i want to go to a dream world for a while. be away from all this hurt.and wander around alone for a while, naked and warm. around a beautiful garden, with no fear and no pain. no one can hurt me there. i would sit down beside another girl i find singing softly under a willow tree. we introduce ourselves and then together, we find cherry trees and then eat the most amazing cherries and my stomach doesn’t hurt,not even slightly. our lips are red and sweet and we plait each others hair gently and then go swimming in the lake. all my scars are completely gone and i don’t miss them. me and her speak about how calm it is here, how we are friends and how we look wonderful as we swim.she tells me she has been here 2 dreamland days and she is glad for some human company, finally. she seems to like me. we say how later, as the sun goes down in this dream world we will climb out of the water and dance together, we sleep under stars and whisper about all things soft.
Don't be afraid, my love. In darkness within darkness lies wonder of all wonders, and there we will meet and swim and laugh again, all safe and light as air. When you feel afraid, remember our rendezvous. Our fates are intertwined. Never fear. My love is with you.
