beauty in all of my madness

I have a severe case of DID (dissociative identity disorder formerly known as multiple personality disorder) and recently had a psychotic break with hallucinations and delusions. I really truly thought I was married to Taylor Swift lmfao. Anyway. James Dean is one of my main alters so I think I’m gonna leave this account as is. I want to learn more about my alters and what they want from me. James!OutNowEverywhere or. WhatEver. Whose James Dean, Anyway? 😎🏎 30 Flirty & Thriving just like Jen & Ben and big dumb Jerry 🍦📺🧬🥼🧪 Trans guy, he/him and proud as fuck bitches! 🏳️‍⚧️ Taylor Swift is my life 🏳️‍🌈 No seriously I’ve loved that girl since Tim McGraw first dropped and I was a cringy 13 year old who thought I’d marry her one day 😭😂 (BWAHAHAHAHHAGAHAHSHHA) Honestly? I’m kind of an everything, as we all know now…I love connecting with all you gays through social media so please feel free to contact me. Serious offers/connections only as I take my job very serious and will only respond to those who provide information to back up what they are selling. Otherwise, I’ll assume it’s spam or a scam. Anyway, enjoy my content! I really am just a big nerd at heart and just out here trying my best to be me! forevermore 🐈🎵

[jamesdwannabe]

I’m gonna be doing massive promos and shoutouts today! Also, follow me on all socials and I’ll follow back always fam 🐐💕✊🏼

For writing/rp related content (including shoutouts, rpt, and 1x1 rping): @dudesofrp // blog is a mess so only really mobile friendly I’ll fix my theme later lol

For gay and trans shit: biggaymacdaddy on snapchat

For cooking videos and recipes: wisecooking on Snapchat

For promos, edits, singing videos: coltwise on snapchat // my main personal account and best place to send promos

For DID and bipolar disorder and other mental health news/support: here or @yourboyharrington

The rest:

Discord: charliework #1346 // if you wanna rp with me send messages here

Instagram: wisteriagrowshere

Twitter: wannajamesdean

Snapchat: coltwise, biggaymacdaddy, and wisecooking

SoundCloud/Spotify/YouTube/Apple Music: look up Colton Wise

[stuckinwonderlnd]

Can we please talk about the heartbreaking part of Miss Americana where Taylor and Brendon talk about being stalked and harassed at their own homes? Like that was so upsetting to hear

[jamesdwannabe]

August’s Villain Origin Story:

Out of the Woods music video

[anxietyproblem]

[idlupino]

Rebel Without a Cause (1955) dir. Nicholas Ray

[onthecoverofamagazine]

James Dean en el rodaje de REBELDE SIN CAUSA (Rebel Without A Cause, Nicholas Ray, 1955)

[natashawood]

‘ “[ James ] Dean barely spoke to Natalie [ Wood ] that morning, but trailed her out the door during the lunch break, inviting her on his motorcycle. “I was thrilled. We went speeding off to some greasy spoon.”... Dean chatted with Natalie about the script at lunch, relaxing her. Suddenly he put down his sandwich. “I know you,” he said challengingly. “You’re a child actor.” Natalie, who sensed he was testing her, responded, “That’s true. But it’s better than acting like a child.” Dean “didn’t get it for a moment,” she later recalled. “Then he started to laugh. Then I started to laugh.” ’

Natalie Wood and James Dean photographed on location at Griffith Observatory during the filming of “Rebel Without a Cause,” 1955; Natalie Wood by Suzanne Finstad

[jamesdwannabe]

[chromeus]

James Dean

[learned-civility]

no one has to know… 

[jamesdwannabe]

August’s “holy trinity of i wasn’t always a bad bitch” Swift:

august

innocent (was never about kayne i mean yeah but not her version lol)

The Other Side of the Door

[claraoswalds]

In our history, across our great divide There is a glorious sunrise Dappled with the flickers of light From the dress I wore at midnight, leave it all behind Oh, leave it all behind

[yourprettylittlemind]

every taylor swift music video outfit

je t'aime tanktop in i knew you were trouble

[jamesdwannabe]

[jamesdwannabe]

to see more art edits and song rewrites follow my other social media

[jamesdwannabe]

[jamesdwannabe]