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[jamievd010]

Hi tumblr, did you know that 9/10 times the first ever love you will find, will always be stuck in your head?

Damn, do i hate it that my first was such a hypocritical b*tch. I am a person who want's to know everything about you, so i understand you. But Jill, Jill was totally different. She never wanted to share her feelings, her thoughts or anything. We were dating for half a year now, and i knew her just as well as if she was a new friend of mine.

I never forced her to speak. I wanted her to be comfterble, but we knew eachother for 8 months and we were dating for 6 months now. Out of curiosity i asked why she didn't talk about those things.

Well i tell you this, she wasn't really greatfull for my interests. She got anoyed by me and wanted me to stop asking that so much. (It was the first time. the only times i asked about her "feelings" was whenever i asked how she is doing.)

Apperantly i had alot for her to change about myself, while this girl always used to say and i quote "You should never change the way you are. I love you and fell i love with you for who you are. So don't change" I mean.. does this means she was lying?

She said she loved me for who i was, and still she wanted to change me.

Next part tommow.

xo J

[jamievd010]

Have you ever thought you met the right person, and that you just couldn't stop thinking about them? I have.

last year i met a very nice girl, we will call her Jill. Jill was very sweet, she listened to me, we had fun conversations and we shared the same hobby.

Me and Jill grew close, so close that we fell in love and started dating eachother. We were both very excited, she was my first genuine gf. And well, my first everything(ifykyk). But i noticed some strange changes in Jill as we were together for 4 months.

For me if i am dating someone the 3,6,9 months and 1 year are very importand to me, and i like to have small celebrations. Like going out or have dinner somewhere, just small things. But Jill didn't really have the same idea as me, and i respected that. Untill i realized she didn't want to do those small celebrations with me. She thought it was a little pointless.

and from that moment, i knew something was up. I just didn't know what.

Next part coming up soon.

xo J

[jamievd010]

hello Jamie here.

Hello there Tumblr, you can call me Jamie.

I have a question for you all, and it is totally up to you to take it serious or not. Have you ever felt like you wanted to talk shit about someone, and say every thing that is on your mind of that person? But you do not want this person to know it is you that is talking about them.

Well i have that right now, so i chose to make a fake account with a fake name and well, everything is kinda fake. Accept the storries i will tell you, or my oppinion the actions some one did to me.

Here is your wake up call to make a fake name, account, and fake social media accounts. To start talking shit about someone you hate.

xo J