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MOODBOARD → Jamie Scott
You’re very warm and very nice. Do you want to keep me company instead, Jamie?
I'd love to, but I can't. I'm a bartender, remember?
No, you’re still one of my besties Jamie. My bed is just really warm and nice. So it’s just a little bit above you.
Am I not warm and nice?
I’ve been jet lagged for two days. My bed is officially my new best friend.
I've been replaced by an inanimate object?
Private
If it really makes you uncomfortable we don’t have to do it, Jamie. But I’d really like too. Tomorrow we’ll just be friends. But tonight, just stay a little longer, and kiss and cuddle with me after.
We've done this many times before. It doesn't make me uncomfortable. One last time can't hurt. What happens in Paris, stays in Paris, right?
I don’t know if it’s that. You might just miss being in some place familiar.
You might be right. I just wish I could go home but I promised my little sister I'd stay.
Private
The working out, renting movies, just hanging out… you didn’t like doing any of that? I did want to fuck you. I’m not denying that. I like fucking you, it’s fun like you said and you make me laugh. Yeah… I did want to sleep with you, Jamie. I had such a crush on you in high school. And a straight person is at least a challenge to any gay person. But I’ve gotten to know you better. I like spending time with you. I hope I do someday. I was just trying to show you how it’s possible for us to have similar dreams and ambitions. I can’t force you to keep doing something you don’t want do… I wouldn’t want too anyways. I just want a proper goodbye. Kiss me, please.
I -- One last time, Danny. We'll do this tonight but then tomorrow we'll be friends and nothing more.
Private
I didn’t say you were gay, Jamie. Is that all you think of the past few days? The sex? Was I just some stupid girl you could fuck around with till you got the curiosity out of your system? I like sleeping with you… but I like spending time with you too, Jamie. Don’t you think maybe I want similar things, Jamie? Just because I’m a lesbian doesn’t mean I don’t have dreams of getting married and having kids too. I want you to have the life you want, Jamie, I really do. But when I have I ever tried to take anything away from you?
Yes, that's all I think because it was how it got started. You wanted to fuck me, so I let you because every woman should experiment at some point in her life and you were nice, then I didn't want to stop because it was fun but now it has to end. Don't act like you didn't just want sex when you started flirting with me, you even hit on my little sister. I'm happy that you have dreams but you should find a gay girl to live them with you, that's not me. This ends now.
Private
But. Why shouldn’t we? Is it really so bad to be curious and wanting to explore and get in touch with your sexuality? You don’t have to question if you like guys or not. Would things really be any different if you liked girls too? It’s not even about a label. I’ve never once tried to put you into a box or label you. I like you, Jamie. I like you for you.
Because I'm not gay, Danny. It's not wrong to explore but we've done enough of that in the past few days. Yes, things would be a lot different. I want to get married someday and I'm almost thirty, I can't waste my time experimenting with you. I want to get married to a guy and have kids, just like my mom did. Yes, same sex couples can get married now but it's not the same. I don't want that. I want the life I've dreamed since I was a little girl. And I'm not letting you take that away from me, so this needs to stop now.
Then tell me, Jamie, what do you even mean by that? You said when you try different things you eventually realize why you don’t like them. What other way am I supposed to take that…?
I don't know-- We shouldn't be doing this, Danny. It was supposed to be a one night thing. I was only experimenting, but now it's going too far. I like guys. I don't want to start questioning that. It's simple and practical and I don't want it to change.
No, you’re a grown woman and you can do whatever the fuck you want. You can change your mind all you want. But did you really have to say it like that? I thought we were both having fun. Sorry I turn you off or whatever. Enjoy everything you like that isn’t new and different.
I didn't mean to say it like that, it was an accident. I never said you turn me off, Danny. Don't put words in my mouth.
…That’s it? You remember why you didn’t like them in the first place? I get the feeling you’re starting to talk about something besides food. Great. Glad you had fun.
Maybe I am. Am I not allowed to change my mind about things?
They do love to drink. But for a challenge you need to go head to head with some Russians. You didn’t bother to have something Irish, or like a dark beer like Guinness? …Oh. That’s… that’s great.
I would but Russians are despicable and I don't plan on ever going anywhere near that place. No, I ordered the same old beer I always drink. I don't like to try new things. They're fun at first but then you remember why you didn't like them in the first place. Yeah, it was fun.
I’d say it’s pretty bad but I actually miss my house also.
They do say there's no place like home.
You went to an Irish Pub in France? That sounds like the beginning of a bad joke. Was the beer good? Who won?
I know, but people always told me about how Irish are great drinkers and I just had to get in when I saw the four-leaf clover. They're not that great, though. I can totally beat them. It was regular beer, nothing special. I don't really know. Some guy lured me into a bathroom stall, so I was too busy to pay attention if you know what I mean.
The hotel isn’t that amazing. I would prefer being back home.
I thought you kids would be thrilled about it. I would if my family took me to a place like this when I was your age.
I took the train to Versailles today with my sisters. That place is so pretty.
I went to an Irish pub to watch the game. It was fun.