It is like THAT sweet girl with sun in her eyes, who would madly fall in love with you and your nerdery and sense of humor, and stay with you forever and accept you (and even your cat) the way you are, and give you support and energy to fight and win and do everything and become Goblin instead of Goblin and become senior programmer at some gaming studio and much more...but you never met her because she walked through your street and nocked on your door to ask "do you like pancakes with syrup" (which she was paid to promote) and she was nocking and nocking but there was no reply, there was only silence, because you were sleeping, and your cat understood that big moment and desperately tried to wake you up but you just kept on sleeping, and the girl was sad and she nocked again and again, and you were sleeping, you were just sleeping, and she nocked and nocked, and cat tried to wake you up again and again, but you were out of reach, and then the girl of your dreams left the boy of her dreams without knowing that the love of her life was sleeping behind that door, without ever turning back, to sell her pancakes to some other people and demons and passers by and children and aliens and reptilians, in other streets and deserts and jungles on Mars and Venus and Moon...and you woke up and went to wash your teeth unaware of the big crime you did by sleeping, of big mistake, big injustice, a horrifying confusion that happened between two beings made for each other that will never meet, never ever everer everest again, and you will wash your teeth cynically and think of some green face from twitch, and think of snow and ice and your job and your cat and then you'll keep on washing your teeth cynically, with sadistic happiness, with murderous precision, you'll just keep on washing them and looking at lunatic expression on your criminal face that was sleeping, that refused to wake up and grab the chance of your life, and you'll wash your teeth and smile, and wash your teeth and laugh maniacally and your cat will know, she will try to tell you, but you will just keep on washing your teeth, the universe will revolve around you not waking up, and then waking up at wrong time, in wrong universe without her, and just wash your teeth, while your cat (she knows everything) will try to tell you to run, to run down the street and catch the girl selling pancakes, and hug her, and find your happiness that awaits you, but you will just wash your teeth and your face and you will not run down the street and you will not find the girl of your dreams and you will not even know that she exists, and you'll just happily keep on washing your teeth, and the cat will keep on trying to tell you...just look at her eyes, she knows it all, the wisdom of this universe is in her eyes, and cat is still trying to tell you what happened last night while you were sleeping and that you should stop washing your freaking teeth and run after that girl and find her and tell her you are sorry, because she was nocking and nocking, and you were cynically sleeping, you were arrogantly sleeping while your destiny called you, and you didn't reply, you just kept on sleeping, safely wrapped under your blanket and deaf for all calls to wake up and grab your luck, and find your life and find the answer, the biggest answer, the most important one, the only one, to life and mystery and all the never asked questions, to find your happiness and look at her eyes and laugh with her...but you were sleeping, helplessly sleeping, desperately sleeping, and now you just wash your teeth with your cat behind you trying to tell you that you should stop and run out, while there is still chance, while the girl of your dreams is still selling pancakes to that granny on the end of your street, one more minute and she will be gone, forever gone, the cat yells behind you and you just keep on washing your teeth, the cat screams "FRANCIS! SHE IS GOING AWAY!" but you just keep on rubbing toothpaste deeper and deeper, you just think of washing your teeth and the job that will follow and then sleep again, you are killing your dream by not daring to dream, by being afraid to run out and catch the girl with pancakes, she is already entering bus to leave your street, your world, forever, and you are washing your teeth, your luck is leaving, your happiness with wonderful eyes and soul full of understanding is just entering the bus, there is one second left, maybe you can still run out, your cat is screaming behind you, but no...you just keep on washing your teeth, the taste of toothpaste on your tongue is so well known and comforting, "I will just wash my teeth and then check reddit and MMORPG.com and Crowfall forums, and maybe Twitch for that silly Goblin" you say to yourself, and your cat is crying, she is tired from yelling and screaming and trying to wake you up, and she can see through the window that the bus is turning on it's engine, that the girl is throwing her last look through the bus window, last look ever, last look on your street and she is leaving forever, bus is slowly moving towards the street corner, she is looking at your window for the last time, and she sees your cat, but she doesn't know that the cat belongs to the boy of her dreams, the bestest and craziest boy in town with whom she would laugh away countless hours, all she sees is a window and a cat looking at her, and she hears the engines of the bus roaring, and the bus door is closed and the bus is going away, one last look and that's it, and you just keep on washing your teeth, stubbornly refusing to hear the scream in the soul of your desperate cat, moving your hand up and down, up and down, your teeth are the most important thing in the world for you at that moment, and the encounter that will never happen is un-happening for the last time, in all the parallel universes, countless red buses are disappearing behind the corner forever, taking zillions of bestest girls with them forever, taking them away from your eyes, from your unborn, nonexistent future-past memory, to never see them unseen, to un-happen that which never happened and was doomed to nonexistence even before it's impossible non-birth, to let you calmly wash your teeth, to let you cynically wash your teeth in this wrong, cruel universe which didn't want that to happen, which wanted to let your cat scream in her soul while you just keep on washing your teeth as if the bus of your destiny isn't already too far away, with her inside, 100 meters, 200... and you keep on washing damn teeth...300 meters...500..."mmm...this toothpaste tastes good" you think to yourself and your cat cries on the window...700 meters, 1000... it's over... take a long, deep look at your cat's eyes, you will see (behind her cat smile) that she knows everything, you will see the last reflection of your dead love in cat's eyes, and if you listen very carefully you will still be able to hear the last, distant echo of the cat's scream that never woke you up to open your eyes and open the door and smile to the bestest girl in the world, look deep into your cat's eye, beneath her smile, and listen carefully...you will see that she knows, that she knows it all, the horror of that night when you were hopelessly sleeping, the drama of that morning when you were washing your teeth instead...and that red bus was turning it's engines on, for the last time, to leave your street forever, listen to your cat, and look hard, look deep into her eyes, you'll see that your cat knows, your cat remembers everything, you'll see the remains of one, last and deepest tear that she cried for you while you were sleeping, tirelessly sleeping under your bell of glass, inside of your cage, deep beneath your blanket, sleeping forever, deaf to the girl nocking on your door, deaf for the screams of your cat, just happily sleeping, look at the eye of your cat and you will see the world in it, she knows, she remembers that you were sleeping and washing your teeth while an angel wanted to talk to you, to be with you forever, but you just kept on cynically washing your teeth, as if that's all that matters in your life, look - and you will see, your cat knows!
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