Change
Tell me can you fix the damage that I have inside.
Another day goes by still I can't change my mind.
Will there ever come a time where these memories will disappear.
Or will I be left alone and be consumed by fear.
Back then every tear I shed was from my own heart bleeding,
And Looking back I realize all of this was from my darkness feeding.
Even right now, my past has paved another path that I no longer am needing.
So I keep my head up and tread carefully all those words I've been heeding.
Never give up
Never turn back around
No matter how far gravity pulls me down
I wont let the past consume all that I have now
I know theres a cure but I still refuse to take those words of wisdom.
Not because I'm stubborn but because I'm starting to crash and burn.
Why can't things be normal?
Why can't I ever learn?
When will the events unfolding start to turn.
All I can remember are the days I was still afraid to say what was needed to be said.
So I locked my heart, and kept my emotions
Hidden inside my head.
No more exposing strings that anyone can pull as they will.
But I fall back to those words I keep hearing still.
To Never give up
And Never turn back around
No matter how far gravity pulls me down
I wont let the past consume all that I have now
I'm waking up more and more with every truth I uncover.
Even though my skin is starting to harden like stone.
I'm feeling cold, and alot of people are starting to notice.
Will you still able to save me?
When I look into the mirror, the person I saw before is no longer worth fighting for.
I'm happy for who I am, and I've come to understand, I've become a stronger man.
Because I wont bleed without a fight and I wont let these words out of my sight.
So I'll Never give up
Ill Never turn back around
No matter how far gravity pulls me down
I wont let the past consume all that I have now
- Jammasterjman









