The Void Writes

[Requests closed] . Multi fandom writing . Behave, will you?

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The Void welcomes you Anything written here will be under the considerations of a gender neutral reader. I've found that most of what I stumble upon is catered to either men or women and as an agender person I feel the need to offer up my writing for anyone else who might enjoy, and wants to see, the neutrality. This, among other things, implies that my pov of them falls along the lines of pansexual / panromantic / demisexual / demiromantic. As of now you might find content involving the following:

Apex Legends *Bloodhound/Blóðhundr *Loba Andrade *Wattson/Natalie Paquette *Wraith/Renee Blasey Dead by Daylight *Ghostface/Danny Johnson *The Huntress/Anna *The Knight/Tarhos Kovács *Pyramid Head *The Trapper/Evan MacMillan Kpop Demon Hunters *Mira *Rumi *Zoey Marvel Rivals *Black Widow/Natasha Romanoff *The White Queen/Emma Frost *Hela *Psylocke/Sai *Scarlet Witch/Wanda Maximoff *Winter Soldier/Bucky Barnes Overwatch *Ashe/Elizabeth Caledonia *Genji Shimada *Hanzo Shimada *Rammatra *Reaper/Gabriel Reyes *Sombra/Olivia Colomar *Symmetra/Satya Vaswani *Widowmaker/Amélie Lacroix 

Valorant *Deadlock/Iselin Solem *Reyna/Zyanya Mondragón *Viper/Sabine Callas *Vyse {Every character portrayed here is seen through my personal understanding of them, which might not match the overall fandom and which doesn't always consider all the media available for said fandom.}

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Unwavering

Wasn't it ironic? To know, no, to feel how deep her devotion ran and still understand the degree of separation between the two of you. It had never been the kind of relationship to strike anything traditional, not in names, not in form.

And yet there was no one more certain in your life. No one more more firmly settled into wanting to be there for you, with you. High strung independence brews the strongest of loyalties, you could say.

She finds you when you're unwell, she always knows, and holds you in quiet for as long as you need it. She finds you in joy, eager in her own way to bask in it, to take in your laugh with a soft smile on her lips. She finds you in private, determined to show, hands threading with a level of attention you didn't know before her.

You don't ask her for more, for different. You don't need to. The freedom and space she gets out of your respect is perfect, a well placed bridge she knows the way to by heart. She takes it consciously every day, full of intention, sights set on you.

Her love a constant, a choice towards you. A decision she takes with pride, care and without any pretension. You, the one thing she has learned to allow herself to want.

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The Consort

Even with your eyes closed, pain a distracting veil, you know she has walked into the room the moment the healer’s hands tense, a sharp breath taken in as they finish wrapping a bandage around your torso. As immediate as their attention had started they are dismissed, head down as they make way for their queen.

You couldn’t call the way she grips your chin rough but it is far from tender, it’s more a tug at certainty, at giving herself the answer she wanted as to how you were doing. Her eyes meet yours only briefly before trailing down your bruises, scratches and the now existing wrap to cover the injury on your ribs. She says nothing but seems satisfied, both with seeing you safe and with the work that had been done on you afterwards.

“Such delightful ruthlessness, the way you fought made them hesitant. They stood no chance.”

It was as much praise as it was thanking you for giving yourself to her cause yet again, ever so devoted. She makes you tilt your head up leaning in to kiss you and you feel her pride clear and deep as she does. A kiss that says how she loves you.

One of her many ways of saying so without words, something that had always been easy to tell from the moment she started seeing you as someone worthy. And you feel her preference so vividly in the way she treats you, in the way she prioritizes anything that might involve you over the rest. The world could be beneath her, but you? She would never have you be anywhere but at her side.

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Loving Sai

Show interest in taking care of what is yours, in being mindful. Don’t be foolish to think this means meditation and mental exercise, no. But knowing what matters to you and prioritizing it, taking pride in this and showing that you like to take your time with it.

Live what you have expressed you  care about, she will pay attention to your consistency and will find respect in someone who stays true to whatever values you might have. She needs to find you someone she can respect in order to want intimacy.

For all the time she might need to be away because of missions, know that moments with you she will be fully present. Meet her in the same way. Her devotion is true, and oh she will miss you, so getting to exist in your company, in your presence, will mean everything to her.

Share with her a love that is steadfast, strong and do not be afraid to let affection turn soft and tender.

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Frost

Tension stretched out between the two of you, so thin and vibrant, pulsating. Flashes of hot, irregular, tugging at you on your mouth, on your hands. She was like this, ever bright, dancing in fragile volatility. Gods, you couldn’t turn your gaze away. No, not now. Not with sharp crystals trailing down your skin, not with a heartbeat wanting to burst out and reach for her.

Even with jewels embeded deep in you, which always felt so right, it was hard to find something to hold onto. Ambivalence in this intimacy, her distance more so a threat than physical. Want and desire coated tight with yearning she had not yet gotten to bare to your love. You saw it behind translucent windows. You saw it in her eyes at the peak of her satisfaction, a glimmer, a light refracting on every side of the diamonds she paraded on.

Quick to come into motion when your affection was placed at her throne, quick to shush your words with a facade and a challenge. The hope that you would stay, for her, just for her, and be unshaken in her intensity. The hope that you could make that decision and help her trust in it.