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You still cross my mind from time to time and it mostly hurts.

i don't like that I love you, but yes I do. i was stuck in the backyard freaking out what did I do with my feelings? tell me. i don't like that I said those things to you another rock in the river you threw

Pure evil still owns you.

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No one ever told me that grief felt so like fear.

C.S. Lewis, from A Grief Observed (via lifeinpoetry)

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There is one place where her absence comes locally home to me, and it is a place I can’t avoid. I mean my own body. It had such a different importance while it was the body of —’s lover. Now it’s like an empty house.

C.S. Lewis, from A Grief Observed (via lifeinpoetry)

Best intentions, falling short I'd break my spine to help mend yours My stomach bleeds but that's just fine Out of sight out of mind You put a dagger Through my side You cut me deep I'm open wide You sipped the blood That I poured out And in my face, you spit it out These are the things we'll write about When Hope Is Worse Than Fear