♡Jamie♡ @jamiemayisnothere - Tumblr Blog

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im jamie!!

just a few warnings before you fall into the abyss of my blog<3

♥︎ I talk alot about my ed. specifically ☆ving, wanting to get sicker, throwing up, wanting control of my body

♥︎ im hypersexual and hella traumatized so there will be sexual content that you will not like. im fucked in the head, my friends. I do not condone any of the things I post, and it is merely what my brain latches onto to cope.

♥︎kinda clear in the one before this, but lots of mentions of sa. often graphic.

♥︎I age regress. I know, I know. fucking lame, I agree. can't help it tho. once again, im fucked in the head. I do also post about age play, and I do want to make it clear, AGE REGRESSION AND AGE PLAY ARENT THE SAME THING. just because someone does one, does not mean they want to do the other. do not sexualize age regression. Anyway the reason I mentioned this is because I can get pretty annoying and dumb when I'm little.

♥︎ probably some mentions of self harm. cvtting, specifically. no pics or anything, and probably not much of this in general but im sure it'll be there somewhere.

♥︎ I will talk abt wanting to, yk, 🤯🔫. I'm not going to, I couldn't do that to my siblings, but I think about it. I'm safe though

♥︎I have ocd which probably isn't relevant on here but just in case, im including it. sometimes I phrase stuff weirdly, do stuff in certain numbers, etc, (obviously ocd is more than those things but I think thats all that would rly affect me on here) so that's a thing

Kay Kay thats alllllll, here's some stuff about me!!

♡im Jamie (you know this)

♡I use they/them pronouns but idrc

♡im 16

♡I loveeeeeeee ducks, I think theyre SO very cool, and they make me happy

♡I love to write!! I make stories and poetry :)

♡ id love friends!! tumblr is my fav and everyone on here is the best, so feel free to dm me<3

DNI (I knowwww, but it needs to be said)

♥︎bigots (homophobes/transphobes/racists/etc)

♥︎creepy adults who want nudes

♥︎you just want to fix me

♥︎you want to make me worse😭

please feel free to message me, id love to be friends<33 I do wanna say, I am not willing to be wl friends tho, I js couldn't do that to someone. like I refuse to encourage someone's ed. I won't try and like "fix you" r smth, but I won't encourage it either. but I am always here if you need someone, so plz reach out if you want a friend or need to vent or anything<3

I think thats all but ill update if I think of anything else:p

love yall♡♡♡♡

#looking for moots #rice cake nation #anne rice #ricecakeblr #anarekcia #wannarexic #i love making friends #dm me if you want #wlw #intro post #introduction #blog intro #pinned intro #introductory post #hell is a teenage girl

clleanlliness

yes diva ignoring all your messages is peak self care keep isolating yourself queen

clleanlliness

yes diva ignoring all your messages is peak self care keep isolating yourself queen

I geniunly disgust myself so much, why the fuck am I like this. I know everyone says it's because of trauma but Jesus fuck this cannot be normal this is bad, im bad and gross and and if this is what I'm thinking about then maybe it was my fault, maybe I made it happen, maybe I deserved it. I'm fucking disgusting.

dearestfawnstar

When I feel cold in summer so ik it’s working

I got my scale taken away years ago but it doesn't really bother me. if anything it keeps me motivated, because the only way to tell if its working is if there's a visible difference. so I won't be satisfied seeing I lost a pound based on the numbers on a scale. I need to see it on my body. so I lose more faster. 10/10.

rillacanteat

i feel like such a w4nn4re3xic whenever i eat food

oreskina

Wow I really love destroying my health to get skinny 💅 only to keep failing at that while my health still deteriorates bye 😌🕊️🧚‍♀️

sugarplumgumdropxx

when you finally stop feeling hungry 🌟

unicornsarerealbciexist

i just need to reach my fist gw so i can feel like im making some progress…i hate how long this shit takes like just knock me out and sedate me so i don’t have to eat for days ＞ᨓ＜

grrlsgonewild

jamiemayisnothere

I don't think people talk enough about the connection between sexual assault and eating disorders.

I know several people who experienced sexual assault and later developed an eating disorder, often as a way to regain a sense of control over their body. When something happens to you that you didn't choose and couldn't stop, it's natural to search for control somewhere else. For many people, that "somewhere else" becomes food, weight, exercise, or their body.

I think a lot of people use their eating disorder as a way to change their body, to control it, to make it feel like theirs again. Sexual assault can leave you feeling disconnected from your body, like it doesn't belong to you anymore, or like you no longer have a say in what happens to it.

But your body is still yours. It always has been.

And I think it's important to recognize that eating disorders don't actually give you control. They take it away. They consume your thoughts, your time, your relationships, your health, and eventually your life.

You can argue that it's your body and you should be allowed to do what you want with it. In many ways, that's true. It is your body.

But I think a more important question is: why do you want to hurt it?

If the goal is to reclaim your body, an eating disorder cannot give that back to you. It doesn't return your freedom; it replaces one loss of control with another.

The people who hurt you took something from you. You deserve better than spending the rest of your life helping them finish the job.

Your body is yours. Not because you can destroy it, but because you have the right to care for it, protect it, and decide that what happened to you doesn't get to define the rest of your life.