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Kiana Khansmith
Jules of Nature
todays bird
Claire Keane
Misplaced Lens Cap
occasionally subtle
Peter Solarz
TVSTRANGERTHINGS
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art blog(derogatory)
Alisa U Zemlji Chuda

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祝日 / Permanent Vacation
RMH
wallacepolsom

roma★
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ι won’т gιve ιn…
╔ ╗ ilse langnar. shingeki no kyojin independent. selective. mutli- verse. multi - ship. adjustable thread length. comfortable with plotted or spontaneous threads ╚ ╝
… ι can ѕтιll ғιgнт.
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ѕσ ι нανє ¢ℓєαяℓу вєєη мια ƒσя α вιт, but I have a good reason!! At least I think it's a good reason. For the past several days, I've been spending my free time drawing icons for my newest blog. (She's not really alive long enough to do icons the normal way. ; u ; )
In any case, I should have that blog finished up by tonight, at which point I'll start following people and so forth (and I'll probably post a promo) and then I'll be back to working on drafts and starters and whatnot over here!
psa. i am an agonizingly slow roleplayer — my muses are fickle and some days all i can manage is chat threads or shenanigans. other days i can pump out longer threads like no one’s business. if it takes me awhile on your thread it has nothing to do with you as a writer or me losing my muse for the thread. never hesitate to ask for my skype for in between threads for chatting and plotting and fun.
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ι ∂ι∂η'т gєт мαηу ι¢σηѕ ∂σηє, so I'm going to work on that for a while and then head to bed. tomorrow I'll probably work on getting some replies out. :)
♖ -dumps this here bc yOLO-
♖:Having their hair washed by your muse { ⚙ }
It seemed strange to do something so… normal. When they were children together and had lived in a proper home, it hadn’t been so unusual to wash one another’s hair. With all the trouble they used to get into (or rather, the trouble Eren used to get them into) they would often reach home with scrapes and tangles, and they would sit by the tub and take turns helping one another comb carefully through clean, damp hair.
He hadn’t washed her hair since she’d cut it, and it surprised him each time the dark strands slipped easily through his fingers instead of twining around them — as if even the fibers of her hair didn’t want to let go of him. She’d been clingier back then. It stung a little to admit to himself that Mikasa didn’t need him now. Things had changed so much since then. They had no house and no parents. Just one another. What could Eren do for her now?
Eren would have liked to been able to protect her, but she didn’t need him for that these days. She needed very little, it seemed, but at least for right now, insignificant as it seemed, there was at least something he could do to take care of his sister.
He could wash her hair.
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♟: Patching up a wound { ⚙ }
❝ Leave it — just leave it! ❞
The hand would grow back whether it was bandaged or whether it bled. He’d rather it bleed. The thought of accepting help from Reiner now made his stomach turn. Reiner had been his friend — he’d helped him find the will to struggle through his training and find his balance even on malfunctioning 3D maneuver gear. Eren had admired him for his strength and for his nature.
He felt sick. He felt sick. He felt sick.
Eren jerked away. Memories of his home in Shiganshina flooded into his head, and he scolded himself. Reiner was no friend. He’d been a traitor from the start. No matter how much respect he’d had for his fellow soldier, it had blackened and withered, and nothing was left behind now save for contempt.
Nonsexual acts of Intimacy - Select from the following for my muse to respond to...
♔ : Finding your muse wearing their clothes
♕: Holding hands
♖: Having their hair washed by your muse
♗: Your muse falling asleep with their head in my muse's lap.
♘: Cuddling in a blanket fort
♙: Sharing a bed
♚: Head scratches
♛: Sharing a dessert
♜: Shoulder rubs
♝: Reading a book together
♞: Caring for each other while ill (specify which party is which)
♟: Patching up a wound
♤: Taking a bath together
♧: Your muse playing with their hair
♡: Accidentally falling asleep together
♢: Forehead or cheek kisses
♠: Your muse adjusting their jewelry/neck tie/ etc.
♣: Back scratches
♥: Your muse crying about something
♦: Slow dancing
"I'm the armored titan."
I. II. III. IV. V.
"Have I really gone mad or something?"
Every last one of them
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۞: Are there any inner demons they can never seem to get rid of? What are they? { ⚙ }
To be totally honest, I could go on about this topic for a ridiculously long time, but I’m going to try to refrain.
In short, the answer is yes, he absolutely does. A lot of them, in fact, ranging from the small and nagging to the phenomenally large. If I had to narrow it down, I’d set these as his top three:
Blame.
Eren blames himself for a lot of things, from the very start of the series. He blames himself for his mother’s death because he wasn’t strong enough, and he carries it with him. Likewise, he blames himself for the deaths of Squad Levi. Though the series makes a point of stating that there is no way of knowing the outcome of one’s choices, Eren believes that it was his decision not to fight that killed them. Rather than thinking that he placed his trust in them and survived as a result, he more so believes that he abandoned them when he could have fought.
Strength.
Or lack thereof. He is not the strongest or most skilled in almost any situation. Though his hand-to-hand combat skills are above par, he is not outstanding in most regards, and there are those who are clearly far superior. He compares himself to Mikasa far too often, and as a result is constantly trying to prove his ability to her and distance himself from her protection. Rather than thinking that this is because he doesn’t care for her, I see it as being the exact opposite. Since the day they met, Eren has wanted to protect Mikasa, and the fact that she is so much stronger than he is only serves to demonstrate to him that he is not strong enough.
(I like to think that this is, in part, why his Titan form is so much stronger than the norm.)
Control.
... Or lack thereof. Eren is a ridiculously driven character, loaded with determination to spare, but he lets it get the better of him. Even before the wall fell, it is shown that Eren is driven by his passions far more than by reason, and that his self-control is lacking (for example, he assaults a man for speaking ill of the Survey Corps.) This is not something he ever overcomes. In training, despite his zealous efforts, he hasn’t the control to consistently cut deeply enough into the practice targets. This is also demonstrated when his emotions stop him from transforming to face the Female Titan once her identity has been revealed.
(I believe this is also reflected in his Titan form — for example his complete loss of control when trying to reclaim Trost.)
Send the mun questions about their writing process.
♪ - How do you decide on your muse’s dialogue? ♕ - What are 5 writing tips you’d give to beginners? ✏ - Why did you choose your muse? ☆ - How did you go about getting a grip on your muse’s character? ♎ - What is one thing you love about your writing? ✾ - What do you look for in other people’s writing? ✕ - What would set you entirely off roleplaying with someone? ✄ - Three phrases you use too much in your writing? ★ - Wild card: whatever else you want to ask.
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σкαу, ι'м нєяє, вυт I probably won't be doing much in the way of drafts tonight because I may have caved and perhaps spent all of yesterday building an Ilse Langnar blog.
For which I now have to draw icons because her canon expressions are scared and more scared. So I'll be doodling icons tonight, hopefully, and maybe doing some memes.
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ι ωαѕ ρяσ∂υ¢тινє тσηιgнт!!
I'd like to do some more but I've got work in the morning and I'm the world's sleepiest titan as it is. ; u ;
Annie is not given to idle talk. Her words are not wasted on chit-chat, instead placed strategically and with great care like pieces on a chessboard. She’s even less used to being spoken to ( her manner is less than inviting ). It’s simply easier to keep quiet, though she’s finding that she’s an adept liar.
❝ —What sort of question is that? ❞
❝ It's just... what was on my mind, I guess. ❞
Eren hadn't thought too much about it before speaking. He would likely have asked the same of anyone who'd been near him at the time. It just to happened to be Annie. Now that he'd asked, however, it occurred to him how little he actually knew about her. He admired her skills in combat (even envied them) but beyond that, he couldn't say they'd exactly gotten to know one another. His curiosity is born from respect, he supposes. She'd been the one to first make him consider the skewed system in which they were both taking part.
That was why he became commander. Patly why he did. He wanted to plan out expeditions and go where Zoe hadn’t gone even though they had went prett far. There was still so much to see and learn,”I always wonder. I want to see those really wide forest, those vast oceans, I want to know just far do we have to go until titans stop appearing.”
❝ You -- think there's somewhere out there without titans?❞
Eren's entire world had always been very small, confined within the walls he was born to. After Armin had brought his grandfather's book and told him about all the things they had yet to see, he'd spent hours imagining what it might be like to see it for himself -- but in all of his daydreams, not once had he dared to imagine any place out past the walls where there were no walls and no titans. It was always one or the other.
"A bit, yeah. I never really thought much about it."
She gave a shrug along with her answer to his question, not having much of an depth answer. Naturally she had wondered what was outside the walls, but had always come to the conclusion that whatever it was, it wasn’t worth the danger of titans. Of course, she had changed since then.
That was the normal way to think, he supposed. He and Armin were the strange ones, dreaming of whole worlds beyond the walls. He can't fault her for it; after all, it's the smarter response. He knows that the outside is a death trap.
He also knows it's so much more than that...
❝ -- Have you ever heard of water that can catch fire? ❞
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“—So I heard you grabbed Reiner’s shaft once.”
❝ That statement is presented wildly out of context and I demand to speak with my lawyer! ❞
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❝ I fuckin' hate you. ❞