ll know...

[jadenaishere]

“Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more.”

Erica Jong, Fear of Flying

[jadenaishere]

Le Sigh...

That shitty feeling when you realize you still miss someone. And wonder if you’ll ever meet another who can replace him.

[whatshouldwecallme]

When I haven’t talked to my best friend in a while and we finally start catching up

[jadenaishere]

[jadenaishere]

Why is it still bothering the shit out of me?!?! Grrrrr. It’s not fair at all. How can anyone get away with being such a jerk?

[televisionandchill-deactivated2]

[jadenaishere]

Please blink once LOL

[sstrangerthaneleven]

I had a bad idea for an old meme and my friend had access to MS Paint.

Bonus:

[m11ke-wheeler]

the only proper way to win my heart this Valentine’s Day

[jadenaishere]

Hahahahaha yassssss

[osomatorio]

[deepdeepwater]

Over the Moon, Rob Gonsalves

[jadenaishere]

Found another favorite artist.

[jadenaishere]

WHEN YOU MISS OUT ON ANOTHER CONCERT. ASDFGHJKL!!! FOREVER KIM KARDASHIAN UGLY CRYING.

[jadenaishere]

I hate how thinking about the past with each of them has triggered many insecurities. Not just relationships, but also with myself. Quite frustrating because I know I shouldn’t feel this way. Things that were said, things that were done. And it makes me so angry inside. How I let these thoughts float in my mind.

I’ve been laying low lately, especially ever since discovering my condition. I dunno why I’ve been letting it also define me, cripple me.

I miss the old me. The carefree me. She’s still there, underneath all the rubble.

[jadenaishere]

Gahhh bless moody indie music for setting the mood on this rainy night.

[jadenaishere]

I feel like if someone were to get inside my mind, they would get anxiety from how many different things float around at different speeds and directions. I feel it 😔